CHAPTER 40

Dangerous.

An Nianrong felt that she had enough understanding of the danger now.

Not to mention the attack on Hong Kong, but also the encounter in Iraq made her realize how close death was to her, and she still remembers the moment when Romen snatched the grenade from her. Although she never mentioned it again afterwards, every time she remembered it, she could recall the feeling that Luo 'Men' brought when she held her hand hard, and she didn't expect Luo 'Men' to go and return, so this accident made her feel more deeply at that time.

She kept the two warheads that had been taken out to remind herself that danger would always be with her for the rest of her life.

"So, what kind of danger is it?" An Nianrong looked at her father. "You say you're not going to say anything, but you've got to say something convincing, and you have to know that it's not so easy to deceive me now."

"It's not that easy to trick you?" An Jiaqing's smile was tinged with a hint of sarcasm. "Everyone is easily deceived, and of course, this situation only exists in certain ways. If I had to say anything, I would say, in fact everyone is easily deceived in certain situations, the question is only whether these lies make sense to you personally. ”

"You're saying someone is cheating on me?" An Nianrong frowned.

"I mean, the *** is dangerous for you right now. You don't know who you're dealing with, and likewise, you don't know who's dealing with you. An Jiaqing looked at his 'daughter' a little sadly. In this case, maybe I can only say to you once, Nian Rong, leave the 'door' of the Ministry of Intelligence and return to the life of a normal person. ”

"As your 'daughter', I don't think I can be a 'normal person' as you call it again." An Nianrong smiled. "And I've found that my current job makes me feel good. Dangerous? It may be a little more than normal people, but it is the danger that makes my life more meaningful than others. ”

An Jiaqing was 'provoked' by her stubbornness.

"Don't tell me this nonsense, I am your father, I see these things more clearly and thoroughly than you, and your beliefs and words seem to me very naΓ―ve, so naΓ―ve that I have no patience to correct you anything. Anyway, when you get my age, you'll know what I'm talking about. I know I should have been concerned about your future a little earlier, but ......"

Speaking of this, An Jiaqing suddenly closed his mouth and looked at the 'girl' in surprise.

The coldness on An Nianrong's face made him desperate.

He suddenly understood An Nianrong's thoughts. At the beginning, An Nianrong was waiting for his arrangement, but it was obvious that after she graduated, the matter dragged on for a few months, An Nianrong accepted another invitation, and she did not inform An Jiaqing afterwards. It seems that all An Nianrong's anger towards him broke out at that time, compared to the rebellion of the youth 'spring' is really more like the willfulness and coquettishness of a little 'girl' child. What she needs is to be cared for, but this is exactly what An Jiaqing gave her the least. Now she may not be so angry, but the consequences have been done, the distance between her and herself has been filled by her work, and there is a lot to say between them to overcome these barriers.

Despite the annoyance in his eyes, An Jiaqing had calmed down.

"Nian Rong, I know that over the years, your brothers and sisters have never understood me, but you are all living well, aren't you? I care less about you, but haven't you already gotten everything you deserve? I don't know what else you're complaining about. I've always wanted to do something for you, don't you want to do that too? Now that I have the opportunity to help you correct the mistakes of your life, why don't you cooperate with me? Is my disgust less important than your life? ”

An Nianrong didn't answer, but walked away from him, sat on the sofa and hugged her head.

She didn't expect her father to be so ruthless. An Jiaqing gave them everything, but there was no love. He thought that the lives of his sons and daughters were like a plan in his office, and as long as he drew on them, he could get a perfect solution? He had never asked himself what he wanted, so how could he be embarrassed to say something like "what else are you complaining about?" Perhaps, it would be better for An Jiaqing to be just an ordinary person, so that he would spend all his time outside of work with his family.

An Jiaqing was right about one thing. By now, she really has "nothing to complain about". She is already an adult, she knows how to plan for the future, and one of the plans is that she doesn't want to complain about her father in these family affairs, anyway, he won't understand the meaning of this at all, and time is passing, always looking back will delay enjoying the scenery on the road ahead, she has the responsibility now, has her own life, why bother to 'provoke' him to affect his mood?

