Everything that follows is a myriad of chaotic, colorful, scattered, and colorful shadows overlapping and piling up. Ling Shan was drunk, but she was not so drunk that she didn't know about it. In her memory, she became so funny, and she kept laughing on Shao Zhuosheng's body. In her memory, she became so talkative, and she kept talking to that Ah Pei. Then, they all seemed to have left the center, and she remembered that Shao Zhuosheng pulled her hard and shouted: "Don't go, Lingshan, I'll send you home!" ”

"No, no, I'm not going home!" She shouted, screamed, yelled. She couldn't leave that Ah Pei, and in all the hazy, vague wills, following this Ah Pei seemed to be the most important thing. So, it was as if they were in another place, in a private luxury house. There were a lot of young people there, singing, dancing, smoking, and drinking. She smoked and drank, and she danced, and danced, and danced with so many strange faces. Subconsciously, he was still chasing after that Ah Pei.

"Ah Pei," she seemed to ask, "are you in your teens?" You look so small, so small. "I'm not young, I'm twenty-five."

"You definitely don't have twenty-five!" She was angry and screamed in exasperation. "You're twenty years old at most!" "Twenty-five!" Ah Pei is serious. "Twenty-five is twenty-five! It's stupid to hide your age! "Twenty-five? How could she be twenty-five? Ling Shan took the wine glass and threw it up, this is not the sweet and sour champagne, this wine is so spicy and spicy, the heat rushes straight to her stomach, and her whole body is burning. In his ears, Shao Zhuosheng sighed straight there, sighing non-stop:

"Lingshan! What's wrong with you tonight? Lingshan, you can't drink anymore, you're already drunk. Lingshan, go home......"

"Broomstar," she said staggeringly, "so many girls, why don't you go looking for them?" Why are you sticking to me? ”

"I have a duty to you." "Responsibility?" She laughed and buried her head in his arms, laughing breathlessly. "No, no, Broomstar, there is no responsibility between anyone and anyone in these years. Only debt! "Debt? Ling Shan, what are you talking about? ”

"As you said, everybody owes someone else's debt!" She laughed again. "You go play! Go after the girls! I don't want you to owe me, and I don't want to owe anyone else! You go! You go! You go! Shao Zhuosheng probably didn't leave, in the blur, he still revolved around her. In the blur, there was a hostess in the banquet, and everyone called her Ah Qiu. Ah Qiu may be a famous movie star or singer, she wears a tight, golden dress with a waist that sways like a golden snake. The golden snake kept shuttling through the crowd, writhing, and shining so brightly that Ling Shan was dazzled. Dazzling, yes, Ling Shan is getting more and more dazzled, she remembers that there are drums, electronic keyboards, and bands. She remembered that Lu Chao later ran up and drove the whole band away, where he was singing, playing drums and playing the piano, running and performing alone among the instruments. She remembered that everyone was stunned and quieted down to watch him sing a one-legged show. She remembered that later, Lu Chao was playing the drum frantically, and the drum was suddenly like a storm, suddenly like a soft rain, suddenly like a war drum ringing in unison, and suddenly like a drizzle knocking on the window...... Finally, after a fierce drum beat, Lu Chao threw the drum sticks into the sky, and all the guests broke out into a thunderous applause, shouting, shouting, and paper hats and colored paper flew all over the sky. Then, a golden snake pounced up, entangled Lu Chao, kissed him on the cheek, and another silver snake also pounced, no, no, it was not a silver snake, just a silver breeze, blowing lightly on Lu Chao, hugging Lu Chao, when the golden snake and Lu Chao were entangled, the silver breeze quietly receded...... How? Won't the breeze have color? No, that breeze does have color; Silver-gray! Silver-gray breeze, silver-gray woman, silver-gray Ah Pei!

The silver-gray Ah Pei sang a song, and the silver-gray Ah Pei repeatedly admonished: Send a message to lovers, don't be amorous! The golden snake also began to sing, Lu Chao also sang, Lu Chao and the golden snake sang together, back and forth, singing Western songs, singing "The sunset shines in my eyes and makes me teardrop!" Sing pop songs, sing "Your eyes are like the moon", sing folk songs, sing "The eldest sister of the Li family, fall in love with him!" ”

Singing, dancing, wine, human language...... Ling Shan's mind became more and more dizzy, her will became more and more unclear, and her mind became more and more trance-like. She only remembered that she had drunk countless glasses of wine, and finally, she tugged at Pei's sleeve and muttered:

"Your eyes are like the moon! Like the moon! ”

"Like the moon?" Ah Pei stared at her and asked, "Like a full moon?" Half-moon? Crescent moon? Eyebrow moon? First quarter moon? Or the last quarter moon? "Tears fell from the moon, and she cried on the couch." I'm an ugly woman! Ugly woman! Ugly woman...... "No, no, you're not ugly!" Ling Shan muttered, her tongue completely unresponsive. Ice muscles and jade bones, cool and sweat-free! You show Mrs. Flower, how can Lady Flowerstamen be ugly? No, no, you're not Madame Blossom, you're her soul! Soul! Do you believe that the dead can be resurrected? Can you believe it? ……”

She seemed to say many, many more words, but her consciousness was finally completely blurred, and she finally didn't know anything.

