For months, every night, as I lay in bed, I remembered what the little girl who called herself Youbai, that is, my mother, said: "Not only in the previous life, but in every life that meets you, you will not end well." I tossed and turned on the bed, got up, walked to Brother Hao's door, and paced back and forth, Brother Hao should have heard the sound of pacing back and forth: "Xiaokong, can't you sleep? Come in." ”

I pushed the door in with the quilt and lay down next to Brother Hao, I didn't speak, and Brother Hao didn't either. I grabbed Brother Hao's hand, closed my eyes, and pretended to be asleep, Brother Hao turned sideways and put the other one on my chest, and soon, the sound of his breathing became smooth, and I knew that he was asleep.

I held Brother Hao's hand, wanted to enter the dream in his memory, several attempts, the horizontal scar behind my ear was a little hot, I succeeded, the dream technique, this memory dream, in a vast ocean, a lonely ship, drifting with the wind, I and Brother Hao in the cabin of the ship, discussing something, hugging, the waves suddenly raged, this small ship crumbling, it seems that it is about to break. Brother Hao stuck his head out, saw the huge waves coming, turned his head and hugged me deeply, ran to another smaller cabin, and pulled another woman to run in front of me: "Blank, the boat will fall apart soon, don't let her die, okay, I know what I say now, you won't believe it." I didn't let Brother Hao continue, my hands were spread, one foot spun in a circle, drew a circle in place, and then scattered some of the charms I carried with me around the circle. It's the guardian technique, Brother Hao and the woman are the targets to be guarded, and then in the evidence of the contract behind my ear, someone quickly flew out, turned into a black ball, wrapped Brother Hao and the woman in the middle, and circled around me twice, and then I asked him to go and take them to the land. Then the black ball spun around twice before it flew away. I sat weakly in place, and with the ship, I plunged into the ocean.

I continued to search for Brother Hao's dreams, I walked on a busy road, people came and went, everyone was in a hurry, and it seemed that there were many things to do waiting for them to do. In everyone's indifferent expressions, there is an indistinguishable loss. The phone rang, and it was a strange woman: "Yan Yuanhao is going to marry me, it seems that he doesn't love you as much as I imagined, and I don't even dare to tell you the facts of the matter, I tell you now, I don't love him either, but we will get married, but as long as you are alive, I will not divorce him, I will spend your whole life." ”

"In fact, he married you, I fulfilled him, and also, you underestimate me too much, since you don't love him, how can I let you hold him back for the rest of your life, death is easy for me. People, why be so stubborn, those things that don't belong to you, you get them, and they are not necessarily what you want. Why don't you go and see who these thousands of camouflages are, who moved your heart and used your affection. "When I hung up, I took out a knife and pierced my heart without hesitation.

This is Brother Hao, the dream that once made me see, the place I didn't see.

This memory dream, do I want to read it anymore. This is the bar, I see myself holding a bottle of wine, drunk, between different men, back and forth, and then throw away the bottle, I walked to the stage, it seems that I drank too much, I took off my shirt and threw it in the crowd, which led to the shouting of the scene to be more lively, when I unfastened the belt, a very powerful hand, grabbed my wrist, pulled me out of the bar door, I didn't even have the strength to pull away from the wrist, I knew this person, it was Brother Hao. Then the burning sensation on my face hit, a burst of heat, but I didn't feel any pain, maybe, I don't know how much alcohol I drank tonight, alcohol numbed my feelings. Immediately, I also gave Brother Hao a slap with my backhand, but I felt that the back of my hand was painful and piercing. "Get out, stay away from me. "I felt my anger, and the words spoke, but with understatement.

"Are you just ruining yourself like that? I could feel the unbearable anger in Brother Hao's low voice.

"I've always been like this before I met you, how we met, have you forgotten. It's not just a vulgar hug after drinking, pretending to be affectionate. Without you, I'm just living like myself. Who are you qualified to comment on my life and mind your own business. "I seem to be feeling a little emotional.

"Sora, I'm leaving her, and I know I can't lose you. In Brother Hao's deep voice, he was still angry.

"So, you left her, I should be satisfied, grateful to Dade for coming back to you? Don't be funny, the person who has been lost has already been lost. Just like the garbage you throw out when you go out every morning, you remember that there are still useful things in it at night, and then look for it, can you find it? It has already been burned to ashes in the garbage disposal station, and there is no trace of it. I replied drunkenly.

"But I found you, and I want to get you back. "Brother Hao is a little anxious.

"The people who were left behind understand how cruel it is to be abandoned, and I want you to know the pain I have experienced. With that, I rushed into the middle of the road, and a speeding car came to me. Then in a pool of blood, looking at the Yan Yuanhao who kept abandoning me and constantly losing me.

I opened my eyes and looked at Brother Hao, it turned out that in every life he had, he abandoned me because of the world, and lived a life that people felt happy, or in the happiness he thought he had, he repented that he was not happy.

I got up to pour a cup of coffee, but my hands were shaking with so much excitement that I simply put the cup down. Brother Hao woke up at some point, came over and helped me finish pouring the cup of coffee that I didn't pour out, and handed it to me. "What's the matter, did you have that dream again. ”

I took a big sip of coffee, raised my eyes and glanced at Brother Hao, when I looked at him, I actually hated him a little, if he was brave enough, if he was firm enough, we might be happy together for every life: "Well, yes." I dreamed that dream again. ”

Brother Hao approached as usual and wanted to hug me, but I instinctively took a few steps back. Brother Hao felt quite surprised and said, "What's the matter, Xiaokong." Are you there, resist me?"

Actually, when I saw those things, I was a little scared, afraid that we would repeat the same ending. I walked over to the couch and lay down on it refusing to speak. Brother Hao came over, raised my head, then sat down, and put my head on his lap again: "I'll accompany you." ”

(To be continued)