Chapter 50: Déjà vu
She was surrounded by people she knew, holding her hand and comforting her, in such a gentle tone.
"It must be very tiring to find Ling Yu, so stop and rest when you're tired, it doesn't matter."
"Yes, you almost lost your life for Ling Yu this time, is it worth it for a Ling Yu."
Su Jin lowered his head, tears flashed in his eyes, listened quietly to what they said, was silent, and only whispered softly after a while, "It's worth it." ”
"I said, wait......... What did you just say? ”
The few phantoms who were still trying to persuade Su Jin wanted to say something more, but they coldly heard Su Jin say that it was worth it, and they were all petrified in place in an instant.
Su Jin looked up at them fixedly, her expression was serious and serious, "You are not people I know, people I know will definitely not persuade me to give up, they know who I am and will definitely support my choice, I am looking for Ling Yu not only for a promise, but also to find an answer for myself." ”
Su Jin thought of the partner around her and her heart warmed, and her eyes became more determined, she would never give up looking for Ling Yu, if she retreated for a little difficulty, it would not be her Su Jin, she was determined to do something, even if her head was broken and bleeding.
Twice asked, Su Jin did stick to her heart and have a clear conscience, and suddenly the scene in front of her changed, and Su Jin found herself in a somewhat strange and somewhat familiar place.
Su Jin looked at the mulberry tree in front of him, and the big stone in front of him, and suddenly remembered where this place was, the strange dream he had last time, he dreamed of this place, and he was still hiding behind the big stone at that time.
Why do I suddenly remember that I have been here before, but I have no impression at all in reality, shouldn't I ask my heart in the illusion, so what is the purpose of the scene that appeared this time?
Two more familiar voices came from not far away, one was his own, and the other was Chu Yixuan's, could it be ............ Is the scene going to be repeated all over again............
Su Jin hurriedly hid behind the stone, and as soon as he squatted down, he suddenly remembered that others couldn't see him here, so he got up funny and looked at the two of them.
The same scene, the same dialogue, the same opening, the same exit............
Su Jin thought that this time she was just repeating what she dreamed about last time, but she didn't expect that after the first scene, everything had become different, different from the miserable she saw last time, and the ending this time was very beautiful.
The woman did not leave, the two of them completed the prosperous wedding, there were still people robbing relatives on the road, but in the end they chose to bless them, on the top of the cliff, the sound of playing the piano was like a heavenly sound, and the man in white lowered his eyes, with some sadness and some relief in his eyes.
And Chu Yixuan finally gave up his throne and joined hands with the woman to join hands in the world, it seemed that everything was so happy.
This time, the sense of substitution is much stronger than last time, and what Su Jin feels seems to be not a woman's emotions, but her own emotions, whether it is sad or happy, it is her own feelings.
Gradually, she seemed to be indulging in this illusion, she saw that she and Chu Yixuan were married, had children, and had gray hair together, and some of them made an appointment to leave on the same day, and their clasped hands seemed to swear that death would not separate them.
For some reason, the corners of Su Jin's eyes moistened, as if she had spent her whole life here.
"Hey--" There seemed to be a sigh in his ears, very light and light, so light that he could barely hear clearly, but Su Jin heard it, "What do you feel here?" ”
Su Jin was stunned, what did she feel......... Everything that happened this time was very harmonious, the ending was also very happy, and the sense of substitution was also very strong, as if all this was what I had experienced, and the only thing that made me feel a little abrupt was that it was a little too harmonious, no matter what happened, it was so smooth.
The voice waited for a long time, but Su Jin didn't speak, and asked again, "Don't you feel that something is wrong?" ”
Su Jin knew that this was another test of illusion, "Of course I feel it, how can a person's life be so smooth, and it is a little surprising that it is smooth." ”
The voice didn't speak, Su Jin paused and said, "Life seems to be a circle, going around and going back to the starting point, the people I have known before, the things that have happened, maybe when they will appear again, everything has a cause and effect, the cycle of cause and effect, I will not be immersed in blind stability, nor will I try how smooth everything will be, it is my destiny to find Ling Yu, if I don't die, I will never give up." ”
A light suddenly fell in the darkness, Su Jin knew that she had passed her own conscience, and when she walked towards the light, every step was so firm, even if there were difficulties and obstacles ahead, it would not stop her pace, and her eyes became more firm than ever, this time her conscience made her more determined to her own path.
When he was about to reach the light, Su Jin suddenly turned around and asked the confusion that had been hidden in his heart, "I want to know what the things that this illusion has to do with me." She didn't believe it, it was all a coincidence, she dreamed of it last time, and she actually encountered it here this time, there must be some connection between it.
The voice didn't answer her, but the light in the darkness suddenly expanded, Su Jin's figure disappeared in the light for a moment, and after Su Jin's figure disappeared completely, a faint sigh came from the darkness, "Everything has a cause and effect, and the cause you planted is your current effect." ”
After speaking, silence returned to the darkness, and cracks gradually appeared in the corners, expanding more and more, until the entire illusion collapsed, this illusion was originally prepared for Su Jin, and since Su Jin had already gone out, there was no need for it to exist.
