Chapter 19 Trust

Qin Zheng paused for a moment in a drinking posture and said in an undoubted tone: "I trust him. . . し0。 ”

"I don't understand what is good about this guy to make you so blind?" Qin Xie said hurriedly, daring to say what he had just said in vain, and at the same time, he was also surprised that Qin Zheng would say words of trust.

"Blind? I don't think so. Qin Zheng was holding a wine glass, his face full of confidence. "He has his own pride, his own set of rules of conduct, and is a very stubborn person with strong self-esteem. Even if he ultimately decides to kill me, he will choose a fair duel over assassination, because he disdains such a victory. Even if he knew I was an astromagician, I wasn't worried that he would betray me. ”

These words fell into Qin Xie's ears, and he immediately understood another meaning, and said angrily: "How long have you known him, and you have trusted him to the point of putting aside life and death?!" It has the highest soul contract with Qin Zheng, and it has not yet been fully trusted, which onion is this humanoid iceberg that appeared halfway?

Qin Zheng elegantly raised his glass and continued to drink, directly ignoring Qin Xi's undisguised jealousy.

This night, Qin Zheng unexpectedly broke the law of work and rest, and did not practice astrology, but slept on the recliner by being slightly drunk and lazy, with his head resting on his arms, his eyes half-open and half-closed, immersed in the past life that hovered in his mind day and night. He didn't really care about what kind of revenge he would receive, but he was afraid that he would end up in a never-ending end.

"Lights out. Qin Zheng was a little tired after thinking about it, and explained vaguely, closing his eyes.

The little black cat quickly extinguished the fire candle with its paws, and when it got into Qin Zheng's arm, he found that he had fallen asleep, rolled his eyes, and couldn't hold back his curiosity, and cautiously peeked into Qin Zheng's memory. Then he sighed lightly and secretly said a few strange words, "Why do you have so many memories, I don't remember before?"

Qin Xie had the experience of memory fusion, and he could conclude that these extra memories were Qin Zheng's every reincarnation, and they were much more colorful than the pale memories that had nothing left except for ten thousand years of cultivation. After fusing these reincarnation memories, I can't help but feel curious about the struggles of human beings in birth, old age, sickness and death, and envy the joys and sorrows. There is also love found in friendship, family affection is found in love, friendship and love are found in family affection, and the emotional entanglement that cuts and unsorted and chaotic makes it obsessed.

Family, friendship, love, when will I be able to have the three feelings of life? Qin Xie thought distressedly. I thought that I was a human being when I became a human being, but it turned out to be wrong, and I can only be considered a complete person if I have three emotions in life. Inadvertently facing Qin Zheng's gaze, Qin Xie jumped back suddenly, and his whole body exploded in fright.

"When did you wake up?!"

"When you merge memories. Qin Zheng said, without a trace of expression on his face, his eyes were deep, and he did not reveal any emotion.

Qin Xie looked at him with a weak heart and asked, "...... Now that you know why you don't stop me?" Is it just to catch the current situation red-handedly and then destroy the contract mercilessly? Thinking of the possible tragic death, his eyes couldn't help but moisten, I believe that if Qin Zheng is willing to release his tyrannical side, he will definitely be able to do it!

"You're so curious, is it useful for me to stop it? Qin Zheng chuckled, he had expected it to make such a move, it was just a matter of time. That day, he immediately sealed up the memory of the Supreme God and buried it in the deepest part of his soul, subconsciously thinking that it would be better not to let Qin Xie know that he had contact with the Supreme God.

Qin Xie repeatedly confirmed that there was not the slightest coldness in that smile that disturbed it, and said with a sigh of relief, "I'm curious, I feel so good about being a human being." ”

"If being a human being is really good, then why are there still many people who devote themselves to cultivation and aspire to reach the top and become gods? Is eternal life really good? Soul immortality is also eternal life, right? When all the people who know me, remember me, like me, love me, and even hate me are gone, and the hometown and familiar places they once used to be are gone, I am still alive...... But there is no way to prove that I ever existed, there was no joy, no satisfaction, only endless loneliness. What is the point of such eternal life?"

Qin Zheng seemed to be talking and talking to himself, Qin Xie listened quietly, this kind of loneliness was also there, even stronger than it. After a moment of silence, he brought up the question that he had been entangled in his heart for a hundred times:

"Do you trust me?" I want to be fully trusted by you.

Qin Zheng came back to his senses. "Why do you suddenly ask that?"

"Sometimes I don't feel your trust. ”

"Disobedient, loves to mess around, and from time to time causes me some trouble that is difficult to clean up, how can you make me trust?"

Qin Xie was so aggrieved that he almost burst into tears. I thought to myself, isn't the reason why I want you to care about me, to pay attention to me, to affirm me? I only have you, and if you ignore me, then ...... I'm going to go crazy, I can't prove I exist.

"Come here. ”

Qin Xie looked at him in a daze, not noticing the tears hanging all over his face.

Qin Zheng stretched out his hand, hugged the trembling little black cat in his arms, stroked its soft and smooth fur, and whispered: "The moment you and my souls merge, you fused my blood, I reshaped my body because of you, and you fused my memories to give birth to spiritual wisdom." In a sense, you're me, I'm you, you're an integral part of me, you know?"

