Chapter 43 Burning the harp, boiling the crane and making the best use of it
"Nope! That's not true! You... I... You... Listen to me explain. Bai Qian Qian hurriedly waved her hand and shook her head, there were many things she wanted to say in her mind, all of which were piled up in a disorderly manner, and she didn't know how to explain it for a while, but she knew that losing her father must be the most uncomfortable thing in the world.
And now on Luo Qingtian's bed lies a pale and bloodless woman, not just a cold corpse, but Luo Qingtian's mother.
Seeing this, Canglan wanted to explain in her heart, and when a thousand words reached her throat like a fishbone, she knew that Luo Qingtian watched her mother die in front of her eyes overnight, and Luo Qingtian knelt in front of Mrs. Luo's cold body, and only two words buzzed in her mind: "Dead!" Like a thunderbolt, all thoughts were blasted away.
Xiaoqing also stood aside, tears flowing, because she was also suffering from the pain of losing her friend at the moment.
"You get me out! Don't stand here! What a good friend! It's all! Let you help, you help, did you help? Did you help the hell? You're disgusting! If you tell your daddy, your daddy only needs to say something for my daddy. Will my daddy be like this? Now you're happy, aren't you? My dad is dead, too! My mother is dead, too! Your father and my father are also bullshit friends, my father is blind to know people like your father, your family is hypocrite! Get out, get out! Get out! Woo woo woo..."Luo Qingtian seemed to be crazy, got up from the ground, and pushed Bai Qian to the ground violently, and he also fell to the ground crying hoarsely, and his hands kept pounding the ground, as if he had lost his heart and had a crazy attack.
Bai Qianqian also cried that it was the first time she was scolded like this, and she didn't expect Luo Qingtian, who never swears on weekdays, to scold so ugly, she was scolded with a red face and red ears, and desperately covered her ears with her hands.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I tried my best! I really told my daddy! I don't know what's going on behind the scenes! I'm sorry! I'm sorry..."In fact, in Bai Qianqian's heart, she has always felt that her father is omnipotent, and helping the Luo family is also a piece of cake, besides, Uncle Luo is still a good friend of her father, so there will be no situation like this.
"Get out! Get out! Get out! Don't cry in this fake cat! Why did you say yes in the first place? If you agreed, why not help? Since you agreed, why is this the result? If your Bai family can help, will we be like this now? Do you just like to watch me beg you? Isn't it funny to watch me beg and beg? And you just superficially promised, but in fact indifferent! Good friends are! I said, you get out of here immediately, and don't appear in front of my eyes again! Our whole family is blind! Knowing 'friends' like you, don't dirty my father's and my mother's spirit in the sky here, get out of the way, don't disturb them!! Get lost! Get lost! Get lost! Get lost! After scolding, he picked up the broken magnet on the ground and threw it at Canglan's body, Canglan's chest was hit, and he only felt pain, even his heart hurt, and he moved back weakly.
Xiao Qing hurriedly stood in front of her, originally sympathizing with Luo Qingtian, but now she is a crazy madman in Xiao Qing's eyes, a person who has lost his mind: "Xiao Luo, calm down!" ”
"Don't call me Xiao Luo! Sounds disgusting! ”
However, Xiaoqing seemed to be irritated: "You actually feel disgusting? Where are we disgusting? My young lady came to see you with good intentions, how can you be so unreasonable and go crazy at will? Look at the way you look now, you really look like a madman! If you really feel disgusting, then I'm telling you right now! Right! We're here to lie to you, we're going to disgust you! Come and see how embarrassed you look! We're bullying you! We are the kind of people who are ruthless and hypocritical! You're blind to us! Let me tell you why we are hypocritical, because there is no law that says that General Bai must help your father if he is your father's friend! What can you do? We're going to disgust you! ”
However, Na Luo Qingtian raised his head and laughed, his eyes were scarlet: "Finally show your fox tail!" Don't please please your sister, maybe one day you will be eaten by a dog and beheaded, she won't help you, and you are still here stupidly talking to her! Look at your own flattering dog and tell you it's useless! No matter how good you are to her, she will be garbage! Now you'd better get out of here, and you, Bai Qianqian, who wants to see your fake pitiful appearance? If you are smashed and it hurts, let me go quickly! Don't appear in front of my mother, don't stain her eyes! ”
Xiaoqing was also extremely angry, although she stood in front of Bai Qianqian, but the thin bones of the hands that were tightly usurped became very prominent, Bai Qianqian pulled Xiaoqing and motioned her to stop talking.
