Chapter 46: I Don't Want to See You Again
"Enough!" Feng Qingyan's voice was extremely hoarse.
The air in the room was inexplicably stagnant, and Ah Yue didn't dare to speak anymore when she saw it.
"Where's the eldest lady?" Feng Qingyan said in a low voice.
Ah Yue said, "The eldest lady is very angry, and said that she will go to her when the young lady wakes up." ”
"Yes, got it." Feng Qingyan said lightly.
Ah Yue didn't understand her young lady's expression, so she was a little puzzled, "Miss, you really didn't see what the Holy Snow Princess meant?" ”
Feng Qingyan's eyes flashed slightly, and then he let go and lay on the bed, and said lightly, "I'm a little tired, I'll rest first, go and tell the eldest lady that I have something to do in the past few days, so she doesn't have to look for me." Then he lay on the bed and did not move.
Ah Yue covered the quilt for her, looked bitter, and walked out of the room with a helpless face.
Looking at Miss's appearance today, I'm afraid that I have already lost it.
"What about Qingyan?" Feng Yingnian came to the courtyard to find Feng Qingyan the next night, with a fiery face.
Ah Yue's face was ugly, and she stammered, "Miss, Miss is not here." ”
"Absent?" Feng Yingnian frowned, looking at her appearance yesterday, she should be in a bad mood, why did she go out today?
Ah Yue suddenly cried and laughed, "Miss went out early in the morning, and even I didn't see Miss's face." ”
Feng Yingnian looked annoyed, and then secretly scolded Sheng Xue in her heart, there is more than enough success and failure.
"Miss, you say, Miss won't think about it, right? Since the arrival of the Holy Snow Princess yesterday, the young lady has been sullen, and now she has left the house without saying hello. ”
"Besides, whether Zhan Shizi wants to marry Princess Shengxue or not, what does it have to do with Miss?" Ah Yue looked at Feng Yingnian suspiciously, as if she wanted to know exactly what she wanted from it, "Miss, it's rumored that her sweetheart is not called Junmo?" ”
Feng Yingnian had a question mark on her face, "I, how do I know why?" ”
"Humph!" Feng Yingnian pinched her waist with both hands, and said with an evil face, "Stinky girl, you dare to play missing, you have a long ability!" ”
Feng Yingnian looked at Ah Yue and said, "You wait in the mansion first, and I'll go find her." ”
"Huh? Miss! Ah Yue frowned, the young lady left the house early in the morning, and she didn't even tell herself, she just didn't want anyone to know, how did the eldest lady go to find the young lady?
Allure sat at the eaves, looking at Feng Yingnian and the two with a cold face, and after Feng Yingnian left, Allure's figure flashed and disappeared in place.
After returning to the courtyard, Allure glanced at the side room, and then walked along the sound in the distance, only to see Yin Yan bowing his head and cooking in the kitchen, and Allure whispered, "Young master." ”
Yin Yan asked Allure while cooking, "How is it?" ”
Allure smiled and said, "Sure enough, as the young master expected, everything is a foregone conclusion." ”
"Hmm!" Yin Yan responded in a low voice, and continued to work on the meal with both hands.
Allure narrowed his eyes and said with a smile, "I haven't eaten the food cooked by the young master once, and even the wind shadow has tasted it once, but I'm really unwilling." ”
Yin Yan's expression was unmoved, and he was still stir-frying unhurriedly.
Allure pursed his lips, glanced at the side room, and said helplessly, "This woman is really a good life, but it is best that the young master can take her in, otherwise, I will not spare her." ”
Yin Yan said lightly, "He is probably about to arrive in the capital, why don't you guard him?" ”
"Naturally!" Allure raised his eyebrows, the expression in his eyes seemed to light up suddenly, and then the figure flashed and disappeared in place.
After the meal was ready and placed on the table, Yin Yan walked into the inner room, looking at the figure of the person behind the curtain, his iceberg-like face seemed to have been melted by fire, reflecting the warmth of snow lotus, and his expression was soft.
Yin Yan didn't make any moves, but sat on the sleeping chair, looked at the food on the dining table outside, and then looked at the figure behind the curtain, his eyes were suddenly like stars, dazzling, as if the entire eye socket was filled with starry light.
Yin Yan looked at the figure with tenderness in his eyes, and said in his heart, if there had been no accident back then, the relationship between the two of them would have been as warm as this time!
However, the timing was unfortunate, Feng Qingyan woke up slowly, his eyelashes lifted slightly, and his expression after waking up was inexplicably dazed, and then he shrank suddenly, and then, his pupils turned slightly, and then, he sighed softly, got up and sat up.
"Awake?" Yin Yan laughed in a low voice.
Feng Qingyan raised his eyes, glanced at Yin Yan lightly, and said with a smile, "Have I slept for a long time?" ”
"No," the corners of Yin Yan's mouth twitched, "Since you're awake, let's come out to eat." ”
Feng Qingyan's eyebrows moved, and then he looked at Yin Yan, and suddenly felt that this person, why is he so virtuous?
