Chapter 4 He Doesn't Love Me
Yan'er opened her eyes and her eyes were dark, she first thought she was blind, and when her pupils adjusted, she realized that she was in a hazy and dark world, what kind of place is this? She panicked and began to rampage to find the exit, suddenly banged, Yan'er first felt that she had hit a wall, and then the whole person fell backwards and fell heavily, Yan'er held her hips and secretly ate pain, raised her eyes and bent her knees, and instantly frightened her hairs stood on end.
"Ahh
It's that fat pig! That insidious, cunning, disgusting, fat man.
This person was salivating, rubbing his hands, and licking the tip of his tongue around his mouth, continuing to approach.
The goose screamed, stumbled and ran away like crazy, and kept running and calling for help, "Help, help"
Like a headless fly, I don't know how long I ran, and my foot was suddenly tripped by something, "Ahhhh This time, Yan'er didn't care about the pain, trembled and gritted her teeth and got up directly. Turn your head to see what it is that stumbles upon you, and when your gaze falls to the ground beneath your feet,
"Ahh
The screams resounded in the night sky again, it was the despicable Scar Bandit! Yan'er covered her mouth in fright, took a few steps back, turned around and was about to escape, when she landed, a lewd and greasy face suddenly appeared in front of her, and her eyes were facing each other, not a fat man or anyone! It was so close that even the hair in the fat man's nostrils was clearly visible, and at this time he was pouting his disgusting stinky mouth and making a gesture to kiss him. Yan'er screamed and couldn't hold back her nausea, retreated again and again, turned around and fled in the opposite direction, who knew that as soon as she turned her head here, the scar thief's lewd face was also pasted over at once, and she also made a gesture to kiss, and the two villains attacked her one after the other, and the goose like a trapped beast was in despair, and her heart finally collapsed, covering her ears with both hands, trembling violently, like a madwoman's hoarse roar:
"...... Open...... Ah............h
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At midnight, the candle flickered.
Long Aoki was suddenly awakened by this frightened cry, his eyes opened, and he jumped up from the ground bunk and jumped to the side of Yan'er's bed, only to see her half-sitting curled up at the head of the bed, trembling violently, her hands tightly covered her ears, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans, her face was terrified, her eyes were clearly staring straight ahead, but for some reason her eyes seemed to fall into the ethereal distance like penetrating the curtain, and her eyes were filled with tears in the gloom. Knowing that she was frightened in a dream, but finally woke up, Long Aoki swept away the panic of the past few days, his face was surprised and happy, and after calming his mood, he tiptoed and sat down lightly against the edge of the bed, for fear that he would frighten her again if he was not careful, and his eyes wandered away from the person's face with anxiety, and slowly approached and called softly
"Yan'er...... You're awake."
Stretching out his hand to grab her to comfort,
Yan'er still covered her ears, only followed the call to the faint and slowly sideways, half-squinted as if she wanted to see the illusion in front of her, the blurred picture slowly cleared, and when she was about to see the clouds, she suddenly felt a hand touch her arm, which made the frightened Yan'er full of panic and fear suddenly ignited again. There was only fear in his mind, so scared that his eyes seemed to be blind, and he only turned the hand covering his ear into a thousand defenses and frantically swung at Long Aoki.
"Don't touch me! Help me! No! ”
The wild goose was swinging with all her strength in an orderly manner, and her mouth kept crying.
Seeing this, Long Aoki didn't care about the difference between men and women, and greeted her small fists that danced like raindrops, and hugged her into his arms after approaching, and her pair of angry waves also surging straight to Long Aoki's hard chest, Long Aoki frowned violently, and only used a bear hug to firmly imprison her, letting her howl and beat like crazy, only calling in her ears over and over again:
"Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm ...... Aoki"
For a long time, under the call and comfort of the chivalrous and tender voice in his ears, the wild goose, who was crying hoarsely and screaming to get away, help, and let go, finally slowly calmed down, only lying on his stomach in his hot arms, muttering "Brother Aoki, Brother Aoki, it's really you,"
Long Aoki trembled slightly with excitement when he heard this, and said in his heart that this person was really sober this time, he really had eyes in the sky, and he was overjoyed and only hugged her tighter.
