Chapter 220: The Oath
"Oh......"
Xia Hanxue looked at the envelope, then at Qin Ziqian, who was so pouting that she could hang two soy sauce bottles, and grimaced: "Isn't it just a letter, cousin, why are you talking so scary." Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info hee-hee, I won't read what he writes, anyway, it's just some embarrassing words, it makes no difference whether you look at it or not. ”
As she spoke, Xia Hanxue reached out and picked up the letter and wanted to tear it up.
Qin Ziqian, who pretended not to pay attention but kept scanning her cousin with her eyes, snatched the letter from her hand when she saw this, and said angrily: "If you want to look at it, you can see it, can reading a letter still shed a layer of skin on you?" This was written by Xiao Jing overnight, if you tear it up, won't you live up to someone's heart? ”
Xia Hanxue flashed her big eyes and said, "Forget it." If I had read the letter, I would have written a reply, but I don't know what to say to him......"
Qin Ziqian interrupted her words and said bluntly: "Entrusted by people, loyal to people." Since I promised him, I must be responsible to the end. You read it quickly, and I'll leave when you're done, and you don't have to reply to him. ”
Looking at her cousin's resolute face, Xia Hanxue had no choice but to open the envelope when she wanted to take care of the matter.
There were a dozen sheets of paper in the envelope. Xia Hanxue bit her lip lightly and drifted her clear gaze to the first piece of paper:
"Cher: Good to see the letter.
This is the first time I've written you a love letter, and the first time I've called out this nickname to you.
Actually, I've been using these two words since a long time ago. It's a pity that I can only do this when I am face to face with Ziqian.
In another month and eleven days, we will be separated for half a year.
Actually, when we parted in front of the newspaper, I wanted to call 'Xue'er', but unfortunately, you left in too haste, and the moment you turned around, my courage just brought those two words to my lips.
A face-to-face conversation was much better than a thousand words on paper, but I still wrote down what I wanted to say in the letter. The reason is simple: if I don't, maybe I'll have to leave myself with a lifetime of regrets.
Everyone has someone he misses. There is a saying that "if you don't see you for a day, you will see it every other day", but I don't think that's enough to describe my mood at the moment.
Not seeing the sweetheart you miss so much is a heart-wrenching torture for anyone.
When I fainted on the road, it was you who reached out in time and pulled me back from the brink of death. The incense cart warmed the tent and whispered softly, so I discovered for the first time that there was heaven in this world in addition to the miserable wind and rain, the gloomy clouds and miserable fog.
When we met again in the woods, it was you who dissolved the knot in my heart with a charming smile, and made me feel that you did not claim to be a benefactor, and that you would not be like many big ladies who respected yourself and looked down on us country husbands. At that time, you were very kind and gentle, and you helped me to give lectures to the girls, and they quickly regarded you as a fairy in the sky, who was a little resistant to the living......
What I want to say is that you are also my angel.
On the day you decided to join the newspaper, Shao Ning and I were ecstatic and drank a big urn of wine.
Xue'er is innocent and kind, and all she thinks about is work, so naturally she won't understand my mind. Yes, the most important reason for pulling you into the newspaper is the lack of people in the newspaper, but I must admit that there is also a selfish part of my selfishness here.
I want to see you.
You spend most of your time living within the high walls of Xia Mansion, and I'm just an ordinary person living in Puhua Town. I have always regarded the meeting in the woods as a gift from God, because I know that it is too difficult for you and me to meet. I envy the Cowherd, at least he still has the opportunity to meet the Weaver Girl once a year.
If I don't make any effort, then I can only keep that precious memory and become a passerby who passes by you.
I don't expect to see you every day. As long as you can come over once a month like I did before, and give me a chance to see your smile, I'll be satisfied. ”
Xia Hanxue's soft sword grasped the letter paper, and her head hung lower.
Qin Ziqian couldn't see her cousin's expression, but she happened to see a mirror newspaper next to the bookcase.
Since Xia Hanxue cut off contact with the newspaper, she no longer accepts the "special edition" newspaper sent by Xiao Jing. However, there is one thing that is difficult to break once she has developed a habit: every time the newspaper is released, she will send someone to buy a mirror newspaper, and then follow every story in the newspaper with joy or sorrow.
"After becoming friends with you, I heard about you in Lezhou from Ziqian. Speaking of which, this is fate, right? You saved me, I helped more victims, and you saved me again......
On a certain matter, Ziqian and I have the same opinion: You little fool, why don't you always understand the minds of others?
It doesn't matter if you're at the newspaper or when you're out playing......
As I work, I pay attention to every manuscript you have edited and reviewed, and I can see from the comments on the subject you like. Didn't you notice? Later, I asked Ziqian to bring you all the things you are interested in, because I want Xue'er, who doesn't go out often, to spend every day happily.
So did the special edition of the newspaper. It is my only consolation without you. When you think that it connects the two of us, and when you think that it can make you laugh happily, the hard work and grievances in the newspaper work are nothing.
During the autumn tour, Shao Ning kept squeezing his eyebrows at me, because he was unhappy that I gave you the best food. Miss Lian'er also found out, so she didn't want me to sit next to you. When I was barbecuing, I was hungry, but when I saw you eating sweetly, I was happier than if I had eaten and drunk enough.
Someone on the mountain insulted Xue'er, and I just felt that my blood was surging, and I wanted to kill that person. I rushed ahead of Shao Ning because I would never allow anyone to desecrate your name.
……
I have hinted several times in explicit, but you have remained indifferent. Even Miss Lian'er understood my mind, and there were many people in the newspaper who had already seen the fire. But you just don't understand.
In my hometown, the expression of the love between men and women is very warm and unrestrained. It seems that "Wenjun runs away at night", there are almost every day, and there are various ways to express his thoughts. If it weren't for the fear of abrupt beauty, I would definitely have a grand confession, and I would easily make a sensation in the entire capital.
As a result, we just kept going until you left the newspaper.
I know, you have your considerations. The Xia family has a prominent family background, and your marriage is completely out of your own hands, and you are afraid that it will affect others. However, do you want to waste your life in such a way by marrying a rich son who you don't love and who doesn't love you for the sake of your family?
Even if you want to, I won't say yes!
Of course, I don't have the capital not to say yes yet. You're like the moon in the sky, and I'm just a little wolf cub looking at the moon in a waterhole and not knowing what to say.
However, I always believe that only I can make you the happiest woman in the world!
Cher is the woman I dream of. Every time I dream back at midnight, the scenes of the past will reappear in my heart, and your smile will also appear in my mind, lingering.
So, I decided. I will guard the bright moon and never let anyone defile her.
She is a miracle given by God to the world, and someone should cherish her, pamper her, and not let her suffer a little grievance, let alone let her become a soulless walking corpse.
Then, the next battle is mine.
I'm going to work hard because I can't lose and I can't lose. Regardless of whether she has me in her heart or not, I will take her out of the shackles of fate and embark on the road of happiness that truly belongs to her.
Until then, please be sure to wait for me.
Cher, there will be a period later! ”