Chapter 186: Discuss things
This year's snow seems to be endless, and as soon as the rain stopped, the snow fell again, like goose feathers.
It was Shen Qingqing and Lin Zhong who were talking softly in the bedroom, but with a faint sadness.
Lin Zhong looked up at Shen Qingqing, his eyes were filled with blood, with a fragility like a fawn: "I didn't have any memories in my mind before, I just felt that Aunt Lin and Uncle Lin were my parents, and I always felt that there was a way to return when I came, but now I have no way to come, and I don't know where to go when I return, my heart is empty." ”
Lin Zhong said and covered his chest, he felt like a blank piece of paper, others were inextricably linked to this world, but he had no contact with Shen Qingqing anymore.
Shen Qingqing looked at Lin Zhong's appearance, and couldn't help but feel distressed in his heart, remembering the strangeness and confusion when he just crossed through here, and now Lin Zhong should not be half a point less than her.
Shen Qingqing smiled and touched his cheek: "Lin Zhong, I know what kind of mood you are in now, you just want to find your own memories." It's okay, you don't have to worry about us, you can go if you want. ”
"Okay, then I'll go in a while." Lin Zhong was paralyzed in Shen Qingqing's arms again, greedily absorbing the breath on her body.
Shen Qingqing smiled and knew what kind of thoughts Lin Zhong was thinking, he wanted to find his memory, but he couldn't rest assured that this person was so open.
Shen Qingqing touched his hair: "Lin Zhong, since you have made up your mind, don't procrastinate anymore." Tomorrow...... How about you go and find your memories tomorrow? ”
"Really?" Na Lin Zhong raised his head, his face was full of joy but reluctance, he naturally thought, but he couldn't rest assured that Shen Qingqing was so generous, and Shen Qingqing's generosity generally made his heart soften as a man.
When he looked at Shen Qingqing's face again, he was a little more moved, this woman's skin is getting better and better, white as the snow outside, a pair of big eyes flickering, smart and delicate, the cherry mouth is crooked and hooked, with infinite reverie.
Glamorous and pure, the combination of him and others is extremely good, such a dress is not like a peasant woman, as if she is a rich woman.
In addition to his appearance, Lin Zhong was grateful to Shen Qingqing for being able to abandon his nothingness and redeem him from the darkness.
Lin Zhong was moved, and Shen Qingqing scolded with a smile: "Why are children with the same temper, we ......"
But before she could finish her sentence, Lin Zhong's lips and hers lips were close to each other, and the two of them kissed greedily like this, greedily absorbing sweetness from each other.
The two of them warmed up for a while, and their emotions eased a lot.
Since we are going to look for memories tomorrow, many things must be arranged today.
Lin Zhong rubbed Shen Qingqing's delicate skin and asked, "Qingqing, why don't you go with me?" ”
"What are you talking about?" Shen Qingqing rolled over his body, his eyes widened.
She is naturally reluctant to be in the forest, but there is still the daily business of the glutinous rice processing factory and Boss Zhen, Yulian and Xiaodouding are at home, she is absolutely unrelieved.
This forest naturally knew that Shen Qingqing couldn't leave, and he just wanted to express his reluctance when he said that.
He held Shen Qingqing in his arms and kept warm for a while, and then Shen Qingqing struggled from the warmth and pushed his chest: "Okay, it's such a big person, tomorrow you have to look for your own memory, I'll boil you a pot of hot water, and you take a hot bath." ”
Shen Qingqing sat up on the bed and put on her clothes, and Lin Zhong was still pulling her arm beside her, and she was very reluctant to be affectionate.
Shen Qingqing smiled, scolded him for a while, went to the kitchen to add firewood to boil water, and put it in the bath bucket.
The forest was bare with a broad chest, and the muscles on it were like steel, Shen Qingqing leaned his face aside and said with a smile: "Look at what you see, hurry up and take a hot bath." ”
Lin Zhong did not walk into the bathtub, but suddenly hugged Shen Qingqing in his arms, his chin against Shen Qingqing's hair, and whispered, "Let's wash together?" ”
The man said that his hand was slowly moving on her waist, Shen Qingqing felt itchy and warm for a while, and just smiled: "Okay, the boss is not small, don't be serious, take a hot bath today, and go on the road cleanly tomorrow." ”
Shen Qingqing said that he just wanted to test the temperature of the water, but he didn't expect Lin Zhong to hug her tighter, and the man's lips whispered in his ear: "Otherwise, the two of us will wash together." ”
The voice was low, warm and magnetic, and Shen Qingqing's ears suddenly climbed into a touch of camel red, and he just smiled: "Don't be kidding." ”
Although he wanted to push him away, the strength in his hands was weak, just like cotton.
Lin Zhong grabbed her and didn't let go, and all the warmth and happiness were condensed together at this moment and turned into reluctance.
Lin Zhongchang exhaled and sat on the chair next to him, the whole person seemed to have no strength, and he took Shen Qingqing's hand, I don't know what he thought, and suddenly said: "I think my life is very good now, although I have no memory in my head, although I don't know who my father and mother are, but I have you and Douding, and Yulian, a hard-working and beautiful sister." ”
"In this kind of world, every family can't eat, but our glutinous rice factory is so prosperous." While talking about how well the family is doing, Lin Zhong feels even more reluctant in his heart.
He said this not because of anything else, but because he wanted to convince himself to stay.