"Are you me, am I also you?" Qin Xie was suddenly surrounded by sudden warmth, and finally got the long-awaited recognition.

Qin Zheng snorted, he didn't want to repeat what he had said.

"You agree that I mean you trust me completely?"

Qin Zheng nodded.

"You trust me more than you do?"

Qin Zheng raised his eyes to look at it, and there was a hint of impatience in his eyes. "He's not like you. ”

"If you want to say that it's different, is it because you have had a lifetime of emotional entanglements with him?"

No, plus this life is already three lifetimes, Qin Zheng closed his eyes and said silently. In those two lives, he never betrayed him, he was a husband and wife, and he was a close friend, so this time he may be able to be a good brother. Even if she finally decides to kill him, he still holds on to the hope of being a good brother with her, albeit slim.

"In your memories of your past life, I saw a super-level demon beast that looked exactly the same as Yan after transforming into a shape, except for the hair color. Qin Xie said. "It's true that you can live for hundreds of years if your cultivation is so high......" couldn't help but have a headache, worried about Qin Zheng's safety. If it was really a super-level demon beast, suppressing the cultivation to make the illusion that it was only a martial artist level, the current Qin Zheng would not be able to match it at all, and even if it made a move, he would feel powerless.

Qin Zheng shook his head. "It's not that Yin, the super-level demon beast is a few points stronger than the Martial Saint, no matter how you suppress it, it is impossible not to even show the slightest breath, and it is impossible to hide the rules of the contract. "The rules are fair and just, they will not favor either party, and the true cultivation of both parties cannot be hidden during the contract, and if he conceals the cultivation, he will definitely know.

"Yes, there is a pact between you. Qin Xie's eyes lit up for a moment and quickly dimmed, and he muttered extremely unhappily: "So, is it the reincarnation of that super-level demon beast?" In that life, you used him as a playmate, but he didn't treat you as a playmate, and after turning into a shape, he knelt in front of your tomb and shouted, crying miserably, like a dead daughter-in-law. In this life, I can still find you from the vast sea of people, I ......, "I am very jealous, jealous, jealous, jealous!" I wanted to shout out the dissatisfaction in my heart, and realized that Qin Zheng was beside me, so I had to swallow it back into my stomach and slowly digest this injustice.

Seeing that Qin Zheng didn't speak for a long time, Qin Xie couldn't help but say, "Are you treating him now?"

"I don't know. Qin Zheng was confused by this. In this life, he only has brotherhood, but he can't erase the love of husband and wife with his beloved wife, the family affection that has been with him for decades, and the friendship between childhood play and big playmates. Many emotions are intertwined, and in the end he can't tell the difference, one thing is certain - the existence of family.

Qin Xie found that Qin Zheng was silent, thinking about things, and a sense of crisis rose out of thin air in his heart.

"You?" Qin Zheng looked at Qin Xie who suddenly turned into a human form, feeling a little inexplicable, and the irritability of being interrupted from thinking. "Don't stick to me, go away!"

Qin Xie entangled him, his fingers slowly stretched out to his lower abdomen, and he came to Xiang Jian and sighed: "We are integrated into one, and we don't distinguish each other, okay?"

In the next second, Qin Zheng forcefully lifted Qin Xie to the ground, sat up and scolded with a cold face: "I told you, don't do anything to me!"

"How can I have it?" Qin Xie lay on the ground, his hand covering his aching buttocks and his face full of grievances. "The body is in your lower dantian, I just want to touch the body, where did I move my hands and feet? You really still don't trust me!" If you want to completely fuse, Qin Zheng needs to fully cooperate, and the slightest emotion of resistance and rejection will lead to the failure of fusion, but it is just a small temptation, Qin Zheng's reaction makes it feel very hurt.

"What is the purpose of your rush to merge with me?"

Qin Xie chuckled in his heart, the secret path was broken, and Qin Zheng's suspicion was attacked.

Say. ”

Qin Xie's eyes drooped, and his long, curly eyelashes cast two shadows. "The body consumes energy all the time, and after you and I are completely fused, I don't have to starve anymore, the taste of hunger...... It's very uncomfortable. ”

Qin Zheng was silent. There is no sign of fullness when he feeds it every other day to eat demon crystals, and the stomach bag is like a bottomless pit, which makes him start to have a headache and continue to feed like this, and when the stock is finished, where can he go to find a large number of demon crystals to serve as its rations? Even if he goes to the Qin Digong to search for it, it is not worth it to eat a few times, this foodie is about to be unable to raise.

What exactly is Qin Xie's body? no matter how huge the amount of energy enters its stomach, it is as if it does not exist. It is a wisp of divine thought of the emperor, from the fourth heaven, the closest place to the supreme god, many gods have heard of the name of the emperor of the center, but there is no god who has seen the true face of the emperor, and it is said that the god who follows the emperor has never appeared again.

Qin Zheng couldn't wait to find out what Qin Xie's essence was, and suddenly remembered Xizi, this mystery might be able to be answered by her. Raising his eyes and looking at the bright sky, it was almost time for the cultivation blessed land to open, so he hurriedly got up and went out to wash.

Qin Xie watched Qin Zheng leave silently, and his mood was extremely low.

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