Because Yan'er woke up suddenly, Long Aoki was too worried about her, so he didn't even bother to put on his coat and pants, so he jumped to comfort her. At this moment, he was only wearing his middle shirt and pants, and when he tossed and turned, his clothes were loose and slanted, and Yan'er beat him for a while just now, and now his clothes were half open, Yan'er's face was tightly attached to Long Aoki's strong and hot chest at this time, and the temperature of the skin was close to Yan'er's internal organs through the pores and spread to Yan'er's internal organs with the blood flow, driving away the cold for her and warming her whole body. Long Aoki is also hot and dry.
Yan'er's little white jade-like hand grabbed Long Qingmu's corner hard, slowly raised his head, and the tip of his nose touched Long Qingmu's resolute chin, Long Qingmu's chin itched, and he also gently bowed his head to her beautiful eyes with tears hanging on them, only to see that in the crystal clear eyes like Yao Chi, Rong Rong was full of all kinds of soft feelings gurgling and flowing under his eyes. Long Aoki looked at it, shook his head, and only said softly
"Don't be afraid, Yan'er,"
The gentle and extremely concerned voice crushed her layers of defenses and smashed the softest cotton floor in her heart. Yan'er's nose was sore, and then she lowered her head and leaned into his arms, whimpering and crying while hugging the handsome man in front of her for fear that he would suddenly disappear, crying so that her back trembled, Long Aoki hurriedly stroked it, like stroking a weak and helpless cat.
The two hugged each other tightly, one delicate, the other resolute and tender, and it was like this for a long time.
The peach-colored silk curtain pouring on the side of the bed is shrouded in swaying warm candlelight, and the whole bed is full of crimson, faint and translucent warmth, which is even more ambiguous and charming.
When Yan'er's three souls, seven spirits and six senses returned to their places, she realized in the faint candlelight that it was night, and she was shocked to realize that at this moment they were lonely men and widows clinging to the bed in disheveled clothes... Hug... Embrace... Hold, it's very unorthodox. Yan'er exclaimed, and pushed Long Aoki away, Long Aoki, who was originally in a relaxed state and full of affection, was suddenly pushed by her, but he also suddenly came back to his senses, and realized that he was abrupt Yan'er, so he quickly changed from sitting on the edge of the bed to standing on the edge of the bed, and wanted to apologize and explain something in a panic.
When the words came to his mouth, he didn't know how to speak, he wanted to appease her with palpitations, in fact, he didn't need to be so abrupt to her, he asked himself if he wanted to take advantage of the danger of others to do offensive things in the name of appeasement, but he couldn't think of a reason. I thought to myself, maybe I really just wanted to hold her tightly! Just like that day, from the hinterland of Lao Worm Mountain to the inn, he hugged her tightly all the way.
When his inner thoughts died down, Long Aoki paused for a moment, and said earnestly with an apologetic face
"Yan'er, just now I just wanted you to calm down quickly, I can't bear you to be so frightened, it's really in a hurry to be abruptly offended...... I"
Before he could finish speaking, Yan'er lowered her head and tugged at the quilt to interrupt him softly
"Don't say it, I'...... I don't blame you."
Long Aoki was stunned, his face slowed down, and he suddenly caught a glimpse of his open placket, frowned, immediately turned around and closed it, and quickly leaned over to pick up the robe on the futon on the ground and put it on his shoulders, stretched out his hands into the sleeve holes, and wrapped himself tightly.
