In fact, Shao Zhuosheng is not stupid, and his reaction is not slow. Just because Ling Shan doesn't like him, it is inevitable to exaggerate his shortcomings everywhere. In fact, Shao Zhuosheng is tall and thin, with delicate eyebrows and deep contours, and in terms of appearance, he can almost be called beautiful. Ling Shan knew that among her colleagues in the kindergarten, several unmarried female teachers were interested in Shao Zhuosheng, and they also envied Ling Shan for having such a "flower messenger". Shao Zhuosheng's greatest advantage is that he has a high degree of patience. Moreover, he also knows how to remain "silent" about things he doesn't understand in order to achieve the purpose of hiding his clumsiness. Therefore, going in and out with him, no matter what, he will not disgrace Ling Shan.

This night, they went to Yinyi to eat, Lingshan loves to eat Yinyi's bean paste xiaolongbao, just like she loves to eat "sesame ice cream", the art of eating in Chinese has reached a strange point. Bean paste can be used to make xiao long bao, sesame seeds can be used for ice cream, Shao Zhuosheng said: "I know, you love to eat special things!" Do you like—" He searched for an idiom, and finally found a sentence: "Different!" ”

"Humph!" Ling Shan snorted and did not comment.

"What else do you want to eat, I'll order it for you!" Seeing that Ling Shan's face was depressed, he patiently and flatteringly said: "This restaurant has a lot of tricks!" ”

"Tell them to make me a 'steamed toad'!" She said. "What!" Shao Zhuosheng was startled, and said, "Yes...... Is there such a dish? What to steam? "Steamed toad!" Ling Shan is serious.

Shao Zhuosheng looked at her, scratched his head, and smiled.

"I see, you should say 'steamed cherries,' or 'steamed field chicken.'" Otherwise, do you want to eat bullfrogs? ”

"No, no," Ling Shan said angrily, "I'm talking about steamed toads!" ”

Shao Zhuosheng stared at Ling Shan, pondering silently, and suddenly his heart rose, he leaned over and said to Ling Shan in a low voice:

"Are you scolding me? Do you want them to steam me? ”

Ling Shan's stunned eyes widened knowing that Shao Zhuosheng had completely turned the wrong corner, she couldn't help laughing, her smile, like a dark cloud and seeing the blue sky, Shao Zhuosheng was overjoyed, and also smiled with her stupidly, while laughing, while somewhat hurting his self-esteem, he said with a half-sigh: "If you can really make you laugh, it is not impossible to steam me......

"Zhuo Sheng!" She shouted, the boss in her heart couldn't bear it, and she reached out and pressed it on his hand. "You are completely misunderstood, how can I scold you? I was just...... It's just that...... Just nonsense! Shao Zhuosheng was a little overjoyed by her appeasement. At this moment, feeling that even if he became a toad, even if he steamed it, it didn't matter, he sighed and said, "I think I must owe you in my life!" My mother said that between people, there are debts, either I owe you, or you owe me! ”

Ling Shan really came to her senses, it seems that Shao Zhuosheng owes her, and what about her? Probably owed Wei Pengfei, what about Wei Pengfei? Or maybe you owe that Xintong! Xintong ...... A deep pain passed through Ling Shan's heart. Xintong, who does she owe? Owed to fate? Owed to the Grim Reaper? If Xintong doesn't die, what will happen to everything? After eating, it was still early, and in the distress and pain of all kinds of contradictions, she just wanted to escape from the Anju Mansion and escape far away. So, she took the initiative to propose to Shao Zhuosheng that they might as well go to Dis's Point to listen to the song. Shao Zhuosheng was even more surprised by the accident, thinking to himself, it must be the sincerity of a thought, which moved the heavens and the earth, and made Lingshan suddenly gentle and intimate. At Diss Point, they sat down. It's a modified cabaret hall, not a cabaret with rows of seats, but a nightclub with small tables. With the pomp and circumstance of a nightclub and the enjoyment of a cabaret, the best of both worlds are always thriving here. Ling Shan has heard of the name here for a long time, but she has never been here, so sitting there, she also enjoys it seriously, and listens carefully to those singers singing. It's just that in the bottom of her heart, there has always been such a thin thread that is twitching her heart, and every time she pumps, she hurts. The singers took turns to appear and exit, and a picture in her mind became clearer and clearer; Wei Pengfei sat in the cold, dark room burning a cigarette, the room was full of fog, he just sat down, sat down and .......

