If life is only as it first saw Chapter 86 The Fox Chooses
"How is that possible!"
Mu Li raised his head in a panic and looked in the direction of Mo Liu, his expression was excited, and he couldn't control his emotions, "Bastard!" With tears in her eyes, she didn't know what to do. She panicked, scared, and couldn't accept the fact that she was so frightened.
Mo Liuyan hugged her, he was speechless for a while, he didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to do, he didn't expect her to be pregnant.
It was completely unexpected for this to happen, there was only one time between them, but it was precisely that time that she was pregnant, which he did not expect.
He hadn't experienced it either, and he didn't know what to do, let alone how to comfort her, so he had to hold her.
Mu Li was very emotional and kept hitting him, "Bastard! What do you want me to do? "She's pregnant, pregnant. These three words kept wandering in her mind, pestering her, making her unable to think, only flustered.
Then thinking of that thunderstormy rainy night, Mu Li was excited, and couldn't help but tremble, so powerless, desperate and humiliated.
Mo Liuyan had to caress her back and slowly soothe her emotions.
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The night was vast, and the warm light poured through the veil, and the inky eyes looked at her who had fallen asleep, and the fingertips carefully and gently slid over her delicate eyebrows, nose and pink lips.
She was pregnant, and in her womb there was already a little life, his child, his child with Li'er.
His arrival was a complete accident, not only was it difficult for Li'er to accept, but he was also the same, he didn't know what to do, he was also hesitant. He never imagined that he would have children and that he would be a father one day.
But the word father is not good for him, even "hated", how can he be a good father!
What could he do with his current situation? What should he do, and what should he do with Li'er?
He is self-aware, his current power is not enough to compete with the old man, the reason why the old man didn't treat him is just to value his night slashing legion, and his prestige in the army, and use him to guard the territory for the old man and balance the forces of all parties, he still has use value. If he loses his position, the old man will kick him out of the way, and he will never recover.
How can he protect his Li'er and his children like this?
Child, his child, you didn't come at the right time......
After a night, Mu Li had accepted the fact that she was pregnant and calmed down. In the blink of an eye, she became a mother, before she was still a naΓ―ve little girl full of fantasies about the future, but now her identity has changed. Now that he has come into this world and become her child, a part of her, she will give birth to him well, love him well, and do what a mother should do.
This is her and Mo Liu's child, the first child, yesterday's surprise is unbelievably over, and the rest is joy, yes, joy.
This is the crystallization of her and her beloved, and it is the close connection between her and Mo Liu's blood.
Unconsciously, Mu Li's hand was already caressing his lower abdomen, and his heart was warm and soft. She has begun to unconsciously imagine what the child looks like, thinking about whether he is a man or a woman, thinking about whether he will look like herself or like Mo Liuyan in the future, he will be very good when he grows up in the future, and he is a child who makes both her and Mo Liuyan proud.
When Mo Liuyan woke up, he saw her smiling so gently, her eyes flashing, just looking at her quietly, silent.
As if sensing something, Mu Li raised his head and looked into his deep eyes, "I'm sorry, I was a little excited yesterday." β
"It was so unexpected and shocking at the time, I was a little embarrassed for a while, but now it's much better."
Mo Liuyan looked at her deeply, stroked her cheek, and asked quietly, "Do you like children very much?" β
"Also...... OK. Mu Li replied softly, her cheeks flushed, and her eyes showed a soft light.
Mo Liuyan said a sentence full of deep meaning paradoxically, "Well, I see. β
Mu Li raised her head and asked him in a soft voice, "What about you?" β
Mo Liuyan looked at her, "It's okay." β
Mu Li always felt that something was wrong, so she thought about it and said it directly, "Why do you think you are weird, you don't look very happy?" Don't you like children? β
Mo Liuyan smiled, hiding the gloom in his eyes, and rubbing Mu Li's heart, "Suddenly I have a child, I just can't believe it and don't fit in." Who doesn't love their children? β
Also!
Mu Li also thinks so, this is his child, how could he not like it, what is she thinking.
Mu Li was immersed in her thoughts again, and she didn't notice at all that Mo Liuyan's eyes had changed, and the darkness was like an abyss, and she couldn't see the bottom or the slightest bit of light.
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One day, Mo Liuyan wandered by the stove, arranging meals, and at the same time decocting a pair of medicines himself, doing it himself, staring at the casserole with a white mist gradually rising.
Mama Wang was surprised to see Mo Liuyan in the dining room, so she walked over and glanced at the medicine stove, her eyes shining slightly.
Mama Wang couldn't help frowning faintly, her eyes were full of complexity, and she had to whisper, "Your Highness, you have to think twice!" β
Mo Liuyan didn't seem to hear it, and still did what he was doing, without even the slightest hesitation.
Seeing that Mo Liuyan was indifferent, Mama Wang sighed secretly, shook her head and left.
Just then, a figure shook and quietly left.
In the Liuli Pavilion, Mu Li sat bored in front of the window, looking at the green shade outside the window in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.
Mo Liuyan pushed the door in, still holding a bowl in his hand, the bowl contained brown soup, Mo Liuyan put the bowl on the table, and then walked towards Mu Li.
