Chapter 4 He Doesn't Love Me
Yan'er opened her eyes but her eyes were dark, she first thought she was blind, and when her pupils adjusted, she found herself in a hazy and dark world, what kind of place is this? She panicked and began to rampage to find the exit, and suddenly there was a bang, Yan'er first felt that she had hit a wall, and then the whole person fell backwards and fell heavily, Yan'er held her hips and secretly ate pain, got up on her knees and raised her eyes, and instantly stood on end with fright.
"Ahh
It's that fat pig! That insidious, cunning, disgusting, fat man.
The man was salivating, rubbing his hands, and licking the tip of his tongue around his mouth, continuing to approach.
The goose screamed, stumbled and ran away like crazy, and kept running and calling for help, "Help, help"
Like a headless fly, I don't know how long I ran away, and my foot was suddenly tripped by something, "Ahhhh This time, Yan'er didn't care about the pain, trembled and gritted her teeth and got up directly. Turn your head to see what it is that stumbles upon you, and when your gaze falls to the ground beneath your feet,
"Ahh
The screams resounded in the night sky again, it was the despicable Scar Bandit! Yan'er covered her mouth in fright, took a few steps back, turned around and was about to escape, suddenly, a lewd and greasy face suddenly appeared in front of her, looking at each other, not a fat man or who! It was so close that even the hair in the fat man's nostrils was clearly visible, and at this time he was pouting his disgusting stinky mouth and making a gesture to kiss him. Yan'er screamed and held back her nausea, retreated again and again, turned around and fled in the opposite direction, who knew that as soon as she turned her head here, the scar thief's lewd face was also "poofed" and pasted over, and she also made a gesture to kiss, two villains attacked her one after the other, and the goose like a trapped beast was in despair, and her heart finally collapsed, covering her ears with both hands, trembling violently, like a madwoman's hoarse roar:
"...... Open...... Ah............h
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At midnight, the candle flickered.
Long Aoki was suddenly awakened by this frightened cry, his eyes opened, he couldn't care about anything, he jumped up from the floor and jumped to the side of Yan'er's bed, only to see her half-sitting curled up at the head of the bed, trembling violently, her hands covered her ears tightly, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans, her face was full of horror, her eyes were clearly staring straight ahead, but for some reason her eyes seemed to fall into the ethereal distance through the curtain, and her wide eyes were full of tears in the gloom, and her poor appearance was like a soft kitten that was too frightened, It makes people feel a pain in their hearts when they see it. Knowing that she was frightened in a dream, but finally woke up, Long Aoki swept away the panic of the past few days, his face was surprised and happy, and after calming his mood, he tiptoed and sat down lightly on the edge of the bed, for fear that he would frighten her again if he was not careful, and his anxious eyes wandered on the person's face, and slowly approached and called softly
"Yan'er...... You're awake."
Stretching out his hand to grab her to comfort,
The wild goose is still covering her ears, only following the call to the faint side of the eyes, half-squinting as if she wants to see the illusion in front of her, the picture is slowly clear, and when she is about to see the clouds, she suddenly feels a hand touching her arm, which makes the frightened Yan'er full of panic and fear suddenly ignited again. There was only fear in his mind, so scared that his eyes couldn't see clearly, so he only turned the hand covering his ear into a thousand defenses and frantically swung it at Long Aoki.
"Don't touch me! Help me! No! ”
The geese were waving and screaming indiscriminately.
Seeing this, Long Aoki didn't care about the difference between men and women, greeted her small fists that danced like raindrops, and when he approached, he took her into his arms, firmly imprisoned her in the way of a bear hug, and let her beat her like crazy, only calling in her ear over and over again:
"Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm ...... Aoki"
For a long time, under the call and comfort of the chivalrous and tender voice in his ears, the wild goose, who was crying hoarsely and screaming to get out, help, and let go, finally quieted down, and only nested softly in his warm arms, muttering "Brother Aoki, Brother Aoki...... It's really you."
Long Aoki trembled slightly with excitement when he heard this, and said in his heart that this person was really sober this time, he really had eyes, and he was overjoyed and only hugged her tighter.
