The one hundred and twenty-fourth cut off the mother-daughter relationship
Since that incident, Feng Luotian has hardly been alone with her mother, and she has gradually become accustomed to being alone, that woman did not play the role of a good mother, so why should she play the role of a good daughter to accompany her.
It's just that I didn't expect that this difference was more than ten years, and Feng Luotian would never forget the day her mother passed away.
It was the first time she had seen her mother again in many years, and she was lying in bed weakly, her face pale and her voice floating.
There were only two of them left in the room, and her mother broke away from all the people, looking at the woman who was about to die on the bed, she couldn't speak, just stood silently a meter away from her bed, looking at her quietly, her eyes were red, and she didn't say a word.
I haven't seen her for many years, she is really much older, and her sideburns are a little gray.
The woman tilted her head sideways, moved her fingers, which she could no longer lift, and muttered to her.
Feng Luo stared at her expressionlessly, mechanically walked to her bedside, and squatted down gently.
The woman's eyes couldn't focus, and she wanted to raise her hand to touch her daughter's face, but she tried many times, and finally she couldn't.
The pale face was a little weak, Feng Luo looked at it in his eyes, although there was still an indifferent expression on his face, but his heart was already like the Yellow River rolling.
It was the first time she had seen a different emotion on her face, and in the past, she had always been very indifferent to her.
She was also shaken in her heart, she thought, maybe there is a reason why she has such an attitude towards her over the years, she still has her daughter in her heart.
She had the expectation that even if she just looked at her with an affectionate look, the defense against her in her heart would completely crumble.
But the woman's next words poured cold water on her.
She told her a shocking secret.
She told her about Feng Jingxuan's true life experience, it turned out that she had been following her all these years, she had always loved, and the child who was held in the palm of her father's mother and concubine - her younger brother was not her father's biological son.
And she hadn't seen her for more than ten years, and she finally wanted to see her before she died, but just so that in the future, if Feng Jingxuan's life experience was exposed, she would definitely save his life.
Save his life?
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How to save? Is it a life for a life?
Feng Luo poured out the cold in her heart, she was a concubine, she gave birth to an illegitimate child by fornication, and caused a monstrous disaster, if this matter is really exposed in the future, how will she save him?
If she knew that the lie would one day be exposed, why would she do it?
Feng Luo was really angry, she looked at the weak woman on the bed with stubborn eyes, this woman who gave birth to her, but no matter how much she pretended and told herself not to be sad and not to cry, the tears still fell uncontrollably.
She asked her why? Why have you always been so indifferent to her all these years? Why are the attitudes towards her and Feng Jingxuan so different? Is she her child or not? Since you don't like her, why did you give birth to her in the first place?
The woman on the bed bit her lower lip tightly, stared at her with her eyes a little red, and finally turned her head ruthlessly and did not answer her question.
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"Why do you think I'm going to save him?" Until now, Feng Luotian still clearly remembered the look in the woman's eyes when she said this.
"You want me to save him, I'm going to reveal his identity now, no one can save him." Feng Luotian put away all his emotions, his eyes were flat, and he got up without a trace of emotion and prepared to go out.
"Stop!" The frail woman lying on the bed looked sideways at her, and raised her hand to grab her sleeve.
Feng Luo's back stiffened slightly, and his footsteps did not stop.
"If you dare to do this, I will not have you as a daughter." The woman continued hoarsely.
Listening to the woman's heartless words, Feng Luo's indignant steps could no longer take a step.
With a slight sniff, she turned to look at the familiar stranger.
"Heh, do you think of me as your daughter?" Feng Luo thought that she would feel guilty for sending her away all these years, but no, after so many years, she was going to die, and she was still so ruthless and unrighteous.
"If you don't promise me today, I won't be blind." The woman's eyes looked at Feng Luotian with some sharpness, and her pale and dry lips were tightly pursed.
"You threaten me?" Feng Luo snorted lightly.
Mother-in-law threatens her own daughter?
Scold.
Looking at Feng Luotian's appearance, a trace of heartache flashed in the woman's eyes, but Feng Luotian, who had been blinded by the pain for a long time, did not capture the emotion in the woman's eyes at all.
Keeping her head down, Feng Luotian took a deep breath, and it wasn't until a long time that she slowly raised her head, her eyes dyed with hatred.
"You succeeded, I promise you, even if it is my own life, I will keep him safe."
There was a hint of choking in his voice.
"I want you to swear." The woman stared straight at her, her words completely extinguished the last glimmer of hope in Feng Luo's heart, and also ruined the last trace of mother-daughter affection between them.
Biting his lower lip, Feng Luo pursed his lips and pulled out a wry smile to hide his helplessness.
Raising her hand slightly, Feng Luo stared straight at the woman looking at her on the bed.
The cold opening is louder than the cold pool in the depths of winter.
"I swear, from now on, no matter what happens, I will do my best to protect Feng Jingxuan I, if I violate this oath, the sky will thunder, and I will not die well, and after death, I will go to the eighteenth layer of hell, and I will not be able to live forever." After saying a vow, a cold tear slipped from the corner of Feng Luotian's eyes, like a knife, cutting her and her in two.
"Thank you." The woman's eyes on the bed were moist, and she said thank you, using all her strength.
Lying on the bed, the last wish is fulfilled, and the woman can finally accept the next death with peace of mind.
Looking at the woman's old face, Feng Luo leaned out and sneered, "I didn't do this because of you, but because no matter what, Feng Jingxuan is always my younger brother." ”
"It is said that the family affection that blood is thicker than water can not be broken, since you hate me, I hope that you will be under the Jiuquan, passing by the bridge, asking Meng Po for a few more bowls of Meng Po soup to drink, and forget me cleanly, in this life, I don't have you as a mother, and I will never forgive you."
After speaking, Feng Luotian didn't stop for a moment, and resolutely turned around.
"Lolo." Looking sideways at Feng Luo's resolute back, the woman was so hoarse that she wanted to roar, but she couldn't make a sound.
A crystal clear tear slowly flowed from the corner of her eye, and the woman gradually closed her eyes.
Lolo, I'm sorry......
Thinking about it, Feng Luotian actually started crying again, even after so many years, she had always hidden this matter in her heart and never mentioned it to anyone, she thought she had forgotten, but that woman had hurt her so much, how could she say that she had forgotten it.
Mrs. Gu looked at the woman, she knew that she was moved by her true feelings, but she couldn't comfort her for this kind of thing.
After thinking about it, Mrs. Gu had an idea, took out a piece of jade from her arms, and handed the jade to Feng Luotian's eyes.
Feng Luo stared at the jade with red eyes, and then looked up at the woman in surprise.
Mrs. Gu smiled, spread out her hand, and placed the jade in her palm.
sighed slightly, "This piece of jade, carved by myself, for this piece of jade, I have traveled all the jade shops in Phoenix City, it took a lot of effort, and I have suffered a lot of hard work to carve it, it was originally intended to be given to my goddaughter, who wants to send it out yet, this person will ......"
Mrs. Gu paused, and then stopped, "Forget it, don't talk about this, since Jing'er left, I have also tried to find another child, and after seeing so many children, none of them can have the feeling that Jing'er brought me, until I saw you, it made me feel like my Jing'er was back again." ”
"Child, I will give you this piece of jade, you have to believe that there will be people in this world who don't like you, but there are always people who really care about you and really think about you."
Feng Luo clenched the half of the jade pendant in his hand, lowered his head, and tears hit the jade pendant like pearls with broken threads.
Mrs. Gu gently hugged Feng Luotian into her arms and gently patted her back.
Feng Luotian is greedy for this hug, this mature woman has the taste of motherhood.