The suspicion in my heart is together, and all the gentleness that was once disappeared a little bit.

Tang Ningnan didn't know how she got out of this cold palace, she couldn't feel the existence of her body, she was fluttering.

After going back, he had a serious illness, which dragged on until Chinese New Year's Eve, and Pu Julian diagnosed that it was cold and depressed, so the disease dragged on for so long.

Weeping Lu said that Concubine Xiao Guifei was frightened by the scene of Concubine Hua's death, but only Tang Ningnan herself knew what she was upset about.

In these days when she was sick, Feng Feihan often came to see her, but she always shirked for various reasons, unwilling to see her, and sometimes asked Bizhu to say that she was sleeping.

Back and forth several times, Feng Feihan also felt tired, and if he had to go in, Tang Ningnan closed his eyes and pretended to be sleeping.

Such a trick was seen through by Feng Feihan at a glance, so he opened his mouth to talk to Tang Ningnan, but he couldn't get a reply from her.

Feng Feihan also asked Tang Ningnan why he was like this, but every time Tang Ningnan encountered this topic, he turned his head and didn't speak, and after a long time, Feng Feihan didn't ask, just sat beside her silently, looking at her.

Sometimes, because government affairs only sit for a while and leave, sometimes because he looks at Tang Ningnan's sleeping face, he forgets to go back to Chaohui Palace, so that Su Mingju, who is on the side, has to remind him worriedly.

Some dark arrows took advantage of these times to quietly bury beside Feng Feihan.

Three days before Chinese New Year's Eve, Sima Zhaohua entered the palace to meet him.

This is the second time he entered the palace after more than half a month after entering the palace with Sima Bin last time, but this time he entered the palace differently, Sima Bin didn't know, he sneaked into the palace under the pretext of inspecting the soldiers outside the city.

Even though time was pressing, Sima Zhaohua still found an opportunity to meet Feng Yunsheng.

Since the last time he said goodbye, he hadn't seen her for eighteen days, and he had been thinking in his heart that he had to see her in order to do the next thing with peace of mind.

On that day, Concubine Xiao intended to leave Feng Yunshang behind, so that Sima Zhaohua had the opportunity to see her.

She didn't change much, not much from when she was separated from the boat, and the eyes that had turned from lively to melancholy stared at her, like a silent autumn water, without any vitality.

Sima Zhaohua, who watched it, was heartbroken, couldn't breathe, and was about to go crazy until Chen Zhan's body was broken into ten thousand pieces.

Feng Yunsheng's words were still very few, and he expressed his gratitude to Sima Zhaohua a little, and then he didn't want to speak.

Sima Zhaohua, who had been looking at Mu Ne and was not good at talking to people, thought of all kinds of topics, trying to make Feng Yunshang happy, but in the end he failed.

"I still have the bracelet that the general put here for me, and the next time the general enters the palace, I must inform in advance, and I will definitely let Chu Xi return it."

Sima Zhaohua stood on his heels and said with some urgency: "I didn't put that bracelet there, I gave it to you, Yunshang, Shang'er, why do you always turn a blind eye to your feelings?" ”

Feng Yunsheng, who was walking in front, was slightly stunned, and did not make any answer, noticing that the tone of what he had just said was a little extreme, Sima Zhaohua sped up his pace and chased after him.

It wasn't until they reached the edge of the pond that the pace of the two slowed down.

"Would you like to go in and sit down?" Sima Zhaohua said softly.

Feng Yunshang nodded, walked straight to a pavilion by the Ye Pond and sat down, turned his head, and could see the Lake Center Pavilion in the south corner of the Ye Pond.

That was the place where Feng Yunshang and Sima Zhaohua first came into contact, and she used to feel red and hot when she thought of these things, but now even if she looked at the pavilion, she didn't feel anything, she felt like a piece of dead wood, except for the blade Chen Zhan, she didn't have any thoughts about living.

"Yunshang, just now my words were too intense, I hope it won't scare you." Sima Zhaohua said cautiously, looking at Feng Yunsheng's expression.

She just stared at the dried lotus leaves stretched out in a strange shape in the middle of the pool.

In his heart, she was now like a dry lotus leaf, twisted, ugly, and useless.

"General, there are so many good women in the world, why do you have to cling to me who is already broken and broken?" Feng Yunshang said slowly, her voice like a broken huqin, and like the messy notes she played when she first learned the guzheng.

But now, she has even touched the guzheng less, and finally there is some improvement, Feng Feihan praised her for having her mother's demeanor.

"No, no, Yunshang, you are not broken and broken, in my heart, you are complete, you are the best, I don't want other women, I just want you."

Sima Zhaohua expressed his inner thoughts bluntly and clumsily, and in an instant, the autumn water in Feng Yunsheng's eyes seemed to ripple a little, but soon returned to calm.

"General, I have heard such words before, and because I have heard and experienced them, these words are of no use to me, and I don't believe them at all."

"Shall we wait slowly?" Sima Zhaohua's voice became more gentle, like a warm spring breeze, blowing through Feng Yunsheng's ears in the bitter cold wax moon of midwinter.