"What are you looking at?"
A low magnetic voice came, pulling Mu Li's thoughts back, turning his head, his tone helpless, but with a smile, "I'm so bored, just look at the scenery outside the window or something." β
"I'm bored, I'll walk around with you in a few days."
Mu Li pouted, "Can't you go out of the mansion, stay in your palace all day, I'm about to suffocate to death." β
Mo Liuyan looked at her softly, "Okay, then I'll go out of the house with you to play." β
"Really?" Mu Li was excited, her eyes lit up, "You can't lie to me, right?" β
Mo Liuyan nodded her little nose, "I, Mo Liudi, have never lied. β
Mo Liu's big warm hand wrapped her hand and led her to the table to sit down.
Looking at the bowl on the table, Mu Li's eyes flashed slightly, and she looked up at Mo Liuyan sitting down beside her, and asked suspiciously, "What is this?" β
"Medicine." The thick eyelashes drooped slightly, covering the darkness in his eyes, and his voice was low, "Drink it, sleep well, wake up and all your troubles will disappear, I will take you out of the house to play, you can go wherever you want......"
Mu Li seemed to smell it curiously, and a strong smell of medicine came to her face, so bad that she covered her nose, and looked at Mo Liuyu pitifully, "It looks so bitter, can I not drink it?" β
"Good medicine is bitter." Mo Liu's attitude is very tough and uncompromising, and there seems to be no room for return.
He finally made up his mind, he didn't allow himself to have a slight soft-hearted heart in this matter, and this child couldn't stay.
I'm sorry, Li'er.
"In that case," Mu Li was helpless, shrugged her shoulders and tilted her head, "Then you feed me something, right?" β
Mo Liu's heart trembled for a moment, and his fingers curled up unconsciously, and then slowly released, "Okay." β
The medicine was all fried by him himself, so he simply did it to the end, and he ended it with his own hands, killed his child, and the spoon was steadily sent to Mu Li's lips, Mu Li smiled and opened her mouth.
Suddenly, the spoon was thrown back into the bowl, and Mo Liuyan got up in silence and picked up the bowl and left.
"Where are you going?"
Mo Liuyan's footsteps stopped, but he didn't look back, and dropped a sentence in a deep voice, "This medicine is really bitter, you don't have to drink it." In the blink of an eye, the man disappeared in the doorway.
Seeing Mo Liuyan go away, Mu Li breathed a sigh of relief, and her hanging heart also fell to the ground, caressing her lower abdomen, and smiled relaxedly.
Your father was reluctant to give you up in the end, and he wasn't so ruthless.
Abortion pills, she knew that something was wrong with Mo Liu, from the first time he knew that she was pregnant, he was very abnormal, she was very sensitive to his emotions, and she intuitively felt that he was not happy.
And she heard Dongmei say that she saw King Chen go to the dining room that he had never entered, and she guessed something.
It wasn't until he came to her with a bowl of medicine and said something vague to him that she was sure that the bowl was an abortion pill.
She was really scared just now, afraid that he would kill her child ruthlessly. If he did, she didn't know how to face him, she would never forgive him, and even hate him.
will make her heart close again with great difficulty, and she will never trust him in the slightest.
Thankfully he didn't, otherwise she ......
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Mo Liuyan sat quietly in the study alone, his eyes closed, pressed his eyebrows, wearing a dark robe, hidden in the darkness, lining him more mysterious, unfathomable, like a sleeping demon king who came to the world, the cold air was pervasive, enveloping the entire space.
In the end, he failed to do it, which means that he will have countless troubles in the future, and Li'er and children will become his scruples, and he will not be able to give up, and he will be attacked and coerced in the future, his weakness.
Seeing that Mu Li trusted him so much, was defenseless against him, liked this child so much, and was immersed in joy, his heart softened, and he couldn't do it anyway. He was afraid that it would be irreparable, he was afraid that Mu Li would be sad and sad, and he was even more afraid that she would be disappointed in him and live up to her trust.
The child, his child with Li'er, his first child.
He has come, he is a life, what right does he have to deprive a child of the right to come into this world, even if he is the father of the child.
He's also the father of the child.
Maybe he is more of a bargaining chip, a bargaining chip that can affect Mu Li.
He wasn't completely sure if Mu Li really loved him, if she would disappear from his world one day, and he was afraid that he would lose everything he had with her.
With a child, Mu Li has an inseparable connection with him, and she will always be tied to him. With the existence of the child, Mu Li will never leave him, even if Mu Li recovers his memory and remembers everything in the past in the future, it will be because of the child, their child, stay by his side, and no one can take Mu Li away from him in the future!
"Father" is such a familiar and unfamiliar title, so far away and unreal, can he be a good father......
I closed my eyes and slowly opened them, there were some cracks in my eyes, but my heart became more and more firm.
When Mo Liuyan made the final decision and returned to Liuli Pavilion, Mu Li was already asleep.
It turned out that drowsiness was due to pregnancy, and there were signs of it before, so he should have noticed it earlier, and he heard that it is very hard for women to get pregnant.