Resentment [1]
Since she became pregnant, the queen's body and bones have not been as good as before, and she has to drink eight bowls of medicine every day. And the emperor trusts Jun Xi and Concubine even more, the queen knows in her heart that she has no time left, and her only wish is to watch Mianning get married, Jun Xi naturally knows, so he invited the emperor to choose a good girl for the age, the queen and Jun Xi fell in love with Niu Hulu at a glance, Manchuria inlaid with yellow flags, first-class sons, household books, and third-class announcements Yanda daughter. It's better to hit the sun, and get married immediately in November. It's just that this girl is not what Mianning thinks in her heart, but thinking that it is the queen, Jun Xi picked it, so she naturally accepts it with joy and sincerity, but the person he likes is far away and unreachable, and what he thinks is unseek.
Some people, mediocre and exhausted, are always rare. But who doesn't know that this word and deed, every move, no matter when and where, is a wisp of worry for parents for their children, and their liver and intestines are broken, and they are deeply in love. Parents always think about their children in their hearts, they are worried about their people when they are born, and they will not let go of their pounds and taels when they die.
The queen has run out of oil, but there is still a trace of regret in her heart, and she goes around tightly.
Mianning got married, the big stone in his heart was put down, the queen's complexion was much better, the Forbidden City was an old house, and it was damp and heavy. The emperor always wants to take the queen to see the sea of clouds in Wushan, the sun and the moon set, watch the wind and clouds move, and the flowers bloom in the Jinling Tomb, but these extravagant hopes have been written into regrets, and the rest is only the whirlpool of memories and the scenes of the past.
For you to make up for those regrets and let the queen recuperate, the emperor decided to go to the emperor to take the queen and the concubine to move to the Old Summer Palace. The rest of the people stayed in the palace. The Old Summer Palace is a royal forest garden, although the scenery inside is not as majestic and beautiful as the Qiantang River, the tide of thousands of people comes, but the scenery is everything, representing the world-class garden level at that time.
Not to mention the independence of the three immortal mountains of Penglai, the abbot of Yingzhou, and the prosperity of the sea of flowers, just to say that the water lies everywhere, and the pear blossoms are indeed beautiful, the essence of heaven and earth, and the Wenlan of the hundred dynasties.
"Queen, I specially brought you to the Old Summer Palace so deliberately because the country is beautiful and fragrant flowers, and it is where we meet" The emperor helped the queen to walk here, the sea of heavenly fragrant flowers, the peony flowers and trees in the hall have grown to the same height as people, and every place is the breath of a teenager, at that time he was not the emperor, but Yongyan; That's why she's not a queen, it's Suo Yu. The childhood sweetheart is the twilight of the dynasty, and the two little ones are waiting for the year after year, "Queen, the national color at that time was full of fragrant flowers, red, pink, and purple, just as beautiful as you." At that time, I was the prince, and I wanted to stay with you in this garden forever. ”
"This is a long time ago, the concubines always miss those days, I didn't expect the emperor to remember, the emperor at that time often called the concubine's maiden name, Yu'er, how beautiful the figure is, I haven't seen it for a long time." Suo Yu remembered the past, and couldn't hold back his tears, after all, it had become "then" before.
At that time, the flowers bloomed and the moon was full and bright, it was always beautiful and indescribable, like the silver and white moonlight flowing into the Gusu Bridge, like Yaotai Jingyu reflected in the Guanghan ballad, in the end, the heart became far away.
Maybe this is the queen, destined to be under one person, above ten thousand, and lonely for a lifetime. The concubine can be spoiled, and the concubine can also be arrogant and domineering, snuggling up to the juice, but I can't, I can only be in the long river of years, in the waves of time, people are old and yellow, slowly disappearing, and then look at this time, the falling flowers are ruined, the branches are slender, and finally the flowers bloom and fall sometimes, and the bright moon is full and reasonable.
"Queen, over the years, I know that you have suffered too many grievances, and your body has also suffered. You see, these national celestial flowers have all bloomed, only the branches, and the thorns still exist. I want you to be like this branch, strong and alive. Wan Muchun in front of the sick tree, when you are cured, I will accompany you down to the south of the Yangtze River, let's also go to Jinling to see the ends of the world, and take a look at the orphan sacrifice, like the Emperor Taishang. The emperor hugged Suo Yu into his arms, Suo Yu closed her eyes, she was tired, tired, and very sleepy, but she couldn't rest assured, Mianning, Junxi, Xitara, and her young man - the emperor.
"Does the emperor like the concubine?" Suo Yu asked, the emperor was a little puzzled, and her eyes were very tough, "The concubine wants to tell the truth", the emperor nodded helplessly, and Suo Yu asked again, "So love will become right" The emperor was a little puzzled.
The concubine was happy, because the emperor trusted the concubine and was willing to pay the truth. The concubine is a person of temperament, and it is really rare to be by her side for so many years. Please ask the emperor to treat the concubine well and not let down her affection. She wanted to say that the queen's life was unbearable, the concubine, can't, and she didn't want this woman who had respected her all her life to end up with her. It's just that when the words came to his lips, he was finally defeated by the kindness of the money. The last bit of strength was also delivered, only the breath was like a gossamer, and Suo Yu felt that she was very cold.
"Fifteen Lang, I'm so cold, hold me tight." Suo Yu stared into his ear and whispered. The emperor took off his heavy cotton jacket, wrapped the cloak around Suo Yu, and ran to the spring of heaven and earth with his arms, the palace maids and eunuchs were in a hurry, and the imperial doctors were also waiting here, Suo Yu only eased up, her face was like wax, she wanted Yongyan to accompany her to the curtain call of life, but she couldn't bear it, so she persuaded the emperor to leave, "Your Majesty, you go and manage state affairs, you must be a good king who is diligent and loves the people." The emperor couldn't bear to leave, and the queen said again and again, and the emperor had no choice but to go.
It's been a long time since I eaten, my stomach is very hungry, so I ordered the imperial dining room to come to a large table of dishes, looking at the table full of delicacies, but I didn't feel a trace of sweetness, but I was disgusted, so I withdrew, the queen's situation was slightly better, the emperor ordered someone to send the queen back to the Forbidden City, and he continued to serve the Emperor Taishang to tour the Old Summer Palace. Just arrived at the gate of Jingren Palace. A cry rang out, and the queen collapsed.
In February of the second year of Jiaqing, Wu Yin, the queen collapsed. To Ji'an. The emperor had already been unable to sleep at night and could not swallow anything, so he hurried back to the palace first.