Chun Rao and Qiu Qing came to report that there was a little unpleasantness between Yuexi Bridge and "Suyu", and since then, Yuexi Bridge has been unable to keep up his spirits, he has not eaten, he only slept for two hours, and he slept very unsteadily.

Because Yuexi Bridge was almost awake all day, it was not easy for Fu Xijing to approach her directly. I wanted to quietly hide my breath and observe secretly, but she hid from the house, so he couldn't even look at it.

If she doesn't eat, won't the child toss her? Did she feel good herself? What's wrong.

Even if he was angry, all he could do was to instruct the people in the East Kitchen to cook some more delicate and delicious dishes for her, but she still didn't even move her chopsticks, only holding her stomach and curling up on the bed without moving.

On this day, she bit her lip again, and a lot of blood came out, but fortunately, she fell asleep quickly, and he could personally apply medicine to her.

In order to let her sleep peacefully, he asked Chun Rao and Qiu Qing to burn incense in the inner room, and only took the medicine to see her when she was about to enter the palace the second hour after she fell asleep.

She wasn't used to locking the door to the outside room when she slept, and she didn't think it was necessary. In this way, he didn't need to open the window, and directly pushed the door openly.

Usually when she sleeps alone, she doesn't put down the bed tent because she feels bored and panicked. Today, I was afraid that the smell of this incense made her unhappy, and she didn't bother to get out of bed to extinguish it, so she casually ripped off the bed curtains.

For some reason, he couldn't see her through the two curtains, and his heart was a little uneasy, and his steps were very hesitant. He calmed down to feel her breath, and felt that it was calm, and it should be that he was asleep, so he breathed a sigh of relief and stepped forward.

He didn't tie up the bed, but raised his hand and sat in. Even though the tent was dim, he could see her clearly, and finally noticed that something was wrong with her, but he had already sat down before he could find out.

She slept on her side towards the bed, her clothes well covered with her body—it was because of this honest posture that he decided that she was not asleep at all, and even deliberately waited for him to come.

Fu Xijing panicked for a moment and hurriedly got up, but she quickly turned around, grabbed his wrist before he could withdraw, and pursed her lips to look into his eyes.

He only paused for a moment, then immediately shook off her hand, brushed off the bed and walked away quickly. Yue Xiqiao knew that he couldn't catch up with him at all because he had lost his martial arts, and he didn't plan to chase him, so he coughed loudly because he didn't know if it was because he was angry or something.

The sound was so heartbreaking that it seemed like it was going to cough up all the internal organs. Fu Xijing gritted her teeth and stopped, but she didn't look back, her fists clenched and clenched, as if she was just planning to wait for her to finish coughing and leave.

Yue Xiqiao coughed and moved his legs off the bed, got up and tied up the two bed curtains, stopped coughing, took a deep breath, and looked left and right in the room.

Although Fu Xijing didn't look at her, he knew that she was coughing so badly that she must have wanted to drink water, so he walked quickly to the outside room.

Yue Xiqiao swallowed his saliva to quench the thirst in his throat, and walked out with him, hearing the sound of water pouring into the cup.

When she walked to the dining table, Fu Xijing had already prepared the water for her, but she was standing by the door with her back to her, holding her hands, and not even taking the fan.

As soon as he heard her finish drinking water, he would leave immediately—thinking like this, Yuexiqiao just sat down slowly on the edge of the table, folded his hands on his laps, hung his head slightly, did not move, and his eyes dimmed a lot.

A few months ago, when he brought her out of the brothel, he would smile at her for many days, tease her, and make her emotions high, like an unruly son.

At that time, she didn't think he was pretending - that is, pretending, and he was not pretending to suppress his feelings for her, but to take advantage of her. She had always thought like this, and before Nanmen Shu and Si Yan slowly told her everything, she never thought about how much pain he felt in his heart when he pretended to look at her like that, and how desperate he was when he heard her bark as a "dog man".

Looking at her hand holding on her lap, her vision began to blur, and she couldn't bear it, letting tears keep falling, and her voice was very low: "I'm pregnant." ”

She didn't drink water, she hadn't eaten for a long time, her voice was hoarse and weak, and he felt as if his heart was about to be crushed, but he still gritted his teeth and didn't speak.

I've known it for a long time, so what's the use of saying it now? She wants to surprise him, in what capacity?

