Chapter 45: Godmother
Even though she was apprehensive in her heart, Qin Kexin still went to Concubine Li's bedroom with an attitude of not giving up.
At that time, Concubine Li's mother was still as usual, sitting by the window melancholy and watching the flowers bloom and fail.
Outside the window is a wisteria rose, which is in full bloom very charming, but the beauty sitting in front of the wisteria is always frowning and sighing.
"With such a beautiful day, how can you make Niangniang frown, what worries Niangniang, it's better to talk to Kexin."
Qin Kexin had a faint smile on her face, and blessed Concubine Li.
Seeing that Qin Kexin was here, Concubine Li didn't have much politeness, but just asked someone to give her a seat.
"This palace just sighed, this red face is easy to grow old and decay, and I don't know how long it will take to get the person who really belongs to her."
As she spoke, Concubine Li held her chin and frowned.
Seeing Concubine Li's worrying appearance, Qin Kexin was also melancholy.
"Niangniang, your happy day is coming soon, but you must not be bitter every day, if you are seen by the saint, I am afraid you will be blamed."
While speaking, Qin Kexin poured a cup of tea thoughtfully and handed it to Concubine Li.
The slightly hot tea was handed to Concubine Li's hand, but Concubine Li only took a shallow sip and put down the teacup.
Seeing that Concubine Li's heart was even deeper, Qin Kexin sighed slowly, "Niangniang, Kexin understands your feelings very well now, in fact, Kexin and you also have a bit of sympathy." ”
When Concubine Li heard this, she was immediately interested, and hurriedly asked what was going on.
The matter between himself and Xiao Shujun, why can't they be together because of their status?
The difference between himself and Concubine Li is nothing more than a change of status.
Qin Kexin smiled bitterly, "I have a low status, but I fell in love with someone I shouldn't fall in love with." ”
"There is nothing to love and not to love in this world, and feelings are a matter of course." The smile on Concubine Li's face looked so happy.
seemed to think of the beauty of her sweetheart, and the smile on Concubine Li's face deepened.
But compared with Concubine Li, Qin Kexin felt even more uncomfortable.
"There is nothing wrong with feelings themselves, it's just that people should recognize their identity and status, and don't expect what they shouldn't think."
Qin Kexin stood up and walked towards Concubine Li's dresser.
In the past few days, Concubine Li has been unhappy day by day, and she has no intention of dressing up at all, and her originally beautiful face has been reduced by half of her style by this haggard dress at this moment.
Without saying a word, Qin Kexin picked up the wooden comb and combed it on Su Yunxi's head.
"Niangniang's green silk is really enviable."
What answered Qin Kexin was Concubine Li's wry smile, "What's the use of envy?" If you can't get your beloved, what's the use of no matter how beautiful your skin is? ”
Qin Kexin knew that Concubine Li's heart still couldn't let go of this relationship.
"Niangniang, the most important thing to be a man is to stabilize your mentality, you are in a high position and pampered, and the corresponding price you have to pay is the freedom of your marriage, I believe you know this better than anyone else."
Qin Kexin changed her previous hippie smile, and spoke with a serious and calm face.
Concubine Li, who was still depressed, heard these words, and her eyes widened in disbelief.
"You are the daughter of the general who protects the country, and you naturally carry many more rights and obligations than others, if you don't marry the emperor, it will affect the parents and children of the same clan, are you willing to watch your compatriots die tragically because of you?"
Qin Kexin didn't know whether she was saying this to herself or to Concubine Li.
When Qin Kexin was abducted and sold by that person before, there were always all kinds of friends, like Qin Kexin, who had a hard life and was abducted as a hostage.
Those who are beautiful are sent to the Qinglou, those who are average are sent to the rich people's houses as maidservants, and those who are ugly are sent to break their hands and feet and put them on the road as beggars.
At that time, Qin Kexin was very scared, Qin Kexin was always accompanied by a girl called the ugly girl, which was Qin Kexin's only warmth when she was abducted.
But that ugly girl finally died because of Qin Kexin.
The two have planned to escape more than once, Qin Kexin is simple-minded, and it is naturally impossible for the two children to be so thoughtful.
After an immature escape, the two were unsurprisingly recaptured.
At that time, Renyazi beat and scolded them, and they didn't eat a full meal for a whole month, and they didn't hear a good word.
On the last day, Renyazi asked them to tell who was the culprit, Qin Kexin was always timid and didn't dare to speak, but the ugly girl stood in front of Qin Kexin without hesitation and swore that she was the mastermind.
That night, the ugly girl was taken somewhere, but then there was no more news.