"It's true that I'm living a good life, and that includes my job." An Nianrong raised her head. "I've never felt this fulfilled. Danger is everywhere, and if you care too much about it, you don't have to do anything, I love intelligence, and I think I'm up to my job. That's it. ”

At this time, she suddenly remembered that she had said such things to Luo 'Men' before. When she said this, she did have confidence in herself, but Romen's answer was an understatement: "You are up to your job just because no one else has done it better than you." A typical Luo's 'door' answer, the attitude of uncertainty about everything is his attitude towards life, which 'stimulated' An Nianrong's hostility towards him, because in her opinion, in life, it is necessary to determine everything, so that she can set her own goals and work hard. Luo 'Men' is following the 'wave', perhaps he himself is not aware of this.

Seeing the look on An Nianrong's face, An Jiaqing knew that she had thought of something else and began to be absent-minded about everything that was happening in front of her, which meant that the next conversation no longer had any meaning, and An Nianrong's stubbornness was clear to him better than anyone else. But he wanted to try again.

"I've heard about what you're doing, Nian Rong." He unbuttoned his suit and sat down across from the girl. "And it's always a thankless job, and I don't want people to use very rude words about you, especially when I hear it, but that's not the problem, the question is, what do you really think your work will achieve?"

An Nianrong looked at her father suspiciously.

"In our country, only ordinary people make mistakes, and for people like us, we only make mistakes. There is a difference between 'mistakes' and 'mistakes'. 'Error' means that you can't make a similar attempt in the future, while 'Mistake' means that you can do it again at any time and in any way. That's the right, the right that only people like us have, and that's the right you're going to challenge right now. What do you think your chances of winning? ”

"What do you want to say?" An Nianrong slowly understood what he meant.

"I want to say that what you do in the end is just to make some people realize their 'mistakes' and not 'mistakes', because if it's not 'mistakes', you can't change the status of some people, you may correct some things, but at the end of the day you will find that you are still dealing with those people. You've got to choose the direction you're fighting against, kid. Be top-down, not bottom-up. "An Jiaqing has never said such 'boneless' words, and he now seems more sincere and kind than ever." The work I have assigned to you is to rearrange your direction so that you don't have to look up, and looking down makes you automatically become a member of the above, and you have the right I told you, this is your life. ”

An Nianrong was silent.

Maybe An Jiaqing will only say such sincere words once in his life, if An Nianrong is not his 'daughter', maybe there will not even be this time, An Jiaqing's caution is famous. And what is even more discouraging is that what An Jiaqing said is true. Even the prime minister expressed concern about reality, warning An Nianrong to watch her steps, and her father was of course more concerned than anyone else about whether she would make a mistake.

Perhaps, this will not affect his position and influence in the party.

A cold smile appeared on An Nianrong's lips.

"I don't really understand your 'up and down' statement, and I don't want to figure it out, I just want to do my part. My job is only to point out the facts, and it's not up to me to decide whether the facts are 'wrong' or 'wrong', so I don't bother with that, so it doesn't seem like my life is bad. ”

"If you point out the facts, you will be responsible for the facts." An Jiaqing is still very patient. "Regardless of whether you point out a 'mistake' or a 'mistake', the person concerned will not be 'excited' about you, not only the person, but even those who are related to the person will not be 'excited' about you. So what are they going to do? Even fools know. They want revenge! ”

An Nianrong nodded. "It's their right to take revenge."

An Jiaqing looked at An Nianrong in surprise, as if it was the first time he had seen An Nianrong's confident side. However, this is also understandable, An Nianrong's experience of danger is deeper than his, after all, she is already the head of a department', and even has experienced the rain of bullets and bullets, and has really faced the threat of death, so at this point, of course, she has more say than his father. An Jiaqing has always been confident in his own ability, because after all, he has achieved things that most people can't achieve, but in the same way, in An Nianrong's business, she is definitely more qualified to make decisions than her father.

"Trust me, I understand danger better than you do."

An Nianrong looked at the watch on her wrist and stood up to say that the conversation was over.

"I still have to catch a plane, and there are a lot of dangers to deal with in Hong Kong right now."