Chapter 50: Bitterness

In the past few days when Chen Mo returned to Hedong, most of the time he spent most of his time at home to accompany his mother and wife, and he also knew that the world would not be peaceful in the future, and he might not have much time to accompany him, so he also cherished this moment of reunion.

"What is the husband looking at?" Cai Yan was a little uncomfortable by Chen Mo, although the two were already husband and wife, but they kept staring at it like this, they always felt that their husband was thinking about something bad, although he didn't run away from seeing what he should see and doing, but he was still shy when he thought about it.

"Madame has more things on her than ever." Chen Mo regained his senses, his wife's life has been converted into a life grid, a young phoenix life grid, the specific situation is not clear, but since condensing this life grid, Chen Mo found that whenever he gets along with his wife, his mood will be easy to relax.

"What?" Cai Yan asked with a smile.

"Rich and graceful, unspeakably expensive." Chen Mo thought about it, in the past, his wife was as elegant and refined as a lotus, but now the fairy aura on Cai Yan's body is gradually gone, but she has a little more grace, not fat, but a feeling.

"The husband laughed." Cai Yan shook her head and smiled, only thinking that Chen Mo was making her happy.

Chen Mo didn't say much, the thing of life was a little hanging, he had been studying it, but he had never been able to get an accurate explanation.

"The concubine has composed a repertoire based on the debates made by her husband in the past few days, which can be used for piano movement and drum music to boost morale, can you listen to it?" Seeing that Chen Mo didn't speak, Cai Yan brought a bamboo slip and said to Chen Mo.

"Okay." Chen Mo nodded, his wife's attainments in the piano, Chen Mo admired it very much, although he didn't learn the piano, it didn't mean that he didn't have the ability to appreciate it, on the contrary, in terms of music appreciation, Chen Mo's attainments were not low, and he liked to listen.

Cai Yan asked Juan'er to bring the piano over, sat upright, and after adjusting the strings, began to stroke the piano.

Different from the melodious and melodious sound of the piano in the past, this time, Cai Yan's piano sound carried a faint killing meaning, the sun was setting, the battlefield was in disarray, and for a while, Chen Mo actually had a feeling of returning to the battlefield.

followed by the sound of the piano suddenly high-pitched, Jin Ge Iron Horse, the two armies fought, but in the end, both sides were defeated.

Chen Mo's polemic is actually not to explain how powerful he is on the battlefield, but an article about the tragedy of the war and the fact that outside the tragic battlefield, the lives of the people are not as good as dogs, hoping to let people know the tragedy of the war with this article, so as to avoid the war as much as possible, and some people have compiled it into a repertoire, but it is mostly an impassioned feeling, and it cannot play the meaning that Chen Mo really wants to express.

Today, Cai Yan has done it.

After closing his eyes and listening to this song quietly, Chen Mo opened his eyes for a long time, looked at his wife and said, "I thought that no one could understand it." ”

"The lofty artistic conception of the husband really needs to be read carefully." Cai Yan smiled and said: "It's just that on top of the poems, it is more about lingering friendship or sadness, although the husband's poems are excellent, but it is difficult to be sung, but the original intention of the husband to write this words is respectful, and the concubine is also after reading for many days, before she understands what the husband is thinking." ”

"If today, I'm afraid no one wants to understand!" Chen Mo sat next to Cai Yan and sighed.

Cai Yan was afraid that Chen Mo would be too depressed, so he smiled and said: "Since my husband became famous, only this one poem has come out, why don't you make a few more?" ”

"Madame wants?" Chen Mo looked at his wife and asked with a smile.

"The husband is a great talent in the world, and there are not many people in the world who want to see the husband's poems." Cai Yan said with a smile.

"Well, the husband doesn't really like to do this, but since the lady wants it, the husband will make a song for the wife, don't the world like romance? Today, I will do a love for my husband. ”

"Bitterness?" Cai Yan said curiously.

Chen Mo closed his eyes, and after recalling for a while, Juan'er had already prepared pen, ink and bamboo slips for Chen Mo.

What the world yearns for is mostly the joy of love, but few people write about it, but unfortunately, most of the time in life is in pain rather than joy, this love bitterness can be regarded as Chen Mo's summary of his love in this half of his life.

From the warmth of mother and son when they were young, to the friendship between villagers later, and then to the separation of life and death because of the war, and the separation of mother and son for study, Chen Mo basically wrote the pain of parting, without too gorgeous rhetoric, but it makes people feel empathy.

The middle part begins to tell some of the joy of making new friends, and then the beauty of the joy of men and women, which makes people feel warm in their hearts, but in the second part, it is a parting, best friends are separated by their own ideas, the sky is separated, and lovers are separated by official business.

A piece of love and bitterness, sprinkled with more than 300 words, but it expresses the pain of parting in the world, not only limited to husband and wife, but also mother and son, master and apprentice, brothers and friends, and the feeling when they leave, all of which make people have an indescribable sense of melancholy.

Cai Yan watched Chen Mo finish writing, but when the last word was written, her eyes were already red at some point, and Yun Si on the side was similar, only Juan'er looked at the two sisters a little blankly, she didn't understand too much.

