One was a colonel, the other was a private, and she asked expressionlessly, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Seeing a crack in the door of the house, the colonel stepped forward and said, "Hello, let's take a look at Zhang Wei, he is a soldier of our army, let's take a look and leave immediately, without delay." ”

"The patient is resting, please don't disturb, it's not time to visit." Zhang Li put her face against the crack of the door and said coldly.

Although there was a colonel standing in front of them, in their hospital, even the colonel had to stand aside, and the colonel was not ranked at all.

"This is our detachment......." The private was interrupted by the colonel as soon as he spoke, and it seemed that he was carrying too many things in his hand and was in a hurry to enter the house.

"It's okay, we'll wait at the door for a while, and please let us know when it's time to visit." The colonel said with a smile.

"Then you just wait."

This colonel doesn't know if he's really stupid or pretending to be stupid, he obviously refuses to allow you to visit, and he has to stand outside and wait, since he wants to wait, then you just stand outside the door and wait.

Zhang Li closed the door and returned to Zhang Wei's bedside.

Zhang Wei asked, "Who were you talking to just now, why did I sound so familiar?" ”

"Two soldiers, and one of them is a two-bar three-star colonel." Zhang Li said.

"Colonel, that's the leader of our detachment, please let them in." Zhang Wei was taken aback.

"It seems that a colonel makes you nervous, and when you come to us, it doesn't matter what lieutenant or captain, what colonel or colonel is invalid, there are many colonels in our hospital, and the director of surgery who operated on you is a colonel."

"But he's my detachment leader." Zhang Wei said.

"No, the hospital has a rule that you are not allowed to visit patients during non-visiting hours."

"Zhang Li, I beg you." Zhang Wei begged.

Seeing that Zhang Li was indifferent, Zhang Wei clasped his hands together and said, "Sister, it's convenient." ”

Zhang Li listened to Zhang Wei's soft words, and she "giggled" and laughed: "It's pretty much the same." ”

She walked back to the door and opened the door and said, "Come in, Comrade Colonel." ”

When the colonel heard this, he said gratefully, "Thank you." Then he went into the house.

Zhang Wei saw that he was really the detachment leader, and was about to struggle to sit up, but the detachment leader hurriedly stepped forward and pressed him and said, "Don't move, Zhang Wei, you just had surgery and now you need to recuperate." ”

At this time, the correspondent began to put large and small packets of nutritional products on the table, and the table was full, so many things, it was really enough for him.

"Detachment leader, I'm glad you came to see me, what are you doing with so many things."

"These are all tonics that help the wound heal, and the sooner you get better, you can return to the army sooner." Said the detachment leader.

"Thank you, Captain." Zhang Wei was grateful.

"Zhang Wei, how do you feel now," the detachment leader asked with concern.

"It's okay, what are the troops doing now. I miss my comrades. ”

"I am helping the victims to save themselves, and the soldiers miss you and ask about your injuries. But now is a special time, and they can't come to see you, so I'll represent you. However, there is still a mess in the army, I will sit for a while and leave, you don't think about anything now, rest assured to recover from your injuries, in view of your most outstanding performance in this flood fighting and rescue, the detachment has compiled your deeds into materials and reported to the Standing Committee of the higher level, ready to ask for credit for you. ”

Zhang Wei asked: "Detachment leader, do you think I can still take the military academy exam?" ”

The detachment commander was silent for a while and said: "Comrade Zhang Wei, don't think much about anything else, the most important problem now is to heal your injuries. ”

Zhang Wei lowered his head, and he could see the answer from the expression of the detachment leader: he really couldn't take the military academy exam.

Seeing Zhang Wei's emotions suddenly fall, the detachment leader said earnestly: "Zhang Wei, don't think too much, if you are a soldier, you may face bloodshed and sacrifice at any time." ”

The detachment leader lifted his clothes as he spoke, and there was an obvious scar on the position of his lumbar vertebrae, and the detachment leader pointed to the scar and said, "I still have a warhead here, which has not been taken out yet." ”

"Detachment leader, now that medical skills are so developed, can't you take it out after surgery?" asked Zhang Wei.

"Okay, yes, but this warhead is too close to the central nervous system, once the operation fails, my lower body will be paralyzed, the doctor is not very sure, I don't want to take this risk, but now I feel that this warhead is moving slowly, and now it has begun to compress the central nervous system, this leg sometimes suddenly loses feeling, I am no longer suitable to continue to work in the army, my goal to be a soldier is to become a general, and now it seems that it is impossible."

"Detachment leader, you can't give up."

"My job transfer report has been typed, and I'm waiting for that day." The detachment leader said with a smile.

