365: It doesn't move
Nalan Jinxiu had a trace of reluctance in her heart, with a light pain. She put her hands on it, hoping it could feel that she was there for it. Maybe she had cried too much just now, and now she feels that her eyes are very sour, but there is not a single tear left.
She suddenly thought of her previous life, she had worshiped so many temples, but she had not been able to worship a child. This life, in fact, is also bumpy, how many times have I struggled back on the edge of life and death. She felt that God was unfair, otherwise, why did so many misfortunes always come to her?
She once worshipped her mother in Yunshui Zen, and thought that she had married someone who could protect her life, and after pregnancy, she felt that her life should be complete. Who knew that in the end, it was a bamboo basket that was empty? Perhaps, when she died, she died, and she should not live this life again.
When Ji Hongye walked up to her, she glanced up at him, and then slowly turned away. She didn't know that it was such a glance without emotional fluctuations that made Ji Hongye's heart, which had already calmed down, start to feel uncomfortable again.
He was a very intelligent person, and he could read a lot from the look in her eyes alone. She used to look at him with affection in her eyes, even if it was a very ordinary glance, it was calm at the beginning, and with a faint smile in the later stage.
And at that glance just now, except for depression and indifference, there was only no life left. This kind of look should only be seen in the kind of person who is dying. What does this mean, a person's mind is as calm as the Dead Sea, and it is completely undisturbed.
He controlled his hand, hoping it wouldn't tremble anymore. He felt that he was useless, no matter what outsiders thought of him, how much they boasted about him, no matter what he had achieved, no matter how much aura he had, this moment became useless.
"You, what's wrong with you?" his hand eventually landed on her forehead, and he tried to test her temperature.
Nalan Jinxiu's expression was very calm, she didn't wave his hand away, and she didn't question him hysterically. She just shifted Mu Ran's gaze to him, and then said very mechanically: "It's like it hasn't moved for a long time." ”
Ji Hongye's eyes suddenly became sour, and he wanted to say a few words to comfort her, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so that he couldn't utter a word. He stared at her intently, reluctant to leave for a moment.
Nalan Jinxiu took her hand out of the quilt, and then put her hand on her forehead. With his hand, he slowly came to his abdomen, and asked him very calmly: "Third brother, can you feel it not moving?"
At the moment when she held it, Ji Hongye felt a piercing coldness, as if he was holding his hand by an ice cube. Then the cold hand led him to her abdomen again.
He looked down and saw that her belly was really big, and it looked glaring on her slender body. Why could such a delicate person bear such a weight? He found that it had only been a month, but her belly was much larger than before.
A special feeling of regret suddenly appeared in his heart. This emotion corroded his calmness and sanity, giving him a feeling that he was about to be overwhelmed. He felt as if he had done something wrong, should he not have been angry with her before, he should have made it clear to her.
If she still refuses to say, then he will keep asking until she tells the truth. Before, he had already concluded in his heart that the person who shared the bed with him must have different intentions, and it was very likely that she was not Xu Jinsheng.
This realization pushed his emotions to the highest point, almost the end of the crossbow. At this moment, he felt that he was too rational in handling it, and he should follow his heart and let her explain it as soon as possible.
Maybe everyone will have a lot of children, at least in his cognition, the men around him have a lot of children. He has never forced the heir, and subconsciously he thinks it doesn't matter whether he has it or not. It's one thing to think, it's another thing to really lose it.
What he regrets most now is that he couldn't stay by her side, couldn't see her change little by little, and couldn't accompany her through the most difficult times. His hand stopped there motionless, and as she said, there was really no movement here.
Nalan Jinxiu waited for a long time and didn't see him answer, she attached her hand to the back of his hand again, and then slowly took his hand away. Her eyes stayed on her abdomen, and she didn't know what was going on in her head, and she didn't feel anything other than confusion.
"Ah Jin, how are you feeling now?"
Nalan Jinxiu didn't reply, and directly ignored it.
In fact, when his hand was taken away, Ji Hongye realized one thing, if this child was safe, it would be fine, if there was really a mistake, she and he would definitely be doomed. There was no way she could forgive him. And he couldn't help but ask himself, if that's the case, does it really matter who she is, what purpose she approached him with?
