Chapter 58: Farewell

"Love but can't, can't ask for it, the deepest love in the world is not to dominate, but to let go. Maybe from the moment I let go, I had lost her forever. But I never regret this decision, just as I will not regret agreeing to this family business. The woman who walked with me was not necessarily the one I loved deeply. ”

Li Yuanzhan suddenly raised his head, and his moist gaze fell on her eyes, at this moment, the love and affection in it were so hot and intense. Gu Qingwan's heart was suddenly deeply throbbed, and her body trembled slightly, panicked, regretful, dazed and heartbroken, looking at her cousin's affectionate eyes, she suddenly understood the forbearance and pain in his heart for so many years.

"Wan'er, you don't need to dwell on what happened back then. I've never blamed you for all these years, that's what I willingly did. From now on, don't look at me with a gesture of atonement and a look in your eyes, okay? You don't owe me anything, and you should live your life well. Brother Yuan Zhan, I like that little Wan'er back then, with an innocent smile. Because, that's your truest expression, not the happiness you pretend to be like now. ”

"Brother Yuan Zhan!"

Tears couldn't help but slide down, and his words were low and gentle, touching the softest corners of her heart. Why, why didn't you tell me earlier? Now that you've decided not to speak, why do you want me to know now? Do you know how sad I am, you big fool, big idiot! Why do you want to make me guilty of you?

"You see, I'm also selfish. I knew that there would be no response, but I didn't want my more than ten years of persistence to die silently. You must be blaming me too, right? When I was about to get engaged, I told you that you were actually my favorite. Then, you will stop my wedding at all costs, and show everyone that Wan'er is Yuan Zhan's brother's wife! Hehe, this is what I have always imagined, but the reality has long been doomed. I used to wait, and when Wan'er grew up, I would be able to beg my mother to go to the Hou Mansion to propose marriage, but my leg was useless, and the plan couldn't catch up with the changes after all, I was not qualified to be your husband, so I could only watch the Zhenyuan Hou Mansion marry Zhao Wangfu, and watch my favorite Wan'er become another person's fiancΓ©e. I've been thinking that if that hadn't happened, then I still had a chance, a chance to marry my Wan'er, but I still missed it, I missed it. ”

With a wry smile, Li Yuanzhan hooked the corners of his mouth, with a heart-wrenching sadness.

"I will always be your brother, Wan'er, your eyes gave me such an answer. Whether it's five years ago or five years later, your eyes have never changed. So, even if I become normal again, Wan'er, I won't do anything that will never respond. ”

Li Yuanzhan said lightly, and suddenly raised a big smile, all the sorrow and sadness were gone at this moment. As if everything he had just said was just a joke.

"Wan'er, you'll bless me, right?"

"Yes, Brother Yuan Zhan, everything will be fine! Your leg will be healed, and your future will be happy! Gu Qingwan spoke eagerly, it won't be long before she will definitely invite Liu Yixu!

"yes, it's going to be fine." Li Yuanzhan hooked the corners of his mouth, and the look in his eyes was extremely gentle. Wan'er, from now on, I will withdraw from your life. I only hope that the prince of Zhao can really like you, and I hope you can get the happiness of truly loving each other in this world.

Leaving the Li Mansion, Gu Qingwan's thoughts were still in a conversation with Li Yuanzhan, she did not ignore it, and when she left, although Yuan Zhan's brother pretended to be relaxed in his eyes, there was a hidden pain. She understands that feeling, she really likes someone, and if she wants to give up that relationship, it is like suffering the pain of tearing out her heart. If she was asked to give up Chen Yuan, she wouldn't be able to do it!

Even after the past and present lives, she still can't let go of her feelings for Chen Yuan, if love can be easily let go, then it is not called love. The unforgettable throbbing can not be swayed by a word of renunciation.

Brother Yuan Zhan, I hope that sister-in-law will be a lovely person, and between you, you can love Baitou.

In the afternoon, he changed into men's clothes and came to the foot of the Ganlu Temple, this time Gu Qingwan saw the tall Da Fanden again, only to see that he was wearing the most common clothes of Shengjing people, and his unkempt blonde hair was also combed neatly, and he also wore a jade crown on it. This kind of dress made him look even more eccentric, and at this moment, he was standing in front of a small vendor, pointing to a porcelain doll and asked.

"Jie, all burn money?"

Although his words were lame, the peddler could probably guess that the peddler looked to be in his thirties, and there was a teenager standing next to him. Seeing that there were guests coming, he didn't feel that the other party's face was terrifying, and said happily: "Master, this is not expensive, only four taels of silver!" ”

"Lack of death, no ghosts!" Da Van Deng nodded, a trace of satisfaction flashed in his green eyes, he took out ten taels of silver from his arms and handed it over, turned around and left. When the peddler saw this, he immediately laughed, and the corners of his mouth were about to crack to the base of his ear.

