Chapter 33 (3)
After throwing away the pillow, Yuexiqiao screamed a few times, jumped out of bed and pushed Fu Xijing out of the room, and slammed the door again.
Of course, she couldn't push him, but he was already ashamed of her about Yue Fengtong, so he left with her first and let her calm down.
As a result, this calmness, the thorn that had fallen for a morning suddenly grew back on her back, and exploded all the time, even if he could break through the locked door and get close to her, he couldn't touch her.
As soon as the hand approached, it was immediately slapped away by her paws; As soon as her body was close, she couldn't push it, so she covered herself with her bedclothes, shrunk into such a small ball and shivered in the corner of the bed, resisting all over her body.
Fu Xijing only thought that she was very cute and funny at first, and it didn't seem like she was seriously angry at all. However, when I found out that she was only like this to him, and even the priest who went to tell her to dress up and eat could get a good face from her, I was a little mindful.
She blew up on him for three days, and on the morning of the fourth day he went to wake her up. She had already woken up, tied up the bed, and had washed herself, and was lying on the bed expectantly waiting for Si Yan to come and comb her hair, thinking about what she could eat this morning.
When he saw that it was him, Yuexi Bridge immediately put on a donkey face, and after three strokes and five divisions, he successfully covered himself meticulously, and moved the corner of the bed to tremble.
Fu Xijing was not angry, just shook the fan and turned around and left the inner room, but came back after a while. Yuexiqiao listened to him as if he had gone to the outside to lock the door, and a bad premonition suddenly rose in his heart.
Bypassing the screen, seeing that she seemed to shrink herself even smaller, Fu Xijing walked slower, and at the same time said: "Qiao'er is angry, you might as well say it directly, otherwise I don't know what I did wrong, and I don't know how to coax you." ”
These words seemed to set her hair on fire, so that she instantly lifted her bedclothes and threw them out, her hair was messy, and she looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief: "It turns out that I have been angry for so many days, but you don't know why I am angry?" Are you long-hearted? ”
He raised his eyebrows lightly and stopped in place: "You are angry that I helped Sheng Ying kill Xuan's wife, and you are also angry that I planted Gu for your brother." ”
"Mainly the latter one." She said fiercely, "If Feng Tong hadn't told you the news that Yi Lan was a Gu person and the itinerary for them to go to Guiyuan Valley to heal her, Sheng Ying would not have thought of attacking Yi Lan - even if Feng Tong was controlled at that time, would the Xuan Pavilion Lord care about this?" He will only treat Feng Tong as an undercover agent sent by the Seven Star Sect, and he will definitely not let Feng Tong have a good time! ”
Although it was not the kind of expression that wished her brother would die, Fu Xijing obviously didn't take her worries to heart, but was attracted by a key point in her words, and synthesized a bunch of fans against her chin I don't know what she was thinking, and her scalp was numb.
After a while, he shook the fan again, and put on a natural smile on his face: "Actually, I've been curious, Xuan Yu knew that the 'traitor' of Phoenix Pavilion was actually Feng Tong, why didn't he kill him, but kept staying well, and took people with him to guide and train, is it really just because of cherishing talents?" ”
He began to walk towards her again, and he could see that she was agitated, and then said, "And this matter, did Qiao'er really know about it from Nie Fusu and Xi Ruoye a few days ago?" ”
Yue Xiqiao glanced at him in a panic, quickly lowered his head, and caught a glimpse of the bedclothes that she had thrown off the bed, and suddenly wanted to pull it up and hug it tightly in his arms.
"Qiao'er really wrote all her thoughts on her face." He smiled, and quickly sat down on the edge of the bed, seeing that she was still cowering sideways in the bed in fear, and continued, "I'm just curious, Mingxiao has been serving you closely for the past two years, but I haven't seen you have any contact with anyone related to Chongxiao Pavilion. Even after Yi Lan's death, Feng Tong never came to see you again, so what kind of method did Qiao'er use to let Xuan Yu leave Feng Tong's life? ”
She was stunned: "Who is Mingxiao?" ”
He still looked at her with a smile and didn't speak.
Yue Xiqiao didn't dare to look at him directly, so he could only turn his face to the side, swallow his saliva and say, "I didn't." ”
"Qiao'er really hasn't reached any agreement with Xuan Xuan in private, so I wish I could pick you up as soon as possible and personally turn you into an undercover agent by my side?" He still laughed.
Yuexiqiao's lips became more and more difficult to open, and he couldn't make a sound, and after a while, he wilted.
Fu Xijing looked at her for a long time, closed the fan and got up. Yue Xiqiao thought he was leaving, and just as he wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, he found that he had just gone to put the fan on the bookcase in the room, and soon walked towards her again.
"I know Qiao'er wants to come back, but this time I came back not because I miss me, but because I betrayed me." He said, lowering his eyes and taking out a black strap from the front placket, "Qiao'er knows, at that time, I had obviously guessed that the words of Nie Fusu and Xi Ruoye were just to provoke me to save you as soon as possible, and they said that just to plant a decent chess piece by my side, I still didn't hesitate to bring you back, why?" ”
- "You and I are both repelled by the Pavilion Master's internal strength...... Only by bringing her back to the pavilion as soon as possible to ask for the help of the pavilion master can we ensure that she can survive. ”
- "Why don't you hurry up then...... It will take four or five days to fight hard. ”
- "I'm afraid it's too late." ”
Her eyes widened as she could only watch him get closer and closer, but she had no way back.