Zhang Wei was silent when he heard this, such an excellent detachment leader, but because of his injury, his dream of being a general was shattered, compared with the detachment leader, his pain was nothing, it was simply too small and too small.

"Comrade Zhang Wei, you see, the farther and farther we go, we should sit for a while and leave, you don't have any ideological baggage." The detachment leader said with a smile.

"Detachment leader, don't worry about me, I'm fine, the troops are busy, you can go back quickly." Zhang Wei smiled.

"I thought you would be pessimistic and disappointed, worried about your psychological trauma, but I didn't expect you to recuperate so quickly. Now I am relieved, the troops are busy now, we have to leave immediately, and I will take time to see you in a few days, Comrade Zhang Wei, recuperate with peace of mind, we are leaving. ”

"Detachment leader, let's go." Seeing off the detachment leader, Zhang Wei's forced smile became gloomy again.

It seems that he has no chance with the military academy, and now he is a cripple, and he is no longer worthy of Gu Qian, and there must be a break between them as soon as possible.

"Zhang Li, go and bring the review materials, I can tutor you in the ward." Zhang Wei said to Zhang Li.

"Really squad leader Zhang, I thank you in advance." Zhang Li left happily.

After sending Zhang Li away, Zhang Wei hurriedly took out a pen and paper and began to write a letter to Gu Qian, he felt that this was the most urgent thing at present, and he could not delay it for a moment.

Gu Qian:

Hello, I've been thinking about a question recently, I was admitted to the military academy, you became a teacher, and we each have our own careers, and the question comes out: you won't give up your job to be a military wife in our army, and I can't take off my military uniform to be your teacher's family. I have thought about it for a long time, even if we can be combined, it can only be two places to separate, this feeling I have now deeply experienced, a parting is a pain, a moment of waiting is a moment of torment, such a life we can only torture each other, as you said, rather than a long pain is better than a short pain, while we are still young, we will each find the other half that really belongs to us, I will always remember you in the bottom of my heart, the first love as the best memory.

Love is precious until you break up, many people don't know how to cherish what they have, and they only see her preciousness until they lose it, but you are always the most precious in my heart.

Love is a feeling that makes you feel happy even when you are in pain; Love is an experience, even if the heart is broken, it will feel sweet; Love is an experience that feels beautiful even when broken. Falling in love with you is only for a moment, forgetting that it takes a lifetime. Whether you remember me or not, in your heart, there will always be a tear that I shed for loving you, forever and forever.

When a relationship does not belong to you, it has no value to you at all, so you don't have to think of it as a loss, leave me, maybe you will find the person who really belongs to you, this is your final destination.

The love is broken, I can't tie it up, try to let go, go or not, divide or not, I don't want to understand.

At the crossroads, we went separately. You walk away from my tears, I walk away from your hatred.

Time will slowly settle, and some people will slowly blur in your heart. Learn to let go, your happiness needs its own fulfillment.

I can feel your heartache, you have helplessness that you can't say, but you act like you don't care, and the more you do this, the more uncomfortable I become.

I want to paint with you, with our hearts, to paint a painting that belongs to us, not caring whether it is sour, sweet, bitter, or spicy.

With your time, that is my golden time, I don't care if it is a lifetime, whether it is dry, whether it is flawless, whether it is dazzling, the days with you are my happiest days.

Sometimes, love hurts. Cruel people, choose to hurt others, kind people, choose to hurt themselves, but I hurt you.

Who hasn't suffered from that crush, and we always think that infatuation is heavy, heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, looking back, we realized that it had always been very light, very light.

Sometimes, it is for love that I quietly dodge, but what I avoid is the figure, but what I can't avoid is the silent feelings.

Some losses are predestined, and some fates will never come to fruition. Loving someone does not necessarily have it, and having someone means that you must love her well.

Helpless escape

Love to the end, but choose to escape and leave you lonely

Affectionate friendship, I can only bury it deep in my heart

When I was lonely, I took it out and took it out to bask in it, which is the best memory of my life

I don't have the courage to carry on love but break your heart completely

If I fail to live up to your love, I can only choose to escape in this life and return to this life

Zhang Wei put the letter paper into the envelope, saw that the name and address of the recipient on the envelope were accurate, put the letter on the bedside, and then lay down.

He remembered an ancient poem that he often talked about when he was with Gu Qian, I want to know you and live a long life. The mountains have no tombs, the rivers are exhausted, the winter thunder and earthquakes, the summer rain and snow, the heaven and the earth are combined, and they dare to be with the king.

But now they have all gone back on their word, is love really so fragile, can't withstand a little wind and rain, can't stand a little setback?

He felt a pang of heartache, simply didn't think about anything, closed his eyes like a man who had just died, and fell asleep unconsciously.