"You said you were leaving, I let go of my clenched hand, and sent you away with tears on my back, and then, I wiped the tears from my face, and I knew that now, even if I cried and broke my bowels, you would no longer coax me and tell me not to cry. ”

"Actually, I really cherish the time I have spent with you, that year, I was very happy, that diary was written for you, my life, your shadow everywhere, why, you left when I wanted to give everything..."

"Remember, my dear, the days we were together, those days, we were so happy, I thought we could be like this forever... I was so naïve...

”

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Lin Xiying, an unknown girl, has no characteristics that others don't have, she only has a good friend in this city, and only that person can rely on, but now... He's leaving, and no matter how hard he tries to keep him, he can't keep him going.

That day, he told her that he was leaving, that he liked someone else, that he had betrayed her, and listening to what he said, she smiled coldly, which was a long time ago.

It's not that she's dull, it's not, she's pretending to be stupid, it's that she's pretending to be nothing, stupidly waiting for him to leave, and then, tears fell, she thought that she had directed the breakup scene countless times in her mind, and when it was really staged, she still couldn't hold back her tears.

She has no memory of how she turned around that day, how she got in the car, how she left his world, she only remembers, tears blurred her eyes, she was lost in the city...

The night was so quiet, so quiet that even the sound of heartbreak was so clear.

Lin Xiying looked at the diaries, those were the words she wrote for their relationship after he left... She once thought that tears could save the heart of leaving, but the fact is that she was ignored by him, and his confession to her was just to run wild towards her...

Her heart hurts, it hurts, during class, she looks at the scenery in the distance, everything in her ears, she can't hear it anymore, she just sits quietly like that, and then, tears fall quietly, "It hurts, it hurts..." She said to herself.

A week after he left, thinking of the past, she was sad to die, she thought that he would have a little memory, she thought, all the time shedding tears, he would come back, back to her, and then, the story of him and her can continue, just like the lyrics say: You and I have just the right fate, and you won't be disturbed by others...

Every time she listened to this song, she would cry for a long time, cry and cry, and then fall into a deep sleep, into that dream, the dream that followed her from an unknown time.

There was only fog in the dream, a large area of fog covering her eyes, and there was a faint sound in the distance, as if following the wind from the distant sky... She wanted to see ahead and around her, but she couldn't see clearly.

How many times in her dreams, she ran as hard as she could, trying to get closer to the place where the sound came from, but she found that she couldn't get close to that place at all, and sometimes, when she got closer, she felt farther away... Then, she was forced back to reality by the sun.

Now she doesn't have the extra strength to think about so many things, let alone dreams...

She writes on her blog, "Forget the past, and then, face the future with a smile, leave a place for the heart, let it have a seat to accept the next person...

"And then start the life of a person...