"I'll prove it to you, I'm different, I'm sincere, I'll definitely be good to you, I know you've heard these words, so I'm not just going to say it, I'm going to do it, to make you feel, Yunshang, are you willing to give me this opportunity?"

Feng Yunshang tilted her head, her brows tightened slightly, and then she said lightly: "General, can you make the withered lotus bloom?" If before Chinese New Year's Eve, this lotus flower in the pond turns green and pink again, and blooms with great fanfare, I will promise you this opportunity. ”

This flower is the flower in front of her, and it is also the flower in Feng Yunsheng's heart, and it is the infinite yearning and hope in her heart for all things in the world and the affection between men and women.

In the wax moon in the middle of winter, how can this dry lotus flower bloom with as much fanfare as Feng Yunshang said? When she said such a thing, she obviously disagreed, but she just said it in such a way, was she afraid that she would be sad?

In fact, as long as she refuses, it will hurt her heart, but he will not give up, Sima Zhaohua thought in his heart, Feng Yunshang spoke again: "If you can't, we have a lot of things happening next to the pool, so from today on, let's also break off our thoughts about the future here in the pool." ”

"No, no, it won't be broken, it won't be broken, you wait, I will definitely make this lotus flower bloom, the gongs and drums will be noisy, and the firecrackers will sound in unison."

These words were very funny, and Sima Zhaohua himself felt a little funny after saying it.

But Feng Yunshang still had a faint expression, everything had nothing to do with her.

Wait for me, wait for me.

When he left the palace that day, Sima Zhaohua kept reciting this sentence in his heart.

"What are you doing?" Feng Yunshang looked puzzled, and was pushed out of Rong Yuxuan by Tang Ningnan and a few concubines.

"Sister Xiao, what are you going to do, Sister Zhen?" Looking at the mysterious appearance of the two, he frowned and asked.

"County Lord, you'll know when you go." Even Chu Xi was helping Tang Ningnan and pushing Feng Yunshang over.

Just when they were puzzled, several people had already come to the edge of the pool, and the moment Feng Yunshang turned his head, a touch of blue-green and pink jumped into the field of vision.

It stood out in the water and the white snow around it, and it was a cluster of bright lotus flowers.

Brushing off the clothes and going away, hiding merit and fame.

Tang Ningnan and Zhao Tang pushed Feng Yunshang out of the pavilion, and then left with a smile, hiding in the distance to watch Feng Yunsheng's performance.

The bright flowers in the pool looked at Feng Yunshang a little dazed, that was what she said to Sima Zhaohua that day, she wanted him to retreat from the difficulty, but she didn't want him to keep it in her heart, and she really did it.

A cold west wind blew, and it didn't seem to be as piercing as before, and Feng Yunshang could sense a familiar aura in this wind.

"Yunshang, I did it, you see."

Sima Zhaohua walked towards Feng Yunshang with an excited face, pointed to the cluster of lotus flowers in the ruler, his face was full of honest smiles, and then asked with an expectant face: "Do I have a chance now?" Yunshang? ”

In the middle of winter, it is impossible to grow lotus flowers naturally in the pond, which must have been carefully cultivated by Sima Zhaohua in the house and transplanted here.

Obviously, he was asked to retreat and deliberately said that the conditions were so tricky, but he really did it, Feng Yunsheng felt a little trembling in his heart, as if a spring breeze was blowing, and there seemed to be new green shoots growing vigorously on the barren land.

Agree or not, it's all up to Feng Yunsheng's plan at this moment.

That's it, if he wants to prove it, let him prove it, the grandeur withered in a blink of an eye, and the noise is another name for short-lived.

The cold kills, no matter how bright and delicate the transplanted lotus flowers are, they can't escape the fate of being destroyed by frost after all, and they don't want the nine-layer cold ice in their hearts to hurt him, but if he has to bump into it, then let him hit his head and break the blood flow, and he will know that he will retreat.

"Okay."

Feng Yunshang spit out a word lightly.

But just this one word made Sima Zhaohua's heart can't help but jump, and even his clenched big fists can see his excitement.

Such a small action was seen by Feng Yunsheng, and she had a deeper understanding of Sima Zhaohua's politeness and restraint.

At that time, Kuang Yan was good at attacking people's hearts, but she was hugged into her arms in a few days, and she herself didn't even think it was a conspiracy and deception, only immersed in pink dreams.

Now Sima Zhaohua is like this, which makes Feng Yunshang feel a little sincere.

"It's windy in winter, it's not appropriate to stand in the tuyere for a long time, the county lord should go back first, I still have something to discuss with the emperor, and I will definitely find a chance to see you again in the future."

The excitement and excitement quickly calmed down, and Sima Zhaohua had an equally important thing to do when he entered the palace.

"I want to sit here." Feng Yunshang leaned on the railing, supported his cheek with his hand, and said softly, "The general still has something to do, if the general has something, you don't have to waste time with me here." ”

"Yunshang, I have something to do, there may be some misunderstandings, but you must believe that I will always be by your side."