Chapter 192: Turning Back is the Shore
"Come back with me."
His voice seemed to be wrinkled by the cold wind, and he sounded a little hoarse.
"I can't go back for a while, and I don't have the shame to go back!"
Zhang Jingchun stood at the mouth of the cliff and said in a choked voice, the monk's robe was blown by the strong wind.
He knew that the trouble he had caused this time was not trivial, what he stole was incense money, the hard-earned money of the people, and their piety from the heart! The refugees in the cave and the people under the mountain will not forgive him! From the moment he told the truth, he was ready to endure the accusations of thousands of people and the stench for thousands of years.
"You have to go back!"
She shouted sternly, then took the Floating Order from her bosom and held it up to him to continue.
"What did you do if you dropped the Floating Order? Are you going to give up the entire Jinming Temple? Are you going to let your master die blindly! Don't forget that you promised me that from now on, you will keep Jinming Temple! Don't forget what your master's last hope is! β
The floating order was found on the stone where she was resting when she chased her out of the cave, and she knew that it was obviously left by Zhang Jingchun when he left.
Seeing the floating order, Zhang Hunchback's heart suddenly felt like a knife, and he replied with tears: "You can take the floating order!" If you get the Floating Order, you can send any monk, and those refugees will depend on you! β
As soon as he could speak, he saw an arc across the sky, and the Floating Life Order came towards him, slamming heavily on his body, down his chest, and finally sliding into his trembling outstretched palm.
His whole person immediately staggered, as if he was completely stunned, and as if he couldn't bear the weight of the floating order.
"It's useless to rely on me! It's up to you! It's yours, keep it for yourself! Don't try to learn from your master's tricks, and casually put the burden on others without saying a word, I don't owe you anything, there is no need to help you pick up this burden! And you are different, these are all things you owe to your master, and you have to pay it back if you don't pay it back! You don't want to run away in this life! Even if you die, you have to die by the enemy's sword! β
Bai Bait said indignantly, her face was full of indifference, this time, she was angry in her heart, in vain she had persuaded him so much before, in vain her wordless trust in him, never thought that he was so unusable, when he encountered something, he picked on his own and only cared about himself, how could there be such a person in the world?
"White bait, please don't do this. I know that I can't erase my apologies to you in my life, and I don't have the face to ask for your forgiveness anymore, and I can't think of any other way than to do it this way......"
Seeing that Bai Bait was so angry that he felt very guilty. He paused, lowered his eyes, and the moment he picked up the floating order, his throat slipped, and he swallowed ten thousand kinds of pain.
"I know I'm very selfish and unfair to you, but I'm ashamed of those refugees, I can't do anything for them in the future, I know that you are a good person with a common heart, even if you have been hurt by everyone, you can repay your grievances with virtue regardless of your previous suspicions, so, no one is more suitable to be its master than you, although it is a thing in my Buddhism, but its inner meaning is the same as what you have done, you have it, those refugees will have more hope!"
Hearing this, Bai Bait was so angry that her eyes were hazy, she raised her hand to touch away a handful of tears, and said angrily: "I don't want to be a good person!" Whoever loves to do it will do it! The end of being a good person is to be incomprehensible and bullied by others, if you are good for him, he not only does not appreciate it, but also bites you in turn! I've done enough of this good guy! I don't do it! Zhang Jingchun, you will die of this heart! I'm not going to clean up this mess for you! Absolutely not! β
Zhang Jingchun lowered his eyes silently, biting his twitching lips and teeth, tears flowed uncontrollably, and his ten fingers grabbed the piece of floating order in his palm, only to feel cold and piercing.
He knew that what she said was some angry words, she just wanted to drive him to a dead end, forcing him to turn back, but he couldn't go back, he couldn't go back......
"Zhang Jingchun, why don't you open your eyes and take a good look at what is engraved on the floating life order! You can not believe what I said to you before, but you must believe your master, he is a person who is really good to you and really looks up to you, there are so many people up and down Jinming Temple, why did you choose you as a successor? Because you're a big disciple? No! Before Master Xuande passed away, no one knew that you were his disciple! He trusts you, so he entrusts you with the important task, and now you transfer the floating life order to others at will, losing not only a priceless brand, but also your master's trust in you for more than 30 years! And all this has nothing to do with the grace of regeneration, nor with the grace of nurturing! β
Between heaven and earth, the most commendable thing is the word "trust", because of these two words, there will be so much blood thicker than water in this world, there will be so much eternity, and there will be so many flounder love!