Yin Yan knew what Feng Qingyan was thinking, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "Let's eat." ”
Feng Qingyan's eyes flashed slightly after all, he smiled thoroughly, and said softly, "Okay." ”
After Feng Qingyan sat down at the dinner table with Yin Yan, he said with a look of surprise, "If I didn't know you, I would have thought you were a cook, and," turned his head and looked straight at Yin Yan, "You're still a super cook!" ”
Yin Yan only smiled silently, picked up chopsticks to prepare vegetables for Feng Qingyan, and said in a faint voice, "Once upon a time, you were a gluttonous cat, as long as you feed your belly, anything can be discussed Therefore, I studied cooking hard for you." ”
Feng Qingyan paused, chewed the food in his mouth, and asked suspiciously, "At that time, was it so delicious?" ”
"Hmm!" Yin Yan's expression seemed to be filled with honey, overflowing with tenderness, and his eyes looked at Feng Qingyan gently, "Not only is it delicious, but also picky, especially the food with the shell, every time I make it for you, I need to peel it in advance." ”
Feng Qingyan smiled, and instantly had the feeling of wanting to know his past, and ate all the food Yin Yan had made for himself with joy.
Yin Yan has been preparing vegetables for Feng Qingyan, and he has been looking at Feng Qingyan the whole time, and his eyes with ice are also as soft and warm as turning into water at this time.
Feng Qingyan lowered his head and cried and smiled, "Why is it that every time you eat, you are just cooking vegetables for me, and I haven't seen you eat a few bites, aren't you hungry?" ”
"Get used to it." Yin Yan opened his mouth and said.
Feng Qingyan's expression froze, and the hand holding the chopsticks to pick up the vegetables also followed, and then smiled in a low voice, "Habit is not a good thing." ”
Yin Yan narrowed his eyes, the corners of his mouth were light, and he seemed to be resolute, "You and I used to be like this." ”
Feng Qingyan ate a few more bites of food.
Yin Yan frowned slightly, then his eyes were dark, he looked at Feng Qingyan and said lightly, "Qingyan, you and I are married at the end of the day, if you are bored in the capital, follow me back to Fushan," looking at the coldness in Feng Qingyan's eyes, he changed his words a little, "By the way, go and see those cats and dogs you once raised." ”
Feng Qingyan frowned, originally didn't want to go after Yin Yan opened his mouth, but when he heard the cats and dogs he once raised, he was suddenly a little shaken.
"Good!" Feng Qingyan agreed, but his face turned cold, and he looked at Yin Yan with a low expression, "Today, I just came to borrow your place to sleep, thank you." ”
Yin Yan's eyebrows peaked, and his eyes gradually became stained with cold mist, as if he was a little unwilling and distressed......
Feng Qingyan put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked up at the dark night, looked refreshed, and got up to say goodbye to Yin Yan, "That's it for today, I should go back." ”
Yin Yan kept frowning, looking at Feng Qingyan's expression, and said in his heart, probably he had always been wrong, and then said in a low voice, "Qingyan, we used to have a marriage contract." ”
Feng Qingyan's expression when he looked at the sky suddenly became a little irritable, "Yin Yan, you also said that it was in the past, you ......"
The words fell, and before Feng Qingyan could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Yin Yan's words: "You obviously know who he is!" ”
Feng Qingyan's heart was shocked, his pupils were suddenly locked, his face was suddenly a little ugly, and the fingers in his sleeves were immediately clenched.
Yin Yan raised his eyes, looked at Feng Qingyan's back, and said ruthlessly, "Come back to Fushan with me." ”
Feng Qingyan frowned, without words, but the expression in his eyes seemed to be contaminated with sadness, a little gloomy, remorseful, distressed, and unbearable......
"Well, since I agreed to marry you back then, there is a reason for it, although I forgot, but I will abide by it." Feng Qingyan glanced at the few stars deeply, inexplicably a little annoyed, and then the corners of his clothes moved and paced away.
Yin Yan didn't turn his head, his eyes looked at the dishes on the table, his hands were tightened, his pupils shrunk, and his expression was a little gloomy, after half a ring, Yin Yan smiled, and said in his heart, it's okay, as long as you still abide by our marriage contract, there is always a glimmer of hope, I believe, you will come back.
After Feng Qingyan came out of Yin Yan's mansion, he didn't take a carriage, he walked along the street with a little light, his face gradually became cold, as if no one could get close, and his expression became more and more gloomy.
Feng Qingyan walked along the street, and when she reached the sky, there was a drizzle of snow, and one by one it was draped on her shoulders.
Feng Qingyan cried and laughed, "Most of the winter has passed, why is it still snowing?" Looking at the snowflakes in the palm of his hand, his eyes kept tossing and turning, and finally returned to calm, Feng Qingyan shook off the snowflakes that had already melted in his palm, turned to leave, and after half a ring, finally walked to a clear and quiet lake.
