It wasn't until the last drop of wine in the flask was left that he finally let go of me, and after a pot of spirits, I suddenly felt that my stomach was hot, and my whole face was burned red, and I lost my strength, and I sat down on the edge of the bed.

"And then?" Feng Luo asked when he saw the woman pause.

Later, I made the second most daring and profound move in my life, and it was this move that completely changed the fate of my fellow Zong.

I didn't have the strength to resist, I sat on the ground, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, but my heart was so nervous that I was about to jump out, I thought I was in a catastrophe today, but I waited for a long time, and there was no sound, so I raised my head and looked at him secretly, His Majesty seemed to have no strength, he sat motionless on the bed, his hands stood on his knees, and covered his face weakly.

I was happy in my heart, thinking that he had woken up, but he said something to himself, he said, "I have survived in the struggle for imperial power since I was a child, I was bullied, and I was calculated by my brothers and sisters, I don't know how to love you, because no one has ever taught me how to love, I am like a fish wallowing in the swamp, praying that someone can save me, until you appear, so that my already blocked heart can see a ray of light, I have crossed the mountains and mountains to get close to you, but you are so stingy that you don't let me embrace a large piece of warm sun." ”

I listened to His Majesty's words, tears had already wet my eyes, and my heart was touched, I thought that I and he were all the same people, both praying for light in the dark, and stubbornly grasping for the faint light like a passing cloud. No one understands his feelings better than me, I seem to be enchanted, I forgot his identity, forgot everything, raised his hand and silently covered his knees, the first emperor moved slightly, he raised his eyes, deep eyes have been staring at me, I don't know, in his eyes, is it me as Su Zhi, or is it me?

His hot palm covered the back of my hand, maybe the wine was too strong, my meaning gradually blurred, I slowly got up and sat next to him, his eyes have been staring at me, raised his hand to pick up my chin, gradually, he attached my lips, the moment the lips and teeth met, I was burned and trembled, and then indulged in his gentleness, he moved his lips to my ear, with the ultimate charm of the voice called me a "little orange", and then heavily held my earlobe.

I lost my mind in his little man, like a puppet without a soul, and let him deceive me...

"Little citrus?"

"Father still treats you as a concubine, right?" Feng Luotian didn't expect this to be the case, her eyes were wrinkled, "What about my mother?" Didn't she come back all night? ”

I don't know what happened to Su Tong that day, she didn't come back all night, and when I woke up again, it was already the next morning, I opened my eyes groggily, and what caught my eyes was the dragon face that His Majesty was close at hand, and the confusion that happened yesterday flashed in my mind one by one, and I was suddenly very frightened, what did I do? I actually climbed onto the dragon bed, and if this matter was known to Su Zhi, how should I face her?

Looking at the dark sky outside the window, I hurriedly picked up the clothes scattered all over the place, pushed the door open, and fled.

That day, my heart was very confused, and I didn't know how to talk about it with Su Zhi, but this was a big deal after all, and it wasn't something I could hide if I wanted to.

When I saw Su Zhi again, her whole body was wet with rain, and her hair bun was messy, so she stood alone at the door of Yutan Xiaozhu, her eyes were empty, like a leaf of duckweed, she was helpless, I was in a daze in the house at that time, and I didn't know the situation outside, it was the palace people who looked at Su Zhi's appearance, and didn't dare to step forward, so they came to report me, I heard that Su Zhi came back, I hurriedly went out to check, and saw Su Zhi's appearance, I didn't care about other people's eyes, I hurriedly ran to her, Holding her hands tightly, I asked her anxiously where she was going. She was stunned for a long time before she looked at me, suddenly hugged me tightly with her hands, buried her head in my chest, and cried like a little girl.

I knew that something must have happened when Su Tong didn't come back overnight, so I didn't ask her silently, and gently patted her on the back like her big sister.

Later, Su Zhi had a high fever because of the rain, and he was unconscious, such a big thing, everyone did not dare to hide it from the first emperor, Su Zhi was in a coma for a few days, he has been sleepless by her bedside, holding Su Tong's hand tightly with both hands, and his frowning brows have never stretched.

Because he was there, I chose to stay outside the palace of Su Citrus, the cold wind was biting, the frost flowers became butterflies, I was wearing a cloak, but I was still so cold that I curled up into a small ball and sat on the steps, the raging wind was like a blade blowing my cheeks, I kept breathing with both hands, looking at the full moon that was smeared by the mist, praying that Su Zhi's illness could get better soon, and I also knew that at this moment, the last person the emperor wanted to see was me.

Su Zhi's illness was finally cured under the fearful diagnosis and treatment of the imperial doctors for three days and three nights, she opened her ethereal eyes, her eyes instantly cooled down the moment she saw the first emperor, she turned her head indifferently, her tone was heart-piercing cold, she only said two words, "Go out!" ”

All the joy of the first emperor fell lonely at that moment, and he did not forget to tell everyone to take care of Su Tong, and then turned around and left alone.