Because Yan'er woke up suddenly, Long Aoki was too worried about her, so he didn't even bother to put on his coat and pants, so he jumped to comfort her. At this moment, he was only wearing a middle shirt and pants, and when he tossed and turned, his clothes were loose and slanted, and Yan'er beat him for a while just now, and now the placket was half open, Yan'er's face was tightly attached to Long Qingmu's strong chest at this time, and the temperature of the skin spread through the pores to Yan'er's internal organs to drive away the cold for her and warm her whole body.
Yan'er grabbed the corner of Long Aoki's clothes, slowly raised her head, and the tip of her nose touched Long Aoki's resolute chin, Long Aoki's chin itched, and she gently bowed her head to her beautiful eyes, only to see that in the eyes that were as clear as Yao Chi with fine tears, Rong Rong was full of countless soft feelings flowing in the bottom of his eyes. Long Aoki looked at it, shook his head, and only said softly
"Don't be afraid, Yan'er,"
The gentle and extremely concerned voice crushed her layers of defenses and smashed the softest cotton floor in her heart. Yan'er's nose was sore, and then she lowered her head and drilled into his arms, whimpering and crying while hugging the handsome man in front of her for fear that he would suddenly disappear, crying so that her back trembled, Long Aoki hurriedly stroked, like stroking a weak and helpless cat.
The two hugged each other tightly, one delicate, the other resolute and tender, and it was like this for a long time.
The peach-colored silk curtain pouring on the side of the bed is shrouded in swaying warm candlelight, and the whole bed is full of crimson, faint and translucent warmth, which is even more ambiguous and charming.
When Yan'er's three souls, seven spirits and six senses returned to their places, she realized in the faint candlelight that it was night, and she was shocked to realize that at this moment they were lonely men and widows clinging to the bed in disheveled clothes... Hug... Embrace... Hold, it's very unorthodox. Yan'er exclaimed, and pushed Long Aoki away, Long Aoki, who was originally in a relaxed state and full of affection, was suddenly pushed by her, but he also suddenly came back to his senses, and realized that he was abrupt Yan'er, so he quickly changed from sitting on the edge of the bed to standing on the edge of the bed, and wanted to apologize and explain something in a panic.
When the words came to his mouth, he didn't know how to speak, he wanted to appease her with palpitations, in fact, he didn't need to be so abrupt to her, he asked himself if he wanted to take advantage of the danger of others to do offensive things in the name of appeasement, but he couldn't think of a reason. I thought to myself, maybe I really just wanted to hold her tightly! Just like that day, from the hinterland of Lao Worm Mountain to the inn, he kept holding her tightly. It's just a thought for no reason.
When his inner thoughts died down, Long Aoki paused for a moment, and said earnestly with an apologetic face
"Yan'er, just now I just wanted you to calm down quickly, I can't bear you to be so frightened, it's really in a hurry to be abruptly offended...... I"
Before he could finish speaking, Yan'er interrupted him softly
"Don't say it, I'...... I don't blame you,"
Long Aoki was stunned, his face slowed down, he caught a glimpse of his open placket, frowned, immediately turned around and closed it, and quickly leaned over to pick up the robe on the futon on the ground and put it on his shoulders, stretched out his hands into the sleeve holes, and wrapped himself tightly.
Yan'er didn't look at him, but lowered her head to look at her chest, only to see that her chest was wrapped in a wide pure white coat, and a warm current came to her heart, it was Aoki's brother's clothes. Oh, it's because she was torn by the scar man that day, Yan'er's head banged, and the lead of the memory was instantly detonated again, and the terrifying scene of the scar man crushing her to the ground that day and tearing her clothes roughly and brutally appeared...... Yan'er violently ripped off the pure white cloak shrouded in her body, and sure enough, the neckline of her original clothes was torn apart, revealing the pink belly pocket inside, and the cruel sadistic pictures that could not be looked back on burst out of the shackles of memory, and they were replaying ruthlessly and quickly, she only felt that her ears were echoing with the dirty and obscene buzz of the scar man, and her mind was full of disgusting pictures of the scar man pressing on his body and burying his head on his neck, collarbone and chest through his belly pocket, sucking and humiliating back and forth, and the disgusting picture choked her throat and made her unable to breathe, She felt like she had fallen into the deepest pool of the filthiest and foulest smell in the world, and even if she was finally saved from danger, the foul smell of her body reminded her of this unbearable experience from time to time. Yan'er frowned, her eyes were fixed on her chest, her whole body trembled, her face twisted into a ball of pain, and she frantically grabbed the torn clothes on her chest, as if it was really stained with the most corrupt and disgusting dirt in the world.
