Chapter 4

When people are most lonely and helpless, the first thing that comes to mind is the person they want to rely on. And thinking about it day by day, almost as soon as she closed her eyes, she saw Linyang Yue Mansion before she was ten years old. Parents, uncles, brothers and sisters, sheng chime homonym, and Boxun Zhongchi, even if they have been unjust to the court, but to their families, they can all give everything sincerely.

Her heart is not big, and she can't pretend to be a so-called country, so even if it is the Yue family who is wrong, she has to hate the court.

After being exiled to the Western Exotics, all the clansmen were killed by the bandits, but she and Feng Tong were rescued by the Seven Star Sect, and since then they have settled down in Longchuan. At those times, the only one she could rely on was Fengtong.

Although she was only born a quarter of an hour earlier than Feng Tong, she was like a sister ten years older than him. However, he is not willing to be the one who is protected, and will always stand in front of each other faster than her.

In order to avenge the fall of her family, she was willing to be used by the Seven Star Sect to practice demonic skills that were extremely damaging to her body, but she kept preventing them from beating their minds to Feng Tong again, and she was willing to test dozens of types of demonic skills with her own body, and watched her life lose little by little.

She protected him and relied on him, and so did he. Their brother and sister live in a foreign land, under the fence, and only have each other, although it is bitter, but warm.

Afterwards......

After that, she came to Shuijingxuan, and Fu Yiyi took a fancy to her at a glance, and since then she has resumed her life of fine clothes and fine food, and pampered life. She has a good personality and beautiful appearance, although she has been treated better than all the disciples who have been in the Xuan for many years after arriving at Shuijingxuan, none of her classmates sarcastically and framed her out of jealousy.

Everyone is very good to her, and those who know and see her only envy and love her, and envy and love are naturally her face.

She had asked Voy very directly if it was only because of this face that she was so good to her. The Xuan Lord also replied directly: "Otherwise, Xiqiao thinks that in addition to this face, is there anything else worthy of the name of Shuijingxuan?" ”

She looked at him and didn't speak, and Fu Yiyi laughed a few times before she said: "People can't live in the world without the foundation of their lives, and it is also the ability to exchange their appearance for a place of residence and wealth and glory - your face is your own, and it's not hard to rob others, isn't it?"

"It's just Xiqiao, after you settle down, you must always remember who gave you such a position today, even if you can't repay one or two, you shouldn't take revenge."

She wanted to laugh very much, and she really lowered her eyes and sneered: "The disciple naturally doesn't dare to forget Lord Xuan's great kindness. ”

Fu Yiyi shook his head and sighed lightly: "If the world doesn't love beauty and doesn't want to be attracted to beauty, what's the use of your face." Men are driven by profit, and if your countenance does not bring me any good, how can I give you the glory you have today.

"Xiqiao, you can know what the price of moving the world is, and you can know what decent and decent people should do to move the world. Whether it's right or wrong, public or private, the world treats you with sincerity, and you shouldn't be ashamed of the whole world. ”

……

In a daze, she already felt that she was uncomfortable anywhere, Yuexiqiao couldn't help but sigh, forced to fall asleep and forced to wake up, sure enough, as soon as she left home, no one could let her get real stability.

She still rubbed her eyes first, but she didn't open them immediately, and after her brain cleared up for a while, she remembered that she wasn't in bed with that man before going to bed, so she opened her eyes with confidence.

Before seeing the light again, Yuexi Bridge first smelled the smell of medicine. I don't know when the smell of this kind of strong decoction is no longer enough to make her frown, whether it is to maintain the body or contraceptive sterilization, she has drunk countless bitter pills in the past, and she has long been no longer feeling such a smell.

Yuexiqiao yawned, sat up on the bed, and raised his eyes to look at the woman who was slowly approaching. Before she could move her gaze to the face, she looked around and found herself in the middle of the house, surrounded by unfamiliar furnishings.