Time is stretched indefinitely, and every moment becomes very difficult. Ji Hongye watched her gradually lose her mind, and her eyes, which were usually as bright as stars, gradually lost their brilliance, until she finally closed her eyes lightly.
"Hasn't Dr. Sun been invited yet?" Ji Hongye hugged the fainted man to his chest, and his voice became very anxious, even a little hysterical.
The subordinates had never seen him like this, and they were flustered for a while, and no one answered after he asked for a long time. Ji Hongye felt that he was now like a string, which was already very tight, and it would break if he was careless.
"Send someone to pick it up, if there is any obstacle or special circumstances on the way, immediately go outside the city to ask for Dr. Su. Send another team of people to Dr. Ji to see if he has returned!"
When everyone saw that the third master said so many words in one breath, and every word was like a knife, they finally recovered from the shock, and they didn't dare to delay any longer, so they went out to run errands at a trot.
The house was empty all of a sudden, only Mo Yan and Mo Yu remained, and there were a few little girls who were very young and usually did some yard work outside. One by one, they didn't dare to raise their heads, or even gasp loudly. Almost everyone knows very well that if something happens to Mrs. this time, if the baby can't be saved, many people may be implicated.
Ji Hongye put Nalan Jinxiu away, pulled the quilt up for her again, and finally held her hand in the palm of his hand. His hands were warm, and hers was still as cold as ice, and he put both of her hands in the palm of his hand and breathed slowly, and kept rubbing them, hoping that she would warm up as soon as possible.
But no matter how hard he tried, her hands were still icy. He thought of it again when she was in Yunshui Zen Heart, in order to relieve him of Gu, her body was either cold or hot, and she suffered so much in the alternation of cold and heat.
He finally realized a very real problem, no matter what purpose she approached him, in the end, she also wanted him well. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been stabbed for him a long time ago, and the long scar on his back has not faded away.
If she did that before, it was to let him let go of his guard and accept her smoothly. That time in Yunshui Zen Heart, she must have embraced the heart of life and death. It was so dangerous, if she didn't really love him, she wouldn't have had the courage to do it.
He felt that the most wrong thing he had done in his life was to imprison her in Jinyuan. He thought that if he could turn back time, he would not be doing that. Even if one day she would really threaten him, or even kill him, he would admit it.
It's just that she likes someone, what dare she not admit? It's just fame and fortune, power and status, what can't she let go? If she really wants him to lose this, then he will give it to her.
He lowered his head to kiss him on the cheek, it was still cold, which made him unable to hide his anger, he turned back to Mo Yan Mo and said, "This is how you serve people?
Mo Yan Mo Yu is actually very innocent, at this time, it is only not long in autumn, and the weather is not so cold. Madame is now covered with this quilt of the most moderate thickness, neither cold nor hot.
They were all in a hurry just now, and they didn't take into account the temperature of their wife for a while, and now they didn't dare to refute the accusations, so they only used the fastest speed to rummage through the thicker quilt.
Ji Hongye put the new quilt brought by Mo Yan on Nalan Jinxiu's body again. He looked down at her for a moment, and noticed a thin layer of sweat on her forehead. He thought that these two quilts should be too hot to cover his body, so he pulled out the thinner layer and threw it on the ground.
He has always been a handsome son in the eyes of outsiders, always gentle and elegant to others, and rarely even reprimands people. He had never done anything so rude in his life.
The people in the room looked at each other, and no one dared to say anything. Mo Yan Mo Yu is a little older, and he has seen a big scene again, the two of them lowered their heads, and slowly stepped forward to pick up the quilt and take it aside.
Then let the little girls in the house all withdraw, leaving only the two of them to guard the screen, so that they would not disturb the master. When the master needed it, they were quick to arrive.
Ji Hongye wiped the cold sweat on his forehead with a handkerchief for Nalan Jinxiu, he didn't understand why a person could be cold like this, this kind of body temperature was not like a living person.
After so long after marriage, he always felt that her body temperature was lower than that of ordinary people, especially now, the cold is frightening. He placed his handkerchief on the case beside the bed, holding one of her hands warmly, and he didn't want to give up, even if it was in vain.
Just look at her quietly. Her breathing was calm, shallow, just like when she was asleep, but he knew she wasn't asleep......