A "Jade Singer" appeared, holding a microphone, and she sang a song tactfully and melancholy: "It's not easy to see, it's not easy to say goodbye, relatively speechless, tears and lovesickness!"

It's not easy to gather, it's not easy to disperse, it's hard to predict to gather and disperse, and it's also a dream! Ask every day, ask the place silently, send a message to lovers, don't be amorous! ......" Ling Shan's heart moved sharply, she stared blankly at the singer, very young, only about early twenties, slender, long hair parted, very beautiful face, some familiar, eighty percent of them had been seen on TV. Wearing a white floor-length dress, she has a forest style. She wasn't interested in the singer, but the lyrics moved her deeply. Holding her chin with her hand, she looked at the singer in a daze. Subconsciously captured the last few lines of the lyrics:

"There is no news in spring, there is no trace of green, send a message to lovers, and cherish the flowers when they bloom! She shook again, "Cherish the flowers when they bloom!" "What did she cherish? She's jealous of a flower that's long gone! Turning her head to look at Shao Zhuosheng, she said:

"What time is it?"

Shao Zhuosheng looked at his watch. "It's almost twelve o'clock." She jumped to her feet. "I'm going home! Too late. ”

Shao Zhuosheng didn't hold back, stood up obediently, settled the bill, and walked out of the song hall with her. She hung her head, always in thought, always silent, always frowning and unsettled. When she arrived at the door of Anju Building, she was shocked and hurriedly threw a sentence to Shao Zhuosheng: "Goodbye!" She turned around and rushed into the elevator, pressed the button on the fourth floor, she stood in the elevator, and felt a little sorry for Shao Zhuosheng in her heart. However, this apology was just a faint mist, and it disappeared without a trace in a moment. Then, the thirsty feeling in her heart burned her like a flame, and in the scorching of this flame, the words of the singer kept rippling in her ears: "Ask every day if you shouldn't, ask the earth silently, send a message to a lover, don't be an amorous play!" There is no news in spring, there is no trace in spring, a message to lovers, and the flowers should be cherished! The elevator door opened, and she stepped out, and there she stood there, and she looked at the door of the four D, and then at the four A, and both doors were closed. She clenched B and there was a moment of engagement in her heart, reason is to go to four D, feelings are to go to four A, and her feet - but belong to feelings. She stopped at the door of Sili, leaned against the doorframe, and stood for a long time before she mustered up the courage and reached out to ring the doorbell. The door opened, and Wei Pengfei stood there, facing her. His face was blue and his eyes were gloomy, and when she saw her outside the door, she seemed to be slightly shocked, and she stood there straight, not moving. "You—" Her lips twitched, her voice weak and weak. "Won't you invite me in and sit down?" Wordlessly, he stepped out of the way.

She walked in and heard him close the door. Turning around, she looked at him, and he didn't look at her, but went straight to the wine cabinet and poured a glass of wine, and she looked at the bottle and glass, and knew that it was not his first drink of the night, but probably the fifth, tenth, or even twentieth! "You're drinking too much again." She said with a soft sigh.

He ignored her, took a sip of wine, he walked to the sofa with his glass, sat down on the sofa, he shook the glass, stared at the light brown liquid in the glass, and said coldly, "Have fun?" She sat down across from him. I'm not relieved to miss my appointment......" she opened softly, weakly. "It's because ...... Because of an accident......"

He slammed the glass down on the table, and the wine spilled from the rim and flowed onto the table, and he looked up at her, his eyes fierce and annoyed.

"Don't explain!" He exclaimed, "I know where I am today, I know it very well!" When you're lonely, use me to fill your emptiness, and when you're happy, freeze me in the freezer! I'm one of your many boyfriends, the least important! In the depths of your heart, you despise me, you look down on me, you treat me like a toy, as a pastime......" She stared at him with wide eyes and stunned, without blinking. The thin thread in her heart, which was always twitching, tightened little by little, making her heart spasm, and every fiber in her body was tense and painful. She snorted and slurred, "No, no, it's not like that!" Listen to me, unlike what you think, I will never, and will not, treat you like a toy......"

