Chapter 46: Talking with Grandchildren (2)

"Silly boy, grandmother is right next to you! Don't cry, don't cry, if you keep crying, our Wan'er won't be beautiful! ”

Mrs. Li smiled and comforted, there were tears in her eyes, in the end, it was the child she loved in the palm of her hand, seeing her crying so miserably, this heart was very uncomfortable. This child has been frightened and scared for so many years, how could she not know the self-blame in her heart! It's just the eldest daughter-in-law, alas, the debt!

"Wan'er didn't dream, did she? Grandmother, have you forgiven Wan'er? Don't you hate Wan'er anymore and get angry with Wan'er? Wan'er knew that she was wrong, and Wan'er was also very scared and regretted, grandmother, Wan'er misses you so much! ”

Being held in her grandmother's arms, Gu Qingwan cried heartbreakingly, but a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. She felt very happy, since her mother left, no relatives have hugged her like this. If it was a dream, she would rather never wake up for the rest of her life.

Mrs. Li didn't answer, just listened quietly to her venting. When she finally quieted down, she gently wiped her wet little face, met Gu Qingwan's expectant gaze, and slowly spoke.

"Where is there any hatred in the family, not to mention, you are my granddaughter. My grandmother is indeed angry with you, and if you make a mistake, you have to have the courage to take responsibility, and you will run away for three years. Without explanation, without apology, is my grandmother an unreasonable person? What happened back then, it wasn't all your fault, everyone knows it, but you just can't get over the hurdle in your heart. ”

Old Madam Li sighed, and looked at Gu Qingwan who was blaming herself and being scared with pity, "It's good that you can come to the Li Mansion this time." It means that you know what to do and have decided to face it all. I heard that you have apologized to your aunt in the past two days, and you have also gone to see your cousin in person, although it is a little late, but it is not too late. Although your grandmother has forgiven you, it doesn't mean that others will. ”

Speaking earnestly, Mrs. Li also sighed in her heart: "Your cousin is still lying on the bed, and for five years, he has not been angry, like a living dead." How many tears and worries your aunt has shed for him, and it will not be possible to forgive you right away after a while. Even if they say something bad to you, don't take it to heart. ”

"Grandmother, Wan'er knows. Wan'er wasn't angry at all, this was the punishment Wan'er deserved. Wan'er doesn't care about forgiveness, but atonement. ”

Gu Qingwan stood up, wiped away her tears, her tone was choked, but her eyes were extremely resolute.

"You've really grown up." Old Madam Li said with emotion, with a satisfied look in her eyes. It is precisely because of Wan'er's attitude that she will really let go of her knots.

Compared with Wan'er, her granddaughter, Yuan Zhan is her own grandson, how can she not feel distressed. But things have happened, and after so many years, it is impossible for her to always put the responsibility on Wan'er and cut off contact, right?

"Grandmother, I am grateful that you were able to forgive me and accept me. In fact, my cousin's leg is not completely necrotic, as long as you find a famous doctor, you will definitely be cured! Gu Qingwan spoke seriously, this matter was something she remembered before she planned to come.

In his previous life, the Li Mansion invited a little-known doctor, and after reading it, the doctor said that if he had been invited for treatment a year earlier, there might be an eighty percent chance of being cured. In the end, Li Yuanzhan's leg still hasn't been cured.

Now there are still two years left before the doctor sees a doctor, so everything is still in time. She still remembers that she had someone investigate the doctor and know the identity of the other party. Although that person has a special status, as long as you sincerely ask him, you should be successful.

It's just that Gu Qingwan's words, Mrs. Li didn't really take it to heart, all the famous doctors in the capital were invited, and they all said that they couldn't be cured. They have gone from being full of hope at the beginning to despair now, and they will not easily believe that there will be any turnaround, lest there will be another empty joy.

As soon as Gu Qingwan saw Old Madam Li's appearance, she knew that her old man must not care about her words. She sighed slightly in her heart, and before inviting the doctor, she had better keep quiet, so as not to disappoint them.

Since she wants to be understood, let's find a solution first. She will definitely invite that doctor to see Yuan Zhan's cousin.

"Rest well, you're going back tomorrow. Grandmother listened to Ziyu talk about what happened at the banquet in the Weiyuan Marquis' Mansion. Wan'er, you have done a good job to make a thoughtful woman like the Lu family suffer, and successfully get back the housekeeping rights, you have grown up a lot with this alone. If you suffer any grievances in the future, just come to the Prime Minister's Mansion to find your grandmother, and your grandmother will support you. ”

Old Madam Li's words obviously mean that she will make decisions for Gu Qingwan. Gu Qingwan's face showed joy, with her grandmother as her backer, it would be much easier for her to deal with the second room.

In his previous life, it was because he lost everything that he relied on that the second room dared to be so unscrupulous. In addition, later, her Changfang family was killed, and the Li Mansion was also implicated by her father, and her grandfather's family was relegated to a remote place and fell into despair.