Yan'er didn't look at him, lowered her eyes and looked at her chest, only to see that her chest was wrapped in a wide pure white wide coat, and a warm current surged into her heart, it was Aoki's brother's clothes. Oh, it's because she was torn by the scar man that day, Yan'er's head banged, and the lead of the memory was instantly detonated again, and the terrifying scene when the scar man pressed her to the ground that day and tore her clothes roughly and brutally...... Yan'er violently ripped off the pure white outer cloak shrouded in her body, and sure enough, the neckline of her original clothes was torn apart, revealing the pink belly pocket inside, and the cruel sadistic pictures that could not be looked back on burst out of the shackles of memory, and they were replaying it ruthlessly, only to feel that the ears were all the dirty and obscene buzzing of the scar man echoing, and her mind was full of disgusting pictures of the scar man pressing on his body and burying his head on his neck collarbone and chest through his belly pocket, kissing and humiliating back and forth, and the disgusting picture choked her throat and made her unable to breathe, It was like falling into the dirtiest pool in the world, even if she finally survived, but the foul smell of dirt always reminded her that she had this unbearable experience. Yan'er frowned, her eyes were fixed on her chest, her whole body trembled, her face twisted into a ball of pain, and she frantically grabbed the torn clothes on her chest, as if it was stained with the most corrupt, filthy and disgusting dirty bacteria and viruses in the world. She hated every inch of her skin that had been humiliated, and she longed to take a knife to exploit her skin.
Long Aoki tied his belt, turned his head and saw Yan'er grabbing himself frantically out of control, as if he would not give up if he didn't scratch the skin of his upper body, his outer coat seemed to be torn off, tightly wrapped in the [huge] peach blossom pink silk belly pocket that seemed to be bursting in the next second, Long Aoki didn't think about it, only swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his heart was full of only Yan'er's pitiful appearance of being out of control and pain at the moment, his heart was fierce, and he immediately leaned over and half-squatted in front of the bed, Rouyi, who had snatched her, held it tightly in the palm of her hand, took it away from her chest and gently put it on the futon, her neck and collarbone were full of red marks that she had just scratched hard, and her heart suddenly hurt again.
"Yan'er, what's wrong with you, stop thinking about those bad things, those people were all killed by me, everything has passed"
Yan'er's whole body was still tense and trembling, her eyes slowly turned to him, and pearl-like tears burst out of her eyes again, rolling down to her pale cheeks and then dripping onto the back of Long Aoki's hand.
People are dripping tears, and Long Aoki's heart is hurting.
The geese shivered and wailed.
"I'm going to bathe, I'm going to bathe,"
She couldn't wait, she wanted to take a shower right away, she wanted to wash off the saliva left on her chest by the scar man, she wanted to wash away the humiliating, filthy and disgusting miasma on her body, she wanted to wash away the unbearable and unbearable images. The memory made her so disgusted that she wanted to vomit violently.
Yan'er broke free of Long Aoki's broad palm, threw herself into his arms, hugged him with all her might, and whimpered and begged
"I'm going to take a bath, I'm going to take a shower now"
Long Aoki stopped in the air with both hands, not knowing whether to hold back or what to do, only whispered softly
"Okay, I'll go and tell the guy to boil water immediately, and you will rest first if you are weak."
The words fell, but no one had the slightest intention of letting go, and said again
"Yan'er, I'll tell the guy to boil water, can you rest first?" Gently pat her on the back.
"Nope! I'm scared...... Will you ...... Suddenly gone," pitifully with a trill. It's unbearable.
"Don't you want to bathe, you have to boil water before bathing, don't you? I won't leave you, I'll be back in a moment," the voice was soft, as if coaxing a child.
"Don't, don't leave me,...... You carry me, I'm really scared" Yan'er hugged Long Aoki tighter.
Long Qingmu paused for a moment, only to say that the rest of Yan'er's life after the catastrophe was undecided, and it was reasonable to be afraid. It's just that she is disheveled at the moment and it is the middle of the night, and a man with strong blood and strength is holding a delicate woman in the middle of the night to call the man to boil water, this picture seems to be ...... It seems quite embarrassing and weird.
