‖Volume II, Chapter 26‖ What is loved?

"Shanxi, you obviously don't even know what love is." Liang Chen looked at her with pity, "It's just acting on orders, for you, taking care of me is just a task, how can you love or not?" ”

"Brother Chen, isn't my heart obvious enough?" Shanxi was stunned for a long time, almost grabbed the hem of his clothes and lay under his skirt in a kneeling position, "Why doesn't my brother believe it, I love you sincerely......"

"No matter how much you love me, it's impossible. I told you that night that you were obsessed. He stepped back, looking away, "Why don't you try to love others when you think you have a heart?" There are so many men in the world, and why do you waste so much time with me? ”

It was Xue Qingyu who came to help her up. Shanxi got up with her hands and took a few steps back, with a miserable smile in her eyes: "But for me, being here in Brother Chen will never be considered empty." ”

Brother Chen also forgot that I am not a human being, I am a puppet. Although he has no heart, he has already jumped out of the five elements and lives with the sun and the moon of heaven and earth. It's just that I have identified you in this life, so for you, it doesn't matter how much time you "waste".

The butterfly was deeply disturbed by the ups and downs, and kept fluttering in the glass cup. The people around were a little anxious, but they didn't dare to speak because the master of this farce was Liang Chen.

"Shanxi, I start with friends and end with friends." Liang Chen pinched his eyebrows, for fear that she would smash the glass cup, so he said in a good voice, "Obedient, let's put the glass cup down first, okay?" ”

Shanxi turned his back and hid the glass cup behind him: "Brother Chen, I just need your words...... Do you love me or not? ”

"I really don't feel anything about you, so please let go of this fate." Liang Chen didn't want to give her room for fantasy, so he simply clenched his fists and said such a hurtful sentence in the surprise of the people around him, "I won't lie to you, because we are friends, naturally, and just friends." ”

"Liang Chen, you don't let Ah Yan live!" Li Hecen said urgently.

Liang Chen glanced at him faintly. For Liang Chen, giving is giving up, and joining is combining. He shouldn't deprive Shanxi of her desire for the truth, even if she is holding Ah Yan's life in her hands. He didn't know much about her, but he didn't think she would hurt her.

This time, he gambled on her kindness.

"Impossible...... Then why are you different to me than you are to other servants? And the same is true for me by others? Shanxi's eyes widened, trying to see a hint of dodge and guilt in his eyes.

It's a pity that it's just a wasted effort.

There was a frank look in her eyes, and what she was hearing was not nonsense.

"Then why do you want to tell me, you are really not afraid that I will break this glass cup and injure the Soul Gathering Butterfly, so that Tang Yan's soul will be scattered?"

Liang Chen sighed: "I said, you are my friend." ”

So I'm not going to lie to you.

"Then why do I take precedence over all the servants?" Her lips trembled with overexcitement, and tears kept sliding down her cheeks, fainting on the ground and becoming a brilliant epiphany.

"Because you are wearing the skin of Ah Yan, no matter who you are, you must always have some respect when you see you." Xue Qingyu preemptively replied to Liang Chen, "Shanxi, put down the glass cup, we can still do the same as before, but if you smash this glass cup, hurt the soul gathering butterfly, and let Ah Yan's soul fly away, you will not be as simple as apologizing with death." ”

Shanxi's hands trembled a little: "You are all lying to me, I am obviously a living person, why do you say that I am a puppet and that I have no heart......?" "That heart is in my chest, beating with great enthusiasm! They can't hear it, but they can hear it.

"I don't know what Ah Yan looks like, but I know that the person I love is Brother Chen! You don't understand, you never understand, why do you have to kill me! Her eyes were red, and tears were dripping downward.

"How can anyone kill you? We just don't want to let you go astray. Xue Qingyu slowly paced in front of Shanxi and said with pity, "Shanxi, Prince Liang and his sweetheart are really in love. If you really cherish him and love him, you should let him go at this time. ”

Shanxi shook his head, and pointed a free hand at Li Hecen and said, "You just stand and talk without backache...... If Master Li has a new love, how should Miss Xue be self-reliant? ”

"If that new love can compare to me and take good care of him, then I will let it go." Xue Qingyu's face remained unchanged, and he said, "Why not be the beauty of adults?" Since Prince Liang's position is already so clear, why do you have to fight to break the net, so that there is no chance of reconciliation in the end? ”

Her words have already given Shanxi a step down. The girl's eyes were hazy, and she wanted to speak: "But ......"