When she woke up, she was lying in bed. In my head, those colorful images; Golden Snake, Silver Snake, Lu Chao, Song, Moon, Sunset...... It's all still spinning like a wheel in my head. However, her thoughts were gradually becoming clearer, and when she opened her eyes slightly, she only felt that the light was dazzling, and she had a splitting headache. On her head, a cold towel pressed against her, and she moved again, and heard Lingzhen say:

"She's awake." Ling Shan reluctantly opened her eyes and looked at Ling Zhen, Ling Zhen's face was still like a reflection in the water, swaying. "Where am I?" She asked vaguely.

"At home." It was Mrs. Liu's voice. Ling Shan looked over and saw her mother sitting on the edge of the bed, freezing her forehead with a cold towel. Mrs. Liu's face was full of worry and reproach, and she whispered, "How can you get drunk like this?" You've never drunk. Even though it's Christmas, it's a bit of a measure! "Shao Zhuosheng really deserves to die!" Lingzhen was scolding.

Ling Shan looked at the lamp and looked at Ling Zhen.

"Did Shao Zhuosheng send me back?" She asked.

"Who else but him?" Lingzhen said, "He said you went crazy and drank like water!" Ling Shan, you are so confused, how can you go to play with Ah Jiang and them? You know, Ajiang's group of friends are not very decent, they are all dissolute and have a rotten life! You see! In just one night, you're so drunk! ”

Ling Shan looked at the lamp and pondered. "What time is it?" "Half past nine on the evening of the 25th!" Lingzhen said. "You were sent back at six o'clock in the morning by the Broomstar! I see he's drunk too, because he's babbling, "You're obsessed with a girl!" Ling Shan's eyes widened. So," she said in a trance, "I didn't dream, there was such a girl, there was such a crazy night!" ”

"What's wrong with you?" Mrs. Liu turned the towel over. "I don't think you're fully awake!" "Sister," she pondered. "Last night in the center, was there a Pei?"

"You say Ajiang's friend? I don't know what her name is? I don't remember. All I know is that I came back from a dance with Lisong, and you were all gone. I thought you were going to dance too, but when the center closed, you still didn't have a shadow, and I knew that you were leaving with Ajiang. She nodded to Ling Shan: "I also said that I would rush back before twelve o'clock!" I came back at six o'clock in the morning, vomiting and singing, drunk until now! Ling Shan stared at Ling Zhen and suddenly sat up from the bed.

"I'm going to go out for a while." Mrs. Liu reached out and held her down. "Where are you going?" Mrs. Liu asked, "Do you want to go to Quadruple A?" Go to Wei's house? ”

"Mom!" Ling Shan shouted, dizzy and the whole house was spinning. Venus in front of me. "You...... How do you know? She asked feebly.

"What can you hide from a mother?" Mrs. Liu sighed and stared at her daughter. "Besides, he's been here in the afternoon!"

"Oh!" She was shocked and glared at her mother. "You've talked about it?"

"We've talked about it." "What are you talking about?" Mrs. Liu glanced at her. "Nothing. Everybody was talking in circles, and he wanted to know about you, and I told him that you had been crazy all night and were sleeping now. His face was ugly, and he sat for a while before leaving. Ling Shan bit her lip with her teeth and was silently in a daze. After a while, she reached out and took off the towel from her forehead and threw it on the table, she reluctantly sat upright, still swaying, her face was quite pale.

"Mom," she said clearly, "I must go over for a moment." ”

"Ling Shan," Mrs. Liu frowned slightly. "You're going, I can't stop you, and I don't want to stop you. It's just that it's late now, and you're not fully awake from the wine. I'm going, I'm going to go tomorrow! "No, Mom!" She stubbornly said, "I have to go right away!" Otherwise, my wine will never wake up! "What are you talking about?" Mrs. Liu asked incomprehensibly.

"Mom, please!" Ling Shan looked at her mother pleadingly, with a strange look on her face, as if she was suffering from a fever. "I'm going to have to talk to him, I'm going to figure out one thing! Mom, you let me go! "You can't stand still, how can you get there?" Mrs. Liu said.

