69. He cares about you, but he can't help it
The kingfisher and the one who came back later in the past can see that both of them are very tired, the kingfisher was in a hurry to find the old Wu Tou, but when he saw me, he suddenly stopped, and smiled at me inexplicably, laughing weirdly.
I got goosebumps all over my body, and I didn't know what she meant.
In the past, I looked for Jun Liangbo, whispering something, Jun Liangbo nodded expressionlessly.
After reporting in the past, I turned around and saw me as if I didn't see it, and I also went to find Lao Wutou.
I stood in place and saw Lao Wu Tou coming over to check the pulse of two people, and his expression was a little solemn.
At noon that day, Lao Wu Tou boiled the medicine and gave it to the former year and the kingfisher.
I was a little curious, "What kind of medicine is this?" ”
Old Wu Tou had a smirk on his face, "It's all a tonic, it's a tonic." ”
Although I don't understand pharmacology, but my father is Langzhong, and Su Zhi is also dedicated to studying pharmacy, I still know something.
I always felt that Lao Wutou didn't tell me the truth, and after eating at noon, I went to the small medicine stove to take a look, and the residue was still there, and I pinched it under my nose and smelled it.
It's not a tonic, if memory serves, it's all detoxification.
It's not an ordinary antidote yet.
Poisoned with kingfishers in the past?
When I heard the voice, I quickly threw away the dregs in my hand, stood up straight, and looked around pretending to be there.
It was Lao Wu Tou who came over, and he looked at me a little defensively, "Why are you here?" ”
I said, "After eating, walk around and digest it." ”
Old Wu Tou looked at me unhappily and went over to take the medicine stove away.
I stared at his back for a moment, although I didn't know Lao Wu Tou well, but I still knew his habits of diaphragm to the dead.
I looked at his back, and he habitually flicked his sleeves when he walked, but not at this time.
I thought about it for a while, leaned over, "Hey, old Wu Tou, when are we leaving?" ”
Old Wu Tou clasped his hands crossed, hidden in his sleeves, I looked down at his movements, and still felt that it was not right.
Old Wu Tou said: "It should be tomorrow." ”
I nodded, staring at his face seriously, but I couldn't see anything.
I couldn't find any flaws, so I could only excuse myself and go away and go to find Jun Liangbo.
Jun Liangbo didn't know where to get another carriage over, and was sitting in the driver's seat, leaning on the carriage behind, looking like he was basking in the sun.
I looked up at the sky, it was noon, the sun was very big, and the people in the sun were lazy and like sleeping.
This sun also has some familiar feelings.
Jun Liangbo saw me coming over and stretched out his hand to me, "Come and sit." ”
I hesitated, but passed my hand over, and he pulled me into the carriage.
I said, "What happened in the Uninhabited Valley?" ”
My mind was groggy and I felt like I remembered a lot of things very vaguely.
Jun Liangbo shook his head, "Nothing happened, you just fell asleep and started to fall into a coma, so we stayed where we were, and then Mo Wen and Kingfisher came over." ”
I looked into the distance, and Mo Wen was standing under a tree, staring at me.
Mo Wen and I didn't have a deep relationship, I didn't have much friendship, and I didn't know him very well, and when I saw him standing there, I suddenly thought of the scene when I overheard him and Kingfisher arguing that day, and was later blocked by him on the road.
I asked Jun Liangbo again: "Don't ask, come here, will we pass through the uninhabited valley." ”
Jun Liang nodded thinly, his eyes were a little bright.
I was a little puzzled, "Does he have a way out of the uninhabited valley?" ”
Jun Liangbo retracted his gaze and looked into the distance again, "I don't know why the uninhabited valley will make the people who enter the valley hallucinate, what you see is what you think in your heart, what you love, just like a dream, but as long as you can see through it and rush out of the dream, even if you break the obstacle of the uninhabited valley, you will be able to get out." ”
I asked, "Mo Wen has broken through the barrier of the Uninhabited Valley?" ”
Jun Liang nodded thinly, "Only those who have no desires and no desires will not be fascinated by their minds." ”
Yes, we all have obsessions, so we are the most likely to be seduced.
Jun Liangbo closed his eyes, it seems that the sun really makes him very comfortable.
