394: Hold back
Zong Xuanyi watched Nalan Jinxiu and Ji Hongye, stepping out of his sight step by step. He finally knew that no matter how hard he tried, no matter how much he regretted what he had done, she would never be able to return to him.
The woman who loved him with all her heart had already passed away, and now she is afraid that there is only Ji Hongye in her heart, but can he give up?
Of course not!
Even something unthinkable like resurrecting a corpse can happen, so why can't he reverse her mind. He was sure that there could be no one in this world who cherished her more than himself, because he had lost it, and he would never allow himself to lose it a second time.
Chen Zhi still doesn't understand why Xiangguo is pestering Ji Ge's wife. In his cognition, although Xiangguo has no bottom line in power, he is definitely a gentleman.
How can a gentleman take a man's wife? But he has no right to question it. After his wife passed away, he saw what kind of suffering Xiangguo was under. If there is any woman in this world who can help Xiangguo get out of the haze, it will be a big price, and he will definitely get Xiangguo by his side, regardless of whether she is a wife or not?
"Xiangguo, if you have to be this Mrs. Ji, why don't your subordinates mobilize the spies and snatch people back for you. ”
If he could, of course Zong Xuanyi wanted to get it back. It's just not a good time. She was pregnant, and her mood swings were dangerous for her. At least from Dr. Chen's tone, it can be heard that her pregnancy is not good, and it can even be said that it is very dangerous, so she can only take care of the fetus at this time.
He knew he couldn't afford to lose her again, so he couldn't let her take any more risks. If Ji Hongye didn't come, it would be fine, since she came, and she was so eager to go with him, then he would let her leave for a while. When he gives birth, he will definitely find a way to bring her to himself.
On Nalan Jinxiu's side, since getting into the carriage and Ji Hongye, he has been relatively speechless. Her heart was already worried, if the third brother asked what she was going to do in the mass grave, and why did Zong Xuanyi chase after her, how would she answer?
Whether it is to tell the facts and discernment, or to pull out a lie casually. She can't lie to her third brother, she can't accept it in her heart. And there is no end to lies, and if you tell a lie, you have to use many lies to round it, and sooner or later one day it will be a goof.
Therefore, she was ready, and if the third brother asked, she would tell him the truth about the matter. Although she already planned to do this, she was still a little hesitant in her heart, she was afraid that the third brother would not accept it, and she was afraid that he would dislike her because of it.
After all, with the conditions of the third brother, even the ninth princess of the golden branches and jade leaves is worthy of it, what kind of woman do you want? And she is a married person, I am afraid that ordinary men will not be able to accept it, the third brother is such an arrogant person, she is really a little afraid.
He didn't speak, and she didn't dare to speak freely. Fortunately, after getting in the car, he still held her hand and never let go, which made her feel a little comforted.
Ji Hongye is indeed a little messy now, in front of outsiders, he is always gentle and reasonable to people, and nothing seems to shake his emotions. But in fact, he is just an ordinary person, and there are times when he can't control himself, especially when he encounters things about her.
Now he is still digesting Zong Xuanyi's words, and he feels that it is not an excuse to find at random, let alone alarmist, it is very likely to be the truth.
He leaned back on the soft couch, and searched for Zong Xuanyi's wife, the life deeds of the famous Ning'an County Lord in Daning. Because she cured the plague in Jinling City, there was hardly anyone in Jinling who did not know her name.
Her name is Nalan Jinxiu, she is a doctor with superb medical skills, and the entire family is a victim of Zong Xuanyi's conspiracy. There is only so much he knows, but the words "superb medical skills" have been lingering in his mind.
He couldn't help but look like someone sitting next to him, secretly looking at him at this time. The so-called secretly is to take advantage of his inattention to look twice, and then quickly turn his gaze away, as if he is afraid of being discovered.
They were husband and wife, and they had always known each other best, and she was now at peace. Thinking of this, he was a little frustrated, he was still too emotional in front of her after all, she would definitely be cramped and uneasy at this time, shouldn't he comfort her first?
Thinking of this, he stretched out his hand to him and said softly, "Come here." ”
Nalan Jinxiu obediently moved to his side and rested her cheek on his shoulder. Seeing that he was willing to be close to him, he weighed it for a long time before he said, "Third brother...... Actually, in fact, I ...... Today I...... I ......"
Ji Hongye sighed slightly, hugged her to his lap with his own hands, and then used his arms to protect her tightly in his arms, and his tone was as soft as usual: "Since you don't want to say it, then wait until you think about it." ”
Nalan Jinxiu couldn't figure out if he was angry, and he didn't know what to do for a while. She had prepared a belly of words, and she had already typed the draft several times in her heart, and when she was about to pour it out, she was blocked by him.