"I'm standing firm, I'm standing firm!" Ling Shan hurriedly said, stepped down from the bed, held on to the table, as soon as she stood up, a wave of dizziness hit her, her legs were weak, and she almost fell down, Ling Zhen immediately helped her. She shook her head, her stomach tumbling upwards again, and she covered her mouth and wanted to vomit. Mrs. Lau said:

"Look! And lo and behold! You'd better lie there and stay still! ”

Ling Shan finally managed to suppress the disgusting feeling.

"Mom," she said firmly, "I must go, I must go, or I will die!" "Lingshan!" Mrs. Liu called. "Mom," Lingzhen interjected. "Just let them talk! The more you don't let her go, the more worried she becomes, so you might as well let her go! She looked at Ling Shan. I'll send you there! You are only allowed to talk to him for two hours, and I will pick you up in two hours!" You'll have to change out of your pajamas first, though! ”

Ling Shan nodded. So, Mrs. Liu had no choice but to admit defeat and ask Lingzhen to help Lingshan change her clothes, put on a light blue pullover sweater, and a pair of jeans. After this toss, Ling Shan was already out of breath and had a splitting headache, for fear that her mother would see her weakness and not let her go, so she reluctantly stiffened. Lingzhen took her hand and walked to the living room, Liu Siqian was stunned and said, "You are drunk like that, you don't sleep, why do you get up?" ”

"I'm all right!" She said immediately.

"It's so late, still going out?"

"I know the secret of the second sister!" Lingwu said. "Cuilian and Ah Xiang were very busy all night!" "Cuilian and Ah Xiang?" Liu Siqian looked at his son in confusion. "What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?" Mrs. Liu walked out, sighed and said, "My daughter is older, that's what it means!" Ling Shan tugged at Ling Zhen's sleeve and fled out of the gate as if fleeing. Lingzhen helped Lingshan, walked to the gate of Sili, rang the doorbell, and it was Wei Pengfei himself who opened the door. Lingzhen pushed Lingshan into it and said simply and clearly:

"My sister insists on talking to you, I'll give her to you, and in two hours, I'll pick her up!" With that, she turned around and left.

Ling Shan leaned against the wall, her hair half-covering her cheeks. She was still dizzy and churning, and her limbs were still weak. Wei Pengfei closed the door, looked at her deeply, and hugged her sideways without saying a word, she lay on his arm, her hair dripped back, revealing that delicate and slightly pale face, her eyes flashed black and faintly staring at him.

"Why?" He asked in a low voice. "Ah Xiang said you were drunk, drunk half to death. Why? You never drink. He lay her across the couch, put her head on a cushion, and knelt in front of it, he stroked her cheek with his hand, his voice soft and painful. Do you drink with him? That broom star? Did he get you drunk? ”

She shook her head and stared at him.

"Didn't he get you drunk? Did you drink it yourself? ”

She nodded. "Why?" Her eyes went straight to him, into the depths of his eyes.

"Ask you!" She said. "Ask me?" He stared at her in amazement, reaching out to touch her forehead, and then her hair, her cheeks, and her chin, his eyes changing from astonishment to pity. "You're not awake yet, are you? Are you dizzy? Are you thirsty? Feeling bad in your stomach? I'll get you a glass of ice water!" She reached out and grabbed his clothes.

"Don't go away!" She commanded.

He stopped and looked at her. Bewildered by her sharp, deep gaze, he looked at her in a daze. "I see her!" She whispered, no blood on her lips, and her body began to tremble slightly. He grabbed her hand and found it as cold as ice. "I see her!" "Who?" He asked. "Everyone called her Ah Pei, and she wore a silver-gray soft silk dress, like a silver-gray wind." Her voice was soft and poignant, and her hands were shaking. "Why lie to me? Why? She was there, she was singing, she was slender and beautiful...... "She held him with all her might." "You said she was dead! Do the dead resurrect their souls? You say - she's dead! Do dead people sing? It was as if he had been hit hard, and his face turned pale in an instant, and he immediately frowned, closed his eyes, and shook his body, as if he was about to faint. In a moment, he opened his eyes, and he closed hers with both hands, and his eyes flashed with deep sorrow, and extreme shock and pain.

"You said you saw her?" He asked in a hoarse voice. "Xintong?"

"Yes, Xintong." Tears welled up in her eyes, and she looked through the thick curtain of water at his discolored face. "Pei Xintong! Is her surname Pei? Is it? So, is it really her? Not that I'm dreaming? It's not that I'm fantasizing...... That's right! "She wanted to sit up." You've got a picture of her, and I'm going to see that picture! ”

He pressed his hand against her, and his eyes looked at her without blinking.