I thought about it, got into the carriage, and peeked at Jun Liangbo, who was still there.
I carefully lifted my sleeves and looked at my arm, which was indeed bandaged, I thought about it, or removed the strip of cloth, but I didn't expect to see a wound or something, after all, I have a physique, and the wound must have healed.
But to my surprise, I was startled when I removed the strip of cloth, and although the bleeding stopped from participating, the wound was not well treated, and the wound was still turned out.
I was so frightened that I quickly covered it, and it took me a long time to breathe a sigh of relief and look again.
The wound was deep, almost blatant, but I didn't feel any pain at the moment.
I pressed it with my hand, but it was just numb.
I sat in the carriage and wondered if it was because I had lost too much blood recently that the wound had not healed as soon as possible.
No, I was bled by the old guy before, and I fainted, but the wound healed as usual.
I heard footsteps outside.
I leaned against the window, lifted the curtains and peeked out, it was the kingfisher and Mo Wen.
Mo Wen actually had a smile on his face, although the kingfisher was not very happy to smile, but he could also see that he was in a good mood.
I haven't seen Mo Wenxiao, he has no expression all the time.
Now that he's smiling, it stands to reason that people will feel warm when they see it, but I think it's weird.
The two of them didn't notice me, and walked while talking to themselves, and then I heard the kingfisher's voice: "I thought I wouldn't be able to come back, that guy, he looks weak, but he didn't expect that he could give birth to brute force when he died." ”
Mo Wen's voice was very gentle, "Are you still feeling unwell?" ”
Kingfisher shook his head, "No, Uncle Wu's medicine is very useful, and it won't be so painful after taking it." ”
Mo Wen sighed, "I said let me pass, you are still strong." ”
Kingfisher was arrogant, "The landlord also agreed to let me go, not to let me breathe a bad breath, because of this woman, I suffered so much, I must do something to balance my heart." ”
I'm sure the woman she's talking about is me.
Mo Wen didn't speak, and Kingfisher continued: "I really can't wait to see her expression after knowing the news, two men, both died because of her, to be honest, in fact, her life is worth it." ”
The two men passed by the carriage, but they didn't see a crack in the curtain open, revealing my pale face.
Because I knew that the woman that Kingfisher was talking about was me, I knew better who the so-called two men were.
Jun Liangbo and Lao Wu Tou both said that the two of them went to find an antidote for me, but it turned out that they were not at all, they were all lying to me.
My hand squeezing the curtain was bruised.
Yes, the kingfisher and the past years were poisoned, it must have been when he went to rob and kill Su Zhi and Ning Qing, he was poisoned by Su Zhi, and Su Zhi stopped him, and there was only one way to protect himself.
My whole body was shaking, and I tried several times to stand up without the strength to do so, and I collapsed on the cushion, tears streaming down my face.
All the sounds outside were gone, and the world was eerily quiet.
I took a deep breath, a deep breath, to calm myself, thinking about what I had woken up to see, thinking about the faces of these people that were becoming stranger.
After a long time, I trembled and touched my hair, Jun Liangbo gave me a hairpin I have always carried, although it is white jade, but if you are unprepared, it can also hurt people.
I staggered to the door of the carriage, and when I lifted the curtain, I saw Jun Liangbo still sitting there, probably asleep with his eyes closed.
I pinched the hairpin in my hand and slowly squatted down.
Jun Liang slept very peacefully, and he didn't notice my arrival at all.
I slowly pressed the tip of the hairpin to his neck.
The hairpin was pinched in the palm of my hand for a long time, but it was still cold, but it was so cold that Jun Liangbo didn't wake up.
I looked at him and asked word by word, "Who are you?" ”
He didn't answer, I snorted coldly, "Don't pretend to be asleep, who the hell are you?" ”
Behind him came the scream of a kingfisher, "What are you doing, what are you doing, put down what you are doing." ”
I looked back at her, and the kingfisher's frightened face was hideous.
She was still shouting, "The landlord has also been poisoned by the miasma of the Uninhabited Valley, and her body is still very weak, don't hurt her." ”
I looked at her coldly, "Who are you?" ”
The kingfisher showed a momentary dazedness, "What do you say, you quickly let go of our landlord." ”
What she said was really afraid that I would hurt Jun Liangbo, but her expression was hideous and disgusted me.
