Chapter 68: Postpartum Depression
Tang Jingchen did not die, she was revived by the imperial doctor.
When she woke up, the emperor was by her side, his face full of grief and desolation, but he still had to cheer up to comfort her, "Chen'er, we will still have children." ”
Tang Jingchen shook his head, his voice was empty without the slightest emotion, "He was born and died, why did the emperor hide it from me, why didn't he let me look at him, I was his mother, but I couldn't look at him." ”
As she spoke, tears flowed, and she remembered what Duolun had said, to burn the child, and her child, now turned into a wisp of dust, no more, she could no longer hold it.
She didn't even have time to look at him.
The emperor also burst into tears, gritted his teeth and said, "Chen'er, I am afraid that you will be sad, so I won't show you." ”
Tang Jingchen didn't look at the emperor, in fact, she didn't look at anything, her whole person was weak and pale, and her eyes were dull, "I am an unblessed person, I am not worthy of giving birth to a son, and if I am forcibly born, I am also a dead person, my son is dead, it is all my sin!" ”
The emperor took her in his arms and hugged her tightly, "Chen'er, don't be sad, there will be children, we will have children again." ”
"Not anymore." Tang Jingchen struggled hard, trying to break free from the emperor's embrace, how warm this embrace was before, and how cold she felt now, she had a trace of hatred for the emperor in her heart.
It's all him, he asked Wen Po to take the child away, and he didn't let himself see the child for the last time.
"I'm tired and want to sleep a little longer, so let's go." She drove the emperor away, as never before.
The emperor was not angry, he understood Tang Jingchen's mood, he wrapped her in a quilt, "You are so resting, I will come to see you in the evening." ”
"No need." Tang Jingchen's expression was gloomy, she didn't want to face the emperor anymore.
The carpet was thick, and he would not make the slightest sound when he walked, the emperor walked out quietly, and Tang Jingchen heard him instructing the palace maid and eunuch outside, "Serve your master well." ”
He actually didn't understand my heart at all, Tang Jingchen thought in his heart, I don't need someone to serve me well, I just want my children.
Lying alone in the dormitory, Tang Jingchen couldn't help but think nonsense, thinking of his child who had no chance to meet, he hated Queen Duolun, it was her, she was the one who let the emperor burn her own child, it was she who said that her child was unlucky.
"Your Majesty, I want to see the Emperor!" She shouted.
The emperor hurried over, "Chen'er, what's wrong?" ”
"Kill Doron!" Tang Jingchen's big eyes burst with resentment, and he gritted his teeth as if he was crazy, "Your Majesty, kill her, she is going to burn my child." ”
"Don't be like this, Chen'er!" The emperor hugged her distressedly.
Tang Jingchen pushed the emperor away and pointed at him, "What are you doing in a daze, my child, our child, was burned by her, are you indifferent, you go and kill her, I will let you kill her!" ”
The emperor is the supreme of the Ninety-Five, even when he was the prince, he had never been pointed at and ordered like this, and he was a little angry for a while, but he still took into account Tang Jingchen's loss of the child, and he had to explain softly, "It's none of her business, she is also the queen mother's decree." ”
He looked into the eyes of his beloved woman, "Chen'er, the emperor is also good for you, you will only be more sad when you see that child, you ......"
What the emperor said again, Tang Jingchen couldn't hear it at all, she only heard one sentence, the Empress Dowager Yizhi, yes, she remembered what Duolun said, the Empress Dowager Yizhi.
She gritted her teeth more and more, her facial features were distorted, and she said viciously: "Yes, there is also the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother should also die!" ”
The emperor was stunned for a moment, and looked at Tang Jingchen as if he didn't know him, what was she talking about, was she cursing the Queen Mother?
The Queen Mother is his mother, gave birth to him and raised him, helped him ascend to the throne, the former harem, thousands of people in the world, all respect and love, and Tang Jingchen, his concubine, the daughter-in-law of the Queen Mother, dared to curse maliciously?
The most important thing is that the Queen Mother didn't do anything wrong, the children who died before they were always burned, that is, the Queen Mother herself, who also died a princess back then, wasn't her own sister also burned?
The emperor was in turmoil, and Tang Jingchen was still shouting, "Kill Duolun, kill the Queen Mother, kill them all." ”
Listening to all the palace maids and eunuchs in Yuxuan, everyone didn't dare to say anything, kneeling on the ground and not daring to come out.
The emperor sighed, his face was very unsightly, but he still held back and instructed Chunlan, "Go and send the imperial doctor to your master to see if he is sick." ”
Chunlan was already frightened, her master was just a concubine, and she dared to ask the emperor to kill the queen and the queen mother, and the queen mother was just that, and she was not favored anyway, but the queen mother, that was the emperor's mother!
She was afraid that the emperor would be angry, and when she heard him say this, she suddenly felt like she had been pardoned, and hurriedly said: "Yes, Niangniang is so sick that she is not conscious, and the slave maid will go to ask the imperial doctor to treat Niangniang." ”
The imperial doctor said that Tang Jingchen was postpartum depression, and Tang Jingchen couldn't understand it, she knew that she hated the emperor in her heart, hated the emperor, hated the queen, hated the queen mother, and hated everyone.
They teamed up to harm her child!
When the emperor came again, Tang Jingchen avoided it, if she had to meet, she shouted for the emperor to punish the queen and the queen mother, and let the emperor give her an explanation.
For three days, he did not appear in Tingyuxuan.
Chunlan was worried, and had to persuade Tang Jingchen, "Niangniang, don't be stubborn, how can the emperor punish the queen mother, you are like this, you are the one who suffers." ”
Dong Xue followed and said: "Yes, Niangniang, the emperor still spoils you in his heart, every time he comes, you push him out, if it goes on like this, I'm afraid that the emperor will really not come again." ”
Tang Jingchen sneered, "My children are gone, do you want me to talk and laugh at him, I can't do it, and him, that's also his child!" ”
The harem has always worshiped high and low, and the concubines have long complained about Tang Jingchen, but now that she is unlucky, it is too late for everyone to be happy, only Lan Changxi comes to visit every day.
"I heard that the emperor hasn't come in the past few days." Her face was full of worry, "Sister, the harem women rely on the emperor's favor in addition to the child, you have to cheer up as soon as possible." ”
Tang Jingchen chuckled, "It's only been a few days, and it's been less than a month since I lost my child, so let me dress up to please him, dream!" ”
She had never been so bitter and mean, Lan Changxi was surprised, and when she looked at Tang Jingchen carefully, she saw that she was so thin that she only had a handful of bones left, and her big eyes, which were originally clear and soft, became cold and gloomy, and she looked terrifying to look at.
Lan Changxi suddenly didn't dare to stay here any longer, "Sister, I've been out for a long time, I'm just afraid that Xinning will look for me, so I'll leave first." ”
Tang Jingchen's voice was cold, "Take care of your child, don't let people burn it." ”