His eyes looked at Shen Qingqing, expecting Shen Qingqing to say something, it was best to keep him, but he didn't expect that the woman just gently and gently took her hand away, put it in the bath bucket and measured the water temperature before she spoke: "Now this water is not cold, just take a bath, you can wash it quickly." ”
After saying a word, he left, his steps were light, but he did not stay.
Shen Qingqing is not hard-hearted, and she has already regarded Lin Zhong as her husband during this period of time, and she loves it very much. But what about that?
Shen Qingqing knew what her way to come from and what her way to return was, but Lin Zhong's mind was blank, if she kept Lin Zhong today, if she regretted it later, how should the two of them get along?
Go, go, a period of reluctance in exchange for a lifetime of no regrets, no matter how you think about it, it is a fair and reliable transaction.
The next day, before dawn, Shen Qingqing got up and opened the door.
The snow fell heavily last night, and the snow had already reached the calf, so Shen Qingqing put on another piece of clothing and went to the kitchen.
Lin Zhong is leaving this morning, and she wants to make a good meal for Lin Zhong in the morning. When he stewed his favorite fish soup and his favorite stewed potatoes with beef brisket, and fried sour and hot shredded potatoes and put them on the table, the forest also rose.
"Why did you wear this dress? Go get your new clothes on? Shen Qingqing looked up and saw that Lin Zhong was still wearing the clothes he wore before, so he spoke.
Lin Zhong looked down and laughed: "It's okay, I'm just going for a while, I don't have any new clothes and old clothes, I wear this one quite appropriately." ”
Xiao Douding got up early because he had to go to school, and when he saw a hot breakfast on the table, he was curious: "Mother, let's eat these things for breakfast, it's too rich, right?" ”
"That Haohao ......" Shen Qingqing squatted down and glanced at the forest, and then at Xiaodouding.
Lin Zhong wants to find his memory, and they haven't told Xiaodouding yet.
Instead, Lin Zhong squatted down and hugged Xiaodouding in his arms: "Daddy has something to do and has to go out for a few days, you must take care of your mother at home." ”
"You're going out? Where are you going? Xiao Douding pushed the forest away at once and asked.
"Daddy wants to find his own memories, he wants to find his family, so he wants to leave us for a while."
"Own family?" Little Douding took a step back again, and his little head shook like a rattle. "Aren't we Daddy's family? Does Daddy have to find other family members? Will Daddy not want us if he finds other family members? ”
The child is simple and simple, and Xiao Douding is so smart, when he sees the battle in the house today, he knows that he is going to go out in the forest, and he will not come back for three or five days.
He was afraid that he would not come back as soon as Lin Zhong left, and he didn't want them anymore, so he even began to cry as he spoke: "Are you really leaving?" Little Bean Ding can't bear you, I don't want you to go at all. ”
Shen Qingqing was originally extremely reluctant, but when she heard Xiao Douding shouting like this, her heart was even more uncomfortable, and she turned her head away from looking at such a scene.
Lin Zhong immediately shouted: "Haohao, how old a child is still crying." ”
This voice was with the sternness of a loving father. "Daddy is gone, I can't rest assured, if you're crying now, how can you protect your mother? How can Daddy rest assured? ”
As soon as Xiao Douding heard Lin Zhong say this, he hurriedly wiped away his tears, and there were sobs in his voice, but he was pretending to be strong: "Daddy, don't worry, I won't cry anymore, but will Daddy come back after he leaves?" ”
"Of course I'll go back, but my father has been gone for a while, Haohao, you must protect your mother like a little man, okay?"
"Good!"
Two men, one big and one small, were talking next to him, and Shen Qingqing only felt tears when he heard it, so he simply went back to the bedroom to help Lin Zhong pack up his clothes and silver.
You can lack anything when you go out, but you can't lack money, Shen Qingqing put enough money in the package in the forest, and packed a few changes of clothes.
It was freezing in the winter, so he put a hot water bottle to prevent him from getting cold on the road.
Shen Qingqing, who had nothing to clean up, was relieved, and Xiao Douding over there had already stopped his emotions.
Shen Qingqing took the package to Lin Zhong and laughed: "Let's leave quickly after eating." ”
"Okay."
A meal is eaten in silence, just sandwiched vegetables with each other.
After Lin Zhong finished eating, he talked to Shen Qingqing for a long time.
"Alright, let's go."
With an umbrella in the forest, it was still snowing lightly, and the two of them looked at his generous back and just felt a sour feeling in their hearts.
When Shen Qingqing just wanted to shed tears, Han Han didn't know when he got up, Han Han and Xiao Douding shook hands with each other, looked at each other and said: "Han Han, my father will leave in the future, I don't know when I will be able to come back, can the two of us take care of our mother?" ”
"Haohao, don't worry, the two of us are already little manhood, and we will never let Aunt Qingqing suffer a little grievance, and Aunt Yulian can't suffer a little grievance, now that Uncle Lin is gone, the two of us will hold up a piece of the sky."
The two children don't know where they are learning, but they look like each other.
I have to say that the words of the two children reduced Shen Qingqing's sorrow about parting a lot.
And when the snow was slowly falling, Shen Qingqing couldn't help but half-squat down and hold the two children in his arms.
The three hairy heads resist each other, this is the sorrow of parting, and it has always been the most difficult to dissolve.