If my psychological quality is not very good, seeing her like this, I will directly stab Jun Liangbo to death in a fit of anger.
But now I didn't, I took off the hairpin and threw it on the planks of the carriage, "I don't know your purpose, but I think you seem to want me to kill him." ”
The Kingfisher's expression froze for a moment, "What nonsense are you talking about." ”
I always felt that something was wrong, so I simply sat down and pushed Jun Liangbo next to me, "Wake up, don't pretend." ”
He opened his eyes at once, but the look in his eyes was no longer the one I was familiar with, but the appearance of another evil man.
"How do you know I'm not Junliangbo."
He finally stopped pretending and admitted that he was not Jun Liangbo.
But how to answer the question he asked, I felt that he was wrong from the beginning, but what was wrong and couldn't say it clearly, maybe it was a feeling.
I laughed, "There are too many flaws." ”
Old Wu Tou and the old years also came over, and in the same way, these people all put away the false smiles on their faces, and they were expressionless one by one.
I thought about it for a while, and said to myself: "I had two dreams before, and in both dreams I died at the hands of the same person, this time I woke up, and I felt that I was awakened from a dream, but the scene here is still too illusory, I think about it, I can only guess whether I am still in a dream." ”
In real life, the people around me are not in such a state, and the strangeness makes me afraid.
Jun Liangbo won't smile so fakely, Old Wu Tou can't walk and is a little pretentious, and Mo Wen won't laugh, and the kingfisher won't be stupid to say such an important thing to me on the side of the carriage.
Actually, it's not that I'm smart, it's just that they're too anxious.
The man next to me laughed, smiling evilly, "Really, it almost worked." ”
I'm not afraid of him, it's a dream anyway, it's all fake.
"When I just put the hairpin against your neck, you didn't dodge, what, do you want to die?"
The man sighed, "Kind of thinking." ”
He looked to the horizon and said, "Really, he's going to wake up too." ”
As soon as I wanted to ask him who he was, I felt that the wind was blowing, and the surrounding jungle was lush, but the sky was full of wind and sand.
I closed my eyes, and the wind whistled in my ears, and I felt the wind blowing over my face, and the sand rubbing against my skin, and it hurt.
After a long time, when the sound of wind and sand gradually subsided, I opened my eyes again.
He was lying on top of a clearing, with no grass or trees around him, but a lot of rocks.
The sky above is not blue, and the sun is not big.
I felt that my whole body was sore from sleep, and when I turned my head, I saw Jun Liangbo lying next to me, his brows furrowed tightly.
I hesitated to call him, and he suddenly opened his eyes.
However, his eyes were not focused, as if he had woken up in his sleep.
I sat up and reached out and shook it in front of his eyes.
Jun Liangbo finally came back to his senses, and he also sat up and looked at me, "Sorry? ”
I nodded, "It's me." ”
Jun Liangbo came up and hugged me, "You're fine, you're scared to death." ”
I guess he's dreaming.
I patted him on the back, "Okay, okay, everything is over, it's all a nightmare." ”
Jun Liangbo's voice was in his ears, "I know it's a dream, but I'm afraid, in case I really do it, in case I really can't see you." ”
I have a complicated heart, you can still see me here, and maybe we will really say goodbye in the next place.
After a while, Jun Liangbo let go of me, I looked around, Old Wu Tou and they were all lying on the ground, Su Zhi leaned on a stone, lowered his head, and Ning Qing was lying at his feet.
Everyone is stuck in their sleep.
I don't know how they struggled in their dreams.
But it should be a cone when you think about it.
I wanted to wake them up, but Jun Liangbo stopped me, "It's useless, I need to wake up by myself." ”
But I'm afraid, what if someone really sleeps in their sleep.
I asked Jun Liangbo, "Will you not wake up, and what will you do if you will be trapped in it all the time." ”
Jun Liangbo: "If you kill the person in the dream to protect yourself, you will always be asleep." ”
No wonder Jun Liangbo in his dream is so looking for death.
I suddenly wondered, "So how did you wake up?" ”
He looked at me, "You killed me." ”
I couldn't speak all of a sudden.
