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Happy Children's Day!
Hehehe, I believe that Lao Tie, who sees these words now, has basically said goodbye to the word "child" for many years. I don't know what you think, but for me, if someone says "Happy Children's Day" to me, I'm in a good mood.
Who doesn't want to be a child, anyway, the older I get, the more I miss being a child.
May 30th is my birthday, May 30th of 90 years, I came to this world, this year is 2019, if you count according to the imaginary age, I am now 30 years old. Even if I count my birthday, after this birthday, I will be thirty years old. All in all, no matter how you count it, I'm a person with the prefix "three".
What happened when I suddenly felt like I was halfway through my life? It's a very bad feeling.
To sum up last month, in May, I set a new all-time low. I only updated 140,000 words in the whole month of May, which is a statistic that I am honestly ashamed to talk about. That's why, on my birthday, I actually wanted to post a single chapter, which is the single chapter you see now, but I didn't send it in the end, and just mentioned it at the end of the chapter, because there is really no face.
Let's explain the reason, in fact, there is no special reason, mainly because of the house. It stands to reason that even if there is a matter of this house, the renewal should not be like this. I don't know how to put it - have you ever experienced that inexplicable feeling of powerlessness?
It's the powerlessness of an unexpected situation, not knowing what to do, not even daring to try, and can only sit still.
I used to hear the advertising slogan that I felt that my body was hollowed out, and I was still thinking, isn't this just a sick sentence, if a person is hollowed out, it is a dead person, how can this happen?
But I've really realized recently that people can indeed be hollowed out, and they can indeed be "numb claws".
I don't understand, maybe I'm too naïve. Or rather, I haven't grown up yet. Although I did everything I was facing now, I did it in the end, but at the moment I faced it, I still thought that if only someone could do it for me, or if someone could help me.
When I can still celebrate Children's Day, I think that someone will help me. But now, all the things I've faced for the past two months, I haven't had anyone to help me, and I feel like I've been in a bad state lately, the kind of decay that doesn't happen to me even if there were miracles.
There may be people who are concerned about my purchase of a house, and I don't want to hide it, so I will briefly tell you.
I sold my house in the city and returned to the county to buy a new house, which used to be called a county, but now it is called a district, and my hometown is here. After changing from a district to a county, it has been building the so-called "South City" in the past few years and moving over a branch school of an elementary school. There was a school district house built around it, and I bought one of them.
This year, there are a total of two real estate projects for sale, one of which will be delivered in May next year, which is relatively cheap, with an average price of about 5,000. And the other is the delivery in October this year, this is more expensive, the area in the middle of the community, are 7,000, I bought the most marginal, the bottom is a shop, and it costs 5,005.
At the beginning, because I wasn't very poor, I thought it was a school district anyway, and I could save 500 if I bought a farther one, and if I delivered the house next year, I could save money for a year, maybe I could save money for decoration. So at the time of pre-sale, I went to pay the subscription, saying that it was 20,000 to 30,000, and the total price was 99% off.
The money was paid, and my gut told me that something seemed wrong. Then I asked my friends who had bought a house, and I searched the Internet, and I came to the conclusion that I seemed to be stupid.
There are two main points.
First of all, the foundation of this building has just been laid, and it is said that it will build fifteen floors, but it is still unknown how many floors will actually be built. And it said that it was 20,000 to 30,000, and there was a 99% discount, but people also said that the pre-sale price was not the final price. That is to say, he is talking about 5,000 now, and it may become 6,000 when it is really on sale, and then it will be discounted, that is, I will take off my pants and fart, and I will spend money inside and out, and there will be no discount at all, and there will be no profit.
Moreover, he received "subscription" instead of "deposit", which means that his "five certificates" have not been completed, and everyone who has bought a house knows how risky such a real estate is.
I have a total of this money, or in exchange for land, if I am cheated, or if something goes wrong, I can't afford to lose. Therefore, I decisively chose the more expensive, but half of the community has been built, and the house can be delivered this year, that is, 5,005. Sold the original house and paid this down payment.
