Chapter 121: Do you regret it?
"What are you talking for?"
Xue Jinian said in a low voice: "There's no why, it's just that I'm tired." ”
"Tired?" Hua Qian immediately offered courtesy: "Where are you tired?" Come on, come on, sit down, I'll rub it for you. ”
I couldn't help but drag Xue Jinian to press him to the chair, stretched out his soft hands and rubbed the acupuncture points on the top of his head.
For those who practice martial arts, the acupuncture points around the body are taboo.
Xue Jinian thought that he would push her away quickly, but until she pressed his Baihui acupoint and rubbed his temple, he didn't react.
He couldn't help but feel even more sad, although he deliberately stayed away from her physically, he had no backhand against her psychologically.
He didn't even know he was doing it right?
I even thought, why don't I be selfish, just give up that memory, and pretend that he has nothing to do with her, that she is his wife, and that they can live together forever.
Whether it's human ethics or betrayal of morality, he doesn't care at all!
Even when she can no longer be by her side openly after learning the truth, he will also leave an indelible mark on her heart!
However, as soon as she saw Hua Qian, she smiled at him, her eyelashes were crooked, her eyes were shallow, and she smiled as if he was forever unique in her heart.
Xue Jinian relented.
Whether it's hell or purgatory, he doesn't care, but he can't pull her down.
He didn't want to see the day when she looked at him with disgust and hatred in her eyes, disgust and heartache, and he hoped that when she looked at him, she would always be as shining as she was today, without pain or sorrow.
He can't hurt her!
"Xianggong, what do you think of my strength?"
This title made Xue Jinian's heart ache, he couldn't be her husband in his life, but he still tried his best to correct her: "In the future, you will still call me by my name, right?" ”
Hua Qian's heart trembled, but she replied casually: "Why? I've been calling it like this, what's so bad? ”
"Even if we have promised each other for life, after all, there is no Ming Media to marry, this title is not good for your reputation, so don't shout."
"Tsk, what kind of reputation do you want, Changle said, she never knew how to write the word reputation." Hua Qian joked and replied: "But seeing that you care so much, I'll reluctantly protect it." However, when are you marrying me? ”
Xue Jinian was silent for a while, unable to give an answer.
Xue Jinian's hesitation made the doubts in Hua Qian's heart more and more heavy, at this moment, she had long since lost the joy when she came, it was only a short time from entering the door to now, but she was like falling from heaven to hell.
She knew that no matter what she thought before, no matter how well she thought of Xue Jinian, it was above her expectations for Xue Jinian. But as long as Xue Jinian didn't give her a clear answer for a day, she wouldn't be at ease for a day.
Recently, she had a feeling that she would be given up by Xue Jinian at any time. She didn't know why she felt this way, and she always brought boundless panic to herself.
This is also the reason why she forced Jinxin to let her out of the palace from time to time, if she didn't come tonight, she thought, it won't be long before she really breaks into Dongchang in broad daylight.
The hand that fell on his shoulder slowly clenched, and Hua Qian suddenly lowered his voice and asked, "You won't regret it, will you?" ”
Xue Jinian's posture did not move, and his straight back stiffened slightly for a moment before he replied in a dumb voice: "If I regret it, what will you do?" ”
Hua Qian's hand pressed on the acupuncture point on the top of his head for a moment, and then took it back.
Xue Jinian turned around slowly, and met a pair of gentle and agile eyes that were a little sad at the moment, he saw a flash of panic and stubbornness in her eyes, and then a thin layer of water appeared: "If you regret it, I will give you a chance, but only once." Do you really regret it? ”
Xue Jinian was almost unable to form an army under her cautious gaze.
He stood up suddenly: "It's late tonight, it's cold at night, you better go back to the palace first." ”
Hua Qian looked at him silently and did not continue to ask, she was afraid that if she continued to ask, if she got a positive answer, she didn't know if she would leave Dongchang peacefully tonight.
She wiped her eyes casually, and digressed the topic and asked, "Can I come to see you in the future?" ”
Xue Jinian paused and replied, "Yes." ”
"Then will you go to the palace to see me?"
Xue Jinian hummed, and Hua Qian sighed in his heart.
He didn't completely reject her after all, which shows that he still cares about her.
He didn't respond to her clearly, which showed that his heart was struggling and shaking, otherwise he would never have shown the helplessness and confusion just now.
He obviously wanted to get close to her, but he pretended to push her away unintentionally, what was the reason?
However, with Xue Jinian's assurance, Hua Qian's heart felt a little better. In fact, Hua Qian also understood that she and Xue Jinian could be together, all of which she forcibly requested, although it was not out of sincerity, but after all, she took the first step.
Since she was the one who reached out and grabbed him first, she didn't mind dragging him all the time, even if he just passively accepted, but he accepted it anyway, and she would never let him let go of her easily.
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Since that night, Hua Qian hasn't seen Xue Jinian for a long time, although one said that he would go out of the palace to visit, and the other promised to go into the palace to stay together, but in fact, no one did.
