(193) Failure to reach annihilation and dust shattering (7)

It's a dream.

In my dream, I was still seven or eight years old.

This year, the White Crane Academy needed to be rebuilt due to a fire, and all the students were sent home and were not allowed to go to the academy for a year.

I saw that I had rare free time, so I played a trick with Du Rong to deceive my ancestors and went to Qizhou in a carriage together.

Qizhou is the place where Du Rong was born and his home, his father is the famous city lord of Qizhou, and his mother is also a famous lady.

I envy Du Rong, not because he is the young city lord of Qizhou, but because he has a pair of parents who love him and protect him.

I also have a mother, but she gives me so little love and so simple that I hardly need her love for me.

Because it's not necessary.

I can take care of myself alone.

"My father's martial arts are extremely high, do you want to learn two tricks from him?" When I entered the gate of Qizhou City, Du Rong suddenly gave me such an offer.

"Is that okay? I heard that your father is not smiling on weekdays and is very strict with people. "I'm a little hesitant," even Wufuzi can't compare to him. ”

"Xiao Qingzhi don't be afraid, everything has me!" Du Rong winked at me, confident.

Then I really worshipped Du Rong's father as a teacher, on the premise that Du Rong would learn with me.

Du Rong actually doesn't like these things with knives and guns, when I was in the academy, although the martial arts class has always been at the bottom of me, but next to me is him.

What he likes is to ponder some strange things that are out of the way, from small perfume and violin making to Taoist Xuanfu, almost all of which are refined.

Sometimes I can't hold back the curiosity in my heart and ask him, why does he never learn serious things, and he has to learn these sideways? If he is like this, how will he inherit Qizhou City in the future?

He only smiled at me gently, and then looked at the streamer snow clouds in the distance, without speaking or moving, as if he had sunk into his own world in an instant, separated from me by a vast fog.

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!" Cold sweat broke out on my forehead, and my face became pale, if it weren't for my sister still here, I would have wanted to faint directly.

"Mother, I will take good care of her, you can go back with confidence." Du Rong saw that I was in a lot of pain and still had to take care of my mother here, so he immediately promised to let my mother leave quickly.

He Qing naturally saw what Du Rong meant, she didn't stay long, and left after a few words.

"Don't take the medicine, don't take the medicine." Seeing that Du Rong took a small porcelain vase and walked towards me, I hurriedly waved my hand, my face turned pale and white, "Pain!" ”

"If your injury is not treated in time, the root of the disease will remain." Du Rong sat on the edge of the bed and persuaded me bitterly.

I rubbed it inside the bed, full of panic, "Stay, stay, I've been cheated by you once, and I will never compromise with you again this time." ”

"Really?" Du Rong squinted and smiled, threw me down on the bed, pulled the hairband and tied my hands behind me, and then clapped my hands and sat up.

"Since you are unwilling to 'compromise', then I can only reluctantly force you." Du Rong took out the medicine bottle and began to sprinkle medicine on the wound on my leg.

I was in so much pain that I wanted to roll all over the bed, but because I was born with a backbone, I couldn't say anything.

Du Rong's bandaging technique is not very skilled, it can be said that I have never seen him bandage anyone before, and now by the time he has finished dressing with medicine, more than half an hour has passed.

My original little hypocrisy, little arrogance has long been worn off, and the whole person fell on the bed in a daze, and it didn't take much effort to be "unconscious".

I woke up at noon the next day, or the maid woke me up from my bed to wake me up for lunch.

"Where's your young master?" I looked around, but I couldn't see Du Rong's figure.

Normally, at this time, he would have already gathered at a table with me to prepare for dinner.

The maid glanced at me, but didn't answer.

"I always have to be accompanied to eat when I eat, otherwise it will be difficult to swallow, since the young master of your family is not here, then you will accompany me to eat, right? Come, sister, sit. ”

"No, no, no," the maid hurriedly shook her head, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she said where Du Rong went, "The young master fell from the martial platform because of you, and the city lord was furious, and he took the initiative to use family law on the young man, and punished him for kneeling in the ancestral hall and not eating for a day, and now he is still in the ancestral hall......"

"Swing!" The door was thrown open, the maid turned back in shock, and was about to stop me, I threw away the crutches with all my heart, stepped on the ground directly with my injured leg, and ran wildly in the direction of the ancestral hall, leaving the maid directly behind.

"Du Rong!" I rushed into the ancestral hall, grabbed his shirt with both hands, and pulled him up directly from the ground, "Wutai obviously fell down because of my own ability, why do you want to take this responsibility on yourself?" ”

Du Rong frowned, as if he was trying his best to endure some pain, his face turned pale all of a sudden, and when I saw this, I hurriedly let go of him.

"How are you? You okay? I nervously looked his injuries up and down, and in a hurry, I opened my mouth and scolded, "You fool, I didn't go to Master to report you, why are you in a hurry to take all the blame on yourself?" Besides, I insisted on going to Wutai to stir up trouble, what does it have to do with you? ”

Du Rong smiled with a pale face, he raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears dripping from the corners of my eyes, and quietly held my trembling hand.