The body is still tired, Yuexi Bridge glanced at it, raised his eyes slightly to look at the woman on the case, and raised his eyebrows: "Who are you?" ”

"Miss doesn't have to know." The woman's face was expressionless, but she said lightly, "Please take the medicine." ”

Yuexiqiao stopped asking, and looked at the medicine again: "It's poison." ”

"Miss is too worried, it's just a raccoon grass, and it's harmless to Miss's body." Seeing that she seemed to be hesitating, the woman frowned, "I hope Miss can understand that with Miss's current lowly body, she is not worthy of giving birth to an heir for her son." ”

"It doesn't work." Yue Xiqiao shook his head with his eyes closed, "Every time he went to Shuijingxuan before, I would take Wang Buliu afterwards." Once, I took the medicine in time, but I was still pregnant, and I had no choice but to go. ”

The woman's eyes widened instantly, and as soon as she bit out the word "you", she heard Yue Xiqiao continue: "Since then, I have been taking a small amount of mercury regularly every month, and to this day, there is about no problem with permanent sterilization." Even if you accidentally get pregnant again, it will flow naturally within three months, and it will not become a shape, let alone an 'heir'. ”

After speaking, she opened her eyes and looked at the woman again: "My life is already very hard, and I don't want to drink medicine and drink non-stop like before." Even if the girl only thinks of me as a plaything of your son-in-law, you should be kind to this plaything until he is completely disgusted. ”

The woman looked at her silently for a long time, said nothing, and finally left with the medicine. As soon as she turned around and crossed the bridge, she yawned again, straightened the pillow, and lay down to sleep when she closed the door.

I didn't want to sleep for less than a moment before someone came to disturb her. Yuexi Hashimoto was lying facing the outside of the bed, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Fu Xijing, so he turned around and faced the bed.

Fu Xijing slowly paced to the edge of the bed, first lowered his eyes and looked at her for a while, before sitting on the edge of the bed and raising his hand to caress her shoulder. Yuexiqiao trembled unconsciously, and then said casually: "Can you, at least let me get better for a few hours, and let me wake up first." ”

He thought about it, got up and sat down next to her pillow, and touched her forehead: "This pillow is too high, I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable, so Qiao'er will sleep on my lap." ”

Yuexiqiao looked up at him in surprise: "Are you very idle?" ”

Fu Xijing smiled lightly: "Yes, it was only an hour before I took Qiao'er to leave Shuijingxuan, and the news of Qiao'er's disappearance spread throughout Shangzhou. Without waiting for Shui Jingxuan to send someone to look for it, the talented people in the nearby states and counties who admired Qiao'er had already begun to look around spontaneously, and we really couldn't move for a while. ”

When he looked up, he saw that his palms were red, as if they were burned by something, and he didn't even apply medicine.

She blinked and said, "Just give me a disguise." I could only see those slightly curved eyes through his mask, but there was no smile in them, which was really good enough.

"There's no hurry." He replied, "Now that Shangzhou is in the limelight of looking for beauties, it is suspicious to rush to the road." I might as well accompany Qiao'er to stay in Shangzhou for a few more days, doesn't Qiao'er regard this place as his home, so I will take a few more looks, and I won't be able to see it if I want to see it in the future. ”

With that, he simply removed the pillow, and her head was held in the palm of his hand, and then the whole person was dragged towards him.

When the back of his head was placed firmly on his lap, Yuexiqiao was still in a trance, and quickly looked up at his squinted eyes, stopped talking, shook his head and closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I don't know why he just wanted to toss her when she was sleepy, and began to pinch his face again: "I have known Qiao'er for seven years, but I have never taken the initiative to tell my name and surname, so Qiao'er has not been able to call me by name for many years, is it mine." I already told Qiao'er my name last night, and Qiao'er has figured out how to call me? ”

"Nope." She didn't even lift her eyelids.

Fu Xijing was silent for a moment, and then clasped her chin hard: "Think about it now." ”

"......" Yuexiqiao suddenly wanted to cry and laugh, but in the end he only frowned, "How else can I call my son a lowly person?" ”

He smiled again: "Qiao'er can be called whatever he wants, and he doesn't have to worry about anything else." ”

Yuexiqiao's brows furrowed deeper, but then he soothed, he should be thinking, and after thinking for a while, he asked, "Can you really come exactly as I think?" ”

"Naturally," he said. ”

She curled her lips and said, "Dog man." ”

There was a noise outside the door, and someone was listening not far away, and then slammed his head on the door.

