The one hundred and eighty-fourth record of meeting each other, it is difficult to cross the gap of identity

Her eyes were shocked, I didn't expect Su Zhi to know me, she took a few steps forward, her clear eyes kept staring at me, she asked me, is my injury healed, why did I leave before I had time to change the dressing last time?

I was a little stunned, and for a moment I forgot that there was a difference between master and servant, and I looked at her face, which was exactly the same as you are now. I was a little speechless about Su Zhi's question, I really didn't know how to answer her, and Su Zhi didn't give me a chance to answer, she raised my hand, but saw the scar I tried to hide, Su Zhi's eyes tightened, and she was angry, she asked me, was I beaten again? I was terrified, and I knelt down in front of her, and I said, "The maid is just a lowly palace maid in the miscellaneous room, and the slave maid has done something wrong, and she deserves to be punished." ”

"What did you do wrong?" As soon as my voice fell, I didn't think that Su Zhi would ask me back, but I couldn't find an explanation, so I could only be silent.

Su Zhi looked at me kneeling on the ground in silence, "What's your name?" ”

I replied to her in a low voice, "Slave Li Yun." ”

Then, she actually lowered her identity to help me up, she held my hand tightly, and announced in a loud voice, "This palace is now officially transferring Li Yun to Yutan Xiaozhu as an errand." ”

At that moment, when I heard that Su Zhi was going to transfer me to her palace, I was stunned. I was so excited that I was so excited that I set off the waves of the middle river, but my face was already petrified, I looked at Su Zhi's side face in a daze, she held my hand, but her eyes looked around, as if announcing my identity to everyone.

That day, I took off the brown clothes of the miscellaneous room and was taken into the Yutan Xiaozhu, that was my happiest day, I no longer have to live a life of not having enough food and clothing every day, and I have to get up early and work in the dark, and I am very grateful to Su Zhi, she pulled me up from this quagmire.

In those days when I was in Yutan Xiaozhu, I would often see Su Zhi sitting in the attic playing the piano and singing. "The willow branches on the palace wall are wrapped around the palace building, the red powder is lightly smiling and white-headed, I don't know how old the beauty is, and I compose lyrics and songs." Her music was full of sadness, looking at her dressed in a white veil, sitting quietly on top of a tall building, her stunning face was like a cold moon in the Nine Heavens, I knew that she was not happy.

I have always kept this secret in my heart, the encounter with Su Tong was just an accident in the eyes of others, but only I know, all this, but premeditated, I have silently observed Su Tong for so long, she has the habit of wandering around the lake after the rain I don't know, the nervousness I showed, just to make this coincidence come more smoothly.

I silently pressed my expression to the bottom of my eyes, maybe it was just to repay the favor, maybe it was because she was the only one who was good to me, and I suddenly had a strong desire in my heart, I wanted to make her happy, I wanted to be close to her and stay by her side, people are so greedy, they can't bear the bitterness anymore when they taste the sweetness, so I began to look for ways to make her happy.

I know that she is the princess of the previous dynasty, and now she has become the concubine of the emperor of her country, and there must be all kinds of pain in my heart, I took the excuse of going out of the palace to procure, and traveled all over the place to find some gadgets of the previous dynasty for her, and I also went to learn the ballads of the previous dynasty for her, and returned to Xiaozhu, I sang to her again, and she would sing with me when she met her, and she finally saw a faint smile on her face, although it was fleeting, but I still felt so satisfied, and felt that all the suffering I suffered was worth it, And what really made us let go of our identities was that I asked her why she sang with sadness.

She would affectionately hold my hand and call me Ah Yun, and she also said that I was the first good friend she made when she came to this Yutan Xiaozhu. I became her friend, which I never thought of and did not dare to think, she was a lady, and I was just a servant, how could I be qualified to be her friend?

If you want to cross the identity gap, this is not a simple matter, so I agreed with her that on the bright side, I am a servant, she is the master, she calls me A Yun, and in private, we are friends, I will call her Su Zong. We have become good sisters who talk about everything, they will communicate with each other, they will share each other's troubles, that is what I see Su Zhi, which is completely different from her on weekdays, she is not a cold person, she will be coquettish, will complain, live like a little girl, and the relationship between us even goes beyond friendship.

"It was one of our happiest times, and I remember it as vividly as I did yesterday. It's a long, long story, and it's all in my plain story. Li Yun looked at the flickering firelight in front of her and was slightly in a daze.

Feng Luo listened attentively, she looked at the woman's dejected side face, and asked, "What's next, what's wrong?" ”

"Next..." The woman's sloppy eyes gradually retracted, and she finally understood that the things she had stolen with her heart did not belong to her after all.

I thought that Su Fang and I would always be so happy in this world, but we forgot that this world does not belong to us.