"After following me for so long, don't you plan to come out?" Feng Qingyan stood by the lake, standing with his hands on his back.
"Squeak!" With a bang, there was a sound behind him, and a figure in a purple robe came into view.
It's still like the scene at that time, and it's like that demagogic face......... But the difference is that the mood of the people present has changed.
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo frowned, the eyes under the mask were full of caution, that look was something Feng Qingyan had never seen.
Feng Qingyan looked indifferent, his expression was unmoved, he stood in place, his eyes looked straight at Jun Mo.
Jun Mo frowned tightly, walked to Feng Qingyan's side, gently patted the wind and snow off her shoulder, and said with a look of grievance, "You go to Yin Yanna, I was about to die of anger, so I followed you all the way, and I didn't want to come out." ”
Feng Qingyan raised his eyes and looked at the eyes under Jun Mo's mask, motionless.
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo looked a little jealous and said, "Why did you run to him to sleep, didn't you say that you wouldn't leave him?" ”
Feng Qingyan narrowed his eyes and sneered, "Why haven't I seen you so jealous before?" ”
"Then ......" Jun Mo said halfway, and then his ink-colored eyes flashed, as smart as him, and he suddenly saw that Feng Qingyan's expression was wrong, and his heart said, it's broken! Something happened!
"Junmo!" Feng Qingyan's eyes were frivolous, the coldness in his eyes became more and more obvious, and the corners of his mouth said with ice, "You said before that only your future wife can take off your mask, right?" ”
Jun Mo's heart trembled, and even the fingers that touched Feng Qingyan's sleeve trembled a little, especially those eyes, which flashed a trace of panic.
"Junmo," Feng Qingyan continued, "you said you would protect me. ”
Feng Qingyan raised his fingers, attached Jun Mo's chest and said, "I said, let me believe in you, let me wait for you." ”
"You said, you won't lie to me!" Feng Qingyan's fingertips only buckled the placket of Jun Mo's clothes.
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo's heart was sour, as painful as ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, and it was obviously an extremely quiet scene, but when Jun Mo touched Feng Qingyan's cold expression, his heart suddenly struck like thunder, as if there was no possibility of medical rescue.
"Junmo, do you remember what you said?" Feng Qingyan's eyes were dyed red, and his eyes gradually moistened.
"Qing..."Jun Mo's mouth was dumb and speechless, and his eyes instantly turned red.
Feng Qingyan's hands trembled, a tear crossed the corner of his eyes, and he tried his best to restrain his choked trill, "Do you know that you ruined not only you, but also me!" ”
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo's pupils widened, he looked at Feng Qingyan with a shocked expression, and took a step forward, wanting to hug Feng Qingyan, "I was wrong, Qingyan, I ......"
"Get out of here!" Feng Qingyan roared violently, his eyes were dyed with anger, and his eyes looked at Jun Mo gloomily, "You, in the future, stay away from me." ”
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo's heart was like a heavy blow, as if he would be lifeless in the next second, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "Is it okay for you to listen to my explanation." ”
Feng Qingyan sneered, his eyes narrowed slightly, he took a deep look at Jun Mo, and turned to leave.
"Qingyan!" Jun Mo ran forward and took Feng Qingyan in his arms, Ruyu's face was full of horror and fear, and he choked up, "Don't, don't, Qingyan, I was wrong, I was really wrong, don't leave, okay, I, I can explain..."
"Junmo!" Feng Qingyan's eyes showed tears one by one, he forcibly endured his dizziness, and said fiercely, "You are a fool when I am?" ”
"No, no, I didn't," Jun Mo's eyes trembled, and a tear fell on Feng Qingyan's shoulder.
A touch of heat slashed from his shoulder into his heart, and into his heart, Feng Qingyan's pupils shrank suddenly, and then he struggled violently, and roared, "Get out, get out!" ”
"Qingyan... Qing ......" Jun Mo hugged Feng Qingyan tightly and did not let go.
"Smack!" There was a crunch.
The wind and snow were still dancing in the air, and the wind and frost were blowing head-on, instantly stinging Feng Qingyan's transformation, and tears were dripping straight down.
Jun Mo's face was sluggish, his eyes looked at the mask that had been knocked off on the snow, and his whole heart hurt in an instant, only to feel that his heart was about to break, and it was so broken that he might never be able to find it back in the future.
Feng Qingyan finally let go of his voice, sobbing one by one, his voice gradually darkened, and he trembled, "You, lost mine, Junmo!" ”
Jun Mo stood there motionless, like a dead man, lifeless, his hands clenched, a tear crossed the corner of his eye, along Ruyu's face, to his chin, and dripped on the snow.
Feng Qingyan couldn't breathe when he cried, his eyes were full of anger, and he said resolutely, "In this life, I don't want to see you again." ”