The door of the temple was opened suddenly, and I immediately shivered and got up, I didn't expect it to be him, and fell into his deep eyes unprepared, he looked at me deeply, my purple lips twitched, and then I didn't dare to look at him and lowered my head, I could feel his meaningful eyes staring at me, until my feet had begun to go numb, he withdrew his eyes and strode away.

"Take care of Madame." The only thing he said to me before leaving, I know that he still remembers the events of that night, and he also knows that that person is me, I bit my numb lip and looked at the open palace door, and my eyes opened with a trace of tears.

Because Su Zhi was sick, what happened that night was put on hold by me, and then Su Zhi got better, and I didn't talk about it with Su Zhi, I didn't say it, let alone the man.

I didn't ask Su Zhi why he came back so depressed that day, because, on that day, a seemingly trivial event happened in the palace:

One of the guards in charge of the night patrol is missing.

………

The days seemed to be back to the way they were before, and Su Tong began to sit in the attic and play the piano again, singing her favorite song "Yiren Fu":

The willow branches of the palace wall are wrapped around the palace building, and the red powder is lightly smiling and white-headed, I don't know how old the beauty is, and compose lyrics and songs.

It's just that Su Tong rarely laughs anymore, even if I tell her some small stories about the previous dynasty, she only smiles faintly.

I can still often see His Majesty standing outside the Yutan Xiaozhu, and his affectionate gaze falls on her.

His Majesty sent someone to send me a lot of gold, silver and jewelry, silk and satin, saying that he was drunk that day, these are compensation for me, as an emperor, he can compensate me like this, it is already my three lives of luck, how dare I nominate a point, I also know, he can't give me the identity.

I looked at the man's eyes, I felt a little dazzling, I had imagined in my heart countless times that the ending after that night, but I never thought that it would be like this, all these years the three of us have experienced this kind of disturbance, Su Zhi and his life are back on track, but for me, once something happens, there is no going back.

"I touched my ......belly," she said, Li Yun looked at Feng Luotian, "That's right, I'm pregnant." ”

I had learned some medical skills from the teacher before entering the palace, although it was only a skin, but I could still take the pulse simply, plus I was always nauseous and wanted to vomit in those days, I am sure that I am pregnant.

But this child should not have come, his father will not recognize him, but what should I do, this child is the imperial heir, I am not qualified to strangle her, but if he continues to stay in my belly, when he is a month old, he will definitely be discovered by others, I am a palace maid, how can I have a child? He is not clear, it is a capital crime of fornication, and when the time comes, not only him, but even I will not be able to live.

What am I going to do? I don't want to tell Su Tong about this, but if I tell her, will Your Majesty be furious and order me to be executed along with the child at once.

"My father won't do this, and my mother won't let my father do anything, my mother knows that you are pregnant with your father's child, and she will definitely let her father give you and the child's name." Feng Luo said with a firm expression.

"Heh," the woman chuckled when she heard Feng Luotian's words.

Feng Luotian frowned, and she said, "Is that kid Yueyan?" Didn't she be born safely? ”

Hearing this, the woman suddenly, her eyes that fell on Feng Luotian moved away, and she looked at the iron chain that had trapped her for thirteen years, "Yes, Yueyan was born safely." ”

As the days passed, I tried my best to hide my belly, but I was still discovered by a sharp-eyed person, and this person who found out that I was pregnant was something I never dreamed of.

That day, I went out of the palace to do it, but on the empty palace road, I met an old woman, she told me that the queen mother wanted to see me.

"The Queen Mother?" Feng Luo was puzzled, she rarely saw this imperial grandmother, not because she didn't want to see her, but because her old man didn't like her, just like she didn't like her mother.

Confused, right? I was also puzzled at the time, I didn't know why the Queen Mother, who had lived in the deep palace for a long time, suddenly wanted to see me? How honored I am to let the Queen Mother and her old man know that there is still me as a person.

I was brought to the Queen Mother, I wringed my hands in panic, the oppressive atmosphere around me made me dare not raise my head, and after respectfully saluting the Queen Mother, I kept my last posture motionless.

"Look up." The woman's angry voice echoed in my ears, and I looked up slightly obediently, but I still didn't dare to look at her face.

"It's been two months." The Queen Mother's words were so amazing that I was shocked, and I immediately slammed my head on the ground in panic, and said, "The Queen Mother atonements." ”

My mind was already in a mess, and I didn't know how the Queen Mother knew I was pregnant.

Seeing me like this, she laughed and said that you are pregnant with the emperor's heir, which is a good thing, what a crime.

I swallowed nervously, it was because this was the imperial heir that I had no choice, and it was proved that this was the incomparably noble prince and princess, and without proof, this was an unclear and unclear inferior embryo.