"Don't explain, I don't listen to explanations!" He roared and took a sip of the wine. "You know what? Today there is overtime in the factory, and 500 workers are rushing to work! There was a problem with a high-frequency furnace, and I took several engineers to repair the furnace, because I was worried about you, because I had to come back before six o'clock, and I was almost electrocuted! At five o'clock, the stove was not repaired, and the business department said that if the goods could not be rushed out as scheduled, they would be fined $1 million! I told them that I would pay my salary in installments, that I had something more important than my life at six o'clock! So, the high-frequency furnace was abandoned, the factory was abandoned, and the five hundred workers who were in a hurry were left behind...... I flew home, speeding all the way, driving to 80 miles per hour, and I got home, exactly 5:58! Chu Chu told me that Auntie is gone, and she has already left! I asked Ah Xiang to ask Cuilian and said yes: Our second miss went out to play with Broomstar, and she won't come back until midnight! He gasped and stared at her. Have fun? Was it pleasant? Don't you have any worries in your heart? Why do you want to ring my doorbell? Can't you get enough of it? Do you need me to fill in your remaining time? ”

She stared at him, and for a moment, her heart felt like a pot of boiling oil, burning, painful, and full of heat. She was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say or what to do. He stood up and rushed to the wine cabinet, where he took the whole bottle. She immediately pressed her hand to the rim of the cup, glared at him, and shook her head desperately.

"You can't drink anymore, you've drunk too much!"

"What's the matter with you?" "Why is it none of my business?" Her eyes were covered with tears, and her vision was completely blurred. "You drink just to vomit with me, you vomit with me by ruining yourself, you make presumptuous judgments, you think you are smart, you don't even ask me, why don't you wait for you? Why go out? ”

"Why should I ask?" He raised an eyebrow. "Isn't it enough that I've been snubbed to this point? Do you want to ask a few more words to be boring? He snatched the cup from under her hand with all his might. Give me! "No!" She stubbornly grabbed the rim of the cup hard. "Listen to me, you must listen to me......" "I don't listen!" His face flushed, and he screamed angrily, the smell of wine churning in his chest. "I've waited for a girl before......"

"From the time she was fifteen years old, when she grows up...... Ling Shan couldn't control herself anymore, her voice trembled, her throat choked, her chest ached, she breathed heavily, her chest was unstable and undulating. You've been waiting for years, and tonight, you don't have the patience to wait for hours? "Oh?" His eyebrows were raised, anger burning in his eyes. "You did it on purpose? Interested in making me wait? Deliberately torturing me? You think you're just as ...... as her" "Of course I'm not as good as her!" She cried out. I use that point to compare with her, neither like Madame Blossom, nor even ice muscles and jade bones! I can't play the guitar or write any big fool's songs...... "You ......" his face turned pale all of a sudden. "You...... How do you know? How...... Know? "Ai Tong Miscellaneous!" She burst out. "Since there is only one Xintong in the world, since I love her so much, why bother half-heartedly and find another Liu Lingshan? You should be martyred to the end, you should bury all your feelings with her......" "Lingshan! He cried out with a white face: "Stop! ”

"Are you afraid to hear it? The more you are afraid to hear it, the more I have to say it! She raised her chin, puffed up her chest, and said loudly, "Xintong! She is a fairy in the world, she loves to wear white clothes, cool and sweatless in summer, and frosty in winter...... You'll never love a woman again, like you love Xintong! God has only created one Xintong, and there is only one Xintong in your heart......" The louder she screamed, her hand was subconsciously clenched, and suddenly, with a "bang", she found that the wine glass in her hand was shattered, and the broken glass was scattered and splashed, and she had blood on her hand. She was stunned, stunned, staring at the hand, the bloody hand. She stopped yelling, and for a moment, there was no thought in her mind, and there was no consciousness. Then, she saw Wei Pengfei pounce all at once, grabbed her hand, and removed several pieces of broken glass from her palm, and he looked up at her, his face bloodless.

"Don't move!" He said in a dumb voice. Running into the bathroom, he took out a clean white towel and pressed it against her palm, which quickly turned red. His face turned whiter. "I'm going to take you to the hospital!" He said.