Fu Xijing ignored the people guarding outside the house, just lowered his eyes and looked at the more and more natural smile on her face, and the smile that disappeared for a moment returned to his face: "It's better to change the bridge, what Fang just said is really indecent, and I don't like it very much." ”

"What does it matter if you like me or not, I don't say it." Yuexiqiao moved his neck and straightened his head, and did not speak again.

Seeing this, Fu Xijing didn't say more, stroked her eyebrows and let her sleep.

……

When Yuexi Bridge woke up again, the sky was already dark, and the pain on his body was relieved a lot, which was enough to make people feel refreshed. But she still didn't lift her eyelids immediately, and seemed to think for a while before she decided to open them.

Unexpectedly, Fu Xijing also let her lie on her lap, as soon as she opened her eyes, he lowered his head, and his voice was lukewarm and unsmiling: "It seems that Qiao'er really doesn't want to see me." ”

"See what you're up for." Yuexi Bridge immediately refuted it, and raised his eyebrows, "Could it be that you can still look as good as me?" ”

He thought for a moment and said, "I think I'm on par with Qiao'er. ”

Yuexiqiao just snorted: "The human skin made from your hands must be more than you have eaten." Who knows if your current face is still the one given by your biological parents, and whether it changes every other month.

"It's not just your face that's fake, it's not just your name. You have never given people the slightest sense of reality from beginning to end, and you still want me to call your name, why don't you just have a sweet dream, there is everything in the dream. ”

Fu Xijing couldn't help laughing, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "The body is absolutely real, everywhere you have touched it." ”

Yue Xiqiao looked at him, didn't speak, frowned slightly, and frowned.

He lifted up, stared at her hair twisted in his hand, and suddenly said, "When Qiao'er was with me before, he was as docile as a little turtle. I don't want to see each other for two years, but I have become a little hedgehog. ”

Yue Xiqiao curled his lips mockingly: "How do you know that under the skin of the hedgehog, there will not be another poisonous snake." ”

After being silent for a while, Fu Xijing sighed helplessly, and his voice became softer: "Okay, the resentment that has accumulated in my heart for two years, Qiao'er might as well tell it together today." ”

Yue Xiqiao was stunned for a moment, blinked and looked at him again, a little strange, but extremely serious: "I don't hate you." ”

"yes, but I'm a little resentful of myself." He smiled wryly.

She wondered why he would say such a thing, and she didn't know what else he wanted to do, so she just lay straight and looked straight into his eyes: "What I said is not a lie, you can say anything you have directly." Just now I thought about it, since you think I still have the value of a warm bed, it is right to make the best use of things, I don't dare to resist anything, let alone resist. If you run out, kill it or lose it, it's up to you, and I won't ask you anything. ”

She paused, licked her somewhat dry lips, and continued: "If you are still not at ease, you still have to feed me a bowl of medicine every time, it is better to feed me mercury directly, arsenic can also be used, once a month is enough, I also drank it last month." ”

Fu Xijing took a deep breath, spit out slowly, and stopped looking at her: "I've been drinking all these years, so Qiao'er has been waiting for me." ”

"It's true, I don't deny it, I have been waiting for you, and I want to see you more than anyone else in the world." Yue Xiqiao squinted his eyes slightly and said, "It's just that prostitutes must be sterilized, and I'm not all for you." ”

He stopped talking and slowly closed his eyes. Yuexiqiao saw that he couldn't open his eyes for a while, so he sat up. The pillow was not very good, but the pillow on his legs was not completely comfortable, and it was difficult for her to take advantage of it to get a good night's sleep.

Seeing that it was already dark outside the window, she was naturally hungry after not eating for a day, so she turned to Fu Xijing again: "Let's eat." ”

Fu Xijing sighed silently and got up: "Okay, the left and right bridges will follow me in the future, and I'm not in a hurry to coax." ”

Do you want to say? And what is there to coax?

Yue Xiqiao raised his eyebrows, but saw that he didn't go to the door after he got up, but turned to face her again, blocking her whole body in front of him.

Under the candlelight, his shadow completely covered hers.

Then he leaned over, raised his hand to cover the frightened eyes, and with the other hand removed the mask, and lowered his head to kiss her on the lips.

Touch and go.