Chapter 53: The Impact on Shi Jin
Wu Liuyi and Shi Jin showed the same stunned as Gao Cheng.
Feeling that he finally had the initiative to speak, Xiao Chen coughed lightly and recalled the thoughts of the two non-commissioned officers wandering in various complex emotions.
"Squad leader, take advantage of the lack of people, you can tell us the bottom. Why do you take such care of Xu Sanduo? ”
Seeing that Shi Jin wanted to refute, Xiao Chen shook his head: "Don't deny it, I saw that something was wrong when I was in the recruit company." As the platoon leader of the recruit platoon, you put at least twice as much thought into Xu Sanduo as others. ”
"And this time Xu Sanduo came to the Seventh Company, I heard the company commander say that you took the initiative to send him to our third class. I came from the same place as Xu Sanduo Chengcai, and he hasn't shown any special characteristics until now, if it weren't for the class leader, I think I would have made some selfish moves for the sake of the results in the class. ”
Xiao Chen's opinion cannot be ignored by Shi Jin.
He knew very well that what the guy in front of him was talking about was the truth, and compared to Xu Sanduo, and even Wu Liuyi and himself, Xiao Chen's future was clearer and broader.
Shi Jin knew very well that if Xiao Chen really objected to Gao Cheng despite his opinion, Xu Sanduo would definitely be transferred to another place again.
The other places that can allow the Seventh Company to place people, Shi Jin knows that it is not a good place.
And he also knew that when he brought Xu Sanduo back this time, the other soldiers had complaints in their hearts. If you don't say it, you must have it in your heart.
The reason why I didn't say it was just because I gave him face as a hard-working squad leader.
If Xu Sanduo is not recognized by the third class, then the so-called non-giving up and non-abandonment is just nonsense. Don't give up and don't give up, at least if you can be together in any situation.
Xu Sanduo, can you keep up?
Shi Jin already had the answer in his heart, so he could only tell Xiao Chen the reason clearly.
Of course, Wu Liuyi was also listening, he couldn't refuse any of Shi Jin's requests, so when he heard such a reason, he felt a little envious and jealous in his heart.
He had a feeling that Xu Sanduo might steal his friendship. This is a precious thing, and he only has Shi Jin's share in the Seventh Steel Company. He didn't want to lose, so he had more disgust for Xu Sanduo in his heart.
After listening to Shi Jin's narration and Shi Jin's hope, Xiao Chen shook his head very resolutely.
"Squad leader, it's not right for you to do this."
Xiao Chen's inexplicable evaluation made Shi Jin a little puzzled, so he asked with some expectation:
"What's wrong?"
"Deputy Wu Ban, give me a cigarette, I have to talk about this matter a little deeper."
Xiao Chen didn't have the habit of smoking, but at this time, in order to enliven the atmosphere, he happened to see Wu Liuyi's bulging pockets, and subconsciously stretched out his hand.
Curiosity forced Wu Liuyi to take out the box of Honghe that he had just fished from his good friend from his pocket with some reluctance, and carefully took out one and threw it to Xiao Chen. But seeing that Xiao Chen was just sniffing the tip of his nose with a cigarette, he didn't mean to light it at all, so he wanted to ask him what he was going to do.
Xiao Chen didn't give Wu Liuyi a chance to satisfy his curiosity, and asked about the smell of tobacco, which happened to have the feeling of recalling the past:
"When I was admitted to college at the age of sixteen, I was about the same as Xu Sanduo."
"My dad entrusted me to a big brother in the city who was in the same class and asked him to take me to school to take care of me. To be honest, I didn't know anyone well at that time, and I wanted this big brother to accompany me for everything. ”
"Others are good, so they are willing to take me. But I took up so much of his time that he didn't take two classes in his first year exams. ”
"If he doesn't pass one more subject, he'll be dropped out of school. So for the sake of his future, I began to learn how to live alone. The two of us lived in the same dormitory, but the next year I couldn't bear to let him help me too much, and that year, I learned to be independent. That year, he passed all the subjects he hung up with high scores. ”
Xiao Chen stared at Shi Jin, who was thinking about it, and said with some questioning:
"Squad leader, how long do you think you can help him now? In another year, you have to leave, and he has to leave. You feel that you have fulfilled your promise, then have you ever thought that you are selfish. ”
"I'm a year younger than him. But I've had harder training and I've seen a more prosperous world. Because my dad had the courage to let me break in, I was determined to let myself go. ”
"You spoil him so much, leave you, does he dare to step out of the seventh company?"
"The army is a furnace for steelmaking, not a greenhouse for raising flowers. Your squad leader Shi is only a non-commissioned officer, not a colonel, not a general, how far can you protect him? ”
If that hammer came earlier, or replaced that hammer in other ways, Xu Sanduo, who was accustomed to relying on others, would wake up, and presumably Shi Jin would not have left the Seventh Steel Company with tears in his eyes.
Xiao Chen didn't want such a good squad leader to go, so he could only find another way.
And the source of everything happens to be Shi Jin's overly moderate attitude to Xu Sanduo who has repeatedly tolerated and even indulged.
Now that Shi Jin can realize his mistakes, the next training and improvement for Xu Sanduo may not have better means and faster results.
Shi Jin pondered for a while.
The impact of Xiao Chen's words on him was too great, so at this time, he couldn't care about the troubles in his heart and began to think carefully.
Over the years, he has been so good to the fighters in the class that everyone regards him as a good squad leader, whether it is the class meeting or the democratic life meeting.
Therefore, he thought that everyone would be able to enjoy this gentle way, and he was accustomed to seeing himself as a fatherly being, able to make everyone in the class feel the warmth of the troops generated from him.
There has been no problem with this method.
But now Xiao Chen told him that his set didn't work for Xu Sanduo.
He remembered what the old man who was nearly half a hundred years old said to him before he got into the car: "Let you beat, let you scold, be kind to him." ”
Didn't he just want to be nice to him, but beating and scolding the fighters was really not something he could do in history. So he can only be good to Xu Sanduo, but now, has it become a mistake to be good to the warrior?
Shi Jin began to fall into confusion.
Looking at Shi Jin, whose eyes had lost their lustre, Xiao Chen sighed lightly.
Now Shi Jin has not fully realized Xu Sanduo's strong dependence, and in the fifth class on the grassland, he is like an island. He wanted to save himself, so he was able to build a path.
But here he is in the warmth of his home.
What is the most accustomed thing at home? Of course, it was to escape his father's beating and scolding, talk to the eldest brother, and find the second brother to come out, and he didn't think about anything or do anything, so he sat there quietly.
Seeing that Wu Liuyi wanted to wake up Shi Jin, Xiao Chen shook his head and motioned for Wu Liuyi to leave with him.
There are some things that you can't understand, and you can only understand them when you encounter them.