That day was the first time I came to Yutan Xiaozhu to see the first emperor, he was so dressed in bright yellow, the jade crown soared to the sky, heroically walked into the small building, through the arch, before I could relax my senses, he had appeared in front of me gracefully, I was so frightened that my soul was scattered, and immediately knelt down.

He didn't look at me, but asked me where my wife was. My hands and feet were stiff, endure trembling, I truthfully replied that Mrs. was in the dormitory, I regretted it immediately after I finished speaking, the emperor arrived, the concubine was obviously in the palace, but did not come out to pick up the car, what a crime, I wanted to change my words immediately, but the first emperor did not get angry after hearing my answer, but walked to the dormitory of Su Zhi.

I don't know what happened between the first emperor and Su Zong, he went in for a while, and then came out, that is the big palace maid who has been promoted to become a jade Qin Xiaozhu, I am guarding outside the dormitory, but I dare not raise my head, I was just a lowly miscellaneous palace maid, how dare I think that one day I will see the Ninety-Five.

I didn't expect him to come out soon, and what made me even more breathless was that he actually stopped in front of me, my heart trembled, my hands couldn't stop together, I didn't dare to look up, I stared at his dragon embroidered boots.

"Take care of Madame." His voice was beautiful and gentle as silk.

I replied respectfully to him that he was not staying, he strode away, and when he had walked a long way, the smell he left around him had disappeared, and I dared to raise my head and look in the direction where the emperor had left, I was a little distracted, this was my first meeting with him, I didn't see him clearly, he didn't see me, he said two words to me, one was "Madame?" The phrase is "Take care of Madame." ”

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that the first emperor loves Mrs. Su Zhi to the bone, but Mrs. Su Zhi's heart is not in him. The falling flowers are intentional, the flowing water is ruthless, and since the first emperor came to visit, Su Fang seems to have become silent again.

The woman's expression became lonely, she turned her head to look at Feng Luotian, and said, "Do you think that because your mother is the princess of the previous dynasty, she will not like your father." ”

Hearing the woman's words, Feng Luotian just looked at her deeply and pursed her lips, that is, she was still young and didn't know anything, and when she grew up, she gradually understood that the mother concubine was too indifferent to her father.

When the woman saw Feng Luotian's appearance, she laughed self-deprecatingly, then turned her head and continued: I used to think that Su Zhi didn't like it, or couldn't like the first emperor, because she and the first emperor had a common hatred for destroying the country, but until one day, I saw a painting in Su Zhi's room, which was a portrait of a man, and then I knew that Su Zhi had always had another man in his heart. I don't know what happened between the three of them, but I vaguely guessed from Su Tong's attitude towards the first emperor that the first emperor must have something wrong with that man, so Su Zhi hated him so much.

Since the first emperor came, he has not been here for several months, life seems to have returned to the original trajectory, Su Tong gradually began to smile again, but that memory has always remained in my heart.

No one thought that there would be a day·····

It was the golden autumn yellowing season, I accompanied Su Zhi to the garden, somehow came to the bullring, the bullring is staging a bullfighting show, said to be a bullfight, but it is a group of young and sturdy teenagers locked in a large cage made of dark iron, and then release the mad cow to attack them, they can only live by killing the mad cow, this bloody and cruel game is what those princesses and princes like the most.

When passing through the bullring, Su Zhi obviously frowned and showed displeasure, she just glanced at it slightly, and was about to turn her head and go, but it was a slight glance, so that Su Zhi could no longer leave his eyes, Su Zhi opened his eyes wide, and looked at the boy in the cage who was desperately avoiding the mad cow with a shocked face, that was the first time I saw her so shocked expression on Su Zhi's always calm face, I looked at Su Zhi's eyes, and finally found an answer that convinced me in the panic, That boy really looks good, the man on the pixel orange painting.

Su Zhi stood in the distance stupidly, unable to take his eyes off and kept staring at the young man in the field.

I looked at Su Zhi's appearance at that time, and silently prayed in my heart that this bullfight must be won, and the boy must come out alive. At last the bullfight ended with the wail of the mad bull, and as I wished, the boy walked out of the cage covered in blood, but if I had known what was going to happen, I would not have let him out alive first.

That day, seeing the boy out of the cage, Su Zhi did not have the demeanor of a concubine, and hurriedly followed, I was startled when I saw this, and hurriedly opened the palace maid to catch up with Su Tong, I told her to be careful, Su Zhi didn't think about anything at all, she hurriedly blocked the young man's way. It was on a trail of incense that no one had passed, and she gasped slightly, looking at the boy nervously, but the boy was only slightly startled by me and her who suddenly appeared, and looked at us with a puzzled expression.

I glanced at Su Zhi, then turned my head to look at the wound on the young man's hand that was still bleeding, stared at him, and told him that this was Mrs. Su Zhi, hearing Su Zhi's identity, the young man was obviously shocked, and he didn't care about the injuries on his body, he quickly knelt down.