Sigh for this vast earth, believe in any request? If you get it, how many people will be able to keep the last ray of trust?
Her two shivering fists clenched tightly, broke through the wind and snow, and shouted hoarsely: "Zhang Jingchun, let me tell you, if you dare to live up to Master Xuande's trust in you, I will not let you go in the future!" β
Her voice was deafening, Zhang Jingchun tried hard to open his eyes, tears wet the floating order little by little, and the traces of the carving were like a bright moon, reflecting a little bit of clear light.
How could he not believe her words, and if it wasn't for her blow, how could he have come to his senses? How could he not understand the trust and high hopes given by his master, and it was because of this that he bravely stood up from the crowd and confessed his sins, and it was precisely because of this that he wanted to make amends.
"I don't dare to forget your words, and I will always remember my master's trust, but I, Zhang Jingchun, have sinned a lot in this life, and I am destined to be unforgivable, and I can't go back......" He raised his head and choked up, and then begged bitterly: "Bai Bait, let me go, let me finally do a little bit of what I can for you, so that I can go with peace of mind." β
"Do you think that if I let you go, you can let yourself go? Taking a step back and falling into the abyss, it seems to be a hundred, but in fact it is an unforgivable sin! Take a step forward and bravely accept everyone's ridicule and rebuke, that is the real salvation! β
Facing the wind and snow, she approached step by step, her eyes were clear and bright, like the sky washed by rain, and she looked at Zhang Jingchun persistently, convinced.
"Don't go to the end yet, never say a decisive word. What does it mean to be 'within your means'? What you haven't tried to do yet, how do you know if it's out of reach? If you go away like this, you will not feel at ease. In this life, it is impossible not to make mistakes, as long as you live, everyone will make mistakes, but it is not terrible to make mistakes, what is terrible is to keep making mistakes. β
"Everybody has a chance to be forgiven, and none of me is worthy of me for the refugees in the cave, in other words, they have all done wrong, but they all deserve to be forgiven, because they really realize that they are wrong, and they are as hungry for forgiveness as you are! Today you feel that you are ashamed of those refugees and cannot be forgiven, this is just your own idea, you cannot represent them, they have the right to choose whether to forgive or not. β
"Maybe you're afraid of their swearing, but maybe it's just a moment of anger? At this moment, when they calm down, I think they'll figure it out. Today, you are the one who led them out of the werewolf encirclement, and you are the one who led them on their trek, and you are grateful to them, and for that alone, you should not be beaten to death with a stick. At this time, you are also them at that time, for them, forgiving others is not forgiving yourself! β
Her steps stopped beside him, looking down at the endless cliff behind him, and after a long time, she said lightly: "The bitter sea is boundless, and turning back is the shore!" Abbot, don't go wrong any more. β
He was silent for a long time, his eyes had long since dried up, but the tears were still there, like a little starlight. He asked uncertainly, "Can I really go back?" β
Bai Bait immediately walked in front of him, nodded solemnly, and said firmly: "With me, you can do it!" β
He lowered his eyes, never daring to look up at her, she didn't know, he was sorry for anyone, but she was the most sorry. His throat slid hard, and he finally raised his head and asked astringently, "Bai Bait, can you still forgive me?" β
Hearing this, she couldn't help but burst into laughter, tightened his hand, and said lightly: "I said a long time ago, I don't care about forgiveness or not, I have to see the refugees' repentance, in my place, all kinds of cases about incense money have become a thing of the past." And I, for a long time, have long forgotten. "Housekeeper
Hearing Bai Bait say this, Zhang Jingchun couldn't help but show a rare smile on his face, his eyes were shining, and he was about to be moved to tears. Just as he was about to thank him, a scolding came from afar.
"Let go of herβ"
Bai Bait turned his head and was a little surprised, "Will leave ......"