The illusion of the Uninhabited Valley actually respects us very much, even if Jun Liangbo in my dream is a little different from him in reality, it is still very similar.
So the me in his dream, just like in reality, must be lethal, and he should be willing to kill him in his dream.
How ironic, in reality, he had to sacrifice me, and the sleep center was willing to die at my hands.
This is also a kind of compensation for him.
We waited for a long time, and the first one to wake up was Ling Feng, who was still a little confused after waking up, and his eyes were confused.
It was the first time I had seen such an expression on his face, in fact, I was very curious, Ling Feng really didn't seem to have any concerns in his heart, what could he have trapped him for so long.
The second to wake up was Lao Wu Tou, and I saw him sit on the ground alone, covering his face with a wide robe, and shaking his shoulders after he found that everything was a dream, just a false alarm.
Didn't you cry?
None of us went over to bother him, and I remembered the woman he had failed when he was younger.
I think that Lao Wu Tou probably didn't want this to be a dream, he probably wanted to really make up for the mistakes he made back then.
But everything is delusional.
Some mistakes will be atoned for for a lifetime, and conscience will be condemned for a lifetime.
Then he woke up in the old years, he opened his eyes and stared at the sky for a long time, and then got up and stretched as if nothing happened.
What else can I say, it turns out that the most free and easy person in this is him.
Su Zhi and Ning Qing woke up at the same time.
After Su Zhi came back to his senses, he immediately looked at Jun Liangbo, with a shallow hostility in his eyes.
Look, what he dreamed of, in fact, I can guess how much.
Ning Qing was the most direct, and when he got up, he rushed over to me, hugging me, "Sorry words, sorry words......"
I was about to cry when I heard the tone.
I coaxed him like a child, "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, it's okay." ”
Everyone is awake and can continue on their way.
I looked around, and the uninhabited valley at this time was the same as what I saw outside, very barren and barren.
There was no cover-up, we could walk straight through.
In the past, Ling Feng and Ling Feng took their luggage, we walked forward, I thought of the three gentlemen I dreamed of before, in fact, if there was no foreshadowing in the first two dreams, maybe I would really sleep in the last dream.
It is precisely because I have experienced the dream that the third can see the unreal.
I slowly swayed to Old Wu's side, "Hey, what did you dream about." ”
Old Wu Tou's face was still suffering, and after listening to my words, he stopped for a moment, but immediately left again.
I said to myself, "I dreamed that you were going to kill me, and you were very good at pretending in my dreams, and you didn't throw your sleeves when you walked, but your medical skills were still quite high." ”
Old Wu Tou suddenly spoke: "I dreamed of a woman I loved when I was young, and I was not good to her at that time, but I did love her." ”
An old-fashioned bad old man who opens and closes his mouth to say love, which sounds particularly awkward.
However, in order to let Lao Wu Tou continue to speak, I could only pretend to listen very seriously.
He said: "She has suffered a lot with me, but she has never complained to me, I still thought that God looked at me pitiful and gave me a chance to start over, I could make up for her well, and I could correct all the wrong paths I had taken in the past." ”
He may have thought that the decades of trance after the woman's death were a nightmare, and that the woman was still by his side, that he still had a chance to repay the love debt owed to her, and that he had a chance to turn the broken life around.
But who knows, the nightmare is real, and all this beauty is false.
I also became uncomfortable, "It's not necessarily that everything in the dream is fake, maybe that person really fell into your dream," I thought of the way Jun Liangbo said to crack the dream, "Did you die in her hands in the end?" ”
Old Wu Tou didn't deny it, I think my guess should be right.
"Maybe her soul really took this opportunity to come to take revenge, you owed her back then, she got it back in your dream, she has affection for you, and she is reluctant to really hurt you half a point, but she also has a grudge against you, you can only choose this painless way, don't worry, maybe after this time, she will really forgive you, and you will really pay it back, and she actually received the kindness you did to her in your dreams."
Old Wu Tou turned his head to look at me, "Really, could it be like this." ”
I'm completely, but it's only people who are anxious and self-help to believe what I say.
But I nodded, "Really." ”
Alas, I'm really getting better at lying, and I'm not blushing anymore.