Long Aoki tied his belt, turned his head and saw that Yan'er was out of control and frantically grabbing herself, as if she would not give up if she didn't scratch the skin on her upper body, her outer cloak was torn off, and her pink and tender belly pocket jumped into her eyes, Long Aoki didn't think about it, his heart was full of heartache, and he immediately leaned over and half-squatted in front of the bed, snatched her from her chest and held it tightly in the palm of her hand and gently put it on the futon, her neck and collarbone were full of red marks that she had just scratched hard, and Long Aoki's heart suddenly hurt.
"Yan'er, what's wrong with you, stop thinking about those bad things, those people were all killed by me, everything has passed"
Yan'er's whole body was still tense and trembling, her eyes slowly turned to him, and pearl-like tears burst out of her eyes again, rolling down her pale cheeks and dripping onto the back of Long Aoki's hand.
Shivering and wailing.
"I'm going to bathe, I'm going to bathe,"
She couldn't wait, she wanted to take a shower right away, she wanted to wash off the saliva left on her chest by the scar man, she wanted to wash away the humiliating, filthy and disgusting miasma on her body, she wanted to wash away the unbearable and unbearable images. She broke free of Long Aoki's broad palm, threw herself into his arms, hugged him with all her might, and whimpered and begged
"I'm going to take a bath, I'm going to take a shower now"
Long Aoki stopped in the air with both hands, not knowing whether to hold back or what to do, only whispered softly
"Okay, I'll go and tell the guy to boil water immediately, and you will rest first if you are weak."
The words fell, but no one had the slightest intention of letting go, and said again
"Yan'er, I'll tell the guy to boil water, can you rest first?" Gently pat her on the back.
"Nope! I'm scared...... You're going to be gone all of a sudden," the pitiful one with a trill, unbearable voice.
"Don't you want to bathe, you have to boil water before bathing, don't you? I won't leave you, I'll be back in a moment," the voice was soft, as if coaxing a child.
"Don't, don't leave me again,...... You just carry me, I'm really scared."
Long Qingmu paused for a moment, only to say that it was the rest of Yan'er's life after the catastrophe, and he was frightened, and it was reasonable to be afraid. It's just that she is disheveled at the moment and it is the middle of the night, and a man with strong blood and strength is holding a delicate woman to call the guy to boil water, this picture seems to be ...... It seems quite embarrassing and weird.
When Yan'er saw that he was not moving, she writhed uneasily in his arms and whimpered:
"Brother Aoki, I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath"
Long Aoki sighed softly, lifted Yan'er from his arms with both hands, picked up the coat and wrapped her tightly, gently picked her up by the waist and hugged her horizontally, and got up and went downstairs.
At this time, it was already four watches. The night is deeper and deeper. The stars are also thinned.
The little two who kept vigil were awakened by their dreams, and they were naturally displeased. However, a few days ago, after dinner around the table, he had heard about the shopkeeper's encounter, he said that the man's martial arts were very good, and he couldn't be offended, and he escaped from the tiger's mouth at that time, and said that he and her wife were like glue and did not go downstairs for a few days, and so on.
I have the bottom in my heart, and I have a lesson in front of me, so I naturally dare not slack off.
He couldn't help but be stunned when he saw Long Aoki's dignified demeanor and such a gentle demeanor in his arms, and when he knocked on the door in the middle of the night to ask him to boil water.
Looking at the plush shredded hair on the beauty's forehead and still sticking to her face, she suddenly became like a mirror.
At this moment, he gazed at her with a gentle look like a piece of jade.
Xiao Er was dumbfounded. I didn't bother to think about it, so I just obediently boiled water. I just said that these two people really love to be clean, and they have to bathe afterwards.
After giving some instructions, Long Aoki slowly walked up the stairs with Yan'er in his arms. Yan'er looked at his resolute and soft face, thinking about the serious expression he had just spoken to others, and then thinking about the warm expression he had when he spoke to himself, which was obviously a completely different treatment. He...... What do you think about yourself?
When she returned to the room, Yan'er still refused to let go of Long Aoki, she hugged him tightly, pretended to sleep, and whispered like a dream:
"Brother Aoki,...... Do you please me? …… You...... Is it okay to marry me? ”
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Long Aoki was shocked when he heard this.