When Yan'er saw that he was not moving, she writhed uneasily in his arms, and whimpered and sobbed:
"Brother Aoki, I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath"
Long Aoki sighed softly, lifted Yan'er from his arms with both hands, picked up the outer cloak and wrapped her tightly quickly, holding his breath, but he didn't dare to look at the pair of troublesome things on her chest again. Gently hugged her by the waist and slowly went downstairs.
At this time, it was already four watches. The night is deeper and deeper. The stars are also thinned.
The little two who kept vigil were awakened by their dreams, and they were naturally displeased. However, a few days ago, after dinner around the table, he had heard what happened to the shopkeeper, and he said that the man was superior in force, and he could not be offended by half of it, and he escaped from the tiger's mouth at that time, and said that he and her wife had a deep love for a few days and did not go downstairs, and so on.
I have the bottom in my heart, and I have a lesson in front of me, so I naturally dare not slack off.
He couldn't help but be stunned when he saw Long Aoki's dignified demeanor and such a gentle demeanor in his arms, and when he knocked on the door in the middle of the night to ask him to boil water.
Looking at the plush shredded hair on the beauty's forehead and still sticking to her face, she suddenly became like a mirror.
At this moment, he gazed at her with a gentle look like a piece of jade.
Xiao Er was dumbfounded. I didn't dare to think about that picture, so I just obediently boiled water. I just said that these two people really love to be clean, and they have to bathe afterwards.
After giving some instructions, Long Aoki slowly walked up the stairs with Yan'er in his arms. Yan'er looked at his resolute and soft handsome face, thinking about his serious and cold attitude when he spoke to others just now, and then thinking about his gentle and caring attitude when talking to himself, which were two completely different treatments. He...... What do you think about yourself?
When she returned to the room, Yan'er still refused to let go of Long Aoki, she pretended to sleep, and whispered like a dream:
"Brother Aoki,...... Do you please me? …… You...... Is it okay to marry me? ”
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Long Aoki was shocked when he heard this.
He resists this love word in his heart, but his heart can always be touched by this girl. Love is sometimes like a shackle, but it can ...... Sometimes it's like rain.
He can't, he knows that he can't, the man should be ambitious in all directions, in the rivers and lakes, outside the degree of life and death, when there is no party to let himself gallop in the world, love is nothing more than the restraint. Trapped by love, it is really foolish. Since ancient times, it is easy to be merciful, but it is difficult to keep feelings, it is easy to be tempted, but it is difficult to be infatuated. He wasn't sure if his feelings for Yan'er would be infatuated and infatuated. There is no end to love, it is best not to love each other, so that you can not give up on each other.
Long Qingmu was pondering, Yan'er was full of expectations that he would respond, but she waited and waited, just waiting for his Mu Ran, sad and bitter, all disappointed.
Xiao Er struggled to carry two wooden barrels and shook in, steaming, and shouted
"The guest officer water is coming",
Yan'er pretended to wake up, rubbed her eyes, shrunk into Long Aoki's arms, wrapped her arms around him and blocked her in front of her, only poking her head out and looking around. Long Aoki touched her head and looked at her with gentle eyes.
Within a moment, Xiao Er brought two buckets of cold water, a large bath bucket, and an empty bucket one after another, and put them away. Lifting the hot water bucket and about to pour it into the bathtub, Long Aoki frowned
"You go out"
Xiao Er can't ask for it, the handsome man and the beautiful woman are lingering on the bed, but they also have to keep an eye on themselves at the time, and occasionally raise their eyes and accidentally meet their gaze, which is swishing weird and cold.
Xiao Er went out, Long Qingmu gently placed Yan'er on the bed, and personally washed the inside and outside of the bathtub carefully. Yan'er opened her mouth and stared intently, she really didn't expect that the iron-boned and personable swordsman would be intimate enough to give a woman a bath bucket, for a while, Yan'er felt that her whole heart was slowly melting like cold ice seeing the morning sun, dripping into the pink pool, and Ding Dong Ding Dong stirred up countless ripples. Yan'er felt as if the sky had fallen, and only the serious and gentle figure of this man was left in her eyes.
