Chapter 47: What Do You Want to Do?

Zhao Xuechu said goodbye and left, Sun Zhiheng consciously went downstairs again, and Youwei magically brought in a dinner plate from outside, with a big bowl of fish soup, a fried greens, a scrambled egg in Xihuashi and a big bowl of rice.

"Look, look, gouge out your eyeballs!"

"Who told you to look so good."

"Flim Tongue, I'll pull out your tongue another day!"

Youwei's tense face thawed suddenly, and she couldn't stop giggling, as if she saw Chen Xuan's tongue pulled out.

"Yiyang, this time, what's wrong with you?"

After lunch, seeing that Chen Xuan's spirit was much better, Youwei pulled a chair and chatted with Chen Xuan, if there is still someone Chen Xuan absolutely trusts in this world, it is definitely Youwei, this is an inexplicable feeling, it may be like the aura that many people say, even if they haven't seen it before, but as long as they look at each other from a distance, they can feel each other, that tacit understanding and trust come unreasonably, and any words will be pale and weak.

Chen Xuan closed his eyes and thought about it seriously, sorted out his clues, and did not hide it, and explained in detail what he had done during this time, what he had seen and felt, Chen Xuan himself also felt that he was incredible, he was also a person who liked to drill the tip of the horns in the future life, and the eight cows could not pull it back, but it had never been like this time, and the tip of the horns of the bull almost lost his life, and the whole person was stunned.

Youwei is a good listener, although in the process of Chen Xuan's description, the whole person will follow Chen Xuan's description and appear joy, anger and sorrow, but he didn't interject, just quietly listened to Chen Xuan's narration, and after Chen Xuan finished speaking, he calmed down his mood and slowly said:

"Yiyang, no one can help you completely in this matter."

Chen Xuan doesn't know anything, Chen Xuan has understood the point of view that Youwei said Chen Xuan has understood very early, which is also because Ma Xiangbo looked at Chen Xuan and left with a sigh without saying a word, Ma Xiangbo also knows that everything needs to come out by himself In other words, Chen Xuan's is a disease, a mental illness, but now it is more serious than before.

"Would you like to hear my point of view?"

Chen Xuan nodded.

"You are an extreme person, but you are not a very strong-willed person, and from what you have experienced during this time," Youwei carefully organized her choice of words, "you have been overwhelmed by the sudden impact of wealth, power, favor, etc., and you are surrounded by extremely good people, and before you know it, you have fallen into a trap of contrast." ”

"Actually, you are a very talented and kind person - don't interrupt me first, listen to me, in this world, there is no perfect person, no one can surpass others in all aspects, such a person is not a person, but a god."

"But you haven't thought about why so many excellent people are unconsciously attracted to you, and even surround you to listen to your orders, your own heart is actually not ready to accept these wealth rights and so on, so you are afraid, you are afraid of failing the people who trust you, you are afraid of bringing them into a place of no return, so that you fall into the trap of your own fabrication without knowing it."

"These excellent people surround you, trust you unreservedly, and are willing to obey your command, in fact, in a way, this is your personal charm, and this incident, you have also deeply hurt these people in the process of self, you will make them lose trust in each other, and in serious cases, they may even fall into self-doubt like you, they will doubt whether what they have done these days is right or not, whether it is worth it!"

Chen Xuan nodded, expressing his approval of Youwei.

"And the most important thing is that Yiyang, you are blind to your own future planning, you don't even have any plans for your own future, which means that you don't have a clear goal at all - if you dare to interject, I will beat you!"

Youwei glared at Chen Xuan fiercely, and saw Chen Xuan touching his nose with his hand in embarrassment, so she smiled.

"I have heard a sentence from Teacher Maria - if you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight, this sentence I also give to you now, you don't deny that you don't have a clear goal, you think about it carefully, in your impression, is there one or several things that will make you go all out, even if you want to complete it, that is, have you decided what you want to do in this life?"

Chen Xuan was struck by lightning, the whole person was stunned, whether it was the past life or the present life, he may be dissatisfied with some things or envy or disdain or even disgust, he may be irritable and complain, envy and even jealousy and hatred, but he has never been able to go all out for one thing or a person regardless of gains and losses to fight, to struggle, he will always weigh in every thing, to calculate the gains and losses, so his so-called goal plan is lost and given up in the trade-offs again and again, Memories and experiences continue to wash away Chen Xuan's cognition, and he can't 。。。。。。 himself for a long time

"Yiyang, Yiyang, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, okay?"