He resists this love word in his heart, but his heart can always be touched by this girl. Love is sometimes like a shackle, but it can ...... Sometimes it's like rain.
He can't, he knows that he can't, the man should be ambitious in all directions, in the rivers and lakes, outside the degree of life and death, when there is no party to let himself gallop in the world, love is nothing more than the restraint. Trapped by love, it is really foolish. Since ancient times, it is easy to be merciful, but it is difficult to keep feelings, it is easy to be tempted, but it is difficult to be infatuated. He wasn't sure if his feelings for Yan'er would be infatuated and infatuated. There is no end to love, it is best not to love each other, so that you can not give up on each other.
Long Qingmu pondered, Yan'er was full of expectations that he would respond, but she waited and waited, just waiting for his Mu Ran, sad and bitter, all disappointed.
Xiao Er struggled to carry two wooden barrels and shook in, steaming, and shouted
"The guest officer water is coming",
Yan'er pretended to wake up, rubbed her eyes, shrunk into Long Aoki's arms, grabbed his arm in front of her, and only poked her eyes out. Long Aoki touched her head, his gentle eyes staring at her.
Within a moment, Xiao Er brought two buckets of cold water, a large bath bucket, and an empty bucket one after another, and put them away. Lifting the heavy bucket of hot water and about to pour it into the bathtub, Long Aoki frowned
"You go out"
Xiao Er can't ask for it, handsome men and beautiful women are lingering on the bed, but they also have to keep an eye on themselves at all times, and occasionally raise their eyes and accidentally meet their gaze, which is really swishing weird and cold.
Xiao Er went out, Long Qingmu put Yan'er on the bed, and did it himself, carefully cleaning the inside and outside of the bathtub. Yan'er opened her mouth and stared intently at the man in front of her, she really didn't expect that the iron-boned and personable swordsman would be intimate enough to clear the bath bucket for a woman, for a while, Yan'er felt that her whole heart was slowly melting like cold ice seeing the morning sun, dripping into the pink pool, Ding Dong Ding Dong stirred up countless ripples. Yan'er felt as if the sky had fallen, and only the serious and gentle figure of this man was left in her eyes.
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Long Qingmu put the water and probed the temperature of the water again, it was neither cold nor hot, and he only said softly
"Cool night, quick bath"
He stepped out of the room and gently closed the door.
Yan'er has nothing in her head at the moment except feeling happy. Just thinking that Brother Aoki is really a decent gentleman, worthy of being the person he likes.
Quickly took off her essence, stepped into the bathtub and sat down, put on a huge amount of bath cream, and used her strength to scrub desperately and repeatedly, until her skin was rubbed red and red and painful, she refused to stop. By this time the water was already cold, and the night was deeper.
She wiped her body dry. When I stepped out of the barrel, I suddenly realized that I didn't have any replacement clothes at all. She categorically won't wear the clothes she took off just now, not only will she not wear them again, but she also has to throw them away to relieve her anger. Yan'er supported her forehead, standing on the edge of the bed and didn't know what to do, the coolness of the cold night in early spring made her shiver and panting, and the clothes would be talked about tomorrow, and she pursed her lips and slipped into the quilt. Brother Aoki is different from other men, when the wounds on his body festered and spread to the muscles and bones and made him unable to move, she washed his body, and she saw almost every part of his body, although she cleaned his wounds with half-closed eyes at the time, but she would still look through the half-closed eyes to squint. So much so that the relationship between them is more mysterious and casual. But it's not a couple.
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"Brother Aoki, come in"
Yan'er shuddered.
Long Aoki gently pushed open the door and walked in, closed the door again, and when he saw the clothes on the ground, he couldn't help but shake his head helplessly, he couldn't get his feet down! Leaning over to pick up a few pieces of Yan'er's clothes fluttering lightly on the cyan bamboo shelf, waving, a wisp of fragrance rushed to the face, this fragrance is not as sweet as the floral fragrance, the fruity fragrance is fresh and fragrant, it is a strange and never smelled faint and intoxicating aroma, the sight fell on the bamboo frame,...... Long Qingmu paused, frowned, what he was holding in his hand just now was Yan'er's belly pocket, the candlelight was dim, and he didn't look much at that time, it was really ............ Thinking about it again, she should not have changed her clothes, and now she is probably lying naked under the futon. When Long Aoki thought of this, his heart was like a drum, his body felt slightly hot, and his face was sweating...... I should have prepared a change of clothes for her early, but somehow I forgot about it.