"Husband~" Cai Yan was suddenly a little reluctant, I don't know how this emotion came from, but at this moment, he just wanted to shrink into his husband's arms, and said with some disgust: "The poems written by the husband always make people feel so depressed. ”

"The people of the world only know the good, but they do not know that this suffering is the majority." Chen Mo hugged his wife, pulled Yun Siye over, looked at the sky, and sighed leisurely: "With this, I will cherish the time to get along, but unfortunately, my husband's experience is limited, and only this parting has the deepest feeling, but I don't know how to compose a song?" ”

Cai Yan wiped her tears, thought about it, asked Juan'er to help take away the pen and ink, put the piano back on, after thinking for a while, the strings fluttered at the fingertips, and the pleasant notes flowed in the courtyard, she didn't have much experience of war, so it took a long time to understand the true meaning that Chen Mo wanted to express, but this love story was more or less resonant, but it was easier to compose it into a track.

Chen Mo held Juan'er in his arms, and quietly listened to the melodious notes gradually converging into a pleasant rhythm, and his wife never disappointed in the rhythm.

Time passes like a fingertip note.

Since Chen Mo returned from the clouds, the days began to become quiet, and the Montenegrin Army sent Yu Yu to discuss cooperation with Chen Mo, and the two sides exchanged ideas, and at the same time, the Montenegrin Army also gave Chen Mo some information.

The integration of the two clans in the clouds, there are many problems, Gao Shun is good at governing the army, but the governance is relatively weak, this kind of contradiction between the two races, he is not good at it, Chen Mo sent Guo Yi to Yunzhong in September to take over the post of Yunzhong Taishou, but Gao Shun did not recall, was appointed as the captain of the Huns, garrisoned in the clouds, in order to deter the Hu people.

Chang'an has the most information, but it is also the most useless, Dong Zhuo has become more and more tyrannical, destroying people at every turn, and everyone in the world scolds him, but Chen Mo knows that Dong Zhuo is driven crazy by the scholars, he is over sixty years old, and now he is in charge of the court, but just like the original general He Jin, he tried his best to win over the scholars, but in the end all he got was calculation and pitfall, but Dong Zhuo was not He Jin, after realizing this, Dong Zhuo did not hesitate to sacrifice the butcher's knife, and killed Guan Long's gentry to the cold, and also settled a lot.

Chen Mo knows that this peace is only temporary, the more ruthless Dong Zhuo kills, the heavier the next revenge, and Dong Zhuo is already old and doesn't have much energy to fight with the scholars, which can be seen from the fact that Dong Zhuo is now killing people at every turn, others only think that Dong Zhuo has a brutal temperament, but in Chen Mo's opinion, Dong Zhuo is afraid.

can be regarded as a generation of heroes, but in the end he was forced to look like this.

The development of Hedong is in an orderly manner, Da Lang captured Lishi in early September, which lasted three months of siege and uprooting, although it seems that the two sides have attacked and defended each other, but Chen Mo can see that Da Lang has been making progress during this time, at the beginning, Da Lang is similar to Han Xian in the command of the army, but as time goes by, Da Lang has made rapid progress, and in March, from the beginning of the evenly matched, to now almost chasing Han Xian.

However, the most important thing for Chen Mo is Da Lang's stability, no matter what Han Xian routs look like, Da Lang will not chase after him, but will continue to take over the city, strengthen the defense, and only after ensuring that the newly acquired territory is worry-free, will he attack again.

Although he missed many fighters, he forced Han Xian into a cornered step by step, and now he has even lost his stone.

This battle, even if it is here, Da Lang has actually won, Han Xian has already escaped from Xihe County with the remnants of the river, which is no longer within the jurisdiction of Chen Mo.

But the biggest thing in the past few months is not these, but Chen Mo is famous again, Cai Yan will show Chen Mo's love to Cai Yong, Cai Yong knows that his son-in-law rarely writes poetry, in fact, Chen Mo's poetry, in the eyes of Cai Yong, who has experienced ups and downs, has not yet expressed the pain of love, but even so, this poetry is definitely a good work, and the style is the same as Chen Mo's previous debate, and it has found another way.

With such an excellent son-in-law, Cai Yong naturally wants to let his friends know, Lu Zhi in Youzhou, Zheng Xuan in Qingzhou, and other old friends were all given by Cai Yong for them to taste.

Whether it is Cai Yong, Lu Zhi or Zheng Xuan, they are all great Confucians in the world, and Chen Mo's love bitterness is indeed a rare masterpiece, and it is easy to resonate with people, under the influence of the three of them, this love bitterness has spread to the world in the past few months, and has been respected by countless scholars.

Donggun, Taishou House.

Cao Cao put down the bamboo slip, looked at Xi Zhicai and said, "How is my virtuous brother's literary style?" ”

"Excellent." Xi Zhicai smiled: "But since there is such a literary talent, why have only two poems come out so far?" ”

"He doesn't like this." Cao Cao sighed: "Bitter love...... You said that his old friend got together and parted, did you mean me? ”

"Perhaps." Xi Zhicai rarely saw Cao Cao's appearance, so he couldn't help but smile and nodded.

"Definitely!"