Youwei's slightly anxious voice seemed to come from far away.

"Yes!"

"What?"

"I have decided that I must marry you in this life, and I will do my best! Regardless of gains and losses! ”

"Die! Just a little bit and start messing around! ”

"What I said is true!"

"Good, good! Really, it's all true, it's more real than real gold! ”

Chen Xuan was speechless, and his confession was rejected again - he didn't look at when and on what occasion he said this, but he also secretly made up his mind in his heart, it's you, you don't want to escape from my hands in this life, hum!

"What are you thinking?"

"Ugh! It's nothing! ”

Chen Xuan has the feeling that a child is being caught doing bad things.

"If you don't say it, you have to listen! You take a break first, and I'll call you when we eat. ”

"Play me a tune!"

"Hmm!"

Chen Xuan fell asleep to the sound of Youwei's piano.

When she woke up, Youwei was not there, and she was still thinking about Youwei's words in her mind, in fact, before Youwei spoke, Chen Xuan already had some vague thoughts, but in Youwei's words, Chen Xuan was more determined in his thoughts.

Yes, since God sent himself to this era, why didn't he do it vigorously, as for the consequences, this is a false proposition, I haven't really done it and started to think about these things, isn't it ridiculous, I did it myself, even if I didn't succeed, I should be able to leave something for my country and nation, Chen Xuan, who has the memory of future generations, has this self-confidence, and can bring even a little change to his country and nation, so that the country will take fewer detours, What if you are broken bones!?

Chen Xuan's thinking gradually became clearer, he first repeatedly thought about what he did after coming to this world, slowly summarized the past, calculated the capital he had, and after thinking about it repeatedly, the concept in his heart became clearer, and it also made Chen Xuan more firm in his beliefs!

I have been avoiding and even some resistance to the experience and insight brought from the afterlife, I don't know that in fact, it is not a manifestation of my own ability, since I can bring opportunities to the country and the nation, what I should do is to integrate resources and use it for my own use, if that will make people feel that they are a thief, then even if it is a real thief, what does it matter, why, what reason to resist!

"Youngwei, Youngway!"

I haven't seen Youwei appear for a long time, and Chen Xuan misses it a little in his heart.

"What's it called, ghost crying wolf! I can't take a break, I owe you in my last life! ”

Vicky's voice came from outside.

"Huh! So you still curse? ”

"Who told you I can't curse?"

"That's right, our Youwei is a little witch!"

"You say it again, you say it again!"

Youwei rushed up and began to beat Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan's hand was soft in the frolic, and grabbed Youwei's hand, Youwei stopped her movements suddenly, and the atmosphere suddenly became delicate.

"Xiaowei?"

"Huh?"

"Thank you!"

"Hmm!"

The two fell silent again, hearing only the irregular beating of two hearts.

"Xiaowei?"

Chen Xuan's mouth was a little dry, and his heart beat like a drum.

"Huh?"

"Will you marry me?"

"Ahh Youwei struggled to escape, but Chen Xuan clung to it.

"You! You! ”

"Will you marry me?"

Youwei's eyes slowly hardened in the panicked dodge, Chen Xuan became more and more flustered, and his mouth was very dry.

"You, you don't want to?"

"Fool!"

Youwei's eyes gradually softened, Chen Xuan was ecstatic, bursts of sweetness and madness hit Chen Xuan's heart, if he couldn't understand what the other party meant, it would be really in vain, Chen Xuan's hand was lightly raised, and Youwei lay on Chen Xuan's chest in an exclamation.

Neither of them spoke, and Chen Xuan finally understood that silence is better than sound at this time, it is not just the imagination of poets, it is so beautiful, even hundreds of times, thousands of times better than the poet's description! He is only willing to gently hug Youwei like this, listen to each other's heartbeats, and don't think about anything else, until he is old!

"Xiaowei?"

"Hmm!"

"I've decided what I'm going to do."

"Is it decided?"

"It's decided, but I'm afraid there will be a lot of danger in the future, I'm afraid you'll 。。。。。。"

"I'm not afraid, as long as you're there, I'm not afraid of anything!"

As if to show her support for Chen Xuan, Youwei hugged Chen Xuan hard.

"Then, you're my woman from now on?"

"Stupid!"

"Hey, hey!"

Seeing Chen Xuan's stupid appearance, Youwei couldn't help but give him another big roll of his eyes, and the room was quiet and beautiful.