Every time I think of this, Red Sleeves will secretly cry again, sometimes I think about it, it's really useless, I will only cry, in fact, Red Sleeves is not very demanding, I just want to be able to spend this life with Childe, I just hope that Childe will not want me in the future. Red Sleeves is just a personal maid, there are not many things, Childe is getting smarter and smarter, the people I see in the future, the things I encounter, will become better and better, and the distance from Red Sleeves will be farther and farther, at that time, Red Sleeves thought, if I can always be by Childe's side, Childe will smile at me when he is happy, and beat me and scold me when he is unhappy, as long as I am still by Childe's side, that is the happiest thing. ”

Red Sleeves buried his head in Cao Yi's arms again, the tears on his face had soaked Cao Yi's clothes, even through the gauze bandage, and the salty tears even stinged the wound that had been whipped by the leather whip. "Later, Childe became better and better to Red Sleeves, so good that Red Sleeves became more and more greedy, more and more delusional, and even thought that he could be a maid for Childe and Childe's wife in the future, Red Sleeves is actually a very insatiable woman."

"And Red Sleeves is also a jealous and vicious woman, seeing that Sister Youwei can be with Childe all the time during the day, Red Sleeves is sour, just like eating old vinegar, envying Sister Youwei, sometimes I hate myself, I don't look as good-looking as Sister Youwei, and I don't have Sister Youwei's talent, I can show my talent to Childe, and I don't have the same high status as Sister Youwei, she is the first Oiran sought after by the whole Jiangning, and I'm just a little girl, Childe will have a lot of face when he takes her out...... Although Red Sleeves knows that she is not as good as Sister Youwei, but Red Sleeves sometimes envy her in her heart, if only Red Sleeves had the same conditions as her, she can accompany her son like her! ”

"Originally, Red Sleeves was not so greedy, and felt that no matter who was next to Childe, it was normal, and a man as good as Childe should have many excellent women who liked Childe, but when I came back this afternoon and saw that Childe was not there, and Sister Youwei was not there, at that time, Red Sleeves didn't know that Childe went out because of Zuo Gao's incident, and he still blamed Sister Youwei in his heart, blamed her for casting the Ecstasy Soup, and Childe was injured like this, and took Childe out! At that time, Red Sleeves was actually scolding Sister Youwei in her heart, thinking that when she came back, she must scold her, Red Sleeves is actually a bad woman, when she thinks that she has become like this now, she will definitely become more and more jealous in the future, and Red Sleeves will feel uncomfortable in her heart......"

"Why is it that it turned out to be good, Red Sleeves has become so hateful, obviously just a maid, why do you have to be ambitious, why do you always have a sense of crisis, why do you become suffering from gains and losses, thinking about some things all day long, thinking about what if Childe doesn't like Red Sleeves in the future, what if Childe's wife doesn't like Red Sleeves, I saw Childe and Childe's wife live happily, Red Sleeves should be happy for Childe, but Red Sleeves is too greedy, Red Sleeves ...... Red Sleeves also wants to join in, sometimes I think about it, Childe can still live very happily and happily without Red Sleeves, but Red Sleeves doesn't have Childe...... But...... Red sleeves only have a childe! ”

Speaking of which, Red Sleeves was already crying in Cao Yi's arms, at this time Red Sleeves was excited, and intermittently said what he was thinking in his heart, but I don't know if it was because his heart was too agitated, so he didn't speak so clearly, and some even felt verbose and repetitive, but Cao Yi could feel Red Sleeves' inner mood now, very sensitive, with a little inferiority, reason and emotion conflicted, inner desires and the shackles of reality were tormenting her heart.

Cao Yi didn't speak, just hugged the red sleeves hard, touched the long hair of the red sleeves with one hand, and patted her back with the other hand, at this time he didn't need to say anything himself, he had said it before, and now what the red sleeves needed was a warm embrace, so that her heart and her heart were tightly together, so that she could feel warm and feel that she was wrapped around her.

After a long time, under Cao Yi's comfort, Red Sleeves finally became no longer excited, and the sobbing and shoulder shrugging also stopped.

"Red Sleeves ......" Cao Yi's magnetic voice came out, which was the first time Cao Yi had spoken in so many years since the red sleeves chattered.

"Uh-huh......" Redsleeves immediately responded, with a thick, nasal voice that sounded extremely soft.

"You stay and sleep with your son at night!" As soon as Cao Yi finished speaking, he felt the originally weak and boneless red sleeves in his arms, and suddenly his whole body was tense, and even became a little stiff, with a slight trembling.

Cao Yi rubbed his face against the top of his red-sleeved head, and said softly, "Is it okay for you to sleep with your son at night?" ”

Looking at the past from Cao Yi's current perspective, the whole ears and even the neck of the red sleeves are red, and as the trembling amplitude of the body increases, the body temperature is getting higher and higher, correspondingly, the body of the red sleeves slowly begins to soften, and in the end, the whole person hangs on Cao Yi's body.

"Um......" is still a hum word, and it still has a thick nasal sound, but the voice is much, much lighter.

"Are you still worried?" Cao Yi hugged the red sleeves and asked with a chuckle.

"No...... It's the red sleeves who are ignorant just now, and the red sleeves don't know what to do...... Yes! Halfway through his words, Red Sleeves suddenly let out an exclamation, with a hint of charm.

It turned out that when Red Sleeves was talking about himself just now, Cao Yi slapped Red Sleeves' buttocks violently, and cut off the second half of her words, "I don't allow you to say that about yourself, you are Red Sleeves, you are the red sleeves of Childe, your good or bad, only I can say in the future, others including yourself, you are unique, there is only one Red Sleeve in the world, no one can drive you away from me, my father can't do it, my mother can't do it, and my future wife can't do it!" ”

The red sleeves' chest rose and fell, obviously listening to Cao Yi's words, he was so excited that he couldn't help himself, and after a while, he said faintly: "Son, you will spoil me like this~"

"Spoil it, spoil it, I'm happy with my son!" Cao Yi said domineeringly.

Red sleeves confided in front of Cao Yi just now, and confided out some words buried deep in his heart, as if he thought of something to say, and what he said was also messy, but it also hooked up some memories in Cao Yi's heart, when he first came to this world, he did a lot of stupid things, and there were many dumb children chasing after him to ridicule and insult, what Cao dumb, Cao family's stupid son and so on, there are many of them.

At that time, my mentality had not yet turned, and I looked at these ridicules and insults coldly, and let them go, but every time it was the little girl I was holding in my arms, like the old hen who protected her chickens, every time she stood out for herself, turning over and over only those barren words, how could she just say that the scolding was very powerful, every time she scolded others, she would secretly wipe her tears, but she never cried in front of herself, and she turned her head several times to wipe away her tears, and came back with a smileand comfort yourself.

At that time, I still thought how could there be such a stupid maid, who couldn't even scold people, but there were indeed many times when the gentleman didn't respond to the scolding himself, and then threw a stone at himself to provoke himself, that is, Red Sleeves stood in front of him without hesitation, and a stone fell on her forehead, and he now remembered that there was still blood left at that time.

Cao Yi lifted the face of the red sleeves with his hand, and sure enough, he saw the scar on his forehead, and the ghost made a miracle, so Cao Yi kissed the scar in front of it, extremely natural, it seemed that the emotions came to this point, and it was a matter of course.

The figures of the two hugged each other so tightly, and the bright moon outside the window hung high in the night sky, and suddenly began to rain meteor showers......

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