Fei Qian sat in the pavilion, looking up at the peach forest on the side, the petals fluttering, silent.

In spring, it can be said that the color is the most beautiful time on the Shoushan School Palace, the blue is the sky, the white is the chalk wall, the red is the vermilion lacquer on the eaves and pillars, the blue is the clothes of the students, and the pink is the peach blossom that stands on the tree and swaggers charmingly, and the end is colorful and full of spring.

But in Fei Qian's heart, there was only a piece of blood, constantly churning and whistling.

Xun Chen's suggestion may be correct in some respects.

It's just that Fei is still a little uncomfortable in his heart, after all, it is contrary to the original values. Although it is said that Fei Qian is no longer at the time when he has just entered the Han Dynasty, it is still a little uncomfortable and awkward to let Fei Qian accept to slaughter those who have nothing to do with him and are guilty of just being guilty.

Fei Qian couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly. In later generations, he is most likely just an otaku, and such an otaku, when he arrives in the Han Dynasty, will immediately become violent, and he can immediately carry a knife into battle, kill decisively, kill people without blinking, and even kill women and children without changing his face, not afraid of the powerful, not afraid of blades and guns, and immediately take the great goal of recovering the homeland as his own responsibility, lying on the salary and tasting courage, hard and simple, and still do not change his original intention......

If such a character is really such a person, with such a mind and perseverance, can he still be a fat house in the future life?

To deal with the Xianbei people, Fei Qian has no psychological burden at all, because these nomads have always been the sworn enemies of farming, and before the invention of gunpowder guns, especially machine guns, the cavalry of the nomads was the sword hanging on the heads of the farming people......

Now, however, not externally, but internally. And this time, it is not to resist, nor to counterattack, but to take the initiative to invade, to loot, to burn and rob......

In this matter, Fei Qian is indeed a little entangled.

It's like a farmer playing in the mud in the countryside, and suddenly one day he becomes a financial prince, an oil tycoon, and the president of a multinational group.

In the concept of the scholars, they can communicate and exchange equally, and they can even behave politely everywhere.

As for the rest, huh......

Is it necessary for people to have any etiquette with ants?

Although Fei Qian disguised it well and learned quickly, in this regard, Fei Qian had not yet reached such a thorough level as the aborigines of the Han Dynasty.

Fei Qian's efforts to change, although also in Pingyang, and even in the surrounding areas, promoted a lot of retired soldiers in the army as grassroots officials, let Pingyang Book House provide some text and book fragments for free for people who are interested in learning to learn, and even promote and target the education of the Hu people, but now, Fei Qian still found that in the concept of these scholars, ants are still ants, even if they know a few words, they are just from wild ants to raised livestock, and they can still be killed and killed.

In terms of strategy, Xun Chen's strategy is naturally no problem, and it is also very operable, but emotionally, Fei Qian is still a little awkward in his heart. Of course, such awkward emotions, if they are in the mouths of those trolls in later generations, they will inevitably not be able to escape a sentence, and sluts are hypocritical......

Well, this is so familiar, the last time I heard this sentence, it seems that a colleague said it, right?

Come to think of it.

That year, starting from college, I talked about my girlfriend for three or four years, graduated, worked, traveled between the two places, and finally came to talk about marriage.

However, there is no room.

Strictly speaking, there is no new house that belongs to an individual.

If you want to buy it, it's not impossible.

Although the deposit is not much, but mortgage the old house of the parents, borrow a part, and then apply for a public or private loan or something, it should be almost called a down payment. Then I and my parents will use the next 20 years, or 30 years, with pensions or salaries, to repay those Indian money little by little......

In particular, it should be noted that when the money has not been repaid, you must not be sick, you must not die, you must not have all kinds of ups and downs, and you must not even cut off your salary and cut off the flow of funds to repay the money, otherwise, not only will everything you have invested before be wasted, but even the house used to live in it will also be owned by the public or private family that lent the money to you.

And if you want to keep the house after you die, you have to pay money to another company in addition to the money in India......

Of course, this is enough for a down payment in the second- or third-tier cities of Fidgen, but it is not enough in the first-tier cities where the girlfriend is located.

Do you want to borrow again?

Relatives and friends, neighbors, classmates from elementary school, middle school, and university, can they borrow everything they can borrow or not?

