Volume 1 Where the Heart Wants Chapter 20 Bright as the sun, people's hearts are warm
Chapter 20 is as bright as the sun, and people's hearts are warm
It turned out that a small part of the flowing water in the long river of time had passed for more than an hour, and the ratio of time was one to one.
Su Qing retched for a while before stopping, and the feeling of dizziness in his head gradually disappeared, and he seemed to be a little sullen, sitting on his chair, and lying on the table like that.
He seemed to be scared of something.
Kong Qiu looked at the door of the school hall and knew that what Su Qing was afraid of was that Su Ming, Su Shi, and Su Wen would come in through that door soon, because Su Qing didn't know how to face them.
Because this is the result of human shame, and it is also one of the fundamental reasons why a person can be edified.
Su Qing, who was lying on the table, was just evading with the help of something or action, sometimes staring out the window, sometimes burying his head in his hands, but he still couldn't stay out of the matter and pretend to be nothing, because there was a slight sound at the door, Su Qing would know that the sound of Mr. Kong when someone came in and shouted was like a loud bell to Su Qing, and it resounded in his heart.
Finally, the voice of waiting and rejection in his heart sounded, it was Su Ming's voice, who entered the door and greeted Kong Qiu, Su Qing raised his head, and the two looked at each other, Su Ming's eyes quickly staggered, there was fear, and more disgust.
Su Qing's face was expressionless, but he felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
Su Ming followed closely behind Su Shi and Su Wen, and after Su Shi and Kong Qiu greeted each other, as if Su Qing did not exist, he looked directly at his seat and walked straight over.
Su Qing's body and heart, after Su Shi walked over, it was like being blown by a cold wind, slightly piercing.
The estrangement between people, those indifference, are the most chilling and piercing.
Su Wen, who was walking at the end, was angry about Su Qing's framing of himself, and looked at Su Qing with angry eyes, quite with the intention of asking to fight, Su Wen felt that although he was white and thin, he couldn't win against Su Qing, a five-year-old little fart, and he should really jump directly into the Moyuan River, and die a hundred times.
Su Qing sat upright, his head was slightly lowered, and he looked at Kong Qiu, as if he wanted to find some comfort, but the old man was no longer on the podium, he walked to the side of the other classmates, and began to guide and solve his doubts, Su Qing took back the afterglow, there was boredom and emptiness, but those strange emotions, just at that moment, for Su Qing, it was like a child falling down and crying, crying for a while and getting up, he would forget.
Su Qing is still a little out of place for this school.
Su Qing thought of those people in the family, his parents, Grandma Huang and the four daughters of "Fenghua Xueyue", and thought that even if he followed Qin He to the martial arts hall to watch others practice boxing, it was really boring here, and I don't know when the day will end, day after day, it is really annoying.
At this moment, it was Su Qing's first thought.
Although home is not far from here, for Su Qing, it is like a thousand miles away from a thousand mountains.
Kong Qiu still didn't care about Su Qing, and let him be in a daze and wander in the seat at the door, because there are some things that Su Qing knows and no longer needs to teach, and there are some things that Kong Qiu wants to teach Su Qing, and only when the latter is willing to "open the door" to accept it, Kong Qiu can teach it.
After a class, when it was time for free activities, Su Qing saw Su Shi take Su Ming and Su Wen to the front row to find Kong Qiu, although Su Qing didn't think much of it, he also thought that Su Shi and the three of them would forget about it, and they wouldn't mention it again.
How is this different from a child who knows that he has made a mistake and naively thinks that he can go unpunished.
The most rare thing is to know that what you are doing is wrong. Therefore, the fear of punishment is also the child's nature, if it is stubborn and does not think it is right, and because of this, it is angry and not educated, that is, the children cannot be taught, the rotten wood cannot be carved, and the people are not human.
The old gentleman did not talk to Su Shi and them in the school, but walked out with them, when he passed the door, Su Qing deliberately looked out the window, pretending that he had nothing to do with himself, indifferent, but in fact, he listened carefully, and only after the four of them went out, Su Qing dared to turn his head, looked at the door, and was entangled, wanting to eavesdrop on what Su Shi and Kong Qiu were talking about, and after the last time he competed with himself in his heart, he still sat on the chair and did not move.
