Chapter 404: Open Heart
"After all this time, I don't know how to explain it, but anyway, I should apologize to you for what happened that night, and apologize for my suspicion and suspicion. ”
Wei Jingyao's low and gentle is like an epiphany blooming slowly in the dark night.
"There is no need anymore, not to mention, you are the emperor and you don't need to apologize to a concubine. Xie Fuyao said lightly.
Sometimes it's really ironic, even though you will foresee a bad result in your heart, you will still do it without hesitation.
On that night a year ago, I looked at the future with Wei Jingyao here with expectation and longing, and today there is only regret and alienation.
"From now on, I am not the emperor, and you are not a concubine, we are just an ordinary couple to solve the affairs between husband and wife. Wei Jingyao spoke slowly.
"You know it's impossible, we're destined to be just talking. ”
Xie Fuyao understood that from the moment he entered the palace, he and Wei Jingyao could not go back to the past.
"Ah, do you really think of me as your husband? Wei Jingyao's dark eyes flashed a hint of amazement.
"What do you mean by that. Xie Fuyao was a little puzzled by what he meant.
"I've never liked Ujiya, and I admit that I've done something wrong under the influence of her incense. Wei Jingyao laughed self-deprecatingly.
"However, seeing that dagger that is almost identical, as a husband, it is normal to have doubts. ”
Xie Fuyao closed his eyes slightly, and the relationship between himself and Wei Jingyao was never just because of Wu Jiya.
"So, you're trying to say that I'm making a fuss about everything. ”
Xie Fuyao twisted her head to the side, she just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible and get out of here as soon as possible.
"Ah, I didn't mean that, I meant to say that I wasn't as perfect as you imagined, and I'm also a human being, and I'll be angry, angry, and jealous. ”
Wei Jingyao raised his eyes to look at Xie Fuyao, his voice was soft but extremely sincere.
"I know, in the past, you thought of me too perfectly, and always wanted to escape, but in fact, it was just because you didn't know the real me, but now that you do, so you're leaving. ”
Xie Fu was stunned for a moment, she never thought that Wei Jingyao would suddenly say such a thing to herself, and he split the two of them and put them naked in front of each other.
Moreover, Wei Jingyao actually saw himself so thoroughly, and his understanding of himself was far beyond his imagination.
"These days, I'm really angry with you, I deliberately snub you and get angry at you, just to get you to give me an explanation, but ......"
Wei Jingyao paused, "Anyway, I never thought of not wanting you, because we are husband and wife, Ah Shao, are you going to abandon me now?"
Hearing Wei Jingyao's monologue, Xie Fuyao said that it was fake not to be touched, she now understands the question Wei Jingyao asked just now, whether she has ever regarded him as a husband.
In fact, Xie Fuyao was also wondering in his heart what position he put Wei Jingyao.
When he was a child, his mother died early, Xie Fuyao had never seen the way he got along like a husband and wife, he married Wei Zheng in his last life, and he only learned to give and suffer.
In this life, in the face of Wei Jingyao, is he too harsh.
As long as he found that he was a little different from what he imagined, and there was a slight possibility of becoming Wei Zheng, he would push him away without hesitation and sentence him to death from the heart.
However, he is not Wei Zheng! He is different from Wei Zheng, he is a living person, he is just Wei Jingyao.
Before getting married, he pushed him away with low self-esteem and emotional injury, and after getting married, he completely denied him from the experience of the previous life.
But it's never fair to him to think like this!
"In the end, it's me who was wrong, I pushed you away first, and I was too good-looking......"
If there had been one person who had bowed his head, perhaps the two would not have become like this.
Wei Jingyao shook his head with a wry smile, he stood up, took a step forward, and squatted down to dig through the weedy dirt on the ground.
"What are you doing. Xie Fuyao's voice was a little hoarse, and she watched Wei Jingyao repeat the movements of her hands mechanically.
"Ah Shao, get drunk with me again, I don't want to watch you leave. Wei Jingyao didn't look up, as if he was doing something extremely focused.
It wasn't until he saw the thick red cloth in the dirt that Xie Fuyao understood what he had just done.
When Wei Jingyao hid two jars of wine here, he didn't even know.
Xie Fuyao wanted to help Wei Jingyao take out the wine, but as soon as he stretched it out, he felt a sudden chill on the back of his hand, was it raining?
Wei Jingyao suddenly put down the wine in his hand, turned his head to look at the sky in the distance, "You take them out." ”
No, no, I'm under a tree, even if it rains, I can't get wet, so what was just now...... Wei Jingyao's tears!
A trace of sadness flashed across Wei Jingyao's face, but it was only a very short moment, and it was this kind of extreme concealment that made Xie Fuyao's heart ache inexplicably.
Looking at the tears on the back of his hand, Xie Fuyao suddenly felt a little touched, this was the second time he saw Wei Jingyao's tears, and the first time was when A-Ning died.
He has always been an emotional person, why did he forget it, he was sad during this time, he should not feel good.
"Wei Jingyao, I changed my attention. ”
Xie Fuyao put the wine jar in his hand on the ground, slowly stood up, stared at Wei Jingyao's back, and spoke word by word.
"Ah Shao, what are you talking about?" Wei Jingyao hurriedly lowered his head to look at Xie Fuyao, with a little uncertainty in his dark eyes.
"I said, I will stay with you for the rest of my life and will never leave again no matter what. Xie Fu shook his eyebrows and bent his eyes, like the rising warm sun, dispelling the haze around him.
If it is said that Wei Zheng taught himself what hatred is in the previous life, then Wei Jingyao in this life told him what love is.
"This is what you said, you are not allowed to break your word!" Wei Jingyao hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, and naturally grabbed Xie Fuyao's waist, and his eyebrows were full of light and moon.
"What about breaking your promise, you won't be able to find me then. Xie Fuyao raised his eyebrows and smiled.
"You little fox is exactly the same as when I first saw you. Wei Jingyao held Xie Fuyao's hand tightly, and his thin lips were close to her ear.
"You are the fox, you know that I am soft-hearted, and you still say such emotional words. Xie Fuyao felt the warm breath in his ears, and a familiar feeling came to his heart again.
"That's not a love word, it's my heart. Wei Jingyao's eyes were still as bright as stars, but the uninhibited smile on his lips was full of seriousness.