Chapter 289, Shackles
Chen Chen, Chu Jiangxue, it is another such ending, in fact, the main god once admonished that person, let it go, let each other go, since one person has already forgotten everything, why can't the other person forget it too.
The man thought he was well disguised, but the Lord God knew that every day, wasn't he the one who appeared in that girl!
The man only said that it was unfair, he had memorized so many years more than the girl, and he always needed to pay it back.
However, the main god he just wants to say that what he has never wanted to forget is actually just him, forgetting, it is very simple, drink a sip of Lethe water, eat a pill of elixir, a very simple thing, that person does not want it, and all the responsibility is passed on to others.
Isn't the ending the same again!
The Lord God sighed and left his palace.
He's old, these annoying things, let's leave them to themselves, and the things after that, as long as it's their choice, whether it's a blessing or a curse, they need to bear it themselves, and they can't blame others, all he can do is now!.
Time and space can reverse time, however, what cannot be reversed is memory, people, and him.
With such a constant choice of time and space, it may indeed be that there is such a person who will be in the same place, she is hovering in the same place, not because of love, nor because of the bonds of friendship and family affection, but because, yes, she just fainted!
When Chu Jiangxue woke up, she came to a white world again, and she thought that this place was heaven, after all, hell was black, but Chu Jiangxue was different, Chu Jiangxue knew that she was not dead, and she had not disappeared from this chaotic world.
Xiao Qi then woke up, but at this time, when Xiao Qi looked at the host, there were emotions in his eyes that he couldn't explain.
"Xiaoqi, look, we still haven't disappeared,."
Xiao Qi listened, closed his eyes full of emotion, and looked at the host quietly.
Xiao Qi opened his mouth and said; "yes."
Chu Jiangxue heard Xiao Qi's words, but she didn't react, and the whole person was stunned for a moment.
"Are you Xiaoqi?"
Xiaoqi responded; "Yes."
Chu Jiangxue sighed; "Xiaoqi, are you scared stupid? Why do I feel like a forty or fifty-year-old man all of a sudden? ”
When Xiao Qi heard this, he actually laughed, this sentence, if it was put before it, Xiao Qi would not have to talk to Chu Jiangxue for a few days and nights.
However, at this moment, Xiao Qi listened, just smiled, and did not refute out loud, even if Chu Jiangxue's heart was very surprised, but it was not so surprised, just opened his mouth to ask a few words, Xiao Qi did not answer, Chu Jiangxue did not want to force.
Because compared to the change in Xiaoqi's attitude, Chu Jiangxue is even more sad that she is in her current situation.
Chu Jiangxue looked at the white expanse in front of her, the whole person was very empty, Chu Jiangxue didn't know what she needed to do in the future, and she didn't know if what she was doing at the moment was right, now she was full of confusion.
"Xiaoqi, what should I do, I think I may not be able to complete the task in the future, I feel so tired."
While speaking, Chu Jiangxue put her hands on her laps, very insecure.
Xiao Qi listened to the host's words, still quietly, quietly looked at Chu Jiangxue, Chu Jiangxue waited for a while, but still didn't wait for Xiao Qi's answer, thinking that Xiao Qi saw through her pretentiousness, but who knows, Xiao Qi opened his mouth and said.
"Host, don't worry about anything else, as long as it's what you like, then do it, if it's something you don't like, don't force it, just be yourself."
Chu Jiangxue, who heard this, felt like he was in a dream, like this, Xiao Qi really rarely said it, but Chu Jiang Xue really understood Xiao Qi very well.
If a mission fails, not only Xiaoqi herself, but even she will be implicated and die? Destroy? These words, which seemed very scary before, looked like "younger brother" at this time in Chu Jiangxue's and at this time, there was no sense of pressure.
"Xiaoqi, have you experienced this time and have a little understanding?"
Xiaoqi is very honest; "Nope."
Chu Jiangxue, who heard this, didn't hold back and laughed, Chu Jiangxue just admired her own this, even if the situation was very difficult, but she just didn't know why, she just could laugh, and she didn't know why.
"Xiaoqi, I think you've changed."
"Really?"
Hatsue Xue; ",,,Yes."
Xiao Qi was just silent for a moment, Indeed, Xiao Qi at this time is no longer the original Xiao Qi, he remembered his beginning, he was not the first time, and the things that he thought of in the interface before did not appear out of thin air.
Now he understands himself, and he also understands Chu Jiangxue, his host.