"Didn't you say I had hurt you? After all, I instigated you to go up, and the fault is mine, not you. "000 Literature

"Nonsense, I'm just angry, you can really climb up the pole! What did you instigate me to go up, you obviously are, you are obviously ......" I bit my lower lip and held back the wetness in my eyes.

You obviously just want to take the blame for me, and you don't want the master to punish me, so you swallow all the pain without saying a word, pretending to be anything, half of your life is about to die, and you still have to laugh in front of me!

"Master is so ruthless, I must go to Shiniang's instigation another day, so that Master will also suffer from flesh and skin!" After I finished hating, I lifted my clothes and knelt down.

"Qingzhi?" When Gu Yuancheng saw my movements, he didn't react for a moment.

"I will bear the next punishment and kneeling, you go to eat, and then go back to your room to sleep, I will bear everything with all my might." I stared blankly at the rows of spiritual positions in front of me, the stinging of the nerves in my legs reminding me over and over again that my wounds were already bleeding.

Although I tried my best to hide, Du Rong still saw my unnaturalness at a glance, he wanted to pull me up hard, but after thinking about it, he just pulled me to the ground after all, and sat next to me by himself.

"Why are you so impulsive? Can't you care about your own injuries? Du Rong sighed, reached out and took out a small cyan porcelain vase from his sleeve.

"What is this?" I'm curious.

"The painkillers I made up myself are much more effective than the ones prescribed by ordinary doctors, and there are no residual symptoms." Du Rong gave me a smug look, leaned down and pulled my trousers up, and then carefully unwrapped the bandage.

"I'm going to take medicine, if you feel like it's painful, bite my arm, it's our classmates for three years." Du Rong stretched out his arm in front of me and motioned me with his eyes to hurry up and make a choice.

"Go away, go away, who wants your arm, am I so delicate?" I slapped his hand away, with a look of disgust, "If you want to test the medicine, hurry up, mother-in-law." ”

When Du Rong heard this, he raised his eyebrows, but he didn't insist, he opened the cap of the bottle and began to sprinkle medicine on my wound little by little.

At first, it was still very painful, so painful that I regretted not biting his arm, but the wound soon disappeared at all, and the bleeding that had been bleeding gradually stopped, and it was only at this time that I realized how jealous this guy Du Rong was.

"Hey." I bumped into him.

Du Rong, who had just helped me bandage the wound, looked up at me with puzzled eyes: "What's wrong?" ”

"I ......" my cheeks flushed, and I looked away slightly, "I want to stay, do you say?" ”

Du Rong's eyes lit up, he grabbed my hand excitedly, as if he was afraid of his auditory hallucinations, he raised his voice and asked me, "Really?" Do you want to stay? Don't go back to the academy, and don't go back to Wei Yinghou's mansion? ”

"I'm just a proposal, and if it's inconvenient, I'll ......"

"Convenient, convenient." Du Rong leaned towards me until his arms were attached to mine, "Actually, I wanted to ask you this question a long time ago, but I'm afraid that you won't agree...... You can rest assured, you can play wherever you want to play in Qizhou, what you want to do, I will accompany you to do anything, what you want, I will give you what, if you are bored in Qizhou, I will accompany you out, together with the mountains and rivers, see the splendid scenery innumerable. ”

"That's what you said, don't regret it when the time comes."

"Of course, the eldest husband has a word, and the horse is difficult to chase."

We high-fived and swore in front of the rows of spiritual seats.

I thought that I could really live so happily in the future, putting aside my previous grievances, putting aside the wealth and prosperity of the capital, and deceiving me, but God never seemed to let me go.

Cen Xi came, and he came to Bozhou to look for me in person.

On that day, everyone knelt under his feet, and no one dared to make a sound, no one dared to look up at him, even though he was a little child, a little boy of seven or eight years old.

"The year is approaching, I'll pick you up." He walked up to me, reached out and helped me up.

Gently, as if there was no weight.

But I was almost out of breath.

I glared at Du Rong, who wanted to get up, and a wrong body blocked him behind me.

"I'm not going back, there is no place for me in the capital, why should I go back?"

It's the first time I've dared to confront him like this, and I hope it's the last time, because I don't want to see him again for the rest of my life.

"Really? You don't want to go back? Cen Xi didn't get angry, but laughed coldly, he approached me and put it sideways to my ear, "Shen Qingzhi, have you forgotten the transaction between you and me?" Do you want to know what happened to me if you betrayed me? ”

He slowly swept his gaze over the kneeling people on the ground, and when he saw Du Rong behind me, his eyes turned cold, and then fell back on me, waiting for my final decision with a smile.

I fell silent, and finally, I stiffened and walked to the carriage that was waiting not far away.

"Little Green Branch!" Du Rong wanted to chase after me, but was stopped by the guards of the City Lord's Mansion.

"Du Rong, we ...... Let's see you at the academy. ”

The streamer shattered in an instant.

The snow in the capital is falling heavily, and there is no time to stop these days, the sky and the earth seem to be connected together, and everywhere is white.

I woke up in this white expanse, dreaming of the time and the old time, all blurred into phantoms.