"Don't make a big fuss." She said, walking towards the bathroom. He followed, opened the cabinet, and took out bandages and ointments. She took the towel away, put her hand under the faucet, and turned it on, and the water flowed into the pool with blood. She raised her hand and looked, and there were several wounds, very thin, very long, very deep. Wei Pengfei stood in front of her, his eyes were deep, deep, deep into the depths of her eyes, his eyes were full of pain, remorse and pity. This vision speaks too much, too much of the language of the heart, and too many deep feelings. Her eyes were wet for a moment, tears poured into her sockets frantically, and she threw herself into his arms and buried her head in his chest. "I'm not good," she murmured, "I'm not going to compare with her anymore, as long as ...... As long as you have me in your heart, I don't dare to ask for as much as her, as long as ...... As long as you have a tenth of your ...... to her" He cupped her chin with his hand and kissed away the tears on her face, his lips dry and hot, his voice hoarse:

"You don't understand, Lingshan, you don't know......" He said with difficulty and suffocation, "You don't understand, Lingshan!" You don't want to compare ...... with her I...... I ......" he pushed her away, staring into her eyes, his eyes deep and the whites of his eyes covered with red threads. "I said, I'm going to live for you all over again! I'm sincere, Lingshan, truly sincere! Let me tell you......" "Don't say it! She pressed her fingers to his lips and shook her head slowly. Stop! I was naïve, naïve, and I won't be naïve anymore. ”

He gripped her wounded hand, blood pouring out of the wound again. He took the anti-inflammatory ointment, carefully rubbed it for her, and then tied her palm firmly with a bandage, and pressed it firmly with adhesive tape, he looked at the bandaged hand. Suddenly, he let go of her, turned around, and pressed his forehead against the cupboard, and said in distress:

"Lingshan, before you got involved in my life, I was already a walking corpse! I'm an empty shell, I'm a machine! I was in front of the shears and the furnaces all day long, and I was part of the machine myself! I thought that in my life, I would never love again. When I wrote the Miscellaneous Notes of Aitong, I also thought that I would never love again in my life. But you came, you brought vitality, you brought life, you brought strength, you made me alive again, I could breathe, I could think, I could hope. It gave me dreams and songs. Lingshan, you can't understand what you gave me! You can't understand how my blood boiled like molten iron in a high-frequency oven when I was speeding on the highway to come back to meet you! ”

She took his hand and squeezed him with her own wounded hand, the rough bandage touching his skin, and he grabbed her, exclaiming:

"What are you doing? Watch out for your wounds! ”

"I need a pain to figure out if what I'm hearing is true or not? I'm going to figure out, am I sober? ”

His eyes were red. "Ling Shan, you-you-are so stupid!" He picked her up, carried her into the living room, put her on the couch, and made her lie on the couch, and he knelt beside her, examining her hand. Fortunately, the bleeding stopped and the bandage was dry. He held the hand, his eyes daring to look at her, and he pressed his lips lightly against her bandage. "Everyone has a past," he whispered. "If you mind that, lie here and don't move!" "What are you going to do?" She asked. "Lie down! Don't move! He got up and went into the house. She didn't know what he was going to do, she just lay suspicious. After a while, he came out, holding the "Aitong Miscellaneous Notes" in his hand. Walking up to her, he took out a lighter, lit it, and placed the booklet on the flame. She exclaimed, and immediately stretched out her hand, snatched the booklet, and said:

"If you can burn this booklet, you can't burn your past! Don't burn it, I want it! ”

He stared at her. "You've seen it all?" "No, only read two pages."

"Well, I'd better burn it."

She clutched the booklet tightly and held it in her arms.

"Nope! Do not burn it. She looked at him deeply, and her words were heavy and long. People, you can't forget the old, if you can easily burn Xintong, maybe one day, it will be easy to burn Lingshan. No, you can't burn it, stay, at least, for - Chu Chu. He stared at her in a daze. For Chu Chu," she repeated, "She has the right to know what a wonderful mother she has!" He was even more stunned, staring at her, and he didn't move, as if he had been struck by some wand, and his whole body was fossilized.

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