"Uncle, ten copper plates for this thing are enough, why did you shout four taels of silver? Also, the guest gave him ten taels of silver, and we haven't found any money for him、、、"

Before he finished his words, he was slapped on the head by the man next to him, "You idiot, that Yiren himself heard it wrong, isn't it good for us to get ten taels of silver for nothing?" Shut up for me, or don't come out with me in the future!" ”

"Yes, uncle、、、、" The young man spoke, and his honest face revealed a trace of grievance.

Gu Qingwan watched this scene from a distance, and suddenly felt a little funny, is this Da Van Deng really in business? Why is it so easy to be deceived, and you still think that you have picked up a bargain? Looking at the smiling extraordinarily treacherous peddler and the fading Da Fanden, Gu Qingwan had a smile on her face and quickly followed.

When he walked to the front, he found himself standing in front of a small stall again, the difference was that this stall was selling ducks, and the seller was an elderly man who was arguing with a strong man at this moment.

After listening to it for a while, Gu Qingwan understood what was going on. It turned out that the strong man wanted to buy all the fifty-eight ducks of the old man, and each duck had nineteen copper plates, and the old man calculated for a long time, but he couldn't calculate how much it should cost. The strong man thought for a while, and then said that these ducks were a total of one or two silver and a copper plate, and when the old man heard that there were one or two silver, he only thought that it was probably right, so he accepted it. Seeing that the strong man was about to leave, Da Fanden suddenly rushed forward and said that he had given less money. The strong man had to take out the little money and give it to the old man, but what he said was extremely lame, and he couldn't speak clearly for a long time. The strong man didn't know if it was because of his weak heart or something else, and his voice was so loud that he was about to quarrel.

"It's a pain board for a long time, Wu Shiba is a duck, it's a hundred and zero ears before, a flash of silver used to be a pain board, and you burned a hundred and one!" Davanden spoke angrily, resentful of the strong man's actions. Gu Qingwan barely understood what he meant, that is to say, a total of one thousand and two brothers copper plates, according to the exchange ratio of one tael of silver and one thousand copper plates, the old man should be given one tael of silver plus one hundred and two copper plates. This strong man has lost the money of several ducks, and his behavior is indeed hateful.

To Gu Qingwan's surprise, Da Fanden didn't rely on any tools to calculate the price in just half a minute. To be honest, she can't figure this out for a while, and she has to use the abacus to figure it out completely, this Da Van Deng, can she do mental arithmetic?

"You guy, you dare to cheat money! These ducks add up to a total of 1,102 copper plates, and you only give the old man one tael of silver and one copper plate, do you still have a conscience? Let's take a look, this black-hearted person even cheats the old man's money! Let's hurry up and pull him to the government to see if he dares to be arrogant in the future! ”

Gu Qingwan's voice was quite loud, and she quickly attracted all the people around her, most of them were poor people, and everyone naturally spurned the behavior of that strong man. Soon, the big man took out enough money and threw it on the ground, turned around and ran away.

"Brother Laughing Bear, the ape is coming to die!"

Seeing Gu Qingwan, Da Fanden immediately shouted happily, and at this moment, the old man also waved at the two of them and expressed his gratitude. With a bold wave of his hand, Da Fanden laughed and said, "No need to wash, no need to wash!" Mind a dead starvation and change the table drop! ”

The old man left with a thousand thanks, and Gu Qingwan also felt very happy. This Davanden has a hearty personality, is informal, likes to help others, and occasionally has a lack of tendons in his head. It's no wonder that the people in Hua'an Medical Center will not be afraid of him after they are familiar with him, and they will even like him very much.

"Brother Laughing Bear, Ni died and went to Hua'an Medical Center? It just so happens that Hungry Master Yao is going to find Brother Liuxiong, let's be angry together! ”

Gu Qingwan nodded, and as she walked, she asked curiously, "Da Fanden, how did you figure it out?" ”

"It's calculated like that, I hate the sword list!"

Gu Qingwan sweated profusely, didn't you just say it! At this moment, the two of them had already stepped into the Hua'an Medical Center, just facing Liu Yixu's cold face.

"If you rub it out any longer, you'll be late today." opened his mouth expressionlessly, but Liu Yixu's tone carried a hint of warning, and he didn't get the answer he wanted, and Gu Qingwan could only be annoyed. Forget it, as long as Da Fanden will come to Liu Yixu, she will always have a chance to know.

started and walked towards the counter, but heard Liu Yixu's indifferent voice ring again: "Since you like to copy medicinal materials, it just so happens that I still have several medicinal books here that need to be written down." That's all your mission for today, come with me to the inner room! ”

To the inner room? Isn't that a chance to hear the conversation between Liu Yixu and Da Fanden? Gu Qingwan was very happy with this "punishment", the inner room was divided into two compartments, Gu Qingwan was at the desk at the door, and Liu Yixu and Da Fanden were discussing something in the inner room.