Most people may do this, and there is nothing wrong with it, but Fei Qian always feels awkward in his heart.

Awkwardly, awkwardly, in the end, the two of them were so awkward that their hearts were light.

The two of them, in the most familiar place, bowed their heads, but like strangers, ate the last meal together.

Silent.

At the station, before my girlfriend got on the train, she turned around and said, "...... Hug it......"

Fei Qian hesitated for a moment and said with a wry smile: "...... No need...... The car came, and the journey was safe......"

The vehicle was far away, and Fei Qian was silent for a long time, and then returned gloomily.

On that day, the peach blossoms on the roadside were also full of sky.

My girlfriend is a good girl, and although there are occasional quarrels, most of the time it is still sweet.

My girlfriend used to be a little princess at home, but when she got to the kennel he rented, she would clean up for him, wash his clothes, make Coke chicken wings, well, although it wasn't very delicious, and she would scream and avoid the live fish bouncing around in the sink, so she didn't know how to start, and then looked at Fei Qian with wide eyes at a loss......

Fei Qian also wanted to keep her.

However, his girlfriend also has parents, family, and a place where she has grown up for more than 20 years, why should she sacrifice, she give up, and she compromises?

The reverse is also true, who is not an only child?

If you fall in love, forget about each other.

Who's right and who's wrong?

There is no right or wrong.

Then he was evaluated by his colleagues as a slut is hypocritical.

Fei Qian remembers that the colleague at that time said while nibbling on the chicken leg set meal ordered online: "Do you love her?" If you don't love her, why will you keep her if you love? Does she love you, she doesn't love you, why should she be with you if she loves you? Since they don't love each other, what else is there, it's normal to be separated...... This chicken thigh rice is not bad, only eight yuan a piece, I said, do you want to order it together next time...... It's good to eat this together in the future......"

Fei Qian glanced at it and shook his head.

The colleague seemed to feel that his kindness had not been reciprocated, and muttered in a low voice: "...... Slut ...... It is...... Hypocritical ......"

Don't eat a big chicken leg package with colleagues to order an eight-yuan package, not because of colleagues' comments, but Fei Qian thinks that such a package, a palm-size, is not a small braised chicken leg, and then side dishes with rice, yes, colleagues think it is earned, but the business can do it, it is estimated that there is also a profit, and the errand brother and the online platform also earned, so what is the cost of the rest of the chicken leg package?

Losing love is like quitting smoking, it is painful at first, but as time goes by, you will slowly get used to it, and you can live without smoking.

Then Fei Qian naturally didn't have much of the so-called power source for promotion and salary increase in life, and inadvertently became a gangster in the workplace, and after being mixed for several years, he accidentally got mixed into the Three Kingdoms......

Oh, that colleague?

That colleague got married, bought a house in the city, married a girl three years younger than him, and everything seemed to be good.

Until that colleague, suddenly caught a cold for a long time, because he was not willing to give up a few hundred yuan of attendance award, so he insisted on not going to the hospital, and only went when he couldn't hold it anymore......

Later, there was no more, and Fei Qian never saw that colleague again.

The company made up half a year's salary for that colleague, which can be regarded as a kind of peaceful breakup......

Fei Qian lowered his head and looked at the bowl of clear tea soup in front of him.

I don't know why, when there are troubles, it seems that sitting in this peach forest seems to be able to alleviate a lot, so Fei Qian's heart is awkward, and naturally he came to Taoshan again and sat in front of Cai Yan.

Maybe he finally knew that Fei Qian didn't like turbid tea soup, Cai Yan didn't do any dark cooking this time, just a few peach blossoms, three or five dried plums, and it became the bowl of peach blossom plum tea in front of him.

In March, the peach blossoms are spouting, it is a good time, and the petals of the peach blossoms are very gorgeous.

The plums, on the other hand, were last year's, and although they were stretching in the water, they did not have the fresh and delicate colors.

"The tea soup is going to be cold, the junior brother still needs to drink it while it's hot......" Cai Yan gently knocked on the tea bowl he was holding with his fingernails, making a crisp sound, and his beautiful eyes flowed, and said, "...... Add some plums, although it adds some flavor, but if you leave it for a long time, it will be a little bitter......"