I saw Zhang Jingchun who was about to leave the snow, her face was full of hatred, and a pair of sharp eyes firmly locked Zhang Jingchun behind her.
Seeing this, Zhang Jingchun hurriedly stepped forward and had a head-to-head confrontation with the general.
Bai Bait's heart was suddenly uneasy, and he was about to stop him, when he suddenly saw his knees tilted slightly, wanting to kneel!
Caught off guard, he was grabbed by the general and grabbed his monk's robe, Zhang Jingchun half of his body was suspended in the air, and after losing his center of gravity, his feet frantically pushed to the ground, and his movements were a little stiff.
In the end, it was providence that made people, he thought he could be redeemed, but he still couldn't escape karma.
Jiang Li looked at each other, his lips were locked, and he didn't speak, he couldn't help but plead: "I know I'm sorry for you, you want to kill and scrape, I will never blink, but can you give me some time to finish the last important thing?" β
"Zhang Jingchun!"
Behind him, Bai Bait shouted at him, as if to wake himself up. He turned back timidly and said guiltily, "White bait, I'm going to disappoint you again." Please also help me convey to the refugees, forgive me for the mistakes made by Zhang Jingchun, and I will definitely make up for the mistakes I made in this life in the next life. β
"Where did you come from in your next life? This life is not over yet! Don't you just want to run away! Jiang Leng snorted, his fists tightened, and Zhang Jingchun fell to the ground heavily.
"Ouch hey!" Zhang Jingchun fell on all fours, although it wasn't too painful, but he couldn't help but let out a miserable scream, and the snowflakes splashed everywhere and rushed straight into his mouth.
Jiang Li snorted coldly, his face showing indifference, and then walked towards the white bait.
Bai Bai's heart finally let go, and looking at Zhang Jingchun's appearance of wanting to get up, she couldn't help but laugh.
"White Bait ......" is close to her, and he can't wait to call, but he doesn't have much courage in his heart.
"Why are you here?" She buried her head and asked softly.
"I've always been there." He replied immediately, with a look of determination between his brows.
It turns out that he has always been there, it turns out that he has never left.
Bai Bait was very surprised and grateful. The long eyelashes were raised, his eyebrows were full, and he was about to say something, when he was in front of him, Zhang Jingchun shouted in a hurry.
"White bait! I ran first! Waiting for me back to the old place! β
Zhang Jingchun, who was looking for a chance to get out, turned around and shouted while running, but unexpectedly, one of them was not careful, plopped, and was planted in the snow!
"Where are you goingβeh!"
It's too late to remind, the person has already fallen......
As soon as his heart tightened, Bai Bait quickly caught up.
"Ask you! Where to? β
With the help of Bai Bait, Zhang Jingchun turned over with difficulty, and was about to get up, when the figure that covered the sky suddenly blocked his sight.
He shrunk his feet, glanced at Bai Bait, and replied timidly: "There is a green mountain bamboo forest under Xianweng Peak, and there is a small bamboo house in the bamboo forest, and half of the stolen incense money was buried under the ground of the small bamboo house!" I thought that with money, we would have food! β
"Twists and turns, you shouldn't be thinking about taking the opportunity to escape again!" Will leave the indifferent road.
He was a little overwhelmed for a moment, hurriedly took out the floating life order, and said: "This is the most important thing in my life, if you don't feel at ease, I will temporarily stake it to you!" β
Seeing the beautiful brand, Jiang Li bent down and couldn't help but want to take it and take a look, seeing that the brand was about to fall into his hand, but he was pushed back into Zhang Jingchun's arms by the white bait.
Bai Bait helped Zhang Jingchun up and said to him: "It's not safe this way, I'll go with you!" β
Zhang Jingchun hurriedly refused: "Look at what you are frozen, I can go by myself, you ...... You believe me, right? β
"Of course I believe you!" Zhang Jingchun's road is inconvenient, and if he encounters a werewolf on this trip, he can't even run...... White Bait was a little worried. "But ......"
"Hey... I'll go with him. β
A casual voice came, and Bai Bait immediately raised his head and smiled.