The air in the room is warm, the winter snow scene reflects the inside and outside of the room, and in the gentle sound of reading, Jin'er always thinks of the late autumn event.

It was a night when the fireflies were no longer there, and the flames would ripple orange and red in the courtyard through the lantern cover, lining the garden rocks between the courtyards. The scenery of late autumn is always like an ambiguous smoke screen for Jin'er. Sister Yunzhu's illness was a surprise for her and Ning Yi.

During this period, Ning Yi may be the first person to react. Soon after, one thing after another was stripped from Yun Zhu's side, in fact, most of them were about Zhu Ji, for these things, Yun Zhu, who was weak at the time, still felt a little guilty, but Ning Yi, who was by the bedside, smiled bitterly and took the responsibility.

"I still remember what I told you in front of the small building. The sand that I couldn't hold was casually raised. In fact...... I was hoping that you would find it fun to open a shop. Originally, it was indeed possible, but after the Su family's affairs, it was actually my fault that I wanted to use Zhuji as a carrier to expand my business. Same mistake I started making again......"

In Ning Yi's wry smile, for the same mistake he said, neither Jin'er nor Yunzhu understood what he was referring to. But when Ning Yi realized the problem, the means to solve the problem may not be surprising.

After unloading the matter of Zhuji, he went to find the most famous pianist in the capital, Lehu, and accompanied Yunzhu to visit, and the reason used was not to communicate with each other, but just to listen to people's songs. Read her the story from the book. In this way, Yunzhu's mood gradually relaxed, but Ning Yi, for this reason, ran to learn a lot of knowledge about the rhythm of the qin music, and occasionally asked a question to ask Yunzhu, even if it was ridiculously naïve, but it can always make people relax.

When heart disease comes, it is like a mountain, and when it goes, it is like a continuous spring rain. Autumn went to winter, and then it snowed heavily in Bianliang City, and Yunzhu gradually improved. It's the relationship with Jin'er. On days like these. That's it.

Before going to Shandong, the two said that they would give Jin'er an explanation when Ning Yi came back. It's a pity that after coming back. Yunzhu fell ill. The two took care of her. There are jokes and jokes when he is alone, but for these things, Jin'er knows that he seems a little guilty. Even one day, when the two were chatting in the corridor, I heard him say that he was a little "lacking in people's hearts".

"Sometimes, I think a lot of things are good, and when I think it's good, I want them all. Whether it's Yunzhu or you, I didn't think I was a flower before, but now I may forget it, only these things, I don't know how to solve it. I promised you before, but now I can't do it for a while......"

Ning Yi was sitting under the orange railing of the lights, and when he said it, it was a little like he was apologizing. Jin'er stood up and kicked him in the back with a hum, and the two didn't talk much about it after that. Ning Yi was actually a little surprised by Jin'er's silence, but fortunately, after that incident, Jin'er didn't show any rejection to him, and when she got along with Yunzhu, she still followed aside, or sometimes quarreled with him and made trouble.

In November, Ning Yi took out his free time to visit musicians and luthiers, and then visited some craftsmen, and in early December, he came to give Yunzhu a guqin. The piano is made by hand, with high-quality materials but rough handiwork, and it seems that it is just to stretch some fine strings on a piece of wood, although some paintings on it are quite beautiful, but in the eyes of Yunzhu Jin'er and others, perhaps in the eyes of anyone, this qin is a very clumsy handiwork.

But this piano, which is not accurate in sound, moved De Yunzhu to laugh and cry for a while.

But when Ning Yi left that evening, Jin'er, who came out with him, kicked him. When Ning Yi turned around suspiciously, he saw her head down.

"Ning Yi, I'm very stupid, I don't understand what you're thinking. But Sister Yunzhu and I are both from the Qinglou, it is normal and happy to be a concubine or raised outside, men are good to us, that is an extra thing, if it is average, it can be regarded as a home. You say you think a lot of things are good, and you want them, aren't men all like this? When you see a woman you like, take it into the house. I don't know what you think, but how to live is also our business. Sister Yunzhu will get sick, many people will get sick, but the illness will always get better, Sister Yunzhu and I don't think it's your business, you don't always think about it so much. ”

Ning Yi was slightly stunned for this, when he reached out to touch Jin'er's head, Jin'er took a step closer and hugged him, Ning Yi could feel the fragrance and softness of her body, and her chest was pressed against him. Ning Yi hugged her.

"I know you can't listen to me, do you?"

Jin'er spoke in his arms, and there was no resentment in his tone. Ning Yi smiled, even though she looked heartless on weekdays, the woman in front of her also had a smart seven-trick exquisite heart, when she used that gentleness on herself, her own heart and temperament actually couldn't hide too much from her.

"I ...... I can understand it, but I feel that I have a responsibility to ......."

"Hmm." Jin'er nodded quietly and arched in his arms, "Actually, Sister Yunzhu and I both know each other, and we are all very happy, although the night you said those words to me, I wanted to cry...... I just think it's going to be hard for you to do this. ”

"Men just have to be cruel to themselves, but I remember everything you said."

"That's good......"

During this period of time, Ning Yi has always remembered the feeling of that evening, the body of the woman in his arms, and the words he said. Although he still can't let go of his inability to solve the problem, his mood is much more relaxed after all.

On this day, I accompanied Yunzhu and Jin'er to study and chat, and listened to Yunzhu play a tune with the guqin he made, although the quality of the piano was extremely poor, but it still had a beautiful tone at Yunzhu's fingertips. Yunzhu smiled and said that she wanted to write a book on how to play a good sound with a rotten piano, although she said that, she was very precious about the rotten piano in her hand.