"Senior sister...... Fei Qian lowered his head, looked at the plums in the tea bowl, and said, "Alone, people, and people?" ”

Cai Yan gently pulled the hanging green silk behind his ear, revealing a small piece of white jade-like ear, thought quietly for a moment, and said: "If it is judged by the Tao, it is the happiness of people, and if it is judged by people, it is the joy of solitude." ”

Fei Qian nodded, then picked up the tea bowl and said, "It's also ......."

Feiqian is now the decision-maker, the leader, and the core of the entire group, so the choice of solo or human happiness has become a problem that Feiqian has to face at the moment.

It's like two railroad tracks, one with five, ten, or a hundred people tied to it, and the other track with only a few children playing, and the train is coming, and now it's impossible to save the people who are tied up, or to call the children to leave, the only option is to do nothing, let the train go on, and most of the people tied to the tracks will die, or move the tracks, change the train route, and put the innocent children in danger of death......

Of course, regardless of whether the track is moving or not, it is possible for the train to stop at the last minute, or it is possible for the entire train to derail because the track is not moved properly.

The people on the railroad tracks, the people in the trains, all eyes are on Fei Qian. Watching, waiting for Fei Qian to make a choice, the huge time sign flipped in Fei Qian's heart, counting down......

Cai Yan's crystal clear gaze came over, stayed on Fei Qian's body, watched Fei Qian drink tea, suddenly smiled slightly, and asked with some sly: "I don't know this question, has the junior brother asked the sister of the Huang family?" ”

"Ahem......" Fei Qian almost choked, then put down the tea bowl, was silent for a while, lowered his gaze, seemed to dare not face Cai Yan's clear gaze, and said, "This...... If it is based on the Tao, it is a solitary happiness, and if it is based on people, it is a human happiness......"

"It's also reasonable......" Cai Yan glanced at Fei Qian, and immediately lowered his eyes, and a sigh seemed to fly out of his lips, so soft that it was like a breeze in the forest, inaudible.

Feng'er slipped into the pavilion lightly, and slowly walked around the two of them, as if he found nothing interesting, so he quietly slipped out again, and went to the peach forest to pull those peach blossoms.

“…… The gentleman said: Great virtue is not official, great virtue is not instrumental, great faith is not promised, and the time is not even......" After a long time, Cai Yan opened his mouth and said, his voice was still faint, as clear as a stream in the mountains, tinkling and lingering, "...... Looking at these four things, you can be ambitious. The sacrifice of the three kings of the river, all of them are the first river and then the sea, or the source, or the commission, this is called the capital is also ......"

Fei Qian groaned, pondered for a long time, nodded, and said, "Teachable." ”

Yes, great virtue is not official, great virtue is not instrumental, great faith is not promised, and great time is uneven.

That's all there is to it.

"Senior sister, if you enter Yinshan again this time, you will be contaminated with a killing blood...... "Fei Qian said, "Now that I will fight in Guanzhong again, please give Qingyin again to purify my heart, I don't know if I can ...... it."

Cai Yan first glared at Fei Qian, then sighed with a little pity, and softly turned his head and ordered, "Burn incense." Take the green qi. ”

The incense burner was quickly lit and placed in the pavilion.

The light blue sandalwood smoke swirls among the lotus petals like a budding flower, and then gently and softly disperses, lingering in the pavilion, circling, and finally drifting outward with the spring breeze.

Cai Yan slowly rolled up his sleeves, revealing a delicate white arm, washed his hands in the golden basin, took a towel to absorb the water droplets, and opened his fingers like jade onions slightly in the spring breeze, waiting for all the moisture on his hands to dry, before lowering his eyes, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he sat in front of Lu Qi, gently raised his hand, and stroked the strings.

The spring breeze outside the pavilion also seemed to be excited, jumping happily in the peach forest, pulling the peach blossoms, petals and falling......

In the peach blossom flying, I saw Cai Yan's hand suddenly move, from the string of the third palace to the seventh emblem, with glissanda as the beginning, supplemented by provocative wiping and other techniques, suddenly a wisp of music notes from like petals, in the flying green jade fingers bloomed, floating in the small pavilion, and then jumped to the peach forest, in the peach blossom petals one after another, and the spring breeze entangled, towards the blue sky, curling and rising......