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After the bath bucket was cleaned, Long Aoki put the water again, probed the water temperature with his fingertips, it was not cold or hot, and said softly to the geese.
"The night is cool, take a quick bath"
As soon as the words fell, the gentleman stepped out of the room and gently closed the door.
Yan'er has nothing in her head at the moment except feeling happy. Just thinking that Brother Aoki is really a decent gentleman, worthy of being the person he likes.
Quickly took off her essence, stepped into the bathtub and sat down, put on a huge amount of bath cream, and used her strength to scrub desperately and repeatedly, until her skin was rubbed red and red and painful, she refused to stop. By this time the water was already cold, and the night was deeper.
She wiped her body dry again. When I stepped out of the barrel, I suddenly realized that I didn't have any replacement clothes at all. She categorically won't wear the clothes she took off just now, not only will she not wear them again, but she also has to throw them away to relieve her anger. Yan'er supported her forehead, standing on the edge of the bed and didn't know what to do, the coolness of the cold night in early spring made her shiver and panting, and the clothes would be talked about tomorrow, and she pursed her lips and slipped into the quilt. Brother Aoki is different from other men, when the wounds on his body festered and spread to the muscles and bones and made him unable to move, she washed his body, she saw almost every part of his body, although she was half-closed eyes to clean his wounds at the time, but she would still look through the half-closed eyes to sneak a glance. So much so that the relationship between them is more mysterious and casual. But it's not a couple.
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"Brother Aoki, come in"
Yan'er shuddered.
Long Aoki gently pushed open the door and walked in, closed the door again, and when he saw the clothes on the ground, he couldn't help but shake his head helplessly, he couldn't get his feet down! Leaning over to pick up a few pieces of Yan'er's clothes fluttering lightly on the cyan bamboo shelf, waving, a wisp of fragrance rushed to the face, this fragrance is not as sweet as flowers, fruity fragrance, fresh incense, fragrant, is a strange and never smelled faint and intoxicating fragrance, the sight can't help but fall on the bamboo frame,...... Long Qingmu frowned suddenly, what he was holding in his hand just now was Yan'er's peach pink belly pocket, and suddenly thought that she should not have changed her clothes, and now she is probably naked under the futon. The surging geese suddenly entrenched in Long Qingmu's heart, lingering, his heart was like a beating drum, and his whole body was so hot that his face was sweating. I should have prepared a change of clothes for her early, but somehow I forgot about it.
"Brother Aoki, you should go to sleep too"
The geese called softly.
Long Aoki moved and sat down on the floor.
The dim candlelight intimately concealed the embarrassment on Long Aoki's face, so that he would not be more embarrassed.
As if she had suddenly thought of something, Yan'er suddenly asked again:
"Brother Aoki, you saved me that day, and what you gave me was the magic medicine Agatha, but it was taken by the bandits, did you get it back later? …… Why didn't you tell me it was the magic elixir Agatha? ”
Long Aoki heard the words for a moment, and said softly:
"Well, take it...... Fortunately, it was in time,...... How do you know it's Agatha's? …… I didn't tell you that day because I didn't know what the wooden box was, only that it was a rare treasure! Tatsu Aoki struggled to straighten his tongue.
"Oh...... I also learned about it that day when I heard the fat pig and the bandit offer treasure," Yan'er recalled angrily.
"Fat pig?" Long Aoki looked puzzled.
"It's the villain who wants to marry me!" The geese gritted their teeth!
Long Aoki chuckled in his heart, and turned his head to look at the bed, "...... Why...... Will you get married suddenly? The words were urgent and anxious.
"I'm ......, it's a long story, after all, I don't want to and can't help it," Yan'er sighed slightly,
"I want to hear it," Tatsuki cut the railway.
