Chapter 131: Qin Yue's Return to Xiling (2)
With a deep groan, Qin Yue also left.
In the imperial study, Feng Yihan asked the palace people to take the things on the table, and then took off his robe and sat down.
Through the window, he could still see Situ Yuli's unhurried figure, even so, he could still see that Situ Yuli's steps were brisk.
It wasn't until there was a unison behind him who said "King" that he raised his eyes.
"Yue, you're back" A cold voice sounded in the huge room, blending in with the darkness in this room, which made people listen a little unreal.
But Qin Yue still arched her hand and said, "Yes"
"What's the matter" was still in a cold voice without a trace of blame, Feng Yihan knew that without his order, Qin Yue would not leave Nangong Luo Jing without permission, but he also understood that even without his order, another reason for Qin Yue to leave was that she was ordered by Nangong Luo Jing.
With her jaw bowed, Qin Yue said respectfully: "The queen said that she wants to see the king."
Qin Yue's answer caused a wave on Feng Yi's cold and breezy face, but it was not too obvious.
His eyes faded, and he still said coldly: "She wants to see this king"
Feng Yihan's indifference made Qin Yue a little surprised, he thought that he would be happy when he heard the news, but he didn't expect it, but he was indifferent.
Could it be that in the days when she was away, he had changed, hiding the doubts in his heart, Qin Yue still replied respectfully: "Yes"
"What did you say it for?"
"No, just that I want to see the king"
He asked, Qin Yue answered truthfully, everything was according to plan, there was no trace of beyond the emotional situation, and Feng Yihan never asked anything about Nangong Luojing.
The news arrived, but there was no question that Qin Yue had imagined many times in her mind, which confused her and disappointed her.
After truthfully answering Feng Yihan's question, Feng Yihan asked Qin Yue and Qin Yun to step back first, and didn't ask anything else.
Not far from the outside of the imperial study, Qin Yue walked slowly, thinking back to the scene just now, including every word Feng Yihan asked her, to her, those words were not what she wanted to hear, what she cared about seemed to be his feelings for her, cold as if she had never had anything to do with it, could it really have changed like that, she felt a faint disappointment in her heart, and she suddenly realized what kind of expectations she must have in her heart to have such a disappointment now
"Don't you know that thinking too much is the biggest taboo as a guard" A cold voice sounded behind him, and Qin Yue noticed that Qin Yun was standing not far behind him at some point.
When, when he appeared behind him.
"You" Qin Yue just wanted to say something, but Qin Yun preemptively said: "If she comes back and is with the king again, will you be happy or happy?"
"Yun, do you know what you're talking about" She understood the meaning of his words as soon as she heard it, but she never thought that Qin Yun would say such a thing.
"You know my words, you know better than anyone else" Changing his expressionless face from the past, Qin Yun's face was a little more helpless.
It's just that his helplessness is something that Qin Yue will never be able to understand.
"Of course it's a pleasure that the master can be with the person he loves, it's a happy thing for him" Saying this, Qin Yue's head hung down unconsciously, and her small movement seemed unintentional, but only Qin Yun understood her inner feelings.
Thinking of the other word Qin Yun used, Qin Yue couldn't help but be puzzled, and raised her eyes to look at Qin Yun again: "What do you mean by happy?"
Staring into her eyes, Qin Yun collected all the tenderness on his face for a moment, recovered to coldness, and said, "Do you think the master still loves her?"
Isn't this question the doubt she was thinking about just now, she didn't know the answer to this question, and she couldn't give an accurate answer.
Love, or not love, should not be seen or heard with eyes or ears.
"How could the master's mind be so easy for us to guess, see" I don't know why, she doesn't like to hear Qin Yue call Nangong Luojing like this, and always uses a word she to replace her, so when they talk about her between them, Qin Yue always has an uncomfortable feeling in her heart, it's not that she wants to talk to Qin Yun in such a cold tone, it's just that she really doesn't know how to control herself.
"It's not easy to guess and see" A low smile spread, and the smile that Qin Yun hooked his lips made Qin Yue see the ridicule on his face, and then sighed: "Qin Yue, you have changed"
"Where has changed, I don't think I have changed" felt uncomfortable for a while, and Qin Yue also sneered.
"Don't you like your master, but now you're defending your rival everywhere, I really don't understand you"
"Yes, I admit that I like the master, but, I also admit that she is a very good woman, I have long accepted this fact, but it's you, the reason you target her is because of my relationship"
The first time she opened the skylight with Qin Yun to say something bright, Qin Yue could also feel a little apprehension in her heart, Qin Yun's thoughts she had always understood, but she had never talked to him head-on, and now, she was finally able to face her feelings and his feelings for herself so frankly, which made her happy.
Qin Yue's confession surprised Qin Yun too, he finally understood that it was not that she didn't understand her heart, but that she needed time to digest it, and now was the time for her to face him bravely.
"Yes, because of you, because of you, I can't help but be prejudiced against her, because of you, I am jealous of my master, because of you, I even want to leave here, but I am afraid that you will stay in my heart for too long and become a wound that will never heal, because you, even myself have begun to hate myself like this, you know"
These words, word by word, ruthlessly peeled off the mask that he had worn for a long time, and this was the first time he revealed his heart to others without reservation, and the contradictions in his heart were naturally self-evident.
"I" she was completely overwhelmed by his "do you know".
Such a straightforward Qin Yun was the first time she had seen him, and it was also the first time she felt at a loss how to respond because of his words.
"You are speechless, does it mean that you understand, or does it mean that you don't understand" When Qin Yun said this, Qin Yue didn't dare to look at the brilliance in his eyes that rose and faded, and when he asked again, she still didn't know how to answer.
He waited for her answer, but he also knew that he would never get the answer he wanted, and that everything in the world would not go as desired.