Hua Qian didn't want to push him too hard, she believed that he must have done it for a reason, and she waited for him to take the initiative to speak. Before that, she had more important things to do.
One of them is that as she said to Jinxin before, she wants to brush up Xue Jinian's favorability in front of Queen Wen; However, the premise is that he has enough favorability in front of Empress Wen. At present, passing is worrying.
Hua Qian was very worried, if she and Xue Jinian continued like this, she had to make some changes, at least to let Empress Wen see that she no longer had a conditioned reflex disgust.
So, it's important to do what you like.
What is so good about Empress Wen? According to Hua Qian's observation, she seems to be very optimistic about her and Shen Ye together, and I don't know if she behaved too well when she left the palace, Queen Wen has been a lot closer to her recently.
Hua Qian felt that this was a good thing, with the mentality of deliberately bringing the queen of Wen, recently she went out of the palace to find Shen Ye to brush the existence value as soon as she was free, and the two of them almost played the whole of Kyoto.
Of course, her purpose in looking for Shen Ye was not only that.
Xue Jinian's body seemed to be really wrong, and when she went to see him that night, she heard that his cough was getting worse and worse.
This made Hua Qian very worried.
No matter what secrets Xue Jinian had, and no matter what he was going to do, Hua Qian thought that it was imperative, and there was nothing more important than finding a senior sister to heal Xue Jinian.
So recently, staring at Shen Ye to find her senior sister Hua Qingying has become a major concern for Hua Qian.
Shen Ye was stared at quite helplessly.
At this moment, the two are meeting in Tianxianglou, a cup of tea and a few dishes of dried fruits, and they are beginning to experience the fun of bickering with the masters in the past.
"I said, when did you have such a deep affection for your senior sister?"
"You know what? We haven't seen each other for more than a year, and seeing that the Chinese New Year is approaching, I wonder what's wrong with her. Hua Qian pinched open a ginkgo as he spoke, flicked his fingers, and then stretched out his mouth to catch it: "I have a good relationship with my senior sister." ”
Shen Ye smiled, he reached out and took an empty plate, and also learned the technique of Hua Qian, pinched open a white fruit, flicked the shell to the edge of the table, and put the round and slightly yellowish flesh on the white empty porcelain plate, and asked gently: "I knew that you were so affectionate, why didn't I see you looking for me when I left?" ”
Hua Qian lost another white fruit, glanced at Shen Ye by the way, and said, "Why didn't I look for you?" If I hadn't been looking for you, how would I have known Xiaoyu? I really have no conscience, and I have been gone for a year and a half, and I haven't even left a fart. ”
Shen Ye: "......"
Hua Qian chewed and said, "Seriously, if it weren't for Senior Sister telling me that you were in Beijing, I wouldn't have followed Xiaoyu's convoy into Beijing together." ”
If it weren't for this, how could she be chased by Xue Jinian to be a fake and shoddy princess, walking around the harem with her head all day long, but she didn't scare her miserably.
Of course, he won't meet Xue Jinian, and he won't understand his true thoughts.
At this point, Hua Qian can't say whether it's good or bad.
The corners of Shen Ye's smiling lips eased slightly, he remembered that at the beginning, his mother died, he suddenly learned the news, he was angry, and left the division overnight.
From the beginning, he knew that he had a lot of things to hide from her, especially his identity, at first he felt that there was no need to speak, and then he didn't know how to explain it.
Hua Qian's entry into Beijing was unexpected by Shen Ye, he originally thought that when he gained a firm foothold in the court, he would find an opportunity to take Hua Qian to Shangjing, and then explain everything to her in detail.
He was in charge of the Dufu Division for the first time, and the internal relationship was entwined, and he only entered Jinyiwei as a concubine of the Marquis of Ningchang, which was quite tight. Later, after he dredged the outside and cleaned up the inside, he finally cleared all the obstacles and took the entire Dufu Division into his palm.
He has always known about Princess Changning, and he has always paid attention to Yin Yuli's movements. originally thought that if the emperor and queen wanted to summon Princess Changning back to Beijing one day, he would definitely be the first person to greet him. When the time came, he took a trip to Wuyin Mountain and brought Hua Qian to Beijing together.
If the timing is right, he still wants to show her his heart and fulfill his love for her for so many years.
Who knows, when the matter came, His Majesty handed over this errand to Xue Jinian.
handed over to Xue Jinian, Shen Ye didn't have any dissent. But he didn't expect that Hua Qian would be sent to the palace as a princess by Xue Jinian!
This twist and turn will never be as easy as Hua Qian's previous explanation to him.
But he privately sent Jinyi Wei to investigate, but it was difficult to find clues. All the factory guards who followed Xue Jinian out of Beijing were all killed and wounded, and some could not even find their corpses.
I heard that Xue Jinian himself was at the end of his rope and was chased by assassins into the Jingyang realm, but fortunately, Huai Wangfu came to the rescue, and he and Hua Qian were able to escape.