Yan'er only felt that Brother Aoki was so eager to know why he got married suddenly, this was the performance of caring about her, and his heart was warm, so he told him everything that had happened, from his father being deceived into gambling to his desperate way to save his father, to how he heard how Ajata was humiliated by the bandits, and focused on describing how he was forced and reluctant. And the reason for this reluctance is not only because the person is vulgar, ugly, disgusting, despicable, and shameless, but also because he belongs to someone, so he is unwilling to marry a wife.
Long Aoki listened carefully, her father's gambling addiction, and the despicable deeds of those people were all presented in front of his eyes one by one with her story, which made his heart burn with anger and indignation, he must make those who bullied her pay a terrible price! When Yan'er talked about the disgusting of the fat pig and the shamelessness of the bandits, Long Qingmu's eyes were full of murderous energy, and if he dared to covet his woman, he was bound to let them die a good death! He didn't expect that the disciples of the Futu Sect, who had risen rapidly on the rivers and lakes and were known for their iron and bloody skills, would actually wander to this remote and poor country, could there be any ulterior secrets in this? Why did the people of Futumen know the guy who forcibly married Yan'er? ……
I didn't see so many things happening for half a year, if I was by Yan'er's side, I wouldn't let her be aggrieved, but ...... What can he do? Take her back to Lingyun Castle? Although he is a young castle master, there are several young castle masters in Lingyun Castle! Besides, his father doesn't seem to be particularly fond of him, every time he is assigned a task is extremely dangerous, even if he is covered with scales and bruises, he will not slack off, saying that the blades are sharpened from the sharpening, and it can be made into steel by a hundred refinements, and that Aoki still has a lot of shortcomings, and you must work harder to make up for the shortcomings......
And the most terrible thing is that his father has absolute control over his marriage, and his wife's choice of father seems to have long meant the second lady of the Murong family,............ Long Qingmu frowned deeply, his face was gloomy, and he lowered his head in frustration, stopping his chaotic thoughts, and his heart was only uncomfortable and at a loss. In the end, he still heard the meaning of Yan'er's words. She...... Is she happy with herself? He vaguely knew her thoughts, and every time he looked at him, he was the faint and beautiful eyes; Braving the wind and rain to hold a broken oil-paper umbrella, just so that he could eat on time, he still remembered that when the rain was slowly dripping down her eyelashes and beautiful chin, her face was as beautiful as a spring lotus after the rain, and a cute little elk named Xinding crashed into Long Aoki's originally closed heart; When he recovered from his injuries and stood in the sun, tears in his eyes, and took her soft little hand, her crimson and shy eyes, he seemed to see countless invisible pink bubbles floating in the air. He knows. But even so, he still didn't want to be trapped by love. Don't be confused, don't be trapped in love, you can be at ease. This is also what my father taught him by word and deed, and I hope he must keep it in mind.
Time seemed to freeze, the goose nested in the quilt, staring at him through the hazy candlelight, for a long time, Long Aoki only said a word
"When I finish the important business at hand, I will help you take care of those bad people"
Yan'er thought to herself, that's all? After a few more moments, but he never spoke again, she finally understood that he did not seem to want to respond to her lovesickness. Looking at the geese through the autumn water, the goose became gloomy and sad.
I can't bear him to be so embarrassed, I can't force him to fall in love with him just because he saved his life in the first place! But Yan'er's intuition quietly told herself that Long Aoki was different from others to her. I vaguely feel that there is drama in my heart.
Pouted abruptly, and said:
"I drank the mushroom water...... Why didn't he die? She was really confused.
"Mushroom water? …… Is the mushroom boiled? Long Aoki raised his eyes and said with a whimper.
"Uh,...... Hmm" the goose is out of breath. She remembered that he had told her not to make poison without authorization, the poison was ruthless, and she was not familiar with pharmacology, so she was afraid that if she accidentally spilled it on her hands, eyes, face, etc., then the Daluo Immortals would be unable to return to heaven. Listen to him say that people who deal with poison are often themselves poisonous.