Presumably, she is in her heart, and her heart is very painful.
"Host, is it painful in your heart?"
Chu Jiangxue was stunned for a moment, such a question was not like Xiao Qi could ask.
"What are you asking for?"
"Nothing, the behavior is suddenly such a question appeared in my mind, I feel very curious."
Chu Jiangxue thought about Xiao Qi's question after that, in fact, Chu Jiang Xue felt that she was really good to Xiao Qi, according to her temperament. She has always regarded Xiaoqi as her little brother, ignorant, and ignorant of the hardships of society. Of course, although she doesn't really understand.
But it's always a little better than Xiaoqi.
Regarding Xiaoqi's question, Chu Jiangxue rarely said no.
"My heart, is it painful? In fact, whether it hurts or not, and this question, mainly depends on yourself. ”
"It's like a girl who doesn't buy her favorite lipstick or bag, she will subconsciously feel that she is in pain, and she will be sad for a long time in the following days, but there will be other people, and she may not be sad because of this. Everyone has their own sad point, like you, if the mission is not successful, you will become the whole way you are now, very uncomfortable, right? But for me, it's me now, and the success of the mission doesn't seem to be so important, and what is more important may be that in every interface, there are fewer people involved, no one will die because of me, and no one will change the trajectory of my life. ”
"So, now I'm in a lot of pain."
"I suffer that someone has been hurt because of me, I have suffered that someone has lost their life because of me, I am in pain, someone has deceived me, and I have no way to get angry. ,,”
Xiaoqi; "Host, these things have passed, and if you keep immersing yourself in your heart, it will become even more uncontrollable after that."
Chu Jiangxue smiled; "I didn't, I didn't keep struggling, I just,, I was just thinking about a problem,"
Xiaoqi; "What?"
"I'm thinking, how can I solve this interface, I want to end this."
Xiao Qi's heart was shocked; "Host, do you want to give up?"
Chu Jiangxue thought for a moment, and then replied; "It's not giving up, it's really not giving up, I'm not that kind of person, I'm just,,I just feel that all this,There should always be an end to the day.,It's always like this.,I'm a little unbearable.,The water of the Lethe River.,I can't always solve my problems.,There are some things.,The more backlogged,The more there are.。。
"Host, why haven't you given up yet?"
Hearing what Xiao Qi said, Chu Jiangxue was very shocked.
"Xiaoqi, are you stupid? Haven't I given up already? It's just that he didn't succeed in dying. ”
"Host, I know you, with your cleverness, you should be able to know."
"Know what?"
Xiao Qi smiled, Chu Jiangxue didn't know why, maybe she pretended not to know, for Chu Jiangxue's life after that, she herself had the mentality of getting by.
Xiaoqi knows Chu Jiangxue very well, and naturally knows the reason for Chu Jiangxue at the moment, she obviously knows everything, but she always uses her own ignorance as her protective layer, maybe. The original self, that is, because of Chu Jiangxue and this hateful and cute appearance, attracted it.
Xiao Qi just smiled; "Got it, I don't need you to say it, I can understand it myself."
After Xiao Qi's words were finished, Chu Jiangxue asked very badly; "What do you know? I didn't know you were a little genius! ”
Xiaoqi is also willing to follow her.
"Yes, Chu Jiangxue was originally a genius."
Chu Jiangxue was stunned again when she heard this.
"Xiaoqi, did you take the wrong medicine today? How did you look like this, the way you used to be? Don't you know what you like to slap me the most? How can people feel so obedient today. ”
"Then I, if I'm like this in the future, can you be kind to yourself."
After saying this, Xiao Qi knew that he had said the wrong thing.
Chu Jiangxue rarely didn't speak, just a person quietly looking at the scenery in front of him, a piece of white!
After a long time, it may be that the white in front of him has dispersed, or it may be that the fog in front of him has disappeared, in short, it has been a long time before Chu Jiangxue answered Xiaoqi's question.
"Xiaoqi, do you know? In fact, at this time, my fear of death is far lower than your death. I didn't actually have this idea before, because I didn't think that I would come to this situation at the beginning, but, there is no way, the world is unpredictable, and in the end I still came to the scene I was most afraid of, without the fear of life, without the fetters of other problems, but now I hope that I can get rid of the relationship with you. ”
"Xiaoqi, I'm really not a good person, I don't want to trap myself with the shackles of morality, but in the face of you, I really have no choice.