This leaves a problem, it turns out that I have also paid the money I pledged, and he has not returned it to me. Moreover, after paying the down payment, it involves getting a loan. Proof of income is required for a loan, so my whole month of May has been busy around these two things.
Originally, proof of income was a very simple matter, and only a seal from the unit was required. However, I won't open this unit. Why don't you open it? Because, they didn't pay me "five insurances and one housing fund", that is, although I work here, but in terms of process, there is no one here. If they give me a certificate of income, it means that I am the person, and even if it does, it is not a big deal, and they still don't want to take the slightest risk.
After several unsuccessful discussions, I had to find an intermediary to spend money to open an income certificate, a piece of paper is 100, and the sales office wants three, so I opened three. That's not all over yet, I'll continue later.
After giving the proof of income, I was also asking for my money. But money is easy to pay, but it is difficult to go back, and prevarication is inevitable, so I also had a conflict with the salesperson. The female saleswoman, a female shrew with a standard shoehorn face and slightly protruding buckteeth, unilaterally deleted my WeChat, and later I learned that they signed the order with a commission, and she had already taken the commission, about two or three hundred. And when I quit the fund, she had to return the money, so her attitude was bad.
I wondered, the subscription contract says that if you don't buy it, you can get it back, and if you don't want to refund the commission, I have to buy it? If you delete my WeChat, I can't return it?
I really don't know if it's selfishness or ignorance.
In short, after I went through several turnovers and found the responsible manager to communicate, I still promised to return the fund, and promised to return it on May 24, so that I could pick it up next Monday, that is, May 27. And the loan side also informed me that on Monday the 27th, the bank will sign in person.
I'm happy because I only need to take a day off and I can do both. On the 27th, I got up early, first went to the bank to sign the loan contract, and then I went to withdraw the money, and everything went well.
At that time, I felt that something was wrong, how could a person like me kill two birds with one stone so smoothly? The more I thought about it, the more I felt that such a smooth thing would not have happened to me, and when I took the car back, the sky was cloudy and the rain was pouring down, and I returned to my rented place, already drenched in water.
Before I could change my clothes, my phone rang. The sales office called and told me that my proof of income was not good. Said what kind of position is written small, I wanted to come to a national scolding, the position or something, all filled in by your sales office, you wrote my three pieces of paper, three hundred yuan for three pieces of paper are wasted, you tell me now that it can't be?
Then there was a fifteen-minute rip-off, and the salesman meant that she was not responsible, even if she had been refuted by me so that she couldn't take the words, but she just insisted that she was not responsible. At that time, I felt bored, why is it boring? I think it's funny for a man to argue with a little girl about who is right and who is wrong. And I'm also annoyed, I thought, is it so hard for a person to admit his mistakes? Even if you admit that it was your fault, and then tell me, big brother, I have no intention, and I can't make up for it, you see what is going on, I can forgive you in a better mood, right?
But she didn't, she just had a hard mouth, that hard, and annoyed......
As for how to write these three pieces of paper as waste, it's even more fun. That chapter is written on such and such a company, and when she copied it, it was written as such and such a "park", such an IQ...... To be honest, now that I think about it, I feel that I am angry with her and I am sorry for my alma mater, Jilin University.
What else could I do later, I went to the agency and bought one again. When the boss of the agency saw that I was going again, he asked me, haven't you been here once? Write a proof of income, three pieces of paper are not enough? How many banks do you borrow?
I was so angry that I was happy, but I didn't say anything, I met someone who couldn't write. I'm afraid that people won't believe it, this boss is good, I gave a hundred, and he gave me one more. Later events proved that thanks to him for sending this one, otherwise I would have had to make another trip.
I sent two income certificates, and the woman made a mistake again. This time she wrote my phone number wrong, I was so angry that I just wanted to laugh, I don't know if I was unlucky, or she deliberately targeted me, it was not easy for me to buy a house, how did I come across this kind of goods!