"But there are many things in this world that you and I can't control." Xue Qingyu said with pity, "It's like Liang Chen loves Ah Yan, like you're destined to be a puppet." ”

"Because I'm a puppet, am I destined not to love him?" Shanxi asked her stupidly, barely piecing together a sentence in a fragmentary voice, "If I were a human being, I would be another Tang Yan, would Brother Chen also love me...... ”

Xue Qingyu ignored Li Hecen's obstruction, slowly walked towards her, and then gently hugged her: "Shanxi, some things are doomed, and it is impossible to disobey the destiny of heaven." ”

"Why can't you change your life against the sky?" Shanxi whimpered intermittently, "I'm not reconciled to ......"

Xue Qingyu frowned. After thinking for a while, she held Shanxi's hand tightly, and said word by word: "I know you are unwilling, but if you let Ah Yan's soul fly away, who will be willing??" Shanxi, Ah Yan is important to us, but we can't lose you! ”

Shanxi was stunned and didn't answer for a long time.

"Because Prince Liang likes Ah Yan, you are his friend, he will not coax you, so he will tell you the truth." She let go of her hand, and looked at Shanxi, but there was a faint sadness in her eyes, "Actually, a lot of likes don't necessarily have to be together." ”

Shanxi was surprised for a long time in a low voice, and finally asked, "Why?" ”

She is not a human being, and she doesn't understand the so-called love after all.

"For no reason, sometimes, love is really a very suspenseful thing." Xue Qingyu smiled, "Zhong Yu, loyal, sincere, finally." ”

"What if I'm going to drop this glass today?" Shanxi's smile was a little fragmented, "I'm already cornered, am I?" ”

"Where can you be cornered! If you don't like this skin, we'll help you get it. But don't hurt Ah Yan here, okay? She's just a poor wretch, so why bother? Xue Qingyu was afraid that she would smash the glass cup with a shudder, so she hurriedly got up and held her hand holding the glass cup.

There was no temperature in that hand, but the owner of that hand gave all the temperature to Liang Chen. Her heart was made of cotton, linen and silk, which should not have been hot, but it was burned by love.

Xue Qingyu suddenly understood her mind in an instant. Shanxi loves Liang Chen, it is love at first sight. So she began to carefully pretend to be Tang Yan to please Liang Chen, and fantasized for countless days and nights that she could tie the knot with Liang Chen one day.

But no, no matter how much similarity she has with Tang Yan, Liang Chen's heart will always be in the sea. When she realized this, she would stop at nothing to get her hands on the unattainable star.

But she seems to have forgotten that silkworms are born on leaves, and often cocoons bind themselves; Cotton and linen grow in the soil, often stormy. The two have long been intertwined, destined for the direction of her life. Her existence is Ye Xuanyan's stand-in, and she is a puppet destined not to be favored.

Xue Qingyu quietly stroked her hand: "Shanxi, make a decision." Whether it is right or wrong, it is better not to extinguish your conscience. ”

"Do I have room to start all over now?" She looked at the girl in front of her with teary eyes.

"Yes, of course. We'll all be friends for life, won't we? Xue Qingyu smiled lightly, and tears flashed in her eyes, "Shanxi, I know you are unwilling." ”

Shanxi's eyes were red, and his dangling hand was lowered. The glass cup fell into Xue Qingyu's hands, and the smile she let out was heartbreaking: "Thank you, Miss Xue." This time I overstepped the norm. ”

"Why do you overstep, everyone just thought you were joking." Xue Qingyu put the glass jar back in place and gently straightened the temples.

"It's just that I have a petition." Shanxi raised his eyes and stared at Liang Chen's eyes, "I want to go and see Tang Yan, just once." ”

"Why?" Liang Chen frowned, not understanding her behavior.

Shanxi smiled, hurriedly wiped away the dripping tears with his hand, then raised his head, and said sadly: "I just want to see what the person who can make you fall in love so much, and I want to know...... How am I inferior to her? ”

No one knows what kind of mood she is in right now. Laughter is indescribable relief, and crying is unwilling desolation.

"Okay." After a long time, Liang Chen said lightly.

"Thank you...... Prince Liang. "This red-clothed girl with Tang Yan's appearance chose to kneel down according to court etiquette for the first time. Lying at his feet like this, he didn't even have the courage to glance at his shoes.

Such a proud girl still chooses to kneel at the feet of fate.

Later, she gradually realized that many things could not be asked for by wishful thinking. It turns out that many times, they are already shemales.

She doesn't like to wear red clothes, just because Tang Yan likes it, she often wears it in front of his eyes. She was impetuous and reluctant to play the piano, but she often went to the workshop to learn art for him. She was incompatible with Tang Yan, but she was willing to change everything she had for the sake of her sweetheart.

He created her, but he didn't understand her.

Actually, she was wrong. True love doesn't die because of preferences at all, but she hasn't figured it out.

Maybe some things have long been destined in the dark that this wishful love will end in tragedy.