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Su Jin slowly opened her eyes from the ground, and the sudden light made her a little uncomfortable for a while.
"Miss, you're finally awake........."
Su Jin turned his head and found Jin Yan sitting next to him, still holding a towel in his hand, it turned out that he had returned from the broken temple.
"Shhh
Obviously, they saw it clearly in the illusion, but after waking up, they couldn't remember anything, and they had forgotten all about their appearances, and now even their figures are gradually beginning to forget, and the familiarity is slowly disappearing.
The more you try to catch it, the faster it dissipates............ I always feel that I seem to have experienced this illusion somewhere, and in the dark, it seems that something is guiding me.........
Jin Yan looked at Su Jin, he always felt that something had been different since she woke up, if there was anything that had changed, it might be her eyes, her eyes had become more determined than before, with a more charming brilliance, and the temperament around her body was like a polished pearl, which became more dazzling after baptism.
"Jinyan, haven't you noticed any changes in me........."
What's changing? After listening to it, Jin Yan looked at it carefully, and was suddenly pleasantly surprised to find that Su Jin seemed to have broken through, "Congratulations to Miss for breaking through the sixth major consummation of the weeping blood duel." ”
Su Jin also felt that since waking up this time, he moved his muscles and bones, his breath sank into the dantian, the vision in front of him seemed to become clearer, and his ears seemed to be able to hear farther, the original injuries he had suffered had all disappeared after the breakthrough, and the whole person seemed to have become extremely light.
Sure enough, the sixth is a watershed, before the sixth weight, it can be all a person with good martial arts, after the sixth weight, it can be regarded as a real among the ranks of masters, although there were some accidents to find Ling Yu this time, but it is not a loss.
"Miss, has Ling Yu found it?" Jin Yan asked suddenly.
He remembered that she went out to find Ling Yu, and then he suddenly received his signal, so he hurried over and found her in a broken temple, when her face was black and purple, she seemed to have the potential to explode, covered in blood, it was like being fished out of the blood water, he wanted to give her internal force, but suddenly found that she seemed to have a breakthrough sign, so he brought her back.
Su Jin was embarrassed, took out the small box from his arms, and handed it to Jin Yan, "There is no Ling Yu, only this box has been found." Looking at the box in his hand, he paused, and said, "This time even Gu Zimo and Yimengge have deceived Gu Zimo and Yimeng Pavilion.........
Jin Yan breathed a sigh of relief, what kind of person is so powerful, let alone himself, even they can be deceived!
Both of them fell into deep thought, and for a moment the room was a little strangely quiet...............
Until a shrill voice came from the door, "Where is Su Jin, don't come and take the order quickly." The eunuch who came to deliver the decree raised his head arrogantly, as if a little person like Su Jin was not worth mentioning in his eyes.
As soon as Su Jin came out of the house, what he saw was this old eunuch who was a fox and a fake tiger, he seemed to have seen him in the palace last time, he should be the chief eunuch next to Chu Lifeng, his status is quite high, heh, no wonder, dare to be so arrogant here.
"Su Jin took the order."
The old eunuch snorted coldly, and unfolded the holy decree in his hand with a "brush", "Fengtian carrier, the emperor's edict said, read Su Jin's extraordinary medical skills, thoughtful, meritorious service in rescuing the virtuous concubine, and give him a thousand taels of gold, a hundred pieces of silk, and ten boxes of jewelry, and enter the imperial physician as a special envoy, and move into the palace from now on. ”
Su Jin hesitated for a moment, but still took the holy decree, "Long live my emperor, long live, long live." In his heart, he had already drenched the dog scolded by Chu Lifeng, and he said it well, what kind of reward and official, this was obviously forcing her to enter the palace, wanting to spy on her, and killing her when the conditions were ripe.
The old eunuch snorted coldly when he saw that Su Jin had already received the holy decree, he was also present when he saw a doctor in the palace last time, but he was just a little doctor, and he dared to argue with the emperor, he really didn't know whether he was alive or dead, didn't she rely on Prince Youxuan to help her, see who can help her now, the person who is about to die is not worth trying to please herself, she glanced at Su Jin with disdain, turned around and left the garden............
Jin Yan clenched his fists, if he could, he would have chopped up this old thing and fed it to the dogs.
Su Jin looked at the holy decree in front of him and felt a little remorseful for a while, he had already known that he had let Jin Yan say that he was at Chu Yixuan's place, and then he sneaked over again, anyway, Chu Yixuan also said that he let him move over last night, and now he was arrested, and he was caught in Yunyuan, calling the sky and the earth to be ineffective......... It seems that only a dead horse can be a live horse doctor............
"Jin Yan, I'm packing up and getting ready to enter the palace now, you go to Chu Yixuan immediately and ask him to come quickly, otherwise he will lose a comrade-in-arms."
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