After that, Ning Yi took a ham home, and now it is the courtyard of the "Ning family". Su Wenyu was chatting with Tan'er and the others about what happened during this time. After dinner, Ning Yi and Su Wenyu chatted for a while about the camp in Shandong. When I returned to the courtyard where I lived, the lights were bright, and Tan'er hugged Ning Xi and watched the snowman piled up in the yard from the window. Ning Yi returned to the room and teased his wife and children for a while, Su Tan'er sat on him with Ning Yi in her arms, and said in a low voice: "What did you do in Shandong, tossing Wen Yu like that......"

"What's wrong?"

When he came back, he wanted to hug Xi'er. It looks mild. But Xi'er was scared to tears. Wen Yu was a little embarrassed, I could see that he was not the same as before, I had never seen anything that could make a rich boy like this in a few months...... If it's a big prison. Maybe it can make people change their temperament. But it's not like this......"

"It's hard to say." Ning Yi shook his head. "It's not that I can't say it, but it's not interesting, and I shouldn't be able to do it in the future. It's ...... Things that can subvert people's outlook on life......"

"Then forget it, so as not to let the child hear it." Tan'er pursed her lips, leaned her cheek on Ning Xi's little face and smiled, Ning Yi was also teasing him, making the child giggle and shake his body.

"Anyway, after a different experience, I finally started to grow, right?"

"That's right."

When the couple talked about it in the warmth of their room. In the lively right minister's mansion in Bianliang City, in the study room with the lights on, Qin Siyuan was also asking Wang Shanyue about various things in Shandong alone, and the sound of children running around came from the courtyard outside, and when it came to the things about that camp, Wang Shanyue was also slightly hesitant.

“…… Actually, it's hard to say. Ning Liheng behaved very solemnly about this, I have been to see it, and I have also seen the situation of Su Wenyu of the Su family, and I think it ...... It's so weird......"

The candle flame flickered, and Wang Shanyue stood there and talked about the detailed process.

“…… At the beginning, it seemed that they were just asked to obey the orders from above, simple training all day, and at night they were asked to talk about some bad things they had done before, and a few monks were asked to tell stories about karma, but the stories were actually very simple and not very deep...... The whole process is actually as simple as that, but on the one hand, the camp is very strict, and on the other hand, Ning Liheng regards these people's confessions as a reward......"

“…… Whoever speaks the most sincerely, the best, and the most reasonable, he will let whoever has a better life and manage the others...... In the beginning, it was he who personally supervised it, picking out those who confessed their sins. At that time, some people may have deliberately pretended to confess their guilt and deliberately pretended to be a storyteller, but as time passed, things slowly changed. Life in that camp was boring, and it felt like the days might pass slowly, and in a month's time, he had set up the whole system to work, and then most of it was actually letting them take care of themselves......"

"In that kind of environment, it's hard for people to pretend and lie wholeheartedly, and everyone starts to listen to stories, scramble to say what they did wrong, say what they did wrong, and even if they pretend, they say they regret it. As he spoke, he couldn't hold what he really thought, because in it, admitting his mistakes was an honor...... People don't allow themselves to live in an environment they don't agree with all the time, either by changing the environment or by ...... You have to change yourself, this is what Liheng once said, it seems to be a syndrome of tearing something. ”

“…… It seems that a group of robbers kidnapped a group of people, at first these people were afraid of the robbers, but after a long time, they were more likely to have a good impression of the robbers, and the robbers were friendly to them, but they were easy to think that these people were good people...... It's not because they really think that way, it's because people have to lie to themselves, they can't let themselves live in a background of fear, they can only give themselves a reason to feel that the environment is okay......"

Then in the second month, after Liheng left, things became more and more intense. The confessors became more and more sincere, but those who felt in danger began to secretly tell others not to do so, and then rioted several times. My people and the people of Zhujiazhuang have been there a few times, but in fact, most of the actions have been suppressed by them internally, those who confess their sins, those who feel that they have done something wrong have stopped others......"

At that time, the small leader selected by Ning Yi was the team leader, and one of the team leaders stopped him because his subordinates wanted to kill people and escape, and incited others to rise up and make trouble. Even after stopping it, he didn't allow others to mess around, saying that it was his own fault that his subordinates were obsessed, and finally committed suicide in front of that person......"

"By the third month, more than 100 people had been sent away and more than 30 had died, twelve of whom had committed suicide...... It's only been three months, and the situation in the whole camp at that time is that everyone feels guilty all day long, and some men who were still killing people a few months ago are in tears, and everyone wants to do something good, but as an outsider, it really makes people feel ...... It's very terrifying, but fortunately, Liheng began to stop at this time, and sent in more than 300 children to learn skills from them and be a master and apprentice inheritance......"

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PS: I broke my promise yesterday, and I apologize to everyone, because I only went home at night, and I didn't sleep well before, and I fell asleep on the computer.

It's also the last few days.,The most serious insomnia problem.,Go to bed at two o'clock at night and want to sleep.,Tossing and turning until ten o'clock the next morning.,After reading half of Haruki Murakami's book, I can really fall asleep.,The brain is too active.,Seeing everything is associated with the plot.,I can really hear the sound of people's conversations in my head.,Thinking desperately divergent.,It's like the hero in prison breaking.,If it goes on like this.,It's estimated that you'll have to see a doctor......