"I was wrong last time, I shouldn't have induced labor from you." Yuexiqiao said, "This child, I will give birth to him, and I will give him everything I can." ”

His heart was also very sour, he opened his mouth slightly, but his eyes were fixed, and he couldn't say anything for a while.

"When the serious pick-up is done, I will leave, and it will not be more than a month." She suddenly said again, stiffly breaking the little illusion that remained in his heart, "I will go back to Heqing, but I will not go back to Shuijingxuan, I just need to go back to the brothel to get some of my private money, settle down in Shangzhou, and raise children."

"I don't need martial arts anymore, I just want to be an ordinary woman. But it's too hard to raise a child alone, and if someone is willing to share it with me, no matter who he is, I will accept it. ”

As she spoke, she glanced up at him slightly, and although her vision was not clear, she was sure that his body was trembling.

"When I marry someone with my child, my child will call that person 'Aya'. In order to express my gratitude, I will also give him more children, husband and children, and be a good wife. She seemed to smile, her folded fingers rubbing against each other, "This should be, and it is my wish since I was a child." ”

Feng Tong always teased her, at the age of seven or eight, when her teeth had not been replaced, she thought about what kind of person she would marry and what kind of life she would live in the future. I don't want to be like a crazy girl all day long, girls don't learn anything at all, they just like to practice martial arts and fight, and their temper is still so irritable, even if a man falls in love with her because of this face, sooner or later he will get tired of her character.

But she ...... I met someone when I was fourteen years old, someone who fell in love with her because of her face, but fell in love with her because of her character. He would spoil her unconditionally, respect her, and love her, only to be cruelly abandoned by her seven years later.

Even if she had doubted what they said in the south gate, how much Fu Xijing loved her, and how much they loved each other, it was only because of the adulterous victim that she lost most of her memories about him, so she would think that he was just using her from beginning to end—and also suspected that all this they said was to coax her, just to let her continue to follow Fu Xijing with all her heart, and then betray decency.

She herself knows that this explanation is only a little bit reasonable and does not stand up to scrutiny at all. Although he doesn't know Fu Xijing's true identity, he can also see that he is very noble, and he may have aristocratic blood, so he will not want to use the excuse of "love" if he wants to use a prostitute.

Moreover, he is twenty-six years old this year, and he is indeed ...... Not married. Even if she doesn't believe in Nanmen Shu, she will believe Si Yan, and she will believe Si Yan when he says that he has no wife and no children. And with his identity, he has been a person until now, just to wait for her. He would only be happy with his wife, whose body was given to him alone, and so did he.

If it was really just to take advantage of her, the sacrifice would be too great. Moreover, when he learned that she had aborted their child and that it was no longer possible for her to conceive, the anger he had endured for many days really exploded, she did not even dare to say a word, "That's my child, I can do whatever I want", she couldn't say a word, as if she had done something terrible wrong.

…… It's herself.

Yue Xiqiao blinked, and his palm slowly pressed against his abdomen.

Maybe it's because after being pregnant, the child that has not yet fully formed makes her heart softer and softer, so she will believe whatever others say. This little guy seems to be able to feel his father's grievances and sadness, and from time to time he will let his mother figure out something and understand something, hoping that the two of them will reconcile as soon as possible.

But there is still no trace of his love in her memory. Maybe now she can understand him and trust him, but without the memories that have laid them down, after a long time, I am afraid that the illusory relationship they have worked so hard to maintain with each other will be completely shattered.

…… Memories must be retrieved.

She didn't want to fall in love with him again just because of that little bit of déjà vu.

Yue Xiqiao closed his eyes and sighed lightly, remembering where he had just said, he paused and continued: "You blamed me for not telling you about the pregnancy and abortion last time, and I admit that it was all my fault. This time I told you all about my plans, and I thank you for your willingness to let me go.

"If nothing else, we'll leave it at that. After saying goodbye, the two are fine, and from now on, everything I have nothing to do with you, and everything about you has nothing to do with me. ”

As soon as the words fell, Yue Xiqiao opened his eyes and wiped his tears, trying to see his reaction clearly.

He was hanging his head, his body trembling unconsciously, and he hadn't stopped since the first words she spoke. Although she couldn't see his expression, she always felt that he was about to cry, and now he hadn't spoken or acted, he was desperately holding back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.