There was no time, and there were some things she couldn't say right now. Since God has given her a chance to be reborn, she will never let the tragedy that happened in her previous life repeat itself. In the future, she will often come to the Li Mansion, not only to atone for her sins, but also for the future of the Long House and the Li Mansion.

"Thank you, grandmother!" Gu Qingwan spoke gratefully, and couldn't help but lean on Old Madam Li's arms again, "Grandmother, can Wan'er sleep with you tonight?" ”

"I'm so big, I still like to be coquettish! Okay, my grandmother misses my Wan'er too, and my grandmother will stay here today! Old Madam Li smiled and nodded, after all, she couldn't bear to refuse the desire in the child's eyes.

Gu Tianyuan was busy with things and went back to the Hou Mansion for two days, and Gu Qingwan went back with her, but she always ran to the Prime Minister's Mansion twice in three days, and she would go to visit Li Yuanzhan every time she came.

Before leaving, she took the tonic she made herself to Mingyuan, and the little girl was very surprised to see her come again.

"Miss Cousin, why are you here again? The eldest young master doesn't want to see you, so why should you go looking for it. ”

"I'm here to make my conscience pass, I've been running away for a long time, and I can't just hide and do nothing. Cousin: Did he drink the medicine today? She asked with concern.

"Yesterday, the eldest lady came over to persuade the young master to drink the medicine, and today the eldest lady personally fed the eldest young master to drink the medicine, and the eldest lady has just left."

Gu Qingwan nodded, plucking up the courage to enter Li Yuanzhan's room. He was still lying on the bed as decadently as yesterday, and not a single maid in the room dared to approach, and they all stayed outside.

Hearing a slight sound of footsteps, Li Yuanzhan was quite impatient, thinking that it was some kind of disobedient maid, "Don't come in if it's okay, what I said is useless, isn't it?" ”

"Cousin, it's me." She called cautiously, guilty and scared. She tried her best to restrain the cowardice in her heart, the big deal was to be scolded, and she was mentally prepared.

"You go, I don't want to see you." He watched her slowly approach with an expressionless face, and when his eyes touched her forehead wrapped in a layer of gauze, he paused slightly, but he couldn't hate it, and the heavy words he wanted to say were all on his lips but he couldn't say it.

"Cousin, I've been reading medical books to learn medical skills all these years, and although Wan'er doesn't have the ability to heal her cousin's legs now, Wan'er really wants to help her cousin take care of his body. In fact, in the past five years, Wan'er and Wan'er have been very guilty and self-blaming, and even ...... Wan'er has never dared to come to see her cousin......" Although she smiled, her voice was already choked, "I always thought that if I had been stronger, my cousin would not have become what he is today." I live in self-blame every day, I have been paying attention to my cousin's situation, but I dare not come to see you......"

He looked at her in a daze, she was slender and thin, her eyes were red like a thin and poor rabbit, and she cried so much that he couldn't bear to blame her.

She wiped away her tears with her sleeve and smiled, "Cousin, can you give Wan'er a chance?" ”

She looked at him with the most sincere and expectant eyes, a pair of beautiful big eyes sparkling, expectant, worried, and concerned, but there was no sympathy and pity.

Li Yuanzhan didn't look at her, and he didn't mean to drive her out. Gu Qingwan stepped forward slowly and boldly, and while taking out the supplements in the food box, she explained: "I made some supplements today, which are very good for the body, cousin, can you taste them?" ”

Her voice is soft and glutinous, sweet but not greasy, and people can't bear to refuse when they hear it. Li Yuanzhan still didn't look at her and didn't speak. Gu Qingwan climbed up the pole, and said tentatively: "Cousin, if you don't speak, I'll take you as an agreement." Cousin, I'll help you sit up. ”

Seeing that he didn't speak, Gu Qingwan took him as a default, and dared to approach him, Li Yuanzhan turned his head to look at her, Gu Qingwan leaned over and wanted to help him sit against the bed, he didn't resist her contact, and slowly sat up with her support. He quietly looked at the girl who was close at hand, she was very close to him at this time, just like a long time ago she would always approach him without scruples, every time she was tired of playing, she would lean on his shoulder with peace of mind, and call "Cousin Yuan Zhan" one by one in a soft and glutinous voice.

The girl in front of her was concentrating on feeding him, and she would blow carefully on each spoonful before she dared to feed it to his mouth, for fear of burning him. He let her feed him, but he was reluctant to take his eyes off her.

He looked at her forehead wrapped in gauze, and couldn't help but ask, "Does it hurt?" ”

She shook her head, "It doesn't hurt anymore, and it will get better soon after taking medicine." ”

Her eyes drooped slightly, her fluttering eyelashes were like butterfly wings, casting a faint shadow under her eyelids, occasionally raising her eyes to look at him, her eyes were very beautiful and bright, the heart that had been silent for a long time suddenly beat violently in the chest, and he raised his hand to touch the location of the heart with some discomfort.

Gu Qingwan noticed Li Yuanzhan's abnormality and asked with concern, "Cousin Yuanzhan, what's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Li Yuanzhan shook his head, "No." ”