"Brother Aoki, you should go to sleep too"
The geese called softly.
Long Aoki moved and sat down on the floor.
Yan'er asked abruptly as if she had suddenly thought of something:
"Brother Aoki, you saved me that day, and what you gave me was the magic medicine Agatha, but it was taken by the bandits, did you get it back later? Why did you just come back to save me? ”
Long Aoki was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and said softly:
"Well, take it...... Luckily, it was just in time, and I came to you just after I finished the important business at hand...... How did you know it was Agatha," a hint of surprise flashed in Long Aoki's eyes, as if he could figure out why the wooden box was snatched by the bandits, as if there was something strange.
"I heard from the fat pig, he snatched the wooden box and gave it to the bandit in order to survive," Yan'er said angrily.
"Fat pig?" Long Aoki's face was confused.
"That's the one who wants to marry me, by the way, why don't you tell me that the wooden box is Agatha?" Yan'er tilted her head.
“…… When I gave it to you, I didn't know what the wooden box was, because it couldn't be opened, so I didn't know, but I heard that it was a rare treasure," Long Aoki smoothed his tongue.
The geese were dumbfounded...
Long Aoki looked at Yan'er, skipped this, paused, and said suddenly
“…… Why...... Will you get married suddenly? The voice was faint, but a little urgency and anxiety could be heard.
"I'm ......, it's a long story, after all, I don't want to and can't help it," Yan'er sighed slightly,
"I want to hear it," Long Aoki said softly.
When Yan'er heard this, she only felt that Brother Aoki was so eager to explore the reason for her marriage, which was to care about herself. My heart suddenly warmed, and I told him everything that had happened, from my father being deceived into gambling to how I heard how Ajata was humiliated by the bandits, and focused on describing how he was forced to be reluctant, and the reason for this reluctance was not only because the fat man was vulgar, ugly, disgusting, despicable, shameless, but also because he belonged to someone, so he was unwilling to marry another woman.
Long Aoki listened carefully, her father's gambling addiction, and the despicable deeds of those people were all presented in front of his eyes one by one with her story, which made his heart burn with anger and indignation, and the woman who dared to touch him, he would definitely make those people pay the price they deserved. He didn't expect that the disciples of the Futu Sect, who had risen rapidly on the rivers and lakes and were known for their iron and bloody skills, would actually wander to this remote and poor country, could there be any ulterior secrets in this? Why did the people of Futumen know the guy who forcibly married Yan'er? ……
I didn't see so many things happening for half a year, if I was by Yan'er's side, I wouldn't let her be aggrieved, but ...... What can he do? Take her back to Lingyun Castle? Although he is a young castle master, there are several young castle masters in Lingyun Castle! Besides, his father doesn't seem to be particularly fond of him, every time he is assigned a task is extremely dangerous, even if he is covered with scales and bruises, he will not slack off, saying that the blades are sharpened from the sharpening, and it can be made into steel by a hundred refinements, and that Aoki still has a lot of shortcomings, and you must work harder to make up for the shortcomings......
And the most terrible thing is that his father has absolute control over his marriage, and his wife's choice of father seems to have long meant the second lady of the Murong family,............
Long Aoki frowned, his face gradually sank, and he lowered his head, stopping his chaotic thoughts, and there was only discomfort and confusion left in his heart.
But in the end, he still heard the meaning of Yan'er's words. She...... Is she happy with herself? He vaguely knew her thoughts, and every time he looked at him, he was the faint and beautiful eyes; Braving the wind and rain to hold a broken oil-paper umbrella, just so that he could eat on time, he still remembered that when the rain slowly dripped down her eyelashes and chin, her face was as beautiful as a spring lotus after the rain, and a cute little elk named Xinding crashed into his heart like this; As he recovered from his injuries, he stood in the sunlight and excitedly took her hand, her cheeks quickly crimson, and countless invisible pink bubbles floated in the air. He knows. But even so, he still didn't want to be trapped by love. Don't be confused, don't be trapped in love, you can be at ease. This is also what my father taught him by word and deed, and I hope he must keep it in mind.
