Chapter 176: Leaving the palace to relax
"What do you want to say?"
Seeing his earnest face, Changle couldn't bear to refuse him, so he had to stop, tilt his head, and look like he was listening.
Although her expression was very impatient, to be honest, she wanted to hear what Lu Changwei had to say, and she wanted to hear those words she liked.
"I..." she was willing, but Lu Changwei was nervous again, as long as he saw her, he was always speechless, or he stammered, and said something insincere, the first two days were the best example, no matter what today, he couldn't repeat the mistakes of the past.
"If you don't say anything, I'll go." Changle was deliberately scaring him, with a straight face, pretending to be angry.
"Don't go yet, I say." She frightened Lu Changwei and finally made him willing to tell the truth, "Actually, I came today for only one purpose, which is to apologize to you." ”
"For... Why? ”
Although he could guess why he did this, Changle was still surprised.
Did he just want to say sorry about that thing?
"On that day in the main hall, I shouldn't openly refuse the emperor's marriage, I shouldn't ignore your feelings, give up your face, I have also reflected for a long time these days, no matter what, I am ashamed of you, can you forgive me?"
A gentleman should be frank and open, since he has done something wrong, he should say sorry to Changle if he is reasonable.
As for whether she will forgive herself, that's just her business.
Lu Changwei didn't force it.
"Are you serious?"
The nose was sore, the eye circles were slowly reddening, and Changle's voice was trembling.
He said that he was ashamed of her, and it was good.
She thought that if she was wrong, she would be wrong, and Lu Changwei would not apologize, but she underestimated him, it turned out that he also knew that he was sorry for himself.
In fact, she didn't want much, and she was satisfied to hear him say this and understand her feelings.
"Yes." Lu Changwei nodded, extremely firm, "At this moment, no one will be more serious than me." ”
"Well, I forgive you." He said it very seriously, and Changle accepted it even more happily, "That incident is as if it never happened, and you and I don't need to mention it again in the future." ”
Embarrassing things, chagrinful things, and guilty things should go away with the wind and should not be mentioned again.
If you let others go, you will also let go of yourself.
Just like a withered flower, power does not exist in the beginning.
"Changle, thank you for your generosity."
Lu Changwei's eyes sparkled, with excitement and gratitude.
He knew that Changle would definitely forgive him.
I was able to get her understanding, and the big stone that pressed on my heart was finally able to move away.
But... Things shouldn't end here, he still has some words, and he forgot to show Changle that these words are very important and should let her know that if she doesn't say them now, she won't have a chance in the future.
"Changle, I..."
But he overestimated himself, and as usual, his words were strangled in the cradle before he could say them.
His lips lifted and lifted, he looked at her several times, and he wanted to speak and stopped, that sentence I like you, but I can't say it.
It was as if a thorn had stuck in his throat, and he couldn't speak.
In fact, he is cowardly.
"What are you going to say?" Changle asked expectantly.
Was it the phrase she wanted?
"No... It's nothing. Lu Changwei shook his head, but he didn't say anything, "When you practice martial arts in the future, be careful, the sword doesn't have eyes,
Beware of hurting you. ”
"I'm measured, don't worry about you."
Changle lowered his head, his words were much more indifferent, and his eyes slowly dimmed, not as attentive as just now.
After all, she will be wrong and understand the wrong spirit.
Lu Changwei didn't want to show his intentions, he only regarded her as a friend, just like what he said in the hall that day.
There is no mistake, but it is ruthless.
She should have known that this was the case, how could she be full of hope in him again because of his apology, mistakenly thinking that he loved her, so stupid and whimsical.
Taking a deep breath, she told herself in her heart that if she didn't like it, she didn't like it, how could she force it?
It's time to wake up from this spring and autumn dream.
"I heard that you want to be a female general, you practice so hard, over time, you will definitely be able to be a majestic general, I believe you."
Seeing that she was a little depressed, Lu Changwei hurriedly encouraged her with a smile and supported her.
But hearing this, Changle was not happy at all, but just pulled the corners of his mouth and perfunctory, "Thank you." ”
"No... You are welcome. ”
Lu Changwei rubbed his head, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassing for a while.
The two looked at each other, speechless for a while, just looked at each other silently, and finally Changle broke the atmosphere, "If there is nothing to do, I'll go first?" ”
She knew that Lu Changwei couldn't say the answer she really wanted to hear, since this was the case, the two didn't have to meet again, so as not to see too much and be worried.
"Okay." Lu Changwei nodded, but remained silent.
What he can't do, why should he say more, he doesn't want to hurt Changle's heart again.
After saluting him, Changle turned around and left, but when he turned around, tears also fell.
The boy who filled her with joy, sincere love, and eyes full of him still completely broke her heart.
She has been with him all her life, so she has no chance.
When such a thing happened, she didn't blame him, after all, emotional matters can't be forced, and only the will of God is to blame for making people, so that they experienced life and death together, but they didn't let each other like each other.
How can words express the taste?
Maybe in her lifetime, this is the last time she sees Lu Changwei, no matter what happens in the future, she hopes that he will be kind, have a safe life, and a bright future.
In this way, it can be regarded as living up to the meeting.
Her back is obviously so free and easy, chic, but for some reason, Lu Changwei feels extremely sad, he used the most gentle words to create the current situation, how can he feel good in his heart?
He has no thoughts about it now, but wishes that Changle will be free from disasters and difficulties in this life, and be happy and happy.
The most important thing is to find a lover and fulfill her wishful thinking.
And he... It doesn't matter.
The two of them only wanted to be okay with each other, but instead of going to one place, they went in opposite directions, drifting apart.
I don't know if it is providential, or is it fateless?
………
"Brother Huang, I have something to ask for."
Changle came to Xuande Hall in despair, along the way, she also thought a lot, and knew what she should do, and now she only hopes that Tuoba Truss can be fulfilled.
"What?"
Faced with her sudden appearance, Tuoba Truss was surprised, now she should stay with Lu Changwei like glue, or come to him in pairs,
asked for his marriage, but neither happened, and he couldn't help but be confused.
"I want to get out of the palace." Changle raised his head, with a resolute face, and his eyes that were smiling in the past were now full of sadness, "I want to scatter my heart." ”
Inside the palace, there are memories of her and Lu Changwei everywhere, those little by little, laughter and laughter, all over the city, every place she goes, is a self-poke scar, so that she can never forget the past, immersed in the past, will only harm herself.
She doesn't want to feel sorry for herself, self-pity, like a resentful woman, she wants to get out of this predicament, the only feasible way is to leave the palace, maybe the strange world outside the palace can make her forget all her troubles.
"What's going on?" Seeing her like this, Tuoba Truss also began to get anxious, "Who bullied you?" ”
"No one bullied me." Changle shook his head, not wanting to blame Lu Changwei for this matter, "I suddenly wanted to go out." ”
"How is that possible!" Although she deceived herself, she couldn't hide Tuoba Truss's eyes, "Did Lu Changwei say something that made you sad?" ”
Changle is lively by nature, she is an optimist, and there are few things that can affect her emotions, and the only person who has this possibility is Lu Changwei, so he can conclude that this matter has nothing to do with Lu Changwei.
It's just good, why did it change like this?
His wooden head, perhaps inadvertently, said something that made Changle feel heartbroken.
It's a piece of wood, and it's not open at all.
"Not really." Changle defended, "He just came to apologize to me, he didn't say anything, Brother Huang, don't guess." ”
It was because she only apologized that she was sad.
Aside from being sorry, he probably couldn't say much more to her.
Tuoba Truss looked surprised, "I only said I'm sorry?" ”
"What else could he say? Say he likes me! ”
Don't say this sentence is Lu Changwei, she doesn't believe it herself, she has been rejected by him once, why should she deceive herself, it will only make her more pathetic.
"And what do you think?" Tuoba asked, "How do you want to face him in the future?" ”
Regarding that matter, since Lu Changwei didn't say it, he naturally had his reasoning, and Tuoba Huan was inconvenient to talk more, lest in the end, if he didn't have that meaning, Changle would be embarrassed.
It is not appropriate for anyone to say except the parties.
Since he chose to swallow the words back into his stomach, he probably didn't like it.
"I don't want to see him." Changle said, his attitude was very decisive, "If you have to meet, then be a friend, and I will slowly let go of his affairs." ”
A gentleman should be able to afford to put it down, if he has been holding on to it, what kind of husband is it?
Although Changle is a weak woman, she will be a general in the future, so she naturally has to be as free and easy as a man.
There are many things that she will learn to let go of and never pick up again.
"You can think like this, and the royal brother is also very pleased." As long as she can be happy and do anything, Tuoba Truss will support her,
"Then go out of the palace, it's good to go for a walk, now the palace is lively, you bring more money and go out again, so that you can meet your favorite objects, and you can buy them back, and make you a companion in the palace."
"Thank you, Brother Huang."
Changle showed a little smile on his face, and he was rarely happy.
"But there's one thing." Tuoba said, "Don't go to Changge." ”
Changle is safe, but Li Changge is not safe, and the outside of the palace is dangerous for her. 2k reading web