Bai Qianqian knew that now that she was completely broken, there was no chance of recovery, he didn't know how to face Luo Qingtian in the future, maybe there would never be a chance again, Bai Qianqian was speechless, because she did promise that she would definitely help her, but why is this the result now?
Xiaoqing wiped her tears and dragged her and said, "Miss, let's go!" Don't look sad here! Then Xiaoqing also calmed down and said to Luo Qingtian, and said very lowly, "Our young lady really helped you, and she also told his father, if you really think that you are blind when you know us, then we will not come again!" It won't bother your eyes again! ”
After Xiaoqing finished speaking, Luo Qingtian didn't pay attention to it anymore, just sat in the empty room, crying like a three- or four-year-old child.
However, Bai Qianqian was lost and depressed all the way, angry and hateful, and more sad, she really doubted that her father really turned a blind eye to his friend in danger, indifferent and ruthless? No! Her daddy wouldn't be like that!
After returning to Baifu, she had no place to be angry, and when she went back, she asked her father why he didn't help the Luo family, why didn't he help Uncle Luo, her father seemed to be very irritable, after all, he also lost a good brother, and Bai Qianqian opened and closed her mouth in front of herself, and the Luo family made Bai Jiacheng upset and angry, and directly asked her to kneel in the hall, both sides were angry, this was a rare quarrel between them for many years.
"Do you think your father is such a cold person who doesn't miss the old feelings? If I don't help, then it's their whole family who will die! At this time, she realized that her father was not without help, but her father had done his best.
After that, they went to Luo's house and there was no shadow of Luo Qingtian, and the Luo family's property seemed to have been sold, and the door plaque had been replaced with a door plaque of a dyeing workshop, and the shadow of Luo Qingtian seemed to be blurred in his memory over the years, and there were also different theories about Luo Qingtian's whereabouts, some people said that Miss Luo of the Luo family married a poor boy who lived in seclusion in the mountains and forests, and some people said that Luo Qingtian was favored by the rich and noble brother of which family and became a concubine, there are many sayings, but with the passage of time, At that time, the case of Luojia Wine Cellar has slowly faded from people's chatter.
Recalling this, I only feel that I have been pulled into deep water, from the soles of my feet to my chest to my nose, I feel that the secrets and wounds that I have hidden in my heart for many years have been cut by a knife again, but after all, so many years have passed, and the wound has a very thick scar, and a light stroke with a knife is just insignificant, painless, but I can remember the initial kind of worry.
Later, she learned that there is indeed a thing called powerlessness in this world. She sometimes thinks that Xiaoqing's words of comfort may be right, she has really tried her best and does not need to feel guilty.
Canglan made herself stop thinking about it, although Su Suxuan knew that Luo Qingtian was her childhood friend, she might not know what happened later.
Unconsciously, she and Su Suxuan had already walked to the place where they had first rested.
For a while, I could not find another place to live, so I had to go back to the half-recessed rock under the mountainside.
"I'm sorry, Canglan, for making you suffer!"
Originally, she should have been sorry to Su Suxuan, but now Su Suxuan said sorry to Canglan instead, and Canglan didn't dare to accept it in his heart: "No, no, it's obvious that you saved me, it's too late for me to be grateful." ”
Su Suxuan picked up some firewood, the firewood on the snow in winter was already cold and wet, and it couldn't make a fire, Su Suxuan took out the book "Three Thousand Attacking Poisons" from his arms, and only said to the book: "Xiaosheng is disrespectful!" ”
Canglan didn't see this situation right, but it was too late for her to stretch out her hand, Su Suxuan had already torn off the cover of the book and ignited it with a match, only to make Canglan look at the destructive picture and say again and again, "Oh my God, I really have to do it!" It's a terrible thing! It's a pity! It's a pity! ”
"It's a pity that rice paper is flammable, and when these wet firewood racks are dried on it, it is easy to burn." Su Suxuan seemed to be pointing out how to make a fire, and he didn't notice Canglan's unbearable expression at all.
"It's really hard to start.
"Why don't you move?" Only then did he stop, slowly looking at Canglan, and for a moment understood her worries.
"You're just... It's just..."Canglan held back for a long time and finally said: "Burn the qin and cook the crane!" ”
Su Suxuan raised his eyebrows and said: "This is not called burning the qin and boiling cranes, this is called making the best use of things." ”
"I burned the book like this, I don't have much respect for the first work of this book..."
"I've been wronged, but I respect him very much."
"You... This..."
"I've memorized everything in this book! I respect him very much," Su Suxuan raised his eyebrows and smiled.
Canglan doubted: "Really? ”
"I still have some left, take it and ask me a random page, and I'll answer." After finishing speaking, he handed the remaining small thick book in his hand to Canglan.