Time seemed to freeze, and the geese nested in the quilt, staring at him faintly, and for a long time, Long Aoki only said a word
"When I finish the important business at hand, I will help you deal with those bad people" The words fell,
Yan'er thought to herself, that's all? After a few more moments, but he never spoke again, she finally understood that he did not seem to want to respond to her lovesickness.
Yan'er suppressed the dissatisfaction in her heart, pouted, and couldn't bear him to be so embarrassed, she couldn't force him to fall in love with herself because she had saved his life! Besides, whether it is forced or not is still undecided! Yan'er thought of his infatuation of chasing the sedan chair for thousands of miles, and thought of his gentle gaze staring at her, and vaguely felt that there was a play.
Then he changed his words and said abruptly:
"I drank the mushroom water...... Why didn't he die? She was really confused.
"Mushroom water? …… Is the mushroom boiled? Long Aoki finally raised his eyes.
"Uh,...... Hmm" the goose is out of breath. She remembered that he had told her not to make poison without authorization, the poison was ruthless, and she was not familiar with pharmacology, so she was afraid that if she accidentally spilled it on her hands, eyes, face, etc., then the Daluo Immortals would be exhausted. Listen to him say that people who deal with poison are often themselves poisonous.
Tatsu Aoki didn't know what to say. Her deep eyes were flooded with water, and she only remembered that she had said that she would rather die than marry someone she didn't like. It seems that he hurt her.
He hung his head suddenly, not wanting Yan'er to see his injury, only staring at his slightly helpless hand quietly, thoughtfully.
Yan'er continued to ask:
"Why didn't I die? I personally saw a woman in the village accidentally ingest this mushroom with a purple pattern on a white background, and in a few moments she was covered in rotten sores and died."
Long Aoki's heart sudden. Lamentation:
"Yan'er, you are really so cruel to yourself"
Cruel? Yan'er glanced sideways at Long Aoki with an inexplicable expression, she thought she had heard it wrong, he actually said that he was ruthless?
puffed up:
"I ...... What is ruthlessness? …… Who is not afraid of death? What girl would want to be covered in sores? Who wants to be tortured like that if it weren't for necessity? …… Could it be that Brother Aoki wants me to be a rooster and dog thief for the rest of my life? Or should we succumb to the cowards and bandits and steal their lives? ”
The more Yan'er talked, the more aggrieved he became, this Brother Aoki actually said that he was ruthless, he didn't understand himself at all, his nose became more and more sour, and in an instant, tears were lifted, tears rained down, could he still do something wrong? Should you accept your fate to let the fat man marry him, and let the bandit rape him to be called ruthless?
Long Aoki was stunned for a moment, and quickly got up to look at her, only to see that her body was covered with a futon, her hand tightly pulled the corner of the quilt against her chin, and the crying flower branches trembled I saw pity, and tears fell down.
Long Aoki was so anxious that he hurriedly explained
"Yan'er, you misunderstood me, I didn't mean what you thought...... I just don't want you to give up your life casually, you have to know that there is hope when there is life, and when life is gone, there is no meaning in anything."
When Yan'er heard this, she only cried even more, what casually gave up her life, it was a matter of women's honor, how could it be called casual abandonment. He really doesn't love himself, so he will feel that his name is not important, if it is the person he likes who is trivialized, he will not be so indifferent! The more Yan'er thought about it, the more sad she became, tears welled up, and even the air seemed to flow with a sadness that was visible to the naked eye. Said abruptly
"I know, you want me to be raped by that bandit, and robbed and married by that fat pig."
A biting chill enveloped her, and she said in a cold voice:
"You came to chase me that day in the old worm mountain, presumably because your Agata is still with me!"
Long Aoki was so upset by her crying that he was anxious, he didn't know what to do, listening to her angry words and straight to the point, Long Aoki's heart was startled, and his face changed slightly.
I thought to myself, isn't this getting darker and darker? Where did he say that he wanted her to be raped and forcibly married by someone, not at all! He just wanted to tell her that at the critical moment when fame and life cannot coexist, she must choose life, even if she loses her fame, as long as she has life, she has the opportunity to turn the tables and rekindle her hope.
It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge, this is what his father told him.
When I came to chase her that day, it was indeed because of Agatha, and this thing had to be brought back to restore her life. Second, because of Yan'er, of course he would not be willing to let go and see him marry another woman. If it weren't for Agatha, then this lovely man would have died a long time ago because of self-suicide and poisoning. I must regret it, where can I talk to her here?
She was born so beautifully, I feel pitiful, and a man will covet it, this is an established fact. Of course, he would never want anyone to touch her, whoever despised her, he would definitely dismantle that person, peel her skin and cramp, he cared about the honor, but he cared more about whether she was safe or not. When fame and life can't coexist in an unexpected situation, of course he hopes that she will save her life first. Of course, he will definitely do his best to protect her and not let her be light. It's just that he can't keep her by his side now! He can't! And at this time, Keren still looks like he ignores his own life! It seems that the next time he is not around and is accidentally slighted, she will choose to get rid of it. How is this good, do you want to tie her to your trouser belt at all times, take her deep into the Longtan Tiger's Den to charge, and then let her die for life? Not to mention that the enemy is like a forest, the father alone will not be able to pass this level no matter what! With his father's thunderous means, he will definitely ruthlessly get rid of the lovely son to maintain his dignity as a father.
Still is...... Or hide her so that no man has a chance to covet her?
Long Aoki was anxious, and all kinds of thoughts were in a mess.
He only knew that the only thing he hoped for was that when he was successful in the ninth transformation, he would take this lovely person with him like glue and never separate. But before that, you have to have a life!
Long Aoki saw that Yan'er was crying breathlessly, crying until he bit the corner of the futon, the green tendons on his white and tender little face burst out, and the quilt shook violently, as if he was going to cry in the next second.
Don't cry like this anymore. wanted to get closer to appease her, but he couldn't do it, his hand could only stop in the air indiscriminately, he was anxious, like an ant on a hot pot, just thinking about whether it was good to explain clearly, she could really cry blind her eyes, sighed, and said sincerely:
"Yan'er, don't cry, I will try my best to protect you, but I can't take care of it, if you are in danger, you must wait for me to come to the rescue, instead of giving up your life before you can wait for me."
I just hope that she can understand and stop being unreasonable.
Yan'er was now crying so much that she could not listen to his nonsense, and she did not understand why he could not tell her bluntly that he had come for her alone, not because of Agatha, and that he would never let her be coveted and hurt by anyone again, he would ...... He will always take her with him day and night. Even...... She hoped that the rest of her life would give him the joy of regain, that he would re-examine his heart, realize his importance in his heart, and promise to marry her. But...... Everything was very different from what she had imagined, he ...... I don't love myself at all!
So he cried even harder, and cried like a heartbreak.
Long Aoki had collapsed, and his headache was splitting.
He reasoned with her seriously, but she insisted on dwelling on why she chased her that day. It's useless to explain it yourself. Father is right, a woman's heart, a needle under the sea. It is better to spend your mind on women, it is better to immerse yourself in martial arts and gallop the rivers and lakes. She got into the tip of the horns, no matter how much she coaxed herself, she must have played the piano to the cow.
Waving his hand, he said coldly:
"Yan'er, don't be unreasonable anymore, it's late at night, what will happen tomorrow"
After that, he sat down on the floor and sighed. He shook his head, pulled over the futon, and no longer paid attention to the geese, and was even more reluctant to bother with his tongue. Let her figure it out for herself! It is useless to say more.
Turn to your side, face the window, and close your eyes.
The more Yan'er drilled into the sadness, the more she fell into it, unable to extricate herself, no matter how she changed her pattern and tone to cry, Long Aoki ignored it. She felt like she was about to be suffocated by the relentless indifference, she could see her heart slowly shattering, and finally she couldn't cry anymore.
Brother Aoki didn't coax her, and she didn't have the motivation to cry. But this heart is really broken, he doesn't coax her, let himself cry, but it's really hard-hearted! He really doesn't love himself! …… He...... He didn't love himself in the first place! Her heart was suddenly frightened by this fact, she actually understood it in her heart, but deep down she was not very willing, obviously he cared about herself, and her eyes were so different when she looked at her...... Well, now that the last shred of hope and hope is gone.
He cares about himself and treats himself well because he once saved his life!
A flower is a world, a leaf is a pursuit, a song is a sigh, a life is a person.
It seems that everything is my own wishful thinking! Even if the goddess has a heart, King Xiang has no intention! After all, it's just a mistake.
The night is as cold as water, and it is difficult to sleep alone. Yan'er tossed and turned, silently swearing in her heart:
I, Lin Hongyan, don't expect anything from Brother Aoki anymore, I'm just friends with him.