The fist that was clenched repeatedly slowly unfolded, his body no longer trembled, and he raised his head slightly, leaving her with the word "good". Then he breathed a sigh of relief, opened the door with one hand, and was about to step out.

At this time, Yuexiqiao tore off the cloth on the table, and fell down with the fruit plate, teapot and teacup placed on it, crackling and shattering to the ground.

Fu Xijing stopped as soon as she heard the sound of the porcelain breaking, afraid that she would be scratched by the shards, so she subconsciously turned her head.

"I've said that, why don't you come and gag me, punish me, and imprison me!" Yue Xiqiao stood up and yelled at him with red eyes, "You said you love me, your love is so cheap, you compromise so easily, give up if you say give up?!"

"I'll take your children and marry another man - that's what you think of me, and you can accept it? Can you be a dog, can you not die a little, love is on, so dragged, awkward, what kind of man! ”

He didn't seem to hear what she was yelling so excited, he didn't even look at her face, his eyes were fixed on her feet—if she moved a little, the shards on the ground would pierce the soles of her feet—and without shoes, she would never get rid of the problem of not putting them on as soon as she got out of bed.

Yuexiqiao was crying, and suddenly found that he was not infected by her at all, only staring at her feet, suddenly understood something, pursed his lips and took a step back.

Fu Xijing's eyes widened instantly, and he looked at her in disbelief.

The step was not much back, and the tip of the fragment only poked lightly into the heel. She quickly looked down, crouched down to hold the shard in her hand, and quickly got up again, looking at him with a drooping face.

Fu Xijing's eyes also had some aggrieved blood like her, and she didn't dare to move forward for fear of startling her, so she just lowered her voice and said, "Put it down." ”

"When you came to see me on the night of March 14, didn't you pretend to be a dog man?" Yue Xiqiao sniffed and said, "Why can't you pretend to be now, you love me like this?" ”

His gaze gradually sharpened, staring at her for a while, and suddenly sighed: "Yuexi Bridge, I don't want to love you anymore." ”

Her heart was stabbed hard, and tears overflowed even more in an instant.

"Now that you have a plan for the future, since you have personally said that you want to marry someone else, you will do what you want." He closed his eyes and frowned tightly, not knowing whether he didn't want to look at her or didn't dare to look at her, "As you said, we will go our separate ways, and whatever happens from now on, we will have nothing to do with each other." ”

"You're a coward!" Seeing that he was still about to continue to spit out cold and ruthless words, Yue Xiqiao interrupted loudly, "Your woman will marry another man while carrying your child, and your child will also recognize another man as a father!" Do you still have the heart to even give me away! ”

Fu Xijing opened her eyes, her eyes stayed on her lower abdomen for a moment, and she tilted her head slightly: "In the future, this is your child, and I am not his father." Neither of you has anything to do with me. ”

Soon he turned around, and finally left a sentence of "Keep him well, otherwise, you won't be able to fulfill the wish you have made since you were a child", and walked out the door.

Yue Xiqiao always felt that he had noticed something, and he said this to arouse her hatred for him, so that when the decent wanted to do something to him, she would no longer care about that trace of affection and protect him.

She didn't know why she had this conjecture, but he gave her the feeling that he had seen through everything - the identity of "Su Yu", Chongxiao Pavilion's plan, and her role was to push the boat and push her to the decent side completely.

In this way, she will no longer be a traitor to the Central Plains Martial Arts, everyone will recognize her again, and she will be able to live a better life alone with her children.

I don't know why he did this, why he used her hatred to dig the grave of the Seven Star Sect himself. She knew that he did it on purpose, and that he had said those words on purpose with pain, but in fact he was very sad in his heart, and wanted to stop her, and wanted to keep her, but he still said that—no matter what it was, she couldn't hear him say such things.

Is there really no better solution? Can't even have a heart-to-heart conversation between them? He didn't believe her, so he didn't want to tell her the truth, and she also knew that she couldn't get his trust at all, but she just couldn't accept it, couldn't accept that he pushed himself out of the predicament and endured everything alone.

Yue Xiqiao exhaled deeply, desperately holding back his tears, and looked at the broken porcelain piece in his hand. Clenched hard, staring at the blood flowing between his fingers without blinking, until he felt that the sharp edge pierced the wound too strongly, he pinched it with his fingers, and slashed it between his left wrist with trembling.

She closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, and slashed hard.