Later, every time she thought of these past events, Qin Kexin's heart was full of guilt, if she could honestly stand up and say that she did it herself, maybe the ugly girl would not be missing now.
Living in guilt every day and night, this kind of feeling is not pleasant, Qin Kexin can see the ugly girl crying to herself every day, and she is awakened again and again in her sleep.
Looking at Qin Kexin's stunned appearance, Concubine Li also felt strange in her heart.
"What's wrong with you? Suddenly feeling sick? Why is your face so ugly? ”
Qin Kexin came back to her senses at this time, forced a smile, and shook her head.
"I'm fine, Niangniang don't worry about me, I just want to tell Niangniang that since you have been born in the Yu family, you are destined to pay some price. Instead of complaining, it is better to accept this fact calmly. ”
Although it is a painful thing to be separated from your beloved forever, if you give up the good life of your second life just for one person, it is really not a good deal.
Qin Kexin's painstaking persuasion seemed to have brought some reflection to Concubine Li.
"What you said is also reasonable, but if this palace can't see the people who make this palace happy every day, then how can this palace be happy?"
"Niangniang, this is a bad statement, there are many happy things in this world, not only love things, maybe Niangniang can find a hobby again, maybe it will have a different taste."
Qin Kexin deeply realized this, although he couldn't be with Xiao Shujun, who had a huge difference in status, but Qin Kexin at least still had a shop.
This can be regarded as proof of oneself in this world.
Qin Kexin thought very openly, instead of complaining about bad things every day, it was better to find the right way to guide himself.
"I wonder what my mother's hobbies are?" Qin Kexin asked.
Concubine Li thought for a moment and replied, "This palace has been good at riding and archery since he was a child, but now that he is in the deep palace, it is inconvenient to do these things. ”
It's no wonder that Concubine Li is the daughter of a military general, and it is normal for her to be good at riding and archery.
"If Niangniang is willing, I can take Niangniang to the suburbs for a walk to ease my mood."
Seeing that the atmosphere was almost warmed up, Qin Kexin also planned to open his mouth to bring the topic back.
"Actually, I came to see Niangniang today because I need Niangniang's help with something."
After Qin Kexin's enlightenment, Concubine Li was in a much more relaxed mood and nodded.
"If there is anything you say, it doesn't matter, as long as this palace can do it, it will definitely not shirk."
After pondering for a moment, Qin Kexin raised her head and looked at Concubine Li, "I want to take my godmother into the palace." ”
Hearing this, Concubine Li frowned a little puzzled.
"Why?"
"My godmother is the grandmother in the palace of King Qi, and her embroidery is what she taught me, I want to take her into the palace, we can work together for the canonization of the mother, and it happens to contact the relationship between mother and daughter."
Concubine Li nodded clearly, and she understood a little bit in her heart.
"Since you are such a filial child, this palace naturally can't embarrass you, don't worry, today this palace will send someone to pick up your godmother."
Qin Kexin was overjoyed in her heart, and hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed to Concubine Li, revealing a hint of joy in her voice.
"Thank you, Concubine Li."
On the way back, Qin Kexin felt that her steps were fluttering, this trip not only solved her own problems, but even enlightened Concubine Li to accept the reality that she was already in the palace.
It's not in vain.
Perhaps because he was too happy in his heart, Qin Kexin kept walking forward, but he didn't notice that a familiar person appeared in front of him.
"Fuhui ......"
As soon as he heard this familiar name, Qin Kexin suddenly stopped, turned around slowly, and sure enough, he saw Xiao Ruoqing's face.
Xiao Ruoqing was still as thin and handsome as ever, but Qin Kexin no longer dared to look directly at Xiao Ruoqing.
Qin Kexin lowered her head in a panic, lowering her eyes to hide the tension in her eyes.
"The folk girl has seen the prince."
This blunt salutation shocked Xiao Ruoqing's heart, and he looked at Qin Kexin in front of him in disbelief.
"Why do you and I need to be so separated, you call me as light as before."
Xiao Ruoqing unconsciously took a step forward, wanting to have close contact with Qin Kexin.
But Qin Kexin slowly took a step back.
This step back fell into Xiao Ruoqing's eyes, and Xiao Ruoqing's heart couldn't help but ache slightly.
I don't know when they have been separated from each other.
"Please also ask the prince to respect himself." Qin Kexin raised her head and wiped away the waves in her eyes.
Seeing Qin Kexin's unfazed face, Xiao Ruoqing's heart couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
"Fuhui, what's wrong with you? Are you still complaining about me, didn't you protect you at that time? ”
It was Qin Kexin's chuckle who answered Xiao Ruoqing, "No one in the people complains, they only complain about their own lives." ”