"Don't look!" "That picture is no longer there," he said. ”

Her mouth was slightly open, her lips quivering.

"So, is it really her?" She asked.

"It's her." He whispered, painfully, bitterly. "Yes, it's her! I didn't lie to you, Ling Shan, I never said she was dead, did I say so......" He stared at her, his brow furrowed. "All I said was that she left me, and she did. I'll tell you......" He gritted his teeth, the veins on his forehead bulged, his temples throbbed, and his breathing became rapid and unsteady. "I've wanted to say it several times, I've wanted to tell you so many times, but how do I open my mouth? Lingshan? How do I say; My wife abandoned me, she changed her mind and eloped with a choir drummer? What do you tell me to say? By the time I got to know you, I didn't have any confidence in myself at all! I hate women, I hate women, and I'm afraid of women! I want to love, but I don't dare to love! Just because ...... Just because of that love, all my self-esteem and feelings have been torn to shreds. Ling Shan, you said I lied to you, I didn't lie to you, I would rather believe that she was dead, and I would rather let you think she was dead. I don't have the courage to admit my defeat, I'm - not a liar, but a coward! ”

Ling Shan blinked her eyelashes, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, her eyes became clear, bright and clear, she looked at him for a long time, and then, she wrapped her arms around him, hugged his head, she pulled him into her arms, stroked his thick hair with her hand, she said hurriedly:

"Say no more! Stop it! Say no more! ”

"No!" He struggled away, and when he looked up, he faced her. "Since you have said it, you let me finish! There are no permanent secrets in life, the world is small, and everyone can touch anyone in a circle. I should have guessed that you might have met her, she's been mixing in cabarets and entertainment. She must have been with that drummer when you met her? She didn't say anything, just looked at him silently.

"It's a cruel story, Lingshan." He gritted his teeth and said, "You have read Aitong's miscellaneous records, you should know my feelings for her." By the time I came back from abroad, she had already eloped with the drummer, and even left behind Chu Chu, who was only two years old. You know what I did, I found her, I begged her, I begged her, I begged her, I wiped out all my self-esteem, I begged her again and again to come back! As long as she comes back, I won't look into the past, as long as she comes back, I can sacrifice anything! I love her so much, I love her so much that I can't even hate her, I can't hate her! She refused, said that she would not come back, even so, I also wrote down Aitong Miscellaneous, I don't hate her, I don't blame her, I only hate myself for why I didn't protect her well, why did I go abroad? And she-" He took a deep breath. "She asked for a divorce, and she told me, life, property, reputation, children...... She can do without, in this world, she only needs one person - that drummer! He sat in front of the couch with his head in his hands and fingers in his hair.

"There was a time when I was so miserable that I wanted to kill myself! Later, I finally figured out that I had completely lost her, and I could no longer save her heart, and my entanglement only made her despise me and despise me! She said to me personally: If you are a man, you should be able to lift it and let it go, so entangled, you have no interest at all! ”

He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his eyes red from bloodshot. Ling Shan stroked his arm and whispered pleadingly, "Enough! Say no more! "I signed the divorce certificate, and the day I signed it, I was very drunk, and that night, I spent the night in a prostitute's house. From then on, I went to work during the day, and I was the walking dead after work! I am drunk, I am depraved, I am always on the brink of destruction, her words are always ringing in my ears; I'm unproductive, I'm unproductive, I can't even keep a wife, I'm not a man, I don't deserve to be called a man......" "Enough! She said, "Please, don't talk any more!" "She's small and delicate," he said, still stubbornly speaking. But she said it so cruelly that she could never understand what kind of hell she had beaten me into ...... of no return." Ling Shan shouted, covering her ears with her hands. Say no more! Please don't say it! She jumped up from the couch and stood there: "Unless she's still alive in your heart!" Unless you've never forgotten her! Unless you don't have me in your heart at all......" A violent dizziness passed through her head, and the night's hangover still hit her, and she was unsteady on her feet, and her body slammed forward.

"Lingshan!" He exclaimed, reaching out and hugging her. "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable? Lingshan! What's wrong with you? ”

She fell into his arms, her head buried in his chest.

"I'm not feeling well, I'm not feeling well." She groaned.

"You lie down, I'll go get a glass of water!" He said hurriedly.

She hugged him with all her might. "I don't need water," she said, "I just need to ask you one word." ”

"What?" She hid her face in his arms. "You-" she whispered, "Do you have the courage to take on another challenge?" ”

"What challenge?" "Get married again!" He couldn't breathe for a moment, and then, he pulled her face away and made her face himself, her pale cheeks flushed, her eyes half shy, half timid, hazy. He closed his eyes and took a long breath, then reverently pressed his lips to hers.

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