"Annoying, annoying, annoying individuals, sleeping. Su Qing put his arms on the table, put his head in his arms and began to sleep, and there were no worries in his dreams.
Outside the schoolhouse, Kong Qiu took Su Shi and the three of them to the edge of the cliff, facing the strong wind blowing from the North Sea, which was reduced by the two rows of green mountains, and turned into a clear breeze.
The breeze can calm your face.
Kong Qiu believes that whether it is doing things or talking about things, before that, you must first calm down, so that things can be done smoothly and well, and only when you say things can you understand things thoroughly, and only people on both sides of the truth can accept them.
Kong Qiu turned around, looked at Su Shi and the others with a smile, and said, "You came to me for the morning, about the fact that Su Shi's chair disappeared for no reason, right?"
Su Shi replied to Kong Qiu's question, saying that he had found the reason and the culprit for the chair not falling.
Su Shigang wanted to pour beans into the bamboo tube and tell everything about it, Kong Qiuxu clapped his hands a few times, signaling Su Shi not to say anything more.
Kong Qiu asked, "Why didn't you talk about this matter in class just now?"
"If you talk about it during class time, it will affect other students, so we won't come to you until after class. Su Ming raised his hand and replied.
"Well, that's good, the right thing to do, is there anything else that means?"
The three children in front of the old man looked at each other, then shook their heads.
"Think about it, if the three of you talked about it in class just now, wouldn't the whole school know who the culprit was?" Kong Qiu said.
As soon as Su Wen thought that he was almost framed by Su Qing, he couldn't help but say, "Isn't this bad? Everyone knows the true face of that person, and they won't be hurt." β
"Then let me ask you, Su Shi, your handwriting is not good-looking, if your parents are like the whole village saying that your handwriting is not good-looking, then will you not feel very good? Su Ming, you are naughty and active, if your parents always talk to the neighbors about your disobedience, do you have a bad impression in the hearts of others? Su Wen, you are more introverted, you just love to cry, if everyone knows and still talks about you crying behind your back, will you feel uncomfortable?" Kong Qiu saw the three of them thinking and turned around.
Kong Qiu touched his white beard, and enjoyed it again when it was time to reason, "These things are different from the 'chair' incident, but because the result is the same, it can also be used temporarily." The man who took the chair, let's call him 'the man' for the time being, the man took the chair, whether it was hidden, or thrown away, destroyed, the result was the same, the chair was gone, Suos had no chair to sit on, but fortunately there was an extra chair.
Now you are playing the role of that person's 'parents', and now it is time for you to choose and do it, Su Shi, do you think that writing is not good, and your parents scolded you and told the whole village, or did your parents comfort you and encourage you to practice your handwriting well, so that it is better?
Su Ming, do you think you are naughty and disobedient, once you play to the point that you forget the time to go home, your mother will come to you with a bamboo whip and pull your throat all over the village, do you want to eat the whip and be known that you are disobedient, or can you eat a cold meal when you go home, and your parents warmly ask where to play?
Su Wen, do you think that you can't help crying all the time, and your parents will press you with a manly husband who doesn't flick your tears, saying that you are a thing that is not angry, and they will complain about you when they meet people everywhere, or can they hug you and comfort you when you cry, giving you more and greater courage?"
"Mistakes are not big mistakes, they are mistakes that can be remedied and forgiven, but this mistake needs your help to forgive first and then remedy it, and now the choice is in your hands, as a victim, you can choose with your heart. Kong Qiu turned around.
"There is another sentence, which is a clichΓ©, but it is a word that has some truth, and I have changed it a little. β
"Those who are willing to be gentle with the world can be treated gently by the world. "Yes, only those who do not want to repay their kindness can not be disappointed to the greatest extent, and those who know how to repay their kindness are very likely to have no return.
This kind of result is not for any reason, everything depends on whether you are willing to do it.