Long Aoki wanted to say something but couldn't find a breakthrough, and he only felt panicked in his heart. I only remember that she said that she would rather die than marry someone she doesn't like. It seems that he indirectly harmed her.
He lowered his eyes gloomily, staring quietly at his slightly helpless hand, thoughtfully.
Yan'er asked with white eyes:
"Why didn't I die? I have personally seen a woman in the village accidentally eat this mushroom with purple patterns on a white background, and after a while, she will be covered with rotten sores," said the rotten sores in her tone, with a hint of excitement.
Long Aoki's heart suddenly burst out, and he said sharply:
"Yan'er, you are really so cruel to yourself"
Yan'er was startled, ruthless? She thought she had misheard, and after confirming that she had not heard it wrong, Yan'er glanced at Long Aoki with an inexplicable expression, he was saying that he was ruthless, he actually said that he was ruthless?
Furious:
"I ...... What is ruthlessness? …… Who is not afraid of death? What girl would want to be covered in sores? Who wants to be tortured like that if it weren't for necessity? …… Could it be that Brother Aoki wants me to be a rooster and dog thief for the rest of my life? Or should we succumb to the cowards and bandits and steal their lives? The more Yan'er said, the more aggrieved she felt, this Aoki brother actually said that he was ruthless, he didn't understand himself at all, his nose became more and more sour, and his tears were lifted in the blink of an eye, tears were like rain, could he still do something wrong? Should you accept your fate to let the fat man marry him, and let the bandit rape him to be called ruthless?
Long Aoki's body stiffened when he heard the cry, and he quickly got up and went to the edge of the bed to look at her, only to see that her body was covered with a futon, and her hand tightly pulled the corner of the quilt against her chin. Long Aoki was so anxious that he hurriedly explained
"Yan'er, you misunderstood me, I didn't mean what you thought...... I just don't want you to give up your life casually, you have to know that there is hope when there is life, and when life is gone, there is no meaning in anything."
When Yan'er heard this, she only cried even more, what casually gave up her life, it was a matter of women's honor, how could it be called casual abandonment. He really doesn't love himself, so he will feel that his name is not important, if it is the person he likes who is trivialized, he will not be so indifferent! The more Yan'er thought about it, the more sad she became, tears welled up, and even the air seemed to flow with a sadness that was visible to the naked eye. Said abruptly
"I know, you want me to be raped by that bandit, and robbed and married by that fat pig."
A biting chill swept over her and surrounded her, and Yan'er said in a cold voice:
"You came to chase me that day in the old worm mountain, presumably because your Agata is still with me!"
Long Aoki was so upset by her crying that he was anxious, and he didn't know what to do, so he listened to her angry words and went straight to the point with a wild bombardment, Long Aoki's heart couldn't help but be shocked, and his face changed greatly.
I thought to myself, isn't this getting darker and darker? Where did he say that he wanted her to be raped and forcibly married by someone, not at all! He just wanted to tell her that at the critical moment when fame and life cannot coexist, she must choose life, even if she loses her fame, as long as she has life, she has the opportunity to turn the tables and rekindle her hope.
A gentleman takes revenge, ten years is not too late, this sentence was told to him by his father.
When I came to chase her that day, it was indeed because of Agatha, and this thing had to be brought back to restore her life. Second, because of Yan'er, of course he would not be willing to let go and see him marry another woman. If there was no Agatha, then this lovely man would have died because of poisoning. I must regret it, where can I talk to her here?