Later, when she saw that I was dissatisfied, she really couldn't say anything and apologized to me again and again. I didn't say anything, either because I didn't want to say it, or because I didn't have a temper, I just saw that she was a woman, and she was still younger than me. If it's a different man, you see if I beat him or not, it's over.
That's what happened as of the 28th.
On the 29th, I went to work and was dodged for a day.
On the 30th, I had a birthday and took a day off, but I was actually annoyed by Dudu. But staying at home, I don't know what to do, in the end I can only code words, write a chapter, sleep, get up and write another chapter, find a small shop at night, and eat a bowl of fifteen yuan "high-grade freshly pressed with egg chilled cold noodles", which is considered to have passed this birthday.
On the 31st, I went to work and was dodged for another day.
At the end of the day, I quit my job.
Maybe I'm not mature enough, or my ability is limited. The events of these two months made me realize one thing. That's my brain, this CPU of mine, and it's like a single core.
In other words, I can only do one thing at a time, which is at its best.
If I had to do two things, it would be good, a single core would emulate two threads, and I could barely do it.
But if I had to do three things, four things at the same time, it would be over, scrapped. How do you divide a single-core computer into four threads? It's super smoking, and it's not possible!
Now my manuscript fee income is more than my salary. So I couldn't give up, so I had to give up my job. And my job, I also plan to quit after I return to the county after handing over the house in October. And after I resigned, I didn't have to be dodged anymore, and I didn't have to do something to ask for leave.
What's more, I've been unhappy since I started doing this job! This job, to put it mildly, is an advertising medium. If it's ugly, it's a lie, a liar! I didn't think anything like PPC could do anything, but I worked for a year to make ends meet.
If I don't, I'm not fit to be a liar. And a place where even five insurances and one housing fund are not paid, and the income certificate is not opened, and the printer is not repaired if it is broken, and it must be replaced with a new place, and there is really nothing to be nostalgic for.
When it comes to this printer, I'm still on fire. Didn't they ask me to buy a new one, I bought it. I bought the new one, they fixed the old one, and we both used it together.
What the hell is this!
And this manager is also cheap, you have something to ask for leave, he pouted you, as if he wished you resigned, you really resigned, and he also said that he didn't have enough manpower and wouldn't let you go.
I said no, and I'll go. He said that he would not be given this month's salary, and I said that if you don't give it, you can try it, and the atmosphere was tense for a while. It is estimated that he compared the combat effectiveness of the two of us, and he was ashamed of himself, so he changed his words and said that I was delayed for two days and had to deduct money.
I said, you can buckle it, and give me the rest. He said that he had to wait until the fifteenth when the money was issued, and asked me to go home and wait, and the fifteenth would come to pick it up.
I picked up the landline phone on his desk and slapped it directly thirty centimeters in front of his face. I said that I had no money to eat now, so I wanted it now, and he immediately paid for me, and he didn't deduct the money for those two days.
On the way out, I passed by the printer, and I threw the printer he repaired on the ground and scrapped it. I've wanted to do this for a long time, can't you just buy a new one if you can't fix it? Why did I buy a new one for you, and you repaired the old one?
Lao Tzu has resigned, can he still keep it for you? It has to be scrapped!
After a brief packing of things, I left without looking back. It is estimated that the others are also confused, thinking in their hearts, why did this kid suddenly become perverted.
Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, or maybe this is the real me, I don't know now, anyway, it's very happy, I haven't been so comfortable for a long time.
What to do, life has to be lived. It's all "three", and if you encounter anything, no one will help you, unless a miracle happens. And I, as a miracle insulator, can do my own efforts.
The good news is that starting tomorrow, I have time, at least not all the time.
The bad news is that I don't know if I can make up for the check-in fee just because I don't have a salary. So, parents of food and clothing, especially pirated friends who read this chapter, it's time to open your arms and let me feel your warmth.
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Love you, a middle-aged man of thirty years old - Yang Bi.