"Okay, that's enough, think about it yourself, I won't interfere with your choice. Okay, class, let's get into class. β
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Time passed, and in the blink of an eye, it was almost dusk.
Su Qing was originally lying on his stomach on the desk, so he fell asleep, and Kong Qiu didn't call, this child is already very "tired" today, so it's good to rest.
Su Qing didn't sleep deeply, Kong Qiu said that after class, the first child walked through the door and made a slight sound, and Su Qing woke up in an instant from a small state of death.
Su Qing, who was sleepy-eyed, rubbed his eyes, a little confused, he didn't know where he was, he looked around and realized that he was in the schoolhouse, Kong Qiu didn't know where he went, he was not in the schoolhouse, some of the students in the schoolhouse left, and some of them were still sitting on chairs, writing the homework assigned by Kong Qiu.
Anyway, Su Qing knew that she could go home, and she missed her parents, Grandma Huang, "Fenghua Xueyue", and even the well-behaved big yellow dog.
Su Qing got up, felt a little numb in his legs, patted his buttocks, walked out of the schoolhouse, and looked limping towards his house down the mountain.
Walking on the way down the mountain, Su Qing put his arms behind his head, his head resting on his arms, and was suddenly stopped, Su Qing turned around and looked, it was Su Shi, Su Ming and Su Wen.
Su Qing was stunned for a moment, and then had some ominous premonitions, thinking to himself that these three people were going to fight him?!
Su Qing stopped there a little resignedly, because his legs were still numb, and his blood had not yet fully circulated, so if he really wanted to run, he really couldn't outrun the three of them, one like a bear, one like a monkey, and one was a normal person.
Su Shi and the three of them walked in front of Su Qing who was almost one and a half meters away, and Su Qing looked vigilant.
"That Su Qing, forget about you throwing away my chair, I forgive you. Su Shi was obviously a little embarrassed, and said with a slightly red face.
"Huh?!" Su Qing looked puzzled.
"Maybe it's because you're new here, you can't fit into this new environment, so you did this bad thing, thinking of the day I first came, it's also very uncomfortable, no one talks to me, it's boring, if you want, we can be friends together in the future, in addition to Su Shi and Su Wen, there are also Su Yu and Su Xiaowu in the schoolhouse, everyone is friends together, how good is it?" Su Ming was really lively and active, and he even had to use both hands to speak.
"Hello, my name is Su Wen, in the future, don't be like that in the future, okay?" Su Wen's voice was still timid even before Su Qing, who was two years younger than him.
"Hello, my name is Su Ming. β
"My name is Sus. β
The emptiness in Su Qing's heart seemed to be filled at this moment, and he suddenly felt the urge to tear up his eyes, and his nose felt a little sour.
"These are those good qualities?" Su Qing thought to himself.
"No more. Tears were about to flow out of the eyes, Su Qing's legs were vigorous, blood flowed all over the body, turned around and ran, while turning around, a few drops flew out of those eyes that rolled in the eyes, but after all, the man had tears and did not flick, the tears were always before Su Qing ran home, and those tears were dry after arriving home.
"Sus, he'...... What's wrong with him?" asked Suwen.
Sushi scratched his head, "It seems like crying nose." β
"It's really fake, how can it be the same as Su Wen. Su Ming said in surprise.
Su Wen had a desperate expression on his face, Su Shi held Su Wen down and said, "Okay, go home." Anyway, when I cried before, I knew that it was wrong, and Su Qing should also know that it was wrong, so we won't mention the chair tomorrow or even later, you know?"
Su Ming and Su Wen nodded with a peck, and the three of them went down the mountain together, and at dusk, the child's figure was longer than the road, in fact, the relationship was not so good, but after today, it will be better.
On the green mountain, next to the cliff, Kong Qiu was cooking in the small stove next to the schoolhouse, his eyes were so smoked that he couldn't open his eyes, but the corners of his eyes and mouth were all smiling.
Those beautiful qualities that are as bright as the sun dissolve the cold of indifference and distance between people, and make people's hearts full of endless warmth.