It was late at night when the group returned to the base, and everyone was very tired, so they went back to the dormitory to rest.

After Yang Fan returned to the dormitory, he was not sleepy, he took out the drawing board, and the paintbrush rustled on the drawing board, slowly outlining the outline of the hairy head.

When Yang Fan painted Maotou's eyes, he seemed to see his anger, hatred and a trace of nostalgia for the world before he died.

Mao Tou is just a boy in his twenties, and if it weren't for WTD, maybe he would be working for a high-tech company in Houston now, living a life that many people would envy.

Interests, conflicts, wars all stem from people's desires, desires that never run dry. Maotou's fate and his family's disasters also stem from these damn desires.

After Yang Fan finished painting this portrait without embellishment of the eyes, he wrote the word "Zhang Jian" in the lower right corner of the drawing paper.

He put down his paintbrush and picked up every portrait he had painted before, and behind each of these familiar and unfamiliar faces was a story full of humanity. And behind every story there is a hidden desire of a certain big person, without exception.

Yang Fan closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa. He couldn't help but think of what Li Shipeng said, maybe what he said was right.

From China to the United States, from the workplace to the battlefield, everyone he came into contact with was controlled by another person or force because of a certain motive or a certain reason.

Absolute freedom is simply impossible, because it is impossible for a person to live in this world without having relationships with people. Once you have a relationship, you will be influenced, contained, and even used by others.

Yang Fan remembered what Ren Xing said to Ling Hu Chong in the movie "Smiling Proud Jianghu": "Where there are people, there are grievances, there are grievances, there are rivers and lakes, people are rivers and lakes, how do you quit?" ”

He felt that perhaps a sentence should be added before this sentence, where there are people, there is desire, and desire is the source of all grievances. He has even now even begun to worship Marx, whose ultimate goal of the ultimate fantasy of "communism" theory is not to abolish private property, but to build a perfect world free from excessive desires, without grudges, without strife.

At this moment, Yang Fan also felt the helplessness of "people are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves".

Li Shipeng's words pierced his heart like a thorn, although it did not shake his determination. But as long as you think about it, there will always be a dull pain, and it will always make you feel the fear of falling into the abyss at any time.

Yang Fan couldn't help but sigh, maybe he really couldn't escape from this "river and lake". If it is destined to be like that, he will also be the ruler of this rivers and lakes. And not the kind of inferior people who will only grovel and be at the mercy of others.

How many princes, generals, and heroes are forced to become the trendsetters of the times from an ordinary person because they want to escape the unbearable oppression. If you have to live in this environment, you have to make a choice. Yang Fan also wants to be that kind of person. And not those weak people who are at the mercy of others and have no power to fight back.

"Knock-knock" someone knocked on the door of Yang Fan's dormitory.

"Come in!" Yang Fan wanted to stand up, but there was still some pain in his left leg.

It was already early in the morning, and he didn't want to disturb the people in the logistics medical center, so he just asked Younas to help him with a simple cleaning and bandaging.

Evan and Kevin walked in, Evan poured two glasses of water, and the two of them sat opposite Yang Fan very casually.

Evan looked at the portraits in Yang Fan's hand, sighed, and said lightly: "Boss, I heard about Maotou, that's not your responsibility." Actually, you've got enough on your back. From the day I met you, your heart was filled with guilt for your family and the pressure to get revenge!

After that, you have our brothers again, you have Group B, you have new goals, and you have more responsibilities and concerns. Now, you're worried about your sister's safety again, and you're thinking about the powerful Huaxia government behind you. Boss, you're going to collapse one day! ”

Kevin also sighed, "Yes, Yang Fan." I know your heart is strong enough that these things may not crush you. But they will take up all your energy, and under this weight, you will not be able to enjoy life.

You know, for people like us, there's no guarantee of a future, so a lot

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