Rong Rong's mother was lying on the hospital bed, with the heart-rending pain, a loud cry resounded in the delivery room, the mother opened her eyes tiredly, and saw a nurse standing on the edge of the hospital bed with a red skin baby in her arms with a smile: "Congratulations, you are a beautiful boy." Why haven't you seen your family? ”

The mother looked at the little red life, two big tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, she did not answer the nurse's question, but looked straight at the boy who had just separated from her body.

The nurse laughed, turned around and took the baby away. At this time, the doctor came to her and told her that the child was healthy, but her body was extremely weak and she needed to be observed in the hospital for a period of time before she could be discharged, and asked for the contact information of her relatives so that they could come over to pay for the operation and hospitalization.

Mom shook her head, took out the bank card from her body and handed it to the doctor, saying that there was no need to notify relatives, and I had the hospitalization expenses here. The doctor looked at her in astonishment, took the bank card and left.

Rong Rong's tears flowed out like a spring of diary page by page, and the tears sprinkled between the lines of the diary were wet again with her mother's tear-soaked handwriting.

It was only at this point that she finally knew why her mother never mentioned the past, and it turned out that she had such pain hidden in her heart. And Rong Rong also knew that she actually had a half-brother.

At this time, Rong Rong also understood why her mother resolutely kept herself away from the boys around her when she was in school, and stayed away from Zhang Liang, who had been silently admiring her. The mother is afraid, afraid that her daughter will go down her old path again, and that her beloved daughter will be hurt like she did back then.

Rong Rong closed her eyes and thought about it, the voice of her mother scolding her seemed to still be in her ears, it was not a scolding, the harsh words were a mother's love for her daughter.

Rong Rong dragged the pillow towel over the bedside and covered her face, and a "woo" cry came out of her mouth. She misses her mother, her miserable mother!

My sister heard her sister's cry and quietly walked into the room, she took her sister's hand that was covering her face and shouted in horror: "Sister, sister, don't cry, sister don't cry", her tears are also flowing downward, her father and mother abandoned her and left, the only sister can't have an accident!

Rong Rong heard her sister's cry, slowly stopped her crying, she took the pillow towel from her face, waved her hand at her sister, and said softly: "It's okay, sister is okay, you go to sleep first, let my sister be quiet for a while, and my sister will go over in a while", my sister looked at my sister, raised her hand to wipe her tears and walked out slowly.

Rong Rong slowly held up her mother's diary in front of her eyes again, and she slowly flipped it back, recording what happened later.

The juanxiu font on the diary trembled, and the handwriting became even more blurred, Rong Rong opened her eyes and carefully identified the handwriting blurred by her mother's tears:

"Two weeks later, in the evening, I walked out of the hospital with my baby in my arms. I stood at the entrance of the hospital, looking at the busy streets, looking at the crowd of people walking in a hurry, I was at a loss.

Where can I, an unmarried woman, go with a newborn child in her arms? Go to that negative man? Yes, I must see for myself if that news is true? I hobbled towards the man's house with the baby in my arms.

Although he never took me to his home, I knew the address of their home, and the address of his home was in the address book of my classmates when I graduated. I pulled out the address of his house from my bag and walked slowly towards his house with the child in my arms.

It was getting dark. I came to his neighborhood and immediately recognized his house. It was an old-fashioned villa with a detached courtyard, which was exactly the same picture he had shown me.

I slowly approached the gate of the villa by the dim street lamp, and there were two big happy words pasted on the doorposts on both sides of the gate, and the big golden characters appeared in front of my eyes shockingly.

I suddenly felt a whirlwind of the world, yes, that's right, the message on Rong Rong's father's phone is correct, he is the only son of their family, no one else will get married except him, this hateful bastard is indeed married! Perhaps, while I was struggling desperately on the delivery bed, he might have walked into his newlywed hall with his bride in his hand!

I grabbed the guardrail next to me and bit my lip hard! The idea of rushing in suddenly came to my mind! But at this moment, the child in his arms suddenly cried, and bursts of cheerful laughter came from the brightly lit room of the courtyard.

I held the child with both hands, my eyes were firmly fixed on the word "Xi" in gold on a red background, why should I go in and send the child to him?

I shook my head and bit my lip tightly, liar, liar! He doesn't deserve to be the father of this child, he doesn't deserve to see this lovely child! I will never see him again in this life, and I will never let him see my lovely child! Even if our mother and son die, we will never see him!

I resolutely turned around and walked forward with the baby in my arms. It was getting darker and darker, and white snowflakes were falling scattered in the air. I walked down the street lonely and dazed, and my mind was blank.

The child's cry came from my arms, and I suddenly remembered that the child was hungry, and he must be hungry! But I don't have milk, and the irritability during pregnancy makes me have no intention of eating and drinking, and I don't have a drop of milk after giving birth.

I groped in my pocket, and there were only more than 20 yuan in cash in my pocket and the bank card that had already paid the hospitalization fee, how much money was left in the card? I didn't know that it was given to me by the kind doctor who helped me with the discharge procedures when I was hospitalized.

I walked into a small supermarket nearby, bought a carton of milk, and begged the supermarket lady to help me pour it into the bottle that the doctor gave me.

When I took the bottle handed by the eldest sister and walked out of the small supermarket, leaned against the wall outside the door and put the pacifier into the child's mouth, the child closed his eyes and greedily sucked, a bottle of milk was quickly eaten up by the child, when the child opened his eyes with satisfaction and looked at me, the child's round little face suddenly showed a bright smile.

I was stunned, tears streaming down my face, and the child smiled at me! But I cried. What can I, an unwed mother, bring to this lovely child? How can I survive with him? I can't bring happiness to my child, so why should I and him live in this world!

I ran with my baby in my arms, and I knew that there was a street garden not far ahead, and there was a deep, deep lake in it.

Snowflakes fell from the sky, and the streets and buildings on both sides were covered in snow, and the ground was sprinkled with white.

Under the dim street lamp, I ran wildly with my son in my arms, I know, God has turned the earth white, this is to give our mother and son linen and filial piety in advance, God expects our mother and son to go to a dead end!