He told her that she could not say it, but if she didn't say it clearly, there would be a gap between the two of them, and it would never be resolved. In this way, all the words are crowded in the heart, and it is very uncomfortable to go up and down.
"If you're tired, sleep on me for a while. He thought that she had been in the Prime Minister's Mansion for so long, and she must have been worried all the time, but now that she is relaxed, she should feel tired.
As usual, Nalan Jinxiu must have felt extremely tired after tossing this day, but at this time, she didn't feel sleepy at all. However, she felt that the third brother's arms were really comfortable, and it seemed good to lean on it like this. She slowly closed her eyes, still holding the jade pendant he hung around her waist in her hand.
Ji Hongye lowered his head and pecked her on the forehead, although there were many questions waiting for her to answer, such as how she came out of the Prime Minister's Mansion, such as her true identity, such as her relationship with Zong Xuanyi......
But he also knew that the truth of the matter might be unacceptable to him, and he didn't want to push her too hard. What he cares about most now is that she can raise the fetus and give birth smoothly with peace of mind, and nothing else is important compared to the safety of the mother and child. So, he couldn't help but ask.
Xu is Nalan Jinxiu's body has been accustomed to him, and he has no sleepiness, but after leaning on him in his arms for a while, he gradually felt sleepy. She moved her body, found a more comfortable position in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "Third brother, I seem to be a little sleepy." ”
Ji Hongye patted her on the back, whispered in her ear twice, and soon she fell asleep. Seeing that she was finally asleep, Ji Hongye also closed his eyes tiredly, he also needed time to digest this matter, and he also needed to think about it.
When Nalan Jinxiu woke up again, she was already in Jinyuan, she sat up in a daze with the quilt, and saw Ji Hongye leaning on the other side of the bed, reading by candlelight. Seeing that she had woken up, he put the book on the case, stretched out his hand to straighten his sleeping hair, and said softly, "I can be regarded as waking up, get up and clean up for dinner." ”
Nalan Jinxiu rubbed her hazy sleepy eyes and looked out the window, the sky was completely dark, and it seemed that it was not early. She didn't feel hungry when she woke up, but she was still a little dazed, so she lay on his lap and whispered, "Let me slow down." ”
She had just woken up, and her voice was still thick and nasal, sounding a little hoarse and a little cute. Ji Hongye stroked her hair and said, "You are getting lazier and lazier, but what's uncomfortable?"
"I'm not feeling well, it's not a day or two, don't you know?" Nalan Jinxiu stroked her stomach and said helplessly: "There are still more than two months to give birth, and I really feel like a year." ”
Ji Hongye looked at her huge abdomen, frowned, and was obviously a little worried: "I used to think that a woman would get pregnant and give birth, but now I know how difficult it is to get a child." He was silent for a moment, looked down at her quietly for a while, and finally kissed her lightly on the lips before saying, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
It is indeed not easy to conceive a child, even Nalan Jinxiu, who wants to be a mother very much, now feels that life is too difficult. But when she heard him say this, and then thought about the things he had done for herself, she felt that no matter how hard it was, it was worth it.
She rolled over, buried her cheek in his arms, and said in a voice that only two people could hear, "If it were someone else, if it happened today, I would have to divorce my wife." You are the only one who can tolerate me like this and choose to believe in me at all times, so I feel very happy now, and it is not hard at all. ”
Ji Hongye's heart was very complicated, and many thoughts were filled together, making him a little uncontrollable emotionally. But he knew in his heart that what he needed most now was calm, and he couldn't let her be hurt.
Time was very peaceful, and none of them spoke again, but their hearts were very peaceful. Nalan Jinxiu thought that now is the life she wants, with the third brother by her side, and they will soon have their children. She wanted to go on like this forever, but she was still worried in her heart, with her understanding of Zong Xuanyi, it was absolutely impossible for him to give up.
Thinking of this, she felt that maybe in the reincarnation, she had really done a heinous thing to him, otherwise why would she not be able to pay it off in one life, and she would be entangled in the second life?
"Are you lazy enough?" Ji Hongye held her in his arms with the softest force and whispered in her ear.
"Huh?"
"It's too late if you don't have dinner, and you say your stomach is bloated after eating. ”
Nalan Jinxiu had no choice but to get up from his arms slowly, and motioned with his eyes for him to hand her the hairband on the case. Then he slowly tied up his hair and said lazily, "Just eat in the bedroom, I don't want to move." ”