Chapter 180: Drunkenness
Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion Chunxiao Garden
Gu Qingwan sat alone on the swing in the yard, she lazily leaned her head on the rope of the swing, looked into the distance, her mind was empty, and she was still carrying a jar of wine in her hand.
It's been a long time since she's set foot in Chunxiao Garden, which used to be her mother's yard.
She hasn't been here since she was reborn, not because she doesn't want to come, but because she doesn't dare to come.
She was afraid that she would think of her mother, who was long gone, and of her brother, whose whereabouts were unknown.
In the past, she would bring Xuan'er here to miss her mother, although when her mother died, she was still young, and her younger brother had just been born, in her memory, her mother only had a vague and slender back, and she didn't even remember her appearance.
I heard others say that she is seven points similar to her mother, and sometimes she looks at herself in the mirror and thinks, when her mother is as old as her, will she be like this?
Innocent, simple and kind, dignified and decent, elegant and generous, her mother was pampered and grew up, she was protected too well by her grandmother, she grew up carefree, she didn't know the suffering of the world, and she didn't know that people's hearts were sinister.
She is full of expectations to marry into the Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion, wait for her husband, honor her in-laws, get along with her sister-in-law, and be a subordinate person, she is so kind but she is calculated, and her life will always stay at the age of nineteen.
In this life, the only obsession she has to live is to seek justice for her mother and relatives, and let those who killed her pay for their lives.
Now that she's halfway there, she'll soon get her revenge.
Whoever killed her mother will die!
"Mother, do you say that Daddy really loves you?" Gu Qingwan poured a sip of wine into her mouth and muttered to herself.
"If he loves you, why did he marry someone else after you died, and now they are husband and wife and have a son. But mother, what about you? In order to give birth to a child for that person, you left Wan'er forever. Mother, mother! I'm afraid that the only people in this world who still miss you are me and my grandmother. They can't be relied on by those men! It's unreliable! ”
"Mother, I really miss you so much, I miss Xuan'er so much. If only I could come back sooner, then I could save you, save Xuan'er, and then you can stay with me all the time. ”
Gu Qingwan was drinking and talking while crying.
At this moment, everything outside had nothing to do with her, she locked herself in this courtyard and poured out all the bitterness that had accumulated in her heart for a long time.
"I knew you were here."
Just as Gu Qingwan was chattering, she had an extra cloak on her body, and she didn't have to turn her head to look to know who was behind her.
"Drink less, or you'll have another headache tomorrow." The man behind him put his hands on her ears, "It's so cold outside, my ears are freezing red." ”
He rubbed it gently, and her cold ears suddenly warmed up a lot.
"A-Yuan......" she spoke, her voice already hoarse.
"I'm here." The man behind her responded softly, and the gentle and beautiful voice instantly tugged at her heartstrings.
"A-Yuan, you can be regarded as coming back, if you don't come back, I will marry someone else." Her voice had a somewhat coquettish tone, which made people's hearts melt when they heard it.
"Who else are you going to marry but me?" A low laugh slowly came from behind her, with a bit of pampering in it.
"Wan'er, not all men in this world are unreliable, I am an exception." He slowly hugged her from behind and whispered to her ear.
"I know."
How could she not know that in the previous life, he used his life to prove to her that he was reliable.
"Wan'er, I'm here to marry you when I come back this time." He made a promise to her.
……
Gu Qingwan, who had a poor amount of alcohol, was drunk, and in the end, Chen Yuan secretly carried her to Peach Blossom Garden.
He sat on the edge of Gu Qingwan's bed, watching her twist her eyebrows, her face was flushed, and she looked both fragile and stubborn.
This seems to be a woman who never gives in, she is as hard as a bamboo pole, and she doesn't seem to be afraid to bend herself. Every time I see her, I feel that she is a completely new person, she is suddenly scheming, suddenly calm and calm, suddenly indifferent, suddenly unscrupulous, suddenly stubborn and strong.
He looked at her like this, and his heart had already sunk to her.
"I know that I have a bad amount of alcohol, and I still drink so much wine, and tomorrow there will be a time when you will be uncomfortable." He looked at his sleeping face and sighed helplessly.
His slender fingers caressed her cheeks, and the soft and warm touch made him a little attached and couldn't help rubbing it again and again.
She is already married, and it is time for him to marry her home, spoil her, love her, and not let her be hurt in the slightest.
His hand that stopped on Gu Qingwan's face was suddenly knocked off, making him think that Gu Qingwan had woken up, but he didn't expect that this woman was still with her eyes closed, but she showed a painful expression, and muttered in her mouth: "Go away, go away...... You all go away...... Xuan'er, Xuan'er......"
He frowned, he knew she was dreaming of her brother. After so many years, she has never given up looking for Gu Qingxuan's whereabouts.
Everyone gave up, even the master had already given up, but she was the only one who persisted.
She slept restlessly, she seemed scared, frightened, and deeply distressed: "I hate you, I hate you...... Play tricks...... I won't let you go, bastard...... Bastard ......"
There was hatred and pain deep in her heart, hatred, loneliness, pain, like a huge magic net binding Gu Qingwan, she struggled, she screamed, but there was nowhere to escape. So she turned into a sharp thorn, like a vengeful female leopard, hiding in the inconspicuous grass, staring at her enemies with cold and fierce eyes, ready to pounce at any moment and tear those who hurt her to pieces.
She was trembling, hugging herself tightly, cold sweat rolling down, and muttering in her mouth: "Don't hurt Xuan'er...... Don't ......"
He saw her most fragile and helpless side, her heart that had never been turbulent hurt badly, she experienced the most terrible dreams, and those should not be just dreams, but everything she had really experienced, thinking of this, Chen Yuan picked her up and held her in his arms, tightly, like holding a helpless child.
He didn't speak, just quietly hugged Gu Qingwan, hoping to dispel her nightmare through his embrace. At this moment, he knew that he felt sorry for this girl, the tears that kept overflowing from the corners of her eyes, the painful moaning of her, and the terrible dreams she didn't know.
Gu Qingwan seemed to be quiet, but she clinged to Chen Yuan, but she cried like a child, and called out again and again: "Mother, mother...... Don't leave me, don't leave me, don't go......"
That sentence was like a boulder thrown into Chen Yuan's heart, causing a monstrous wave, and he seemed to empathize with her forehead in pain.