Fu Xijing walked to the side of the bed, lowered her head, brushed away the broken hair on her forehead, touched the top of her head again to signal her to relax, and then covered her eyes with the strap and tied a knot at the back of her head.
Yue Xiqiao's lips trembled, and he felt that his hand had gently flowed from her cheek to her neck, and he couldn't help but tremble even more.
She didn't ask "why", he never continued. After a while she asked, "Are you trying to kill me?" ”
In order to let her know that he was laughing, Fu Xijing spoke up: "I waited so long and spent so much effort to bring a good bridge back, just to kill?" As he spoke, he touched her face again, afraid that she would think he would strangle her.
Yuexi Bridge didn't feel relieved at all, only scared. He obviously knew that many of the conversations and exchanges between her and Nie Xi that day were playing, and he also knew that she was a decent pawn, but he didn't seem to be angry-
I think he was angry, in the past few days that she stabbed him, he was actually angry with her, angry that she wanted - or had betrayed him. What happens after the gas is over?
Seeing that she still refused to relax, he sighed lightly, and slowly leaned over and blew into her ear: "It's been ten days, Qiao'er." ”
She shuddered, and began to wonder again. What ten days, didn't she just come back three or four days?
"After the last time, you strictly ordered me not to touch you for ten days, and now that the ten days have passed, can Qiao'er comfort me?" He took off the mask and put it next to his pillow, holding her face with both hands and touching her forehead, "Don't get up without wanting to get up." ”
He lowered his head and unbuttoned her mid-blouse, feeling that her body was still very stiff, so he manipulated her to pull it off, and hugged her waist tightly against himself.
Looking at the lips that were still trembling slightly, he closed his eyes and gently pressed them, and at the same time the hand around her back untied the belt to wipe her belly and waved off the bed net.
……
Yue Xiqiao felt that he was very weird today, and always deliberately gave her a trembling feeling, pressing her hands and feet from behind the whole time to make her unable to move, and could only let out a muffled cry.
Originally, he didn't like to see her cry, even in bed, once he saw her crying so much, he would stop and coax her. Today is a different look, not only did not coax, but also stimulated her while she was crying, and in the end she didn't dare to cry, and she no longer had the strength to cry.
When tears completely soaked the eye-covered strap, he helped her remove it. Although it was morning, the bed was thick and dark, and the tent was completely dark, so she could not see him clearly without covering her eyes.
Therefore, there was no need to do this in the first place, and the reason why he had to put a strap on her in the bed tent was more to stimulate her other senses too much when she lost her vision.
The lying position was uncomfortable, and it hurt his chest, although most of the time they would be pinched in his hands. He was really working hard everywhere today, and he didn't spare his vitality at all, and he didn't even say a few words to her.
Maybe he said a lot, but usually when he was deliberately exerting himself, he was almost viciously saying that she was forced to endure what she shouldn't have endured, and she didn't have the extra energy to remember his words.
There are two sentences that I still remember very clearly, word by word, pierced her heart, so that she had to be engraved into the bone marrow.
“…… Why. He muttered this, and bit her ear, thinking that he was trying to ask why she wanted to betray, and even if he did, he would not get an answer, but he said, "Why didn't you tell me." ”
She didn't understand and wanted to ask him what he meant, but found that she couldn't even breathe, let alone say the words.
He didn't go on, for some reason she was a little anxious, a little desperate to know. In a moment he slowly slipped one of his hands over her chest to her abdomen, caressing it very gently and repeatedly, refusing to leave for a long time.
She instantly understood, tears overflowed more at the same time, and she closed her eyes tightly.
It was rare that he stopped his unusually violent movements, and wanted to wait for her to calm down and explain it to him. She didn't cry for long, she wiped her tears with her hands, she should know that he was waiting for her to speak, but she didn't say it, and she bit her lip and looked very stubborn.
Looking down at her expression, his anger came from the bottom of his heart. When he realized that she had chosen decency and betrayed him, he was not so angry, and when he remembered that she had mercilessly aborted their first child, and the only one, without saying a word to him, he felt that a large piece of his heart had been torn off fiercely, and he was very powerless.
She said she didn't want any name, and he believed it, from the moment he knew she had aborted the child so easily. It was precisely because she didn't want it that she wouldn't exchange it for an unborn child, and because she didn't trust him and thought that he wouldn't keep the child, she made her own decision without saying anything.
Not to mention that after aborting that child, she took poison regularly and completely sterilized like a real prostitute, and still never revealed a word to him. He can understand that she chose to stand on the side of decency, after all, he has indeed snubbed her in the past two years, Shui Jingxuan's people are really good to her, Yue Fengtong is even more in the hands of Xuan, this seed of betrayal took a full five years to take root and sprout, until it blossomed and bore fruit, which is reasonable, and he doesn't have so much resentment about this.
But she had an abortion three years ago, and three years ago they were fine, not long after they delivered their bodies to each other, but she still - didn't trust him? Maybe she shouldn't trust him, as early as four years ago, she took the initiative to give him her body with other thoughts, she didn't trust him anymore, and she would play tricks on him, or play tricks like that.
In her eyes, he is just a person who controls her life, death and destiny, and will only use her and use her, but will not use her true feelings.
"......" He hung his head, his chin pressed against her sweaty shoulder, and listened to her cries fade into weakness, wanting to say something comforting, but unable to say anything.
He could only hold her tight with all his might, engrave her in his body, and wait one more time, waiting for her heart to return to the time when it had been with him so tightly seven years ago.