I don't know how long we slept in the Uninhabited Valley, and walked again for two days before getting out of the Uninhabited Valley.
The exit of the uninhabited valley is facing a canyon, and this side of the canyon looks beautiful, and the uninhabited valley is simply one heaven and one place.
Old Wu Tou looked at the canyon, "Go around, and you will be close to the boundary of the Immortal Forest." ”
Our expressions all became serious.
I looked at Su Zhi and nodded, reassuring him.
In the evening, Lao Wu Tou came to me again, I knew what he was doing, got up and followed him out, Ning Qing pulled his face and followed behind.
In fact, with Ning Qing standing guard, I was a lot more relieved.
I don't know when my blood old Wu Tou was made into pills, I'm afraid that he will waste it.
Again filled with a bag full of cowhide, I bandaged my wounds.
It's really, now I'm good at bandaging wounds.
I asked Lao Wu Tou while bandaging, "Can you be sure that Jun Liangbo's mother is in Yufeng Mountain, in case we run away, we will suffer." ”
Old Wu Tou put the blood bag into his arms, "It shouldn't be wrong, that person back then, who was also a descendant of the Medicine King Valley, was the opposite of me, and half of the reason why he kidnapped his wife was also against me." ”
Old Wu Tou blamed himself with a face, "He is the most likely to take his wife to Yufeng Mountain, he wants to force me with this, our two sects, hundreds of years of fighting, all say that the unrepentant forest back then came from the hands of our two major sects, but this has nothing to do with us, how many generations have passed, what grievances can not be resolved, but he is persistent, although he doesn't want you to live or die, but he also hopes to be able to separate up and down." ”
I almost understand that the two major sects each have descendants, and these descendants are also not in harmony, although they are not as impulsive as their Lao Tzu, and want to kill each other, but they also want to distinguish who is strong and who is weak in terms of using poison, so that person kidnapped Jun Liangbo's mother and brought it to Yufeng Mountain, forcing Lao Wu to break into the forest without regrets.
If Lao Wu Tou successfully broke in, it proved that he used poison badly, and if he did not succeed and died in the forest of no regrets or did not enter it at all, he could only admit defeat.
But I was a little more concerned, "Is there something wrong with this person's brain, is he so sure he can go to Yufeng Mountain?" What if half of the road dies in the forest of no regrets, what is it compared to. ”
Old Wu Tou also pinched his beard and shook his head and smiled bitterly, "He is a very paranoid person, he is the kind of person who would rather lose 10,000 to himself than injure 800 enemies." ”
It's sick in the brain.
"But why did he choose Jun Liangbo's mother."
In case Jun Chengming killed the old guy directly in anger, wouldn't that person be a vain calculation.
Lao Wu Tou continued: "I once saved the life of the old landlord by chance, and I have a good friendship with the old landlord, he robbed his wife, the old landlord will not touch me, and I will definitely try my best to rescue the old landlord for the sake of the old landlord." ”
It's a pity that it didn't work out in the end, so because of self-blame, Lao Wu Tou willingly assisted Jun Liangbo all the time, and thought about him wholeheartedly.
Mrs. Jun is also pitiful, she has suffered an unjustified disaster, in fact, what does it have to do with her.
Old Wu Tou sighed, "I hurt them,"
I couldn't say anything, I could only comfort, "The old landlord and Jun Liangbo don't blame you, and don't blame yourself." ”
The old man smiled and looked at me, "I let your blood go that day, and the landlord was furious with me when he found out, he never did this to me. ”
I stopped talking.
Old Wu Tou continued: "The landlord cares about you, but he can't help it." ”
I know that we can't help it, fate has arranged it like this, and no one can go against it.
When we met, we were doomed.
I sighed too, "yes, it's not easy either, I know." ”
We walked along the canyon for a few days, and one evening, we connected with a small detachment sent out by Jun Liangbo.
I know that this means that we are not far from the Forest of No Regrets.
The men led us to the place where they had set up camp, and Jun Liangbo called a meeting of his men.
I sat outside with Su Zhi and Ning Qing.
Su Zhi looked at me, "It's a pity, we should go too." ”
I nodded, "It's really time to separate." ”