She was born so beautifully, I feel pitiful, and a man will covet it, this is an established fact. Of course, he would never want anyone to touch her, whoever despised her, he would definitely dismantle that person, peel her skin and cramp, he cared about the honor, but he cared more about whether she was safe or not. Of course, he will definitely do his best to protect her and will not let her be light to anyone. It's just that his current situation doesn't allow him to keep her by his side! He can't! And at this time, Keren still looks willful and ignores his own life! It seems that the next time she is not around, she will be accidentally slighted again, and she will choose to get rid of it. How can this be good, do you want to tie her to your trouser belt at all times, take her deep into the Longtan Tiger's Den to charge, and then let her die for life? Not to mention that the enemy is like a forest, the father alone will not be able to pass this level no matter what! With his father's thunderous means, he will definitely ruthlessly get rid of the lovely son to maintain his dignity as a father.
Still is...... Or hide her so that no man has a chance to covet her?
Long Qingmu was anxious, and his thoughts from all sides were intertwined into knots, making a mess.
He only knew that the only thing he hoped for was that when he was successful in the ninth transformation, he would take this lovely person with him like glue and never separate. But before that, you have to have a life!
Long Aoki saw that Yan'er was crying breathlessly, crying until the green tendons on his face that he was biting the corners of the futon, and the quilt was shaking violently, as if he would cry in the next second.
Don't cry like this anymore. wanted to get closer to appease her, but because he couldn't find the entry point, he couldn't start, his hand could only stop in the air indiscriminately, he was anxious, like an ant on a hot pot, just thinking about whether it was good to explain clearly, she could really cry blind her eyes, sighed hard, and said earnestly and sincerely:
"Yan'er, don't cry, I will try my best to protect you, but within the scope of my care, if you are in prison, you must wait for me to come to the rescue, instead of giving up your life before you can wait for me."
He could only explain so much, and he didn't want to say more, he was indeed here for her that day, but he didn't want to tell her, he just hoped that she wouldn't be unreasonable again.
Yan'er was now crying and forgetting herself, where could she listen to his nonsense, she didn't understand why he couldn't tell her straightforwardly, that he had come for her alone, not because of Agatha, and that he would never let her be coveted and hurt by anyone again, he would...... He will always take her with him day and night. Even...... She hoped that the rest of her life would give him the joy of regain, that he would re-examine his heart, realize his importance in his heart, and promise to marry her. But...... Everything was very different from what she had imagined, he ...... I don't love myself at all!
Thinking about it like this, he began to cry even harder.
Long Aoki had collapsed, and his headache was splitting.
He reasoned with her earnestly, but she insisted on wondering why she was chasing the sedan chair that day.
Sure enough, my father was right, women are trouble! It is better to spend your mind on strategizing, ascending, and seeking martial arts.
Waving hands,
"Yan'er, don't be unreasonable anymore, it's late at night, what will happen tomorrow"
After that, he sat straight on the floor and sighed, shook his head gently with empty eyes, and no longer paid attention to the geese, and was not willing to bother more. Let her figure it out for herself! I will only paint darker and darker. Pull the futon and lie sideways with his back to the direction of the bed, closing his eyes and recuperating, but his heart is full of sorrow.
The more Yan'er drilled into the sadness, the more she fell into it, unable to extricate herself, no matter how much she changed her tricks and tone to cry, Brother Aoki turned a deaf ear.
I don't know how long I cried until I couldn't cry, and Brother Aoki didn't coax her, and she had no motivation to cry.
But this heart is really broken, he doesn't coax her, let himself cry, it's really hard-hearted! He really doesn't love himself! He! …… He didn't love himself in the first place! Yan'er's brain boomed, and she was suddenly frightened by this fact. It turns out that he cares about her and treats her well just because he once saved his life and repays her kindness! In fact, she has always known in her heart, but it is because of her own illusion that she has a dream bubble that she does not give up. Now even that last haul is gone.
A flower is a world, a leaf is a pursuit, a song is a sigh, a life is a person.
It seems that everything is my own wishful thinking! The goddess has a heart, but King Xiang has no intention! After all, it's just a mistake.
The night is as cold as water, and the lonely pillow is sleepless, tossing and turning.
Yan'er silently swore in her heart:
I, Lin Hongyan, don't expect anything from Brother Aoki anymore.