If life is only as it first saw Chapter 19 False blame turns into sincerity
Mo Liuyan pursed his lips and did not answer, but his eyes were a little darker.
No one knew what he was thinking, and time seemed to freeze at this moment.
After a long time, Mo Liu's deep, deep and magnetic voice sounded again, "Heavy or?" ”
"So, you mean you won't marry me." Although he had expected it, he was still uncomfortable in his heart, and Mu Li replied in a relaxed tone.
Mo Liuyan did not deny it, Mu Li's heart sank, and said with a smile: "Then you are too domineering, you can't marry me, and you don't allow me to marry someone else and find my own happiness." ”
"If you want me to be your woman, but you can't marry me, why should I promise you?"
"Do you mind?" Mo Liuyan said lightly.
"Naturally!" The smile on Mu Li's face was put away inch by inch, and he replied seriously.
"I can give you anything, and I have all the power to be my wife, except for ......," said Moliu, who paused.
Mu Li continued for him, lightly swept his eyebrows, and his tone was careless: "It's just that you can't marry me." ”
"Yes and no." ”
Mu Li raised her eyebrows and motioned for Mo Liuyu to continue.
"Regardless of your identity for the time being, if I marry you, you will not only face open guns and arrows, but also unpredictable dangers, which you cannot bear! Be my woman, you can enjoy everything, no one can hurt you, but you don't have the status of a wife! ”
Marry her? One day he will marry her! When one day he has greater power and fearlessness, when he becomes the lord of this heavenly glass, he will marry her.
Mu Li nodded plausibly and chuckled: "Since I can't bear it, why don't you let it go, wouldn't that be better!" ”
"But I don't want to let go at all!" Mo Liu's eyes darkened, and his voice sank a little.
"Who are you?" Mu Li asked him again who he was.
"Ye Wuxian." Mo Liuyan looked at her deeply and replied.
"You know what I'm asking." Mu Li stubbornly insisted on asking an answer, who was he.
Mo Liuyan opened his lips again, his voice was ethereal, and his eyes drifted away: "In Ziyang Valley, I am Ye Wuxian, and I am just Ye Wuxian." ”
While Mu Li felt lost, there was also a trace of distress.
What the hell has he experienced, he is lonely and gloomy, he must have carried a lot of things that ordinary people can't bear alone.
Mu Li was still immersed in her thoughts, and the murky voice in her ears came again, "I'll tell you sooner or later, but it's not the time yet." ”
Is this his reply?
For a long time, Mu Li clenched his fists slightly, as if he had made a lot of determination, raised his eyes to look at him, and said as calmly as possible: "Reason? ”
Murray looked at her suspiciously, unsure of what she was referring to.
Mu Li's eyes looked straight at him and explained, "Give me a reason, a reason that can make me agree and be your woman." ”
Mo Liuyan was silent, as if he was thinking, and he didn't seem to know how to answer.
After all, in his opinion, Mu Li is a different person, nothing can stay in her eyes, and she is not uncommon in power and wealth.
A reason, what reason can make her stay for him, can make a woman give you no name and no point!
Yes, he admitted, she has a lot of weight in his heart, in front of her he often loses control, can't help but get close to her, and in the days without her, he feels very empty in his heart, his mind is full of her shadow, with her, he will smile, relax at ease, will forget all his troubles and sorrows, he is happy like never before, true happiness.
She was so beautiful and clean, and his life was bleak, what reason did he have for her. What can he give her? He himself was already in filth, so why should he pull her down?
But let him go, he can't do it! Yes, he's selfish, but he really can't let go.
Mo Liuyan's silence made Mu Li feel very bottomless, at this time she didn't really understand him, she couldn't understand his entanglement.
At this time, as long as he says a word and has a sincere heart, she will not hesitate, as long as he says to her: "Do you love me?" ”
Before he could answer, Mu Li was afraid that he wouldn't understand what she was asking, and added, "It's not love, it's love!" Ye Wuxian, do you love me? Mu Li looked at him seriously, for a moment, she was afraid of missing his every expression, and she was worried and a little expectant.
However, time froze again, and she was answered by his silence once again.
Mu Li waited for a long time, but didn't wait for his answer, only to see that his eyes were more deep and elusive, Mu Li's heart gradually sank, and a little loss was revealed between her eyebrows, and she couldn't help but feel a little annoyed.
He said that he wanted her, and he was silent, watching him not act or speak, she was about to go berserk, is it so difficult to say that she loves her! She wanted to beat him up!
"Ye Wuxian, you speak!" Mu Li couldn't help but speak, her voice mixed with a hint of anger.
"I don't know." The ink flowed and sank.
Suppressing her anger, Mu Li asked rhetorically: "I don't know? ”
He could see that she was angry, but he really didn't know, he didn't know what his feelings were for her, he didn't know if it was love.
He didn't want to cheat on her, even if he could get what he wanted, even if this vague emotion might really be love, but until he was uncertain, he wouldn't easily say that he loved someone. No matter how bad he is, he will not say that he loves her to achieve his goals, he disdains.
"I don't know, I don't know what love is. Love is a luxury for me, I don't know love, and I don't need love! Feelings are the most ethereal and useless thing in this world. ”
Only power is real, it is one's own, and it will never turn its back on him.
More than ten years of life experience has taught him that the only person he can trust is himself, and the only person he can rely on is himself. What affection, what love, he doesn't need. If he has feelings, then he will have a weakness, and there will be a possibility of being hurt, and he will not allow it.
Now he doesn't know if Mu Li is his weakness, but it is undeniable that she is a special existence in his heart. He selfishly wanted her to accompany him, to be with him, not just for three years, but for a lifetime.
"The most ethereal? The most useless? Should I thank you for your candor! Mu Li was angry and asked, "You can't marry me, you can't promise me, you don't even tell me your true identity, you don't even love me, why do you let me be with you!" Then why do you want me to be your woman! ”
She didn't know what he thought, she didn't know his past, she couldn't empathize with him, but unlike him, she believed in feelings, believed in love, what she wanted was a pure love, two feelings that were pleasing to each other, and not mixed with any worldly smoke and pure love.
She didn't understand why he was so entangled in something that was so simple.
"Because it doesn't ...... I don't want to be separated from you! "Mo Liu's eyes are getting deeper and deeper, as if they are bottomless, like a whirlpool that leads people to fall deep, and they can't extricate themselves.
The word reluctance made her heart warm up again, in fact, it was as simple as that, as long as he said a word, all she wanted was his true heart and his heart to love her.
Whether it is Mu Li now or in the future, as long as he has a sincere heart, as long as he loves her, he can touch her heart.
"Ye Wuxian, let me tell you, all I want is a true feeling. You love me, I can give up everything for you, and follow you willingly, without regrets. If you don't love me, and you won't love me, don't provoke me. If you don't have to pay for it, I'd rather not. Mu Li looked straight at him, word by word.
Mo Liuyan froze, her deep gaze swirled on her face, like an eternal night, her eyes followed her movements, falling into a galaxy, Mu Li stepped forward and shook his hand, "Ye Wuxian, I'm waiting for you to marry me!" ”
In an instant, time froze again at this moment, the room was silent, the eyes were facing each other, only the heartbeat of two people was in their ears, and even their breathing became light and almost inaudible.
After saying this, Mu Li's ears were red, and the red ones were dripping blood.
She was a woman after all, and she wanted to bite her tongue off, and she didn't know how she could say such a thing in front of him.
She couldn't regret it, she didn't understand why things turned out like this, obviously to cover up her weakness, question him, and then scold him, but now it has become a ......
What's going on with her? She didn't know how to end it.
And this atmosphere also made her whole heart like duckweed, floating and sinking with no place to return.
It's over, what should she do? Mu Li, Mu Li, what should I say about you, you have dug a pit for yourself!
No, before he can react, hurry up!
Mu Li slowly let go of his hand, trying to remain calm: "Think about it!" ”
Turning around to run away, she was grabbed by the ink stream as soon as her arm was heavy.
Mu Li's heart was miserable, she gritted her teeth, turned around and pretended to be calm, and looked at him with eyes that she thought were sincere.
The ink flow is deep in color, dark as ink, deep as a pool, no waves and like a whirlpool, making people drown and suffocating, Mu Li is unconsciously trapped.
For a long time, a deep voice overflowed from the corners of his mouth: "Good! ”
A simple word is not easy for Mo Liudi, and at the same time, it also blinds Mu Li.
She looked at him in a daze, unresponsive for a moment.
"You...... What do you say?" Mu Li opened her mouth in disbelief, her heart seemed to stop beating at this moment, and she seemed to be waiting for the final verdict.
"Since this is what you want, then I will do what you want." Mo Liuyan said calmly, "I will learn to love you!" ”
What did she hear, wow, it's over, she must be sick, her face is so hot.
Mu Li pretended to be calm, "Got it." ”
Only she knows how fast her heart is beating.
Mu Li, Mu Li, you are so cute.
Mo Liuyan couldn't help but smile secretly, and couldn't help but remind in a low voice, "Is it shy to be so red?" ”
"Nonsense, I didn't!" Mu Li retorted loudly, but her hand touched her face uncontrollably.
Sick, she must be sick, she can't stay here, go, hurry up!
Mu Li was just about to leave, but he was dragged by Mo Liuyan, "Where did the momentum go just now, didn't you just be justified and asked me in a convincing manner, why?" What about your